Chapter 122: Holding her thin white calves in the palm of his hand
Gu Junyan took the book on the side and flipped through it casually, then picked up the pen and began to write on the paper.
Xiaobei and Nian'an both looked at him, especially Xiaobei, who looked at him intently.
And Nian An read it for a while, then took a book and flipped it up.
Gu Junyan turned his head to look at her when he came out of the question, and when he saw the book in her hand, he was slightly stunned, and the hand writing the question also paused.
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Gu Junyan came back to his senses and continued to write the question, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but float a faint smile.
After he finished the question, he gave the question to Xiaobei, and Gu Junyan sat down next to Nian'an.
Nian An's brows frowned subconsciously, she was about to get up, but Gu Junyan reached out and hugged her shoulder, "It's only been sitting here for a long time, where are you going." β
"Where do I have to report to you?" Hearing this, Nian An turned his head and glared at Gu Junyan.
Seeing this, Gu Junyan just smiled without skin and face, "Of course not, it's just that you have a big belly, and it's not convenient to go anywhere, I'll accompany you where you want to go." β
"No, I don't." Nian An replied angrily.
But Gu Junyan's thick-skinned person really made people have no choice at all, he just approached and touched her belly: "You don't need it, but the baby needs it." β
"Gu Junyan ......"
"Xiaobei is doing his homework, you are so loud that it will affect the child's writing questions. What's more, it is easy to scare the baby. Gu Junyan saw that she was dissatisfied with him touching her belly, but he put his hand on Nian'an's stomach, his heart was pounding, and it was the first time he felt the baby so intuitively, and the excitement made his palm hot for a while.
Nian An wanted to tear his hand away, but when he looked at her stomach in a daze, that gaze ......
The eyes with a little trembling made Nian An stop his movements for a while.
Because she thought that this was the first time he had been so close to the baby in his womb.
She had been pregnant for so long, and before he came here, he hadn't really looked at her belly or touched her.
When she left Biqi Garden, her belly was only slightly prominent, but now it is so big.
Thinking of this, Nian An's head was a little aggrieved and sad, but when she thought of the words he had said to her in the courtyard in the morning, she wondered if he also wanted to get close to her at that time, but he kept ......
"An An ......"
Gu Junyan suddenly opened her mouth to call her, her voice was not loud, but she was a little panicked.
Because he saw that her eyes were a little red, as if she was about to cry again.
Nian An listened to his words, came back to her senses, she hid her emotions, moved and went upstairs.
Gu Junyan looked at her back and sighed slightly.
He turned his head to look at Xiaobei, who was doing his homework on the side, and saw that he was writing intently, so he went to the yard to smoke a cigarette.
This cigarette was bought in the town at noon, and this cigarette was the first time he smoked it, and he only felt awkward.
"Hey ......"
When a cigarette was almost finished, a phone call suddenly came, and Gu Junyan was stunned and picked it up.
Sure enough, I found someone, and the efficiency of this work is still much faster, and there is a signal so soon.
"Have you found An An?"
The call was from Deng Huimei.
"Hmm." Gu Junyan just responded in a deep voice.
It's normal for his mother to be able to guess, otherwise she wouldn't have helped him find someone to tell him things without asking a word.
"Is An An unwilling to come back with you? Still angry? Deng Huimei asked tentatively.
She also thought about it for a long time, and then she couldn't help it, so she called to ask about the situation.
It's naturally good to be able to find someone, but it's normal for Nian'an to have a temper now, it's her own son who is wrong, and she won't help anyone.
"Although An An's temperament is a little stubborn, but she is still a soft-hearted child at heart, don't be anxious, coax her well, if you don't want to come back, it's okay if you stay with her for a while." Deng Huimei saw that Gu Junyan didn't speak, obviously she guessed correctly.
Gu Junyan naturally understood the meaning of his mother's words, not to make him stalk.
He's really stalking now.
"I know, don't worry, Nian'an is fine." Gu Junyan was silent for a long time and replied.
"That's good, An An's belly is quite big, right?" Deng Huimei couldn't help but ask again.
Originally, she still wanted to come to the capital early after the New Year to help Nian'an make up for herself, but now it's good, it's so far away, and she doesn't know how big Nian'an's belly is.
"Well, it's pretty big." Speaking of this, Gu Junyan couldn't help but think of the feeling he had just touched her stomach, which he had never felt before.
The thought of having a little life right next to you makes you want to get closer, and you can't help but want to touch.
Gu Junyan chatted with her mother for a few more words, and then hung up the phone a little absent-mindedly.
After hanging up the phone, Gu Junyan stood there and smoked another cigarette, blew the wind in the yard to disperse the smell on his body, and went upstairs to see what Nian An was doing.
Now that he has a mobile phone signal, Nian'an's mobile phone should also have a signal.
Gu Junyan couldn't help but think about it in his head when he went to the house.
He went upstairs softly, and when he went upstairs, he saw Nian'an sitting on the sofa in the study, in a daze, not knowing what he was thinking.
She had just come upstairs and noticed that there was a signal on her phone.
There were several missed calls inside, all of which were from Xu Lifeng and Ah Chuan.
But the dates were all the day before Gu Junyan came, and after he came today, they didn't call.
Xu Lifeng told her that Sheng Shi stopped all of Yang Yuwei's work, and told her that Gu Junyan had looked for him and asked her where she was, but he didn't tell him.
And the last text message he sent him was to tell her that Gu Junyan might have come to her, so that she was prepared.
An An, maybe Gu Junyan has arrived when you see these text messages, I hope you don't retreat or hide anymore, face your heart bravely, make your own choices bravely, no matter what choice you make, Dad is by your side and will support you.
Just now she was wrong, this was the last text message Xu Lifeng sent her.
And Agawa ......
Except for yesterday I anxiously asked her what happened, is it okay, but there is no text message again today.
But Nian An knew that the reason why this was the case was because Ah Chuan knew that Gu Junyan was coming. So......
The three of them......
Nian An never thought that the three of them would gradually evolve into the current situation of constant cutting and chaos.
Originally, she had already made up her mind, but now she ...... Now that she looks back, how sad Ah Chuan should be.
She remembered the look he looked at her as he left, saying he was waiting for her.
He said that he waited for her for as long as he wanted.
And he didn't come now, he just didn't want her to be embarrassed.
Or ......
He thinks he can't wait for her, does he?
She had given him hope, and that hope was about to be dashed in a short time?
"An An, I'll ...... I'm not here to force you...... Forcing you to go back with me? β
Gu Junyan stood at the door for a long time, until he saw her covering her head, burying her head in frustration and helplessness, and then he couldn't help but say with a dry throat.
And Nian An listened to his words, but raised his head, looked at him, and said with a bit of accusation in his eyes: "Really? So what are you here for? In that case, why are you here? β
All of this was caused by him, does he know it!
"I ......" Gu Junyan was dumbfounded by her words.
On the way here, he thought that he was going to bring her back anyway, but when he got here, he ...... He couldn't say such brazen words again!
"An An, I'm here, yes...... It's because ...... For your heart is mine, and I ...... I can't come, we didn't say something clearly, I ...... I misunderstood you, and you...... You also misunderstood me, there are some things between us that must be explained clearly, so ...... So that we can all ...... I don't regret it. β
Gu Junyan had never stammered so much.
However, he thought about it for a long time before he understood the meaning of his visit.
is not to force her, but to confess each other's hearts, so that no matter what choice she makes, they can face it calmly without regrets and leave no regrets.
"No regrets? Gu Junyan, do you know that I am ...... now? I regret dying, I regret marrying you in the first place, why did I marry you in the first place! I regret dying! β
Nian An was a little excited by his words.
He always had a good deal to provoke her emotions.
Gu Junyan's words always made her blow up easily!
She doesn't regret it, she really regrets dying!
"But I don't regret it, An An, I don't regret marrying you, but I'm very happy, I'm glad I married you in the first place."
He even felt that this was their destined fate!
Nian An glared at her indignantly, not bothering to pay attention to him.
In the evening, dinner was still made by Gu Junyan.
In the afternoon, Nian An practiced calligraphy in the study and calmed down, while Gu Junyan taught Xiaobei downstairs.
He said he helped her teach for a few days. Don't let her get too tired.
Nian An thought that it was better for him to have some things, so as not to keep dangling in front of her and obstructing her eyes.
At dinner, the dishes were still very rich, but Nian'an still didn't eat much, and Gu Junyan could see that she still had something on her mind.
As for what's on their minds, everyone knows each other.
And he didn't dare to force her to eat more, for fear that she would vomit again, but in fact, Nian'an had already reacted to morning sickness.
After dinner, Nian An prepared to go out as usual for a spin and a turn.
The book says that pregnant women still walk, exercise and exercise, which will help give birth later.
It had been raining for the past few days, and the road was not easy to walk, so she didn't go out for a few days.
It also happened to send Xiaobei across the bridge.
At noon, Xiaobei said that Gu Junyan was looking for someone to repair the bridge, as if he was still looking for some town mayor, speaking of which, Xiaobei's eyes were a little strange when he looked at Gu Junyan.
Although the child doesn't know so much, he also knows that the town mayor is also an official, older than the village chief, and he also nods to Gu Junyan, so isn't this Gu Junyan's official bigger than the town mayor!
Nian An listened to that, but there was no surprise, just smiled and said: "It's good to fix it, otherwise it's really inconvenient." β
However, listening to Xiaobei, I feel that the bridge is not very stable.
It is estimated that it can be used temporarily.
When he came to the river, Xiaobei was very sensible and said goodbye to Nian'an.
"Teacher An An, then I'll go back first, and I'll see you tomorrow."
"Slow down, you send him over." Nian An said to Xiaobei, who was about to cross the river, and motioned for Gu Junyan to send him over.
Nian An ordered, Gu Junyan naturally didn't dare to disobey.
immediately took Xiaobei's hand and sent him over.
After sending Xiaobei off, Nian An walked back slowly, Gu Junyan was beside her, and it was embarrassing to see that the two of them were silent, so she couldn't help but take the initiative to speak: "That Xiaobei, I think this kid is really good, clever and polite, and smart enough." β
Nian An listened to Gu Junyan's words, glanced at him, and couldn't help sighing: "It's also a poor child." β
"An An, why don't we donate a Hope Primary School in Beihe Town to help the left-behind children here and subsidize them for free until they go to college?"
Nian An was slightly stunned when he heard Gu Junyan's words, and reacted for a while before saying: "This kind of thing is thankless, expensive and laborious, and it is easy to cause some disputes or malicious speculation from the media, with your Gu Shao's style of doing things, it is obvious that you will not ......."
"In the past, maybe not, as you said, in a family like ours, there is a certain risk in doing charity, but now, I think those are not harmful, compared to a child's future, a little criticism is nothing."
Maybe Nian'an is now pregnant with their child, which gives him a new definition of the child and a soft heart.
In the past, he was a thorough, profit-oriented businessman, but people will always change, and there will be different stages.
"I don't know much about these things, but you should go back and ask your father-in-law or grandfather, and then choose a good one that can help those children who are really in need."
Nian An did not strongly approve or disagree, but suggested that he should think it through before doing it.
Gu Junyan felt that Nian An seemed to have grown a lot all of a sudden, and he was more transparent and calm than him.
Go back to the house.
Nian An went upstairs to take a shower.
Gu Junyan took his clothes and went downstairs to take a bath.
The clothes he wore were all Xu Lifeng's, although they were a bit big, but he still had clothes to wear.
However, Xu Lifeng doesn't have a lot of clothes here, and most of them are very casual T-shirts.
"An An, be careful in the bath, don't slip." Seeing Nian'an entering the bathroom according to his clothes, Gu Junyan instructed with some concern.
Nian An listened to his words, just glanced at him, and closed the bathroom door.
She walked and sweated.
Closing the bathroom door, I just felt a little stuffy and stuffy.
Nian An glanced at the closed door while taking off his clothes, and when he thought of Gu Junyan, he couldn't help but think of his chaotic mood this day.
From the surprise and panic of his arrival, to knowing what he said......
Her heart really hadn't really calmed down all day.
Nian An never thought that someone like Gu Junyan would let go because he found that he couldn't get into his heart?
But what he said was conclusive, and Nian An naturally judged the truth of his words.
In the afternoon, when she practiced calligraphy in the study, she carefully remembered the period from the first day of the new year to her departure.
He was really abnormal, the only thing he had been close to her during that time, and he came back drunk.
Maybe he wasn't that drunk at all.
Nian An turned on the shower's shower, stood under the water, and rinsed for a while.
But she still couldn't wash away the troubles in her heart.
Five years ago, Ji Beichuan left her, she hated the days after he left, and when she came here, she also hated Gu Junyan in her heart and blamed Gu Junyan, and gradually restored herself to calm, but in the end, they all made her hate and couldn't hate.
Gu Junyan hurriedly took a shower downstairs and came upstairs, because he was worried that something would happen to Nian An in the bathroom.
Maybe it was the first time he came into contact with this kind of big belly, and subconsciously felt that it was very inconvenient to take a bath like this, and it was easy to bump into it.
But he also knew that with the relationship between him and Nian An now, she couldn't let him help her wash it!
Gu Junyan stood outside the door and wandered for a while, feeling that she had been in for long enough.
Just as Gu Junyan was about to open his mouth to ask if Nian was okay, he suddenly heard a loud noise.
Gu Junyan subconsciously pushed the door open and shouted nervously, "An An......"
"An An, what's wrong with you?" Gu Junyan pushed open the door, and saw Nian An, who was wrapped in a bath towel, bent over and looked like he was in pain.
There was also a broken glass that looked like her mouthwash cup.
"An An, what's wrong?" Gu Junyan hurriedly approached and subconsciously hugged her body.
There was a smell of freshly finished bathing on her body, a smell that was very familiar to him in his memory at that time, it was the smell of Nian'an.
"Legs...... Leg cramps, for a while...... It'll be fine in a while. Nian An frowned and endured the pain.
When Gu Junyan heard her say this, he reached out and hugged her.
"Heyβ" Nian An whispered.
But Gu Junyan had already carried her out of the bathroom and put her on the bed.
He sat on the edge of the bed and reached out to help her gently squeeze her calves.
"Is that it?" He could feel the stiffness of her calves.
Nian An nodded, and his big palm immediately kneaded lightly on her calf.
The stiff calves gradually soothed in the palm of his hand.
"Alright, it's ...... It's already good. Seeing that he was still helping her rub it, Nian An reminded him.
Gu Junyan listened to those words, and her movements stopped, but her palm still held her soft and white calf.
Nian An lowered his head and retracted his legs.
Only then did he come to his senses and took his hand back.
The atmosphere between the two suddenly became a little awkward, and Gu Junyan admitted that his body had a reaction just now.
He naturally understands what that reaction is, and that is the most normal physiological reaction of a man.
Gu Junyan suppressed his hot heart, cleared his throat in a low voice, and said, "That...... Is this often the case? β
He thought of what she had just said in the bathroom, and it was good to talk for a while, obviously not for the first time.
Nian An listened to his words, and also suppressed his heart that was a little beating, and replied, "It's okay." β
Actually, lately, she has been cramping a lot, especially when she sleeps at night, and occasionally someone wakes her up with convulsions.
She could also feel a little swollen in her legs.
However, Dr. Sun said it was all a normal reaction to pregnancy. It's just that some people will be more severe, and some will be better.
"An An, it's really a little unreasonable for you to live here alone...... Not very reassuring. β
Gu Junyan sighed and said.
He thought that if he hadn't come, if she had just been alone in the house and this kind of thing was developing, would she just have to endure the pain silently, and wait for the pain to pass, and then come out and go back to bed alone?
Or if she had leg cramps when she went downstairs, would she slip under her feet......
Maybe he thought too much, but when he thought of the scene just now, he was worried and scared in his head.
Nian An listened to Gu Junyan's words, and was silent.
Because of this, Ah Chuan would say it every time he called him, saying that he was not at ease that she was here alone.
But he still knew that she needed to be here alone, so even if she was very worried, she was still left to her.
"Gu Junyan, are you ...... How did you find here? β
The silence in the room was a little breathless, and Nian An opened his mouth to break the silence.
She thought of what Xu Lifeng said, saying that he didn't tell Gu Junyan where she was, but she felt that Ah Chuan wouldn't tell him either, so how did he find it here?
Nian An didn't think he knew so much about her, or had any new ideas with her.
"On the map of your study, Beihe Town was circled in red by you, and I saw it, so I found it."
Gu Junyan saw that she rarely took the initiative to ask him something, and couldn't help but reply seriously.
And Nian An listened to his words, but he was stunned for a while and couldn't come back to his senses.
He didn't say it, and she didn't even remember.
Has she ever drawn a red circle?
Maybe she didn't know how long ago, she looked for this place on the map.
After knowing some things about her mother, she deliberately shielded her heart, but occasionally she would want to explore some.
She once wanted to come to this place to see, but she didn't come in the end, just because she was afraid that if she came, she would find that this place was different from what she imagined, and she was afraid that she would think her mother was stupid and pitiful.
If it weren't for the estrangement and mustard in her heart with Xu Lifeng, she wouldn't have come here.
"Do you want to sleep?" Gu Junyan saw her sitting there stunned, and asked.
Nian An came back to his senses and looked at him as if he was a little distressed that he was sleeping there.
"There is a simple bed in the next room, you see if you want to ......" is actually a sofa bed.
When Xiaobei and those children were here, Nian An made Xiaobei and Hutou whoever, Yanan and Xiaohui slept with her.
But that sofa bed, it is estimated that Gu Junyan will be a little disgusted.
"No need, I'll just sleep on this couch." He was worried if she would have another leg cramp at night, or something.
"This couch?" Nian An glanced at it, the sofa in the bedroom was not too big, and he felt that he would sleep a little cramped.
"You're going to ...... anyway"
"I'll sleep here." Gu Junyan was very stubborn.
After saying that, he also went to find a blanket and lay down on the sofa.
Seeing this, Nian An was speechless.
This person still treats this place as a house, and thinks he is the head of the family, doesn't he?
I'm going to sleep here!
I fell off at night, and I deserved it!
Nian An thought about it and glanced at Gu Junyan, who was sleeping somewhere.
Then he pulled the blanket on the side, turned off the light, and prepared to lie down and sleep.
However, after turning off the light and lying down, Nian An couldn't fall asleep over and over, although Gu Junyan slept very quietly, knowing that he was in the house, Nian An always felt as if he could smell his breath.