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"Mom, why does other people's dad always stay with him during the New Year, but my dad doesn't?" Five-year-old Moss year, /xshuotxt/com

But after only asking this question, his mother just hugged him into her arms. "I'm sorry, Si Nian, because Dad he's too busy, he's too busy."

In Moss's childhood, his father Mo Shengquan never stayed on Chinese New Year's Eve. Of course, my father will also appear, in normal times, in the apartment, and my mother will be very happy at that time, she will dress herself beautifully, she will put on a red lipstick, carefully apply it, and wipe it repeatedly.

Five-year-old Moss didn't understand it at the time. It's just that every time he sees his mother dressed up happily and sees his mother's happy smile, he will be extra happy.

"Si Nian, does my mother look good dressed like this?" Mother would keep asking.

Moss nodded, "Yes." Pretty. ”

His mother is the most beautiful mother in the world.

But for a long time, Moss finally knew the reason why his father did not appear once during the New Year. It wasn't too busy, it was just because it wasn't his home.

At least, not that only home.

When he grew up, Mo Sinian heard from the conversations of adults that his father actually had a lot of places to go.

He and his mother were just one of them.

Perhaps, it was the one he cared about the least.

Probably because of loneliness, the waiting time was too lonely, so the mother finally couldn't bear the loneliness, she took him and set off for Port City.

The old house in the port city, the car went all the way along the mountain road, winding straight up. It's like entering the depths of a mysterious forest. It was an extraordinarily splendid old mansion. Moss had never seen such a magnificent mansion.

Mother's eyes were always on the old mansion, but Mosnian was looking, and the door of the house seemed to have a magical pattern on it.

Finally, Moss saw it, and saw that the door was opened, and inside was a car driving out.

Halfway up the ramp, the car came out, and the car he and his mother were sitting in was parked beside it.

When my mother saw that it was not her father's car, she lost interest and began to dial her father's number on the side.

Mosnian looked at the car that passed by, and in it was a girl, her black hair and shawl, and her whole ??, embroidered shirt with a bow tie.

The girl saw him too, with a pair of curious eyes. Just through the window glass.

It was the first time Moss and her first met.

He didn't even know what the girl's name was, and he wasn't curious.

It's like there are so many kids in school, not every single one of them has to remember. In fact, it was just a hurried glance back, and they didn't have any intersection at all.

It's just that Mosnian still remembered that it was her hand and holding a bouquet of white flowers. It was too far away to see clearly, and it didn't really look at it.

I don't know what kind of flower it is, Moss doesn't know, he doesn't have too much research on plants.

But after going back, Mo Sinian went to ask the teacher and wanted to inquire, but the teacher asked him what the flowers looked like, but he couldn't answer, "I don't know what flowers look like, how can I know what flowers are?" Next time, ask me again. ”

During class, Mo Sinian lay on the table, looking at the white clouds floating outside the window, but it looked a little like the flower.

How can there be a next time?

Never again.

Two

Once a person has a thought, he will have courage and motivation, but if the thought is too intense, it will be a sin.

At that time, the young Moss had not been able to really understand it, but when he saw his mother become irritable, when he saw her almost crazy, when his mother and father began to quarrel, when he heard his mother's screams, he was frightened.

"Sheng Quan." Mother was shouting, it was my father's name.

"Sheng Quan, I really love you!"

"Sheng Quan, why can't you just look at me alone?"

"Sheng Quan, don't go, don't leave me and Si Nian!"

"Power, power......"

That shout, which connected all the childhood years of Mossian, lingered like a nightmare.

But his father, the man who was missed by his mother, he just said, "You should know that it was not possible from the beginning, I can't just stay with you." ”

It is impossible to stay with the mother, so why did it appear, why did it come, why did it have to give birth to him with the mother?

Secretly climbing over the balcony that day, Moss came outside the bedroom to eavesdrop, and he overheard the conversation between his father and mother.

He didn't know what they looked like, what kind of conversation they were like, but he could hear a messy sound, probably something being smashed.

Mo Sinian got up quietly, and he got up to look, but he saw his mother in such pain, she was holding his father's arm tightly, but he only gently took her hand, and he said in such a soft and deep voice, "Don't do this. ”

"It's Fu Shaoyun! It's her! If it weren't for her, you would have married me a long time ago, and if it weren't for her, we could have been together forever......" The mother's uncontrollable crying, separated by a balcony, Mo Sinian heard it clearly.

I heard my father's still gentle male voice, but it made my mother's crying even more broken, "All this has nothing to do with her." ”

That was the first time Mo Sinian heard Fu Shaoyun's name, and later he learned that she was the wife of his father Ming Media, the wife of the Mo family, and the housewife who lived in that old mansion.

After that, his mother had a series of conflicts because of the dispute with Mrs. Mo, and during that time, Mo Sinian was alone at home, with no one in the empty apartment. Until his mother came back again, his temperament had changed drastically, and he could no longer take care of himself, let alone take care of him.

His father had his things packed up and told him, "Si Nian, Dad will take you to another place to play, and you won't come back later." ”

Mosnian did not respond, and was taken away from his mother.

Moss came to Port City again, and he finally entered the old mansion. That was the first time he entered the Mo family's old mansion, and it was also the first time he saw Mrs. Mo, and it was the first time he saw those two people.

Father introduced, "Si Nian, this is your eldest brother Mo Zhengyan. And her, she's your eldest brother's cousin and your older sister. ”

"It's your cousin." Mrs. Mo reminded softly.

It was his eldest brother, the child born to his father and another woman, but it was such a stranger.

is even stranger, and the girl, but I only found out at the moment, and it was the girl I saw by chance that day.

It was the one in the car.

Only then did Moss know what her name was.

"My name is Luo Zheng, Luo Bingwang's Luo, Guzheng's Zheng." She smiled and said, "But I don't know how to play the guzheng." ”

Three

Mo Sinian came to Hong Kong City alone from his own city, and met his strange eldest brother and strange cousin.

He went to elementary school, Mo Zhengyan went to middle school, and Luo Zheng also went to middle school.

Primary and secondary schools are together, so they can also be said to be alumni.

Mo Sinian found that Mo Zhengyan was a silent but smiling teenager, and even found that the relationship between Mo Zhengyan and Luo Zheng was so good. They were almost inseparable, and occasionally they could see that the two of them were even sleeping together in the study, covered with blankets, and the intimacy was boundless.

I have seen a lot of pictures like this, although Mo Sinian does not feel unusual, but the classmates around him are suspicious.

Just because Mo Zhengyan and Luo Zheng would come to his school to see him, and when they arrived in pairs, the classmates saw more and had questions.

"Mo Sinian, are your brother and that girl a couple?" The girl asked.

Moss replied to the girl, "No! ”

No, he's not his brother, he's just the son of his father and another woman.

But are they really a couple?

Mo Snian, who had never explored the relationship between men and women, was a little ignorant at the beginning of this time, as if he understood some of the situation, but he felt so strange, even disgusted.

Isn't it a brother and sister?

That day, Mo Sinian stood at the door of the study awkwardly, Luo Zheng happened to wake up, and he was just about to make a sound, Luo Zheng made a silent gesture and gestured for them to go out together.

When he arrived outside the study, Mosian finally came back to his senses and asked, "Are you a couple?" ”

But he didn't see the shock, nor did he see the stunned, but the girl, who was a few years older than him, laughed suddenly, as if she had heard a thousand times of such an inquiry, so she was so calm and didn't feel abrupt at all. In the laughter, Moss was slightly annoyed, and Luo Zheng said, "At such a young age, you are thinking about what you have and what you don't have?" ”

Mo Sinian was even more annoyed, only to feel a hot flush on his face, "You are sisters and brothers, if you are a couple, it is really disgusting." ”

"Although your eldest brother and I are sisters and brothers, we are not brothers and sisters." Luo Zheng suddenly said very seriously.

Mo Sinian didn't care about this, "Anyway, you are sisters and brothers, it's disgusting." ”

In the atmosphere of solemnity and silence, I saw her stretch out her hand and poke it at his head, "How can there be so much disgusting, disgusting all day long." ”

"Mo Sinian, don't you like your eldest brother very much?" She asked again.

This is the first time they have talked about Mo Zhengyan, and when there is a question about whether they like it, Mo Sinian turned around directly, "What's the matter with you." ”

She caught up, "Actually, Zhengyan is very good, you see that he has gone to school with me to see you, and he comes to play with you on weekends." ”

"That's your own coming." Moss replied, "I didn't let you come. ”

"Don't say such things to anger your big brother." Luo Zheng admonished, "Your eldest brother is not in good health, so you see that he has been taking medicine." ”

"What's wrong with him?" Mosnian asked, "Will it be short-lived?" ”

Luo Zheng looked serious, "Maybe." ”

Mo Sinian was also stunned, Luo Zheng said, "There was a fortune teller who told him before, saying that he was a short-lived ghost." ”

"!" Moss snorted coldly, not taking it seriously at all.

"Mo Sinian, you can also talk about it, why don't you like your eldest brother so much, Mo Sinian......" Luo Zheng caught up again, and said tirelessly behind his back.

was finally annoyed by her chasing, Mo Sinian stopped suddenly, the two had already arrived in the back garden, Mo Sinian looked back at her, "I like who is my freedom, I hate who is also my freedom." ”

"And you, Luo Zheng, I hate you too!" Moss Nian fixed his eyes and said, "You'd better not approach me!" Don't mess with me! ”

The sun was dazzling, and they stood there, and in silence Mosnian turned to leave again, and she did not catch up again.

Four

Mosian thought that in this way, he would never be involved with them again. But who knows, at noon the next day, Luo Zheng came to call him, "Si Nian, let's eat together?" ”

Sure enough, in addition to her, there was Mo Zhengyan.

Originally, I just thought it was a trouble, but what is going on, I just can't get rid of it, Mo Sinian hates the attention of others, hates them asking about the relationship between him and them, and hates Mo Zhengyan's direct answer, that sentence - I am his eldest brother.

Where did the big brother come from, they are nothing at all.

Finally, rumors spread in the school, and the eyes of his classmates who looked at him changed, it was rumored that he was an illegitimate child, it was rumored that he lived alone, it was rumored that he had no father or mother, everything overwhelmed Mo Sinian, until he heard his classmates asking Mo Zhengyan, "Are you and Mo Sinian the same father and mother?" ”

At this moment, Mo Zhengyan pursed his lips and didn't have time to answer, Luo Zheng said with a smile, "Hey, classmate, are you doing an investigation now?" Wondering why genes are so good? ”

Everyone laughed, but Mo Sinian had endured it to the extreme, and in the corner of the school's playground, he shouted at Mo Zhengyan, "Don't come to my school in the future!" I don't have a brother, never have! ”

"It was your mom who snatched my dad and made my mom sick! You're not good people! I don't want to see you! Get out of here, y'all of you! I don't need you! Almost irrational, Mosian cried out.

In the frantic roar, until it was still, Mo Zhengyan said, "I'm sorry. ”

Why did he apologize, Mo Sinian didn't know, but at this moment he was stunned, and even thought that they would argue endlessly, or even fight directly, but he could only apologize, "I'm sorry, I won't come in the future, let Luo Zheng come." ”

Since then, Mo Zhengyan has never come to his school again, only Luo Zheng will appear for a long time.

Mo Sinian felt very depressed, and that feeling was like something was blocked in his chest, so he didn't have a good face with Luo Zheng. But Luo Zheng is like a warrior, defeated and defeated repeatedly.

At the school gate after school, during the occasional lunch break, or at the moment of the morning, I could always see her waving and smiling in the distance.

One day, he walked past her coldly, Luo Zheng said goodbye to his classmates, and chased after him again, "Mo Sinian, why don't you wait for me?" Treat me like an invisible? ”

"You don't like Zhengyan, I know why, but why don't you ignore me?" Luo Zheng stopped in front of him, "You have to tell me a reason, where did I provoke you?" ”

"You're his cousin, and his mom is your aunt, isn't she?" Mosnian asked.

"yes, that's right."

"That's right, the people my mother hates, I hate them all!" Mo Sinian stared and said, "Luo Zheng, you don't have to bother to be nice to me, I won't like you, absolutely not!" ”

She was not annoyed, and said seriously, "You don't like me, so it's better for me to like you!" ”

How did he come to such a conclusion, it was almost a god-like conclusion, which made Moss unbelievable.

But she insisted on appearing in front of him, insisting on smiling, and insisting on insisting on not knowing why.

Every day, every day, behind him, he called him Si Nian, Si Nian, Moss Nian.

But she pinched her fingers, she should have been the one who shouted his name the most that year.

Five

When his mother recovered from his illness and was about to move from primary school to secondary school, his father came to tell him that he was going home.

This is something that makes Mo Sinian happy, but Luo Zheng is not happy, "In this way, you are leaving, Mo Sinian, where does your family live?" ”

Moss reported a city in the city, Luo Zheng had never heard of it, "You tell me, is the address of your home good?" Or your school, I write to you? ”

"No, I don't." Moss coldly refused.

He didn't need to write letters, let alone have any contact with them, because they were irrelevant.

As he walked all the way, she walked beside him with her schoolbag on her back, muttering almost to herself, "Actually, I'm going home too, my family lives in Nancheng." ”

"Do you know Southtown? There are a lot of camphor trees there, and they are everywhere in the city......" came her brisk female voice, and Mo Sinian walked silently.

"I'm also going to Nancheng to study, by the way, Zhengyan will also go back, because Aunt Fu plans to go back to live for a while, and because Zhengyan's health has not been good recently, I want to go back to Nancheng for treatment......" Luo Zheng said to himself, "I hope he will get better after he goes back there." ”

"Mosnian, I'll write to you, you tell me your address......" she was still reading all the way.

But in the end, Moss didn't tell her the address after all.

On the day of leaving, his father came to pick him up, and his luggage had already been packed and sent back to his mother, and he was also leaving. Jin Nu Huaba.

The car was about to leave, Mo Zhengyan and Luo Zheng arrived together, and they came to see each other.

"Alright, let's go." The father spoke, but Mosnian did not speak.

Mo Zhengyan said, "The journey is safe." ”

"Bye-bye, Si Nian, have a good trip, bye-bye." Luo Zheng waved goodbye, and she didn't ask about the address again.

It wasn't until he returned to his mother's city that he lived with his mother again, only to find that the relationship between the years had long since changed, and that the most his mother had done was crying and locking herself in her room. Such a depressing life made him silent.

This year, Moss graduated from primary school and went to secondary school.

I heard from my father that Mo Zhengyan and Luo Zheng returned to Nancheng, and they went to Nancheng No. 1 Middle School and went to school there.

Other than that, there is nothing else.

On the first day of middle school, on the podium where the freshmen introduced themselves, Mo Sinian stood there, and he said, "Hello everyone, my name is Mo Sinian, and I hope to study together in the future, thank you." ”

After saying this simple introduction, Mo Sinian had already gotten off the podium, caught off guard, and made the teacher stunned, and the students also looked at him in surprise, and he ignored it.

Outside the window, the white clouds were so leisurely, Mo Sinian turned his head to look. At the school gate after school, crowds came and went, but there was no figure waiting for it. In the future, no one should come to wait for him, and there should be no one to chase him and talk to himself.

Sure enough, never again.

"Mosian, with your letter! It was sent from the South Side? "A month after the start of school, the life committee member of the class took the letter and handed it to him.

Mosnian wondered who would write to him.

But the handwriting on the letter is so beautiful, and it is written to the recipient Moss Nian.

And that sender Fang Luo Zheng.

Mo Sinian was so stunned that he lost his voice, and even forgot to reply, until his classmates asked, "Mo Sinian, is this your letter?" ”

"It's mine." After a long time to answer, Mo Sinian looked down at the letter, but did not open it immediately.

The bell rang, and it was already class, and Moss gently opened the letter to the edge of the envelope.

It was pure white letterhead, and there were some short words written on it, as if two cities were separated, but it was as if she was saying right in front of her—

Si Nian, are you surprised to receive my letter?

Your address is what I asked Uncle Mo for, and after thinking about it, it is better to send a letter to your school, it may not be good to send it to your home. Actually, I don't know if you can receive it, but I wrote one anyway.

Is the new school okay, how are the new teachers and classmates, how is the aunt.

Are you all right.

Mosnian, reply to my letter, the address is the one on the envelope.

By the way, I sent you a leaf and put it in an envelope.

……

After reading a letter, Moss was curious about what she had written, did she send him leaves? He immediately took out the envelope and looked at it, turned it upside down and poured it into his palm, only to find that there was indeed a white leaf in the envelope.

But when you look at it this way, it looks like a flower.

Mo Sinian took a closer look, and secretly looked at it during class time, the flowers and leaves on the books turned out to be not real flowers, they were just flowers and leaves folded from white paper, but they were folded so exquisitely.

At this moment, Moss remembered the first encounter.

When they first met, Mo Sinian saw the girl in the car, holding a white flower in her hand. At that time, I didn't know what kind of flower it was, but it turned out to be a paper flower of Juan paper.

It turned out that the flower that Luo Zheng was holding in his hand at that time was this.

Mosnian was stunned, and he went to look at the letter again.

The last line of the letter says it's a three-leaf clover, do you know what it means? I won't tell you, but you can go and check the books yourself.

Mo Sinian looked at the flowers and leaves in a daze, he thought that he would not go to check, this was too stupid. This book is drunk and updated with a quick update of the Magic Cabinet

But at noon, he still took his library card and went to the library, and he wanted to look up the relevant books, but found that he couldn't find them in the school. He went to the bookstore again, ran to three stores in a row, and finally learned that there was a legend about the three-leaf clover.

Legend has it that the four-leaf clover was brought to the earth by Eve from the Garden of Eden, and its flower language is happiness.

The scientific name is alfalfa grass, which generally has only three small leaves.

However, out of 100,000 alfalfa plants, only one clover may be found, and the probability is about 1 in 100,000.

At this moment, Mosnian was standing in the bookstore, and he took out the flower leaf from the pocket of his sweatshirt.

The music in his ears blurred and his smiling face blurred, and he counted it quietly, but it was the four-petaled leaf.

It is the happiness that only one in 100,000 people will get.