Li Shi is a tired and stalker, she was not reluctant after all, her eyes finally took off me, looking at the scenery in the distance, but her expression revealed a kind of loss, this kind of look I have never seen.

The stiffness of the dialogue made us fall into silence, and we also realized that some pursuits would eventually get tired, at the previous moment, I was so eager to get back the hostel, but when Li Shi wanted to exchange with me on terms, I suddenly felt so disgusted, and even had a feeling of wanting to leave.

The conversation was still so short that I hadn't finished the cigarette in my hand, so I squatted in the corner of the wall, blocked out some of the wind, and continued to smoke "da, da", until Li Shi entered the store, and I still didn't leave.

It wasn't until I finished smoking a cigarette that I felt empty again, but I didn't bother to smoke again, because some emotions were indigestible, and smoking too much cigarette would help.

After the tourists sat in the bar for a while, they ended the event under the leadership of Li Shi, and Lin Ke and I saw off the tourists at the door, but also with a heavy joy, at least this event can make Lin Ke sleep a few good nights, this month's utility bills and daily expenses are enough.

After Li Shi left with a group of people, I returned to the store first, and I was going to ask Jiang Laiyue when she would leave, but she was already drunk and lying on the table.

I tried to call her, but she looked up with a crimson face, looked at me drunkenly, and said, "Drive me back." ”

Looking at her blank face, it was the first time that she was so real and vulnerable in front of me, even if it was out of concern between friends, I couldn't bear to refuse her.

After I changed into my work clothes, Lin Ke came over with a few hundred-yuan bills, for fear that I would excuse myself, so he stuffed them directly into my pocket, and said while stuffing: "Thanks to you today, you have to accept these five hundred yuan anyway!" ”

Instead of pushing with him, I let him slip the money into my pocket, and then asked in a very puzzled tone, "Do you feel at ease after giving the money, or do you feel rich when I get the money, or do you think that the brotherly help between us is only worth this little money?" ”

After I finished speaking, I looked at him with an expression that made Lin Ke think for himself, and after a while, he understood what I meant and said: "If one day, you need me to support your ideals, I will also be duty-bound, these five hundred yuan are only five banknotes for me, but they are the most necessary material security for you." ”

After hearing him say this, I took out the five hundred yuan from my pocket and put it back in the pocket of his jacket, but my expression did not show the slightest blasphemy.

……

Helping Jiang Laiyue out of the bar, I became very cautious, even if she was not beautiful and her figure was even more attractive, but I did not have the slightest covetousness, as far as I could tell, she had drunk at least six or seven bottles of beer, maybe even more.

The drunk Jiang Laiyue did not cry and play drunk like some people to vent her emotions, she seemed very quiet and lonely, and even compared with the usual state of choking people when she spoke, she was more like a normal state at the moment.

Her cheeks were red, her breath was like a blue, her short and sleek hair was a little messy by the wind, but she looked very negative, and before she got out of the alley, she began to make a gagging sound, and then pushed away my support, staggered to the corner of the wall not far away, and then there was a heart-rending vomiting, for a long time, she stood up weakly, slumped against the wall, took out a tissue from the bag, wiped her mouth, looked up at me and trembled the corners of her mouth, and then squatted down along the wall.

When she showed this weakness again, I really had a feeling of powerlessness, and she gave me an incomparably strange feeling at this moment, because in my perception of her, she can be an unkind female president, or a rich daughter who has no worries about food and clothing, and the sense of powerlessness that can give people is so strong. Perhaps, this still verifies what she once said to me: money does not necessarily buy happiness, and being in a high position does not necessarily mean that you can help yourself.

Looking at her painful and powerless appearance, I felt a little contentious in my heart, in fact, at this time, I had deliberately kept my distance from Jiang Laiyue, so with such emotions, some were just the heartache of bystanders.

She buried her head deeply, and just when I thought I saw her face, she raised her head, with tears in her eyes, and said to me with a smile, "Can you help me up?" ”

I was suddenly touched that if Jiang Laiyue is really working hard for "Laiyue", then it proves that she is indeed eager to get rid of the fate of being controlled, which also indirectly shows that at least for a while, our relationship will be relatively stable, and all her strategies, including youth hostels, are not just talking to me.

Walking to Jiang Laiyue's side, I didn't pull her up, but untied my coat, she looked at me with a surprised face, I squatted down, handed her the clothes, and said: "There is still a distance from here to your car, if you don't mind, help me hold the clothes, I'll carry you!" ”

My expression was extremely sincere, Jiang Laiyue hesitated, and actually took the coat I handed her, and said to me: "Thank you!" ”

She carefully leaned on my back, her hands around my neck, I pondered for a moment, and slowly stood up, but unexpectedly she was much lighter than I expected, and in terms of height, it was quite light.

The hot sun above my head made my forehead sweat quickly, and Jiang Laiyue behind me kept asking me if I was tired, or if I would come down and walk by myself, so we walked to the red Porsche 911 in the two small things of asking and refusing, she took out the car keys from her bag, handed them to me, and said, "You can drive!" ”

As soon as I thought of the last time I drove Li Shi's car and rubbed the car, I had palpitations, and quickly shook my head and said, "Let me drive your car, it's better to let me carry you back." ”

"Are you afraid of danger?"

"I just feel like I should do something that matches my identity!"

"Then how do you explain the fact that you just carried me?"

I was instantly silenced by her question......

Jiang Laiyue threw the key at me, and I subconsciously caught it, she opened the car door and sat on the co-pilot before me, and said, "Don't worry, I'll sit in the co-pilot!" ”

Her simple words, suddenly made me have a sense of dependence, not to mention moved, but very surprised, in my cognition, she has always been a woman who pursues individuality and indifference, how can she say such warm words? Actually, it doesn't matter, after all, it's just me here, and when she's unhappy, she can turn her face again.

After getting into the car, I emptied myself and didn't treat it as a luxury car, as if I just drove a Wuling Hongguang, so under the control of this consciousness, the car didn't bring me any feelings. On the contrary, the subtle changes that have taken place between us have made me feel real......

……

Halfway through the car, passing by a long boulevard, Jiang Laiyue, who had been silent, suddenly asked me to stop, and according to her instructions, I parked the car on the side of the road, and then got out of the car with her.

"Yu Hang, can you go farther?"

I looked around at no one and said embarrassedly, "Do you have a physiological need?" ”

"It's not!"

I didn't want to ask anything more, so I had to follow her request, and retreated to the car, after making sure that I got in the car, Jiang Laiyue turned her back, her body trembled slightly, and an inexplicable feeling rose in my heart again, and then lowered the window, and subconsciously took out a cigarette from my pocket and lit it, to be honest, I don't like the current atmosphere at all, even if her crying has nothing to do with me.

What makes me a little difficult to digest is: I have only crossed paths with Jiang Laiyue for about a month, why does she trust me so much? And I can't figure out when and why this trust comes from......

The wind outside the car window dispersed the smoke, Jiang Laiyue and I were in the car and the other outside the car, each with such an awkward attitude, I had been silent for a long time, I couldn't bear it, and finally found a topic to ask her: "How long are you going to squat here, do you need to order a takeout for you?" ”

Jiang Laiyue turned around, looked at me hatefully, and said, "Go to death, don't make fun of me." ”

I looked at her with some embarrassment, because I didn't know how to answer her words, but I could feel her unwillingness and grievances, and I remembered her confidence and freedom at the beginning......

At the moment, she is helpless, so she will let me help her through the difficulties, maybe in her heart, I am a person who can be trusted, but if it is because of the hostel as a bargaining chip, I promised her, it is undoubtedly to win her trust, but also means that there is an additional responsibility, and this kind of responsibility because of trust is precisely the heaviest, at this moment I have been burdened with a heavy responsibility because of the hostel, this responsibility has made me tired to collapse.

……

After Jiang Laiyue got back into the car, I didn't ask long questions, nor did I communicate too much, the atmosphere of dead silence seemed to condense the flow of time, only the dynamic car was still passing through the years, as if with the determination to go to the end of time, towards the place we all know in our hearts called the end.

She didn't complain or restrain herself in front of me, and I didn't want to cast a shadow on our relationship because of this incident, so sometimes it's best not to ask or break it.

After returning to the hotel, as soon as he entered the door, Jiang Laiyue's secretary greeted him, and said hurriedly: "Mr. Jiang, you are back, Mr. Jiang is waiting for you in the VIP room on the second floor......

"I'll only remind you once, first, call him Jiang Wen in the future, and second, if you bring him into the VIP room in the future, you will just give me a fuck!"

The female secretary lowered her head and promised that she would not do it again, Jiang Laiyue at this moment, her face was very cold, and she was no longer the woman who was squatting on the side of the road and crying weakly, she took out the lipstick from her handbag, drew as she walked, and then said to the secretary: "You go up first, invite Jiang Wen out of the VIP room for me, take him to the room where the toilet is broken, smoke his brain, and tell him, I will rest for a while and then go over." ”

Watching Jiang Laiyue walk farther and farther through the hall, until she got on the elevator and completely disappeared from my sight, I really didn't expect that she would have such courage to confront Jiang Wen with such an attitude, even if I just guessed that Jiang Wen was her father, but I believe that she would not do things that are uncertain and unreasonable!