There is a flower on the cloud
(1) The stars can't sleep, and I miss you together
Ji Yunduo flashed out of my left eye, jumped to my right eye, and then was firmly controlled by my thoughts, and he couldn't move.
I am like a supergirl, controlling Ji Yunduo's figure in a circle with me as the center and the distance between him and me as the radius, although he is flamboyant and uninhibited, I still miss him.
That's how I live every day.
In that messy storm, he often buried his head and did his homework at a loss. He was so unscrupulous that he never minded the Chinese teacher's whip falling on him mercilessly.
He would always look back, smile from me, end at the teacher, and then raise his head and say to the teacher: "I don't like to listen to your class, I will do it, do you want me to recite the whole "Mulan Poem" for you." ”
The teacher's eyes were full of worries about the country and the people. After she shook her head helplessly, she turned her back and moved forward, but her hand reached into Ji Yunduo's drawer, and a delicate small brocade box was brought out, which was said to contain all of Ji Yunduo's thoughts and hopes, and I looked at the imminent situation in amazement, because Ji Yunduo was already angry, and he was ready for war.
The Chinese teacher smiled, then shyly handed him the brocade box, shouting as he walked: "You, what should I say about you, you are indeed a genius, a genius who is loved by everyone, many teachers like you, saying that you are the modern Cao Xueqin, the ancient Jia Pingwa, and the mainland's Zhou Xingchi, but in any case, I must tell you that you have to copy the "Mulan Poem" a hundred times. If you don't copy it, I can't help it, but I can only tell you that I will make your heart public, how about it, righteous enough, right? ”
After dinner, I was alone in bed, thinking about my life and years after next year's college entrance examination, and I suddenly thought like this, wouldn't it be extremely romantic if I could live with Ji Yunduo?
(2) Love meets in Tang poetry, but it separates from Song poetry
A crazy girl rushed into my field of vision, and I shouted at her: "Feng Yulu, if you don't return my letter to me, I will scold you, and I won't get tired of scolding you a hundred times." ”
Feng Yulu decisively threw the letter to me, and at that moment, all the thoughts contained in the envelope were scattered in the wind like chicken feathers.
You are in love with Ji Yunduo, Feng Yulu hugged me in the bedroom at night and asked.
What's wrong, can't you? Whoever I love will like whomever I love, who is who? Just like a little mouse scurrying around every day, he will also encounter a grain or two of rice in the cold, "mice love rice"?
But do you know that Ji Yunduo is being loved, and all the first loves are locked in that brocade box.
No, he is the same age as us, and I can't tell how I see him like my younger brother, who can't wake up and sleep all day.
Feng Yuluhuan ran up to me and revealed a big secret to me, "How about it, make a bet, do you dare to steal that brocade box, and we will also have a chivalrous girl to break through the sky, I want to know, he doesn't think about tea and food every day, and even his studies are wasted, but he guards a brocade box like rotten wood." ”
I agreed on the condition that I enjoy a free meal outside of school.
(3) If there were no snowflakes on the equator, I don't think tears would be able to melt into the fine sand
The incident happened one night after self-study, Ji Yunduo went out to drink, which is a taboo at this age, but he gathered a group of fox friends almost every night, gathered and scattered with fists, and counted countless youths who slipped mercilessly along the wine glass and fell into mud on the floor.
I finally seized the opportunity, with Feng Yulu's cooperation, I reached into his desk, I touched the dinosaur pattern on the brocade box, and countless lines depicting the vow of love with whom.
Like two elves, we opened the brocade box, and there was only a large pile of notes inside, arranged in a mountain of piles. We looked closely, and it was full of Ji Yunduo's solemn oath, my God, he had been thinking about a girl, and that girl was actually more than ten years older than him, so she could call him aunt.
Feng Yulu shouted resolutely: "See, this is his young heart." ”
How is this possible, don't you just like the Chinese teacher?
No, how embarrassing it should be when two people with narrow roads on weekdays are put together like clay people, he will say I love you, she will say, okay, I'll marry you, and I'll go home to discuss it with my husband and children.
That night, I didn't speak, my exasperated youth was struck by a volley of arrows, and I felt a kind of shame, a kind of funny after being teased, a delusion of jumping into a vinegar vat and being fished out and dried.
I really want to tell Ji Yunduo: "Good boy, your brocade box will say goodbye to you forever, just like a mouse saying goodbye to rice forever." ”
(4) When your eyes met the sunset, I put on a red dress
Feng Yulu and I didn't expect that when Ji Yunduo knew that his beloved brocade box was gone forever, he would take such a decisive action, he disappeared, like a mouse that was killed and knocked unconscious and thrown into the garbage can, and was transported away by the garbage truck. My thoughts also followed his departure.
We searched all the corners of the city, including the annoying garbage dumps. I wanted to pick him up from somewhere, unceremoniously shoot him left and right, scold him, hit him, make him beg for mercy, and then say sorry to me, but it will never be.
Feng Yulu burst into tears, and I comforted her: "Don't be sad, we are also unintentional." ”
No, I lied to you, I deliberately let you steal his brocade box, I don't want him to be too addicted to the game of love, we all have to take the college entrance examination next year, I did it because I pampered and loved him.
"What, you spoil him and love him, isn't that what I am." I was angry, "You shouldn't have deceived me with feelings. ”
Miss Gu, you are wrong, Ji Yunduo, he is my relative, my half-brother, he fell in love with the Chinese teacher, inseparable, everyone already knows, he found a brocade box, in a year's time, full of love for the Chinese teacher, I once secretly read it, I don't want to tell my parents, I want to help him, but I am helpless, I can't control his thoughts, I think of you, I know you will help him, because you love him.
We continued to inject language into Ji Yunduo's mobile phone, but he remained unreachable.
If the phone can't get through, let's write a text message, let's send one, then write one and stuff it into the brocade box, we think, yearning, one day, Ji Yunduo will come out of the hole in the ground like a mouse, stand in front of us confidently and say: "I have broken through my own knot." ”
(5) The years cannot change in front of you, because I have covered the face of the years
Our brocade box has been stuffed, our text messages have been sent to the point of pain and hatred, we all complain, isn't it just a broken love, can we spend a year hiding?
When I saw the aggressive appearance of the Chinese teacher, I really wanted to stand up and blatantly tell her: "Because of you, our favorite partner has left this city, and there is no grass in the end today, please stop treating us as a colony of your love, and stop indulging your remaining youth." ”
On the eve of the Spring Festival, a line popped up in my mobile phone, I looked at the sender's number, and I was ecstatic, it was Ji Yunduo, it turned out that he was in Tibet.
When I told Feng Yulu the news that Ji Yunduo was hiding herself, Feng Yulu cried, she said: "I can no longer hide it from my family, I have prepared for the worst, if my brother is really gone, I will also find a sister-in-law for him, I think you are the most suitable, you can meet in the small forest behind the school at midnight." ”
I scolded her for crow's mouth.
In the second half of his senior year of high school, Ji Yunduo greeted the city that still loved him with a new look, and he stayed up all night every night. He said that he wanted to bring back his indulgent youth, and that during his time in Tibet, he had learned to live independently and had learned how to endure loss and grief.
I said okay, I solemnly returned the brocade box full of blessings to him, he put it to his mouth, kept sucking, and at that moment, he was a lovely child.
(6) Love doesn't let me fly, I can dance
In the early stage of his and his sister-in-law's departure, I temporarily threw away the loss and hesitation after the college entrance examination, I didn't know how to keep them, I thought, the city needs them, the most really, it should be a person who reluctantly dragged him.
He was still leaving, with a helpless and helpless face, he shook his head and said thank you to me, I raised my head to look at the sky, he quickly stuffed the brocade box into my arms, and then took the girl's hand and ran into the distance, Feng Yulu's crying voice became a kind of absolute sound in the sky.
During that time, I looked at the blessings that were once stained by wind and frost day and night: those who had been caressed by three hands, and they still stood on the branches of love with a strong posture; Those who came later were still full of hope, they were like stars, igniting the hope of the three teenagers; After the college entrance examination, it is his madness of youth and the remembrance of the past years, like a song and a lamentation, describing the desolation we have to face after leaving.
In the college entrance examination that year, I lost the north, and I learned that Feng Yulu was admitted to a university in the north, and Ji Yunduo and I were also thrown down from the clouds, I really wanted to write a letter to them, and I believed that it had been written, but I didn't know where the mail was going?
Another year, I squeezed across the single-plank bridge as I wished.
The afternoon sun is enchanting. My mother helped me tidy up the brocade box, listening to my nagging story about the snake-like twists and turns that happened a year ago, my mother was about to take out the hollowed out brocade box to clean, she said that it was moldy inside, but she suddenly shouted my name: Daughter, how can there be words in this?
I took the brocade box dizzily, and I saw that on the inner wall of the brocade box, Ji Yunduo's words were recorded obliquely, and Ji Yunduo roughly meant: I am willing to wait for you forever.
(7) The wind has passed, but the snow moon is still flickering in front of you
Feng Yulu is not a good matchmaker in the end, she chatters on weekdays, but in the end she failed to marry me off, nor did she find a good wife for her good brother, and even, for the sake of their own face, they did not leave any contact information, even if it was a desolate address like Fengqiao Night Park.
I can only tell the heavens, tell the earth, I have been loved, I have loved others, in this fragmented youth war, I am still a winner, I will not cry, because the wind does not agree, the rain does not will, I know what kind of love to compensate for the promise of love in the future.
That fragmentary youth finally did not transform into the reality of meeting to grow old in my hands, but I don't regret it, after all, the wind has passed, and the snow moon is still flashing in front of me.