When Nian'an woke up, it was already the afternoon of the next day.

When she opened her eyes, she subconsciously wanted to sit up, but her body only moved, and she was gently held down.

"Don't move, the salt water on your hand hasn't been beaten yet." Ji Beichuan stopped her moving body and pressed her wrist.

Nian An listened to those words, looked down, and saw a needle on the back of his hand.

"I'll help you sit up." Ji Beichuan helped her and adjusted the bed so that she could sit up.

Nian An's eyes were stunned, and after a while, she looked down at her lower abdomen.

Ji Beichuan looked at her gaze and said, "The child is fine, but the doctor said that you have fetal gas and have to stay in bed for a week for observation." ”

Nian'an listened to those words, and his heart seemed to fall, but in an instant, a dullness and bitterness spread in his heart.

Even she didn't know if she wanted this child now.

That kind of contradictory and tangled psychology is something she has never had before.

"Would you like something to eat?" Ji Beichuan didn't look too surprised when he saw her hear that, so he had to change the topic.

"Granny Zhao cooked millet brown sugar porridge, saying that it was good for the body to drink, do you want to drink some?" Ji Beichuan said, without waiting for Nian'an to respond, he had already gone to the casserole in the kitchen to fill a bowl.

Nian An looked at this, not like an ordinary ward, and she didn't want her to visit the VIP ward before.

"Ah Chuan, where is this?" Nian An asked suspiciously.

"It's also a hospital, but this ward is designed to be more home-like than ordinary wards."

It's also more private. It is located in a separate building and courtyard. I want to have some tools and equipment, but the medical equipment and personnel are fully equipped.

Now in the capital, I'm afraid that many people are looking for Nian'an.

He didn't selfishly want to hide her, but the way she looked now, Ji Beichuan was afraid that she really didn't have the energy to deal with that.

The stimulation of Yang Yuwei's words yesterday has not eased up now. The doctor also said that it was fortunate that it was sent to the hospital yesterday, otherwise it would have been dangerous.

Therefore, Ji Beichuan planned to wait for her body to stabilize a little before paying attention to the troubles outside.

After Ji Beichuan urged Nian An to eat a bowl of porridge, he was afraid that she would be bored, so he brought her a few comic books.

But the book was placed at the head of the bed, and he didn't even reach out to flip through it, just sat there in a daze, looking out the window in a daze.

Seeing her like this, Ji Beichuan sighed silently, and said, "An'an, don't worry, child...... There won't be no father while you...... Nor alone. ”

He was always there whenever she needed it, always there. Never abandon her or leave her again.

Nian An listened to Ji Beichuan's words, turned his head to look at Ah Chuan, and his eyes couldn't help but moisten again.

"Ah Chuan......" she called out to him, shaking her head.

Ji Beichuan hugged her into his arms, and he said with a deep heart: "I understand, An An, I understand, it's just ...... Just don't do it, don't do it again. ”

He couldn't see her like that.

He understood when he found her outside the garden that day, and when she threw herself into his arms and cried incessantly.

At that moment, he understood that she was really in deep trouble before he knew it.

And the reason why Nian'an is so painful now......

She saw it thoroughly herself.

At the moment when she was abandoned by that man, she completely recognized her heart.

That's the cruelest thing to be.

To Nian'an, but also to him.

"Achuan, I'm sorry...... I do not know...... I don't know what I'm going to do. Nian An looked at him, and when she woke up, the concern in his eyes, the nervousness in his eyes, even he who had always loved cleanliness, his beard was a little unshaven.

She frightened him, but she couldn't help thinking about the man.

Obviously, when he learned that she was pregnant, he was also nervous and happy like a child, just because...... Because Yang Yuwei is pregnant, has all this changed?

"An An, there is nothing that cannot be passed, first take care of your body, this is the most important thing."

Ji Beichuan comforted her, as if he was also comforting himself.

He had broken her heart like this for her.

Now seeing her being hurt like this by others, he is so powerless.

But this injury was not caused by him, if he hadn't abandoned her back then, how could she marry herself to Gu Junyan in such a desperate situation, and she wouldn't have ......

There will be no pain and heartache now.

……

Nian An spent a week in the hospital.

This week, she lay in the hospital bed every day, basically boring to flip through comic books, and occasionally drew by herself. But the paintings are all still lifes.

On this day, the doctor came to examine her body and said that she could get out of bed and walk around properly.

Ji Beichuan asked her if she wanted to go out for a walk.

"The flowers in the yard are blooming, and it's pretty good." Ji Beichuan said to her.

Nian An listened to Ji Beichuan's words, and couldn't help laughing, "Ah Chuan, when will you enjoy the flowers again?" ”

With his sex, can he still notice that the flowers are blooming, and they are blooming beautifully?

Ji Beichuan saw a rare smile on the corner of her mouth, and couldn't help but be a little excited in her heart, she rarely laughed subconsciously like this these days, and most of the time she laughed with a little reluctance and disguise.

"Because I want to take you out for a walk, I pay attention." Ji Beichuan said calmly as if he wouldn't lie.

He was in front of her, and he hardly said anything panicked.

Once he wanted to hide the past, or the words he couldn't speak, he would just be silent. Silent and don't tell her. But none of the words he said were a lie to her.

Such a Ah Chuan, whether it was when they were together before, or now, Nian'an can't help but feel distressed.

But she knew that when they were together, she felt sorry for Ah Chuan, and her heart was still full of love for him, like a moth to a fire, so no matter what, she just wanted to be with him, and she loved him miserably.

But because she loved him too much at the beginning, the moment he turned around to say goodbye, her whole person was like being beaten into hell, locking her heart for so many years, and making herself hate him for so many years.

And when the truth was in front of her, she understood his helplessness and the pain of this, and she couldn't live by hatred and move on. She could only let go of that hatred, but when that hatred dissipated, the love between her and Ah Chuan ......

Can the love between them go back to the past?

She has always understood her heart, and she thinks that she has hated him for so many years because she loves him too much.

But after so many years, when the hatred between her and Ah Chuan is gone, what about love, love is not gone at all, but ...... It's that they can't go back.

She thought that compared to five years ago, she just lost the desperate and unhesitating energy she had at the beginning, but now, when Gu Junyan's knife was inserted into her heart, Nian An knew that in the past five years, something in this seemingly emotionless marriage had unconsciously penetrated blood and infiltrated into the bone marrow.

Just like he hugged her every night, from not being used to it at the beginning, he gradually couldn't sleep well without that embrace.

He used his domineering and gentle posture to invade her life little by little, just as he possessed her strongly, but he would also coax her gently, he was like this, domineering and arrogant, but gentle and silent, and she was like a frog boiling in warm water, until the end, the moment he was about to die, only to know that he had invaded her heart! She had been pressed into the warm water by him, unable to move, unable to escape, and could only drown in the gradually boiling water little by little!

These days, in the quiet ward. She calmed down and understood.

But when she understands and wakes up, she will feel suffocated in pain and even breathe.

If she can really keep her heart, now, she won't be so embarrassed, at least she can turn around in a dashing way and return to Ah Chuan, who has been behind her.

But now, her appearance is unfair to Ah Chuan.

And she can't do it herself, she can't do it as if anything happens.

Nian An and Ah Chuan went downstairs and walked around the garden.

The weather is getting warmer day by day, and the camellia planted in the yard is both rose red and white, and they are all blooming very brightly.

"In this spring, it's really a hundred flowers." Nian An smiled at Ji Beichuan beside him.

"No matter how beautiful the flowers are, they are not as beautiful as An An's smile." Ji Beichuan listened to her words, looked at the smile on the corner of her mouth, and couldn't help but speak.

Nian An listened to Ji Beichuan's serious words, and couldn't help but smile even more, "Ah Chuan, when can you say such things, don't be so serious." ”

"......" Ji Beichuan was slightly stunned when he heard those words, and was silent for a moment, "An'an, I'...... Am I bored? ”

Compared with Gu Junyan, his dull personality is ......

"How so." Nian An listened to his words, looked at Ji Beichuan's eyes, and subconsciously retorted.

She didn't know his temperament for the first time, he was like this before, and she never felt that he was boring.

Ah Chuan, it has never changed, it's just ...... It's just her who has changed.

Nian An was about to say something again, when he suddenly swept to a familiar figure standing by the lake not far away.

She was slightly surprised, and forgot what she was going to say.

Ji Beichuan followed her gaze and saw a man standing there, his eyes staring at Nian An here.

"Shang Xiu?" Nian An looked at Wen Shangxiu who was standing there in disbelief, as if he was surprised that he would appear here.

"Wen Shangxiu?" Ji Beichuan listened to Nian An's words, and subconsciously asked.

He has such a name in his impression, Youjia once said it in front of him, or he quarreled with Nian'an, Youjia came to persuade him, let him not be so cold, every time he asked Nian'an to bow his head and soften, saying that there are many men who like Nian'an, Wen Shangxiu's name seems to have come out of Youjia's mouth at that time.

Just because Youjia said something, he said: For example, Wen Shangxiu, the head of the family is also very handsome, and he has always been obsessed with Nian'an, if you make trouble with Nian'an like this again, be careful of being dug up by others.

Ji Beichuan has remembered this name since then.

"Hmm." Nian An nodded and walked over.

Ji Beichuan followed behind her.

"Why are you here?" Nian An looked at Wen Shangxiu and spoke.

After recuperating here for a week, it must be very lively and chaotic outside, Nian An has thought about who will find this place first, but she never thought that it would be Wen Shangxiu.

Wen Shangxiu looked at her, and for a while, his gaze fell on her slightly bulging lower abdomen.

Although Nian'an was wearing loose clothes, if you looked closely, the bulge in her lower abdomen was still obvious.

"An An, can I talk to you alone?" Wen Shangxiu glanced at Ji Beichuan behind Nian'an.

This man, he will not forget.

Ever since he liked Nian'an, this man has been his lingering nightmare.

He was a step late, Nian An fell in love with this man like a fire, even he didn't understand, why Nian An suddenly fell in love with Ji Beichuan so fanatically, compared to him, is he really a lot worse?

"Ah Chuan, you go over there and wait for me first." Nian An glanced at Ji Beichuan behind him and spoke.

Ji Beichuan listened to those words, his eyes stared at Wen Shangxiu, and his body did not move.

"Don't worry, Shang Xiu and I are very good classmates, and nothing will happen." Nian'an Chaoji Beichuan smiled.

She knew that when she saw Yang Yuwei, he blamed himself and felt guilty. However, Wen Shangxiu is different from Yang Yuwei, he will not hurt her.

It's just that they are both men, and Nian An naturally feels Ji Beichuan's hostility towards Wen Shangxiu.

"By the way, didn't you just say you wanted to paint, you go get the sketchpad, easel and brush." Nian'an said with a smile to Ji Beichuan, and as he spoke, he pulled his cuffs and signaled him not to do this.

Ji Beichuan listened to Nian An's words that obviously drove him away, turned his head to look at her, and said, "I'm on the side, what's the matter, call me." ”

Nian An nodded.

Ji Beichuan left to the side.

Wen Shangxiu saw that Ji Beichuan was gone, although he didn't go far, but at this distance, he couldn't hear the conversation between him and Nian'an.

"Shang Xiu, are you here to find me?" Nian An looked at the man in front of him, his face was a little tired.

For Wen Shangxiu, Nian An was always a little apologetic in his heart.

She knew his heart for her, but she didn't expect that after so many years, he hadn't ......

"An An, there is a question that has been holding in my heart for a long time, and I have not been able to understand it for so many years...... I've been asking you that question for a long time, can you give me a clear answer today? ”

Wen Shangxiu suddenly spoke.

He looked at her with a determined look in his eyes. It seems that I have made a lot of determination.

Nian An met his eyes, frowned, "Shang Xiu......"

"An An, tell me, back then...... Why did you choose him back then? Tell me okay? ”

From the moment he knew that she was in trouble with Gu Junyan to this point, he couldn't sit still, he was worried about her, he couldn't wait to beat Gu Junyan hard, back then...... If it was him who Nian'an married back then, not Gu Junyan, then now ...... Now she will not suffer this humiliation, being ...... like this by Gu Junyan Trample like this!

"When the Shen family had an accident, Jing Mei followed the accident, and Ji Beichuan left you, you can only use your marriage...... And you are also determined to solve all this with your own marriage, and also end ......" to end her heart-rending love with Ji Beichuan.

"But you know, you know my heart for you, you know...... Why do you know that I am willing to marry you...... Why did he choose in the end? And not me? ”

Wen Shangxiu stared at her and asked about a knot in his heart that he had been unable to get over for so many years.

At the beginning, it was clear that Nian'an's grandmother also intended to marry Nian'an to him, but in the end, ...... In the end, she went to New York by herself and married herself to Gu Junyan.

Is it because of the Gu family's grandfather?

"Shang Xiu, I didn't expect that after so many years, you would still ......"

"An An, I don't know myself, why after so many years, I still can't let go of you, do you know how angry I was when I heard Gu Junyan's things, how angry I was, if ...... If you had married me back then, I would never have ...... I will never let you suffer such a grievance, I absolutely ...... "will definitely do his best to make her happy!"

But why...... Why wasn't he the person she chose in the first place!

"Shang Xiu, I'm sorry, I ...... back then The reason why it was the end of the year...... The reason why I chose Gu Junyan instead of you is because ...... It's because I know your heart for me, and I'm ...... I can't give you what you want, you know? ”

"The reason why I chose Gu Junyan is because I know that he already has someone in his heart, and I ...... And I and him take what we need, but for you...... I can't, I can't bear to do that to you, what you want, I can't afford it, I don't want to make my friendship with you for so many years turn into resentment in the end, so I can only choose him, but I didn't expect that after so many years, you haven't been able to let go. ”

Nian An looked at Wen Shangxiu and said apologetically.

She thought that when she married Gu Junyan, even if Wen Shangxiu was sad in her heart, she would accept this reality after a while, and she would slowly let go, but she didn't expect that after so many years, Wen Shangxiu hadn't gotten out of the knot in her heart back then.

And Wen Shangxiu listened to Nian An's words, and the figure standing there trembled slightly.

After a while, he held on to the tree beside him, came back to his senses in a daze, and laughed, but the laughter was more flustering and heart-wrenching than crying.

"Original...... So that's it, that's ...... It turns out that I lost...... It's lost in me who loves you more than he loves, I never thought ...... That's how I lost to Gu Junyan back then! It turned out to be because of ...... It's because I love you more than he does, because I love you and he doesn't love you, so ......"

Wen Shangxiu said while laughing, almost tears came out of the laughter, and the laughter full of sorrow made Nian An's head tremble uncontrollably.

"Shang Xiu, you...... Don't do that. Nian An looked flustered and wanted to step forward and grab him.

Wen Shangxiu waved his hand, stared at her and said, "An An, how can you ...... How can it be so cruel! ”

For so many years, he had thought of countless possibilities and countless reasons, but he never expected that the reason why she didn't choose him back then was actually because of ...... It's because of this!

He asked for it, and she couldn't afford it.

What did she think he wanted? Her heart?

Yes, he knew that at that time, her heart was dead, and with Ji Beichuan's departure, her heart was completely dead.

But why does she think that what he wants must be her heart, he loves her, when he loves her, how can he not know that her heart can't be given to him!

"I'm sorry, Shang Xiu ......" Nian An looked at Wen Shangxiu's painful appearance, and her heart was also very confused.

She didn't expect that the person she obviously didn't want to hurt the most, but in the end, she hurt him deeply.

"Shang Xiu, forget me, I don't deserve you like this." Nian An looked at him with a complicated and apologetic expression.

Back then, she really didn't dare to marry him, marry a man who cared for her wholeheartedly, just because she was afraid that she wouldn't be able to give him affection, she was afraid that his feelings for her would turn into resentment and hatred in her heartless marriage, she could only choose Gu Junyan, the man who had no feelings for her, but in the end, she ......

Maybe she's reaping the consequences.

In the end, she still hurt Wen Shangxiu, and she was also bruised all over her body in her marriage with Gu Junyan.

When Wen Shangxiu left, his expression was very trance-like.

Nian An knew that her words were too cruel to Wen Shangxiu, but at this time, what other lies could she have to deceive him.

Back then, he was infatuated, but he lost to Gu Junyan, a man who had no heart.

But if she doesn't tell him the truth, how long will it take for him to completely let go and wake up completely.

She and him don't have this fate. His infatuation with her, in this life, she can't repay it, she can only live up to it.

Now, Nian An only hopes that he can let go of this relationship as soon as possible and come out as soon as possible.

……

After Wen Shangxiu left the hospital, he couldn't help but feel sad in his heart and went to Gu Zhai.

He knew that Gu Junyan was at home behind closed doors these days.

For Nian An and his Gu Junyan's home, he has been here a few times, but he has never come in once.

Wen Shangxiu found Gu Junyan in the backyard, and he was building a grape trellis in the vegetable garden in the backyard. It's been a leisurely day!

"How could Wen Shao be free?" Gu Junyan saw Wen Shangxiu coming, and from a distance, he saw Wen Shangxiu's hurried pace.

In the past few days, my mother has come to reprimand, and Youjia has also come to make trouble. Now, Wen Shangxiu is also here.

Well, he knows that this man has always liked this Nian'an, and he almost married Nian'an back then, and now, although he and Nian'an are full of trouble, there must be a lot of people who hear the wind, and Wen Shangxiu has always paid attention to and cared about Nian'an, at this time, he must be so angry that he wants to make up for him.

Gu Junyan was thinking about it, Wen Shang repaired, so he took his collar and punched him hard in the cheek.

Gu Junyan's head sank when he hit him.

He thought that he would do it, but he didn't expect that Wen Shangxiu, such a cultivated person, would start directly without saying a word.

Although Gu Junyan was defenseless and took a punch as soon as he came up, but immediately after, Wen Shangxiu swung his fist again, Gu Junyan dodged it again and again, and even unceremoniously punched him back!

What position does this man have to come here to make up for him!

"Gu Junyan, you ...... You bastard! Even if you don't have her in your heart! Don't let her conceive your child and be laughed at by the people in the capital! If...... If you don't like her, why marry her in the first place! Since you married her, you ......" Wen Shangxiu became more and more excited the more he said.

But when he married Nian'an, he didn't love her, did he?

Nian Anning is willing to choose a man who doesn't love her, and she doesn't want to choose him.

He knew, he actually knew in his heart, she just didn't want to hurt him, so she would rather choose Gu Junyan, a man who had another woman in his heart, than hurt him!