"What kind of porridge is this?" Gu Junyan coughed low and suddenly asked.

Nian An looked at him when he heard the words and said, "Shredded chicken porridge." ”

"It tastes good." Gu Junyan said and his body moved.

"Eh, you can drink that, there's a bowl of seafood porridge there." Nian An saw that he wanted to reach over and take the porridge, and hurriedly stretched out his hand to block it.

"Why? That's what I want to drink. Gu Junyan looked at Nian An with some annoyance. Did this woman figure out that he was her husband, why did she always think about that man! It really doesn't make sense.

"This one was bought for Ah Chuan, and that seafood porridge is ......mine," Nian An explained.

She's given her own to him, and what else does he want!

"So what did you just drink this for?" Gu Junyan was stunned for a moment when he heard that, and subconsciously spoke.

"I just drank this, I just smelled it." Nian An looked inexplicable. His eyes watched her drink this!

"If he wants to drink this, give it to him." Ji Beichuan said with an indifferent face.

Ji Beichuan sat down and was about to get another bowl of seafood porridge, but Gu Junyan took it first, "Forget it, I'll just talk about it." ”

Gu Junyan picked up the seafood porridge on the side again and ate it by himself. It is said that he got up in the morning and hurried over, and he was really hungry by now.

Ji Beichuan didn't say anything about Gu Junyan's capriciousness, and from what he said just now, it was not difficult for him to hear what Gu Junyan meant by that action just now.

Don't you just mind if he eats a bowl of porridge with Nian'an?

"Is it delicious?" Gu Junyan saw Nian An pick up the sandwich he brought and bite it, and couldn't help asking.

Nian An nodded, "It's okay." ”

It's an official reply, but it's okay, it's just a little cold, and if it's just done, the taste should be better.

After that, the three of them ate in silence, and the room was quiet and a little dull.

Gu Junyan asked her if she had washed up, and said that she had brought her towels and toiletries.

Nian An was stunned when he heard that, and then said, "No need, I've finished washing." ”

She woke up very early in the morning, and after she woke up, Ah Chuan woke up, and he asked people to prepare toiletries for her, and she only ate after washing.

Gu Junyan listened to those words, and he knew it in his heart. Ji Beichuan is indifferent to outsiders, but Nian'an is very careful.

After that, there was silence again.

What can the three of them say when they sit together?

Nian An never thought that one day the three of them would sit together like this.

However, it is quite surprising that it can be so quiet.

I don't know how long I sat there, Zhou Shen came in and said, Xu Lifeng woke up.

Nian An, who was sitting there, looked at Zhou Shen and stood up.

"An An, I'll accompany you to see him." Gu Junyan followed and got up.

Ji Beichuan also stood up, he didn't say anything, but the eyes that looked at her were self-evident.

Nian An looked at the man standing on his left and right, and finally, said with a smile: "I'll go by myself, you guys wait for me here." ”

Nian An's smile was a signal for them to rest assured.

After a night's work, she had calmed down a bit.

She knows that some things still need to be faced by herself in the end.

After Nian'an finished speaking, he strode out.

Gu Junyan was about to follow, but Ji Beichuan opened his mouth to stop her: "Let her go by herself." ”

Ji Beichuan looked at Nian An's back, his expression was still indifferent.

Gu Junyan listened to those words and glanced at Ji Beichuan on the side, but when he saw his expression, Gu Junyan only felt ...... Is it a lack of heart? Still not confident?

Why does he think that Ji Beichuan always knows Nian An so well, knows when she needs someone to accompany her, and knows when she should face it alone, and he ...... It seems that he can only do it in a hurry.

Gu Junyan looked at Ji Beichuan for a while, and then he spoke: "No matter what you and Nian An have had before, what you have experienced, now as long as she is still Mrs. Gu, I hope you can stay away from her." ”

Gu Junyan said unabashedly.

He hated Ji Beichuan for being close to Nian'an, and he hated the indelible past between them.

That is the deepest and most painful wound that Nian An has hidden in his heart over the years, and for this man, Nian An has made an impulse that many people have not expected.

Nian An and his past are vigorous and vigorous, and then carved into the bones, it is also in the past, he does mind, but he prefers to look forward.

Nian An is now his wife, and her future also belongs to him. And Ji Beichuan is just stuck in the past!

"If An An is doing well, I won't bother her, but if she's not doing well, I won't sit idly by." After Ji Beichuan finished speaking, he strode out of the room.

Gu Junyan clenched his hands tightly when he heard that, and then followed in stride.

In the ward on the side, Nian An stood more than a meter away from the hospital bed.

Xu Lifeng, who was lying on the bed, had woken up, where he was leaning and looking at Nian'an.

Nian An's expression was very stiff, and Xu Lifeng was a little distressed when he saw her red and swollen eyes.

"An An, thank you for coming to see me." In the end, it was Xu Lifeng who spoke first.

He looked at Nian An's words and said lightly, with a smile on the corner of his pale lips.

Nian An looked at him like this, and he was a little numb.

She still remembers that when she first took over Jingmei, no matter how calm she was on the outside, she was still flustered on the inside, and when he first saw her, he said: "Mr. Shen, in front of me, you don't have to be too nervous, and you don't have to disguise yourself." ”

But how could she not pretend, she knew whether he was good or bad, and what his idea was.

But at that time, even if she wanted to break her head, she would never have imagined that he and her would have such an intimate relationship.

"An An......" Xu Lifeng saw that she was just standing there, not moving, and couldn't help but call her again.

These days he thinks of her all the time, but he doesn't dare to look at her, the last time the two met, her anger, her excitement, her tears...... It's still vivid.

"Why...... Why didn't you tell me? Nian An looked at him and asked with a vague look in his eyes.

Xu Lifeng listened to those words, his expression was a little sad, he lowered his head and didn't dare to look directly at Nian An, and only looked up at her again after a while, "An An, I'm sorry......"

"Sorry what? Why say you're sorry? Why...... Why do you feel sorry...... You can just let it all be settled, right? ”

Nian An looked at him and said with a somewhat excited expression.

He knew what she was asking.

asked him why he didn't tell her, why he didn't recognize her earlier, but why didn't he want to recognize Nian'an earlier.

"An An, there are some things I ...... I can't explain it to you, and I'm not justifying myself, but ...... If I could, I really ...... "I really wouldn't bear not to get her back."

He and Fang Fei knew and fell in love with each other during a special period, and later he was used by his father to use various relationships to return to Taiwan, he didn't know that Fang Fei was pregnant when he left, if he knew, he wouldn't have gone away like that, not to mention that he was also deceived by his father when he left, he didn't know this go, and he couldn't come back.

By the time he knew about Nian'an's existence, he had been forced by his family to marry and have a daughter.

In this case, Nian'an's grandmother refused to let Nian'an go with him, refused to let him recognize Nian'an, and told the truth...... He really didn't have the confidence. When Nian'an's grandmother asked, can you guarantee that after Nian'an followed him to the Xu family, he would be able to live a more stable and happy life than in the Shen family?

He can't guarantee it. In that case, he didn't give any guarantees. So......

Over the years, he has worked hard to make a career in the capital, isn't it just to ...... In order to have the ability to protect her one day and give her a stable home.

But how can all this be so easy? Back then, his father was able to get him back to Taiwan during the special period, which was to find the relationship of the Luo family. Over the years, Lifeng is now completely under his control, but Luo Minxia's power still exists. That's why she took the risk to coerce Nian'an.

The woman was demonstrating with him, making him understand that she didn't dare or couldn't move Nian'an.

"An An, I don't ask you to forgive me, I just want to ...... I hope you can live a happy life. Xu Lifeng looked at Nian An, still with some pain in his eyes.

His An'an, Fang Fei gave him An'an...... has grown so big, he really looks like Fang Fei, and he is also like him.

"Can you tell me when you knew about my existence?" Nian An asked a question that had been hidden in her heart for more than a year.

The fact that he was able to appear in time when Jing Mei had an accident showed that he already knew about her existence before that.

"When you were eight years old." Xu Lifeng confessed.

When Nian An was eight years old, he learned that he and Fang Fei also had a daughter.

When he knew, he was shocked and surprised, but the reality made him ...... I never got into her.

"Eight? Eight-year-old ...... Why...... Why! ”

I knew her existence at such a young age, why didn't she show up! Why did she keep being called a wild child!

She has a father, she has it! But why...... Why do you want to ignore her all the time!

After so many years, why didn't he come until she was in her twenties.

Nian An's legs seemed to be unbearable and suddenly fell to the ground, she covered her head and squatted there, her whole body was trembling.

"An An...... Not...... Ann...... You listen to me......" Xu Lifeng was also anxious, but his body was still very weak, and he couldn't stop frowning when he moved, and his heart hurt.

"Don't move!" When Nian An heard his movement, he suddenly came back to his senses and said!

"An An, come here, don't squat on the ground." Xu Lifeng's words were full of weakness, but the concern in his words made Nian An feel very uncomfortable when he listened.

She knew that he had always cared about her and loved her, but because of this, she resented him even more in her heart.

obviously has her in his heart, but why do you keep avoiding her and refusing to recognize her.

Nian An got up from the ground and took a few steps closer, Xu Lifeng reached over and took her hand.

Nian An looked at his big hand, and there was a needle hole on the back of the hand.

"An An, I actually ...... In fact, when I knew about your existence in the morning, I went to the Shen family once, wanting to see you and take you away, but ...... But your grandmother disagreed, and at that time, she did have reasons for her disagreement. ”

"At that time, Lifeng had only been established for a short time, and there were always a lot of involvements in a company, and I think you should understand many things, at that time, the Luo family was still a relatively strong family, and your grandmother was afraid that after you went with me, she would be bullied and ......"

"It will be burdened with the infamy of an illegitimate daughter, of course, the Shen family will also be disgraced because of this, this is the reason for grandma's objection, and I really didn't give you an upright identity, compared to the Shen family, if I took you away at that time, I recognized you, you may hate me even more now."

In how many large families, illegitimate daughters and illegitimate children regard their biological fathers as enemies.

"An An, I know that in the Shen family, even if others don't dare to say anything, you are still the young lady of the Shen family, but you must be criticized in private, but if you follow me, those criticisms may not be in private, but on the surface."

Nian An listened to his words, lowered his head, and gritted his teeth tightly.

What he said was the truth, but when it was in front of her, she only felt that it was bloody and cruel.

If Xu Lifeng had appeared to take her away when she was a child, what would she do now?

She thought of the way Luo Minxia looked at her. That's the hatred to the bones, that's the hatred that can't wait to peel her and cramp!

If she went to the Xu family since she was a child, you can imagine how Luo Minxia would treat her?

And she will definitely hate Xu Lifeng, why did she bring her into that fire pit, in the Shen family, even if her aunt always likes to say that she is a wild seed in private, even if Yifei always looks down on her like her aunt, and thinks that she is not worthy of the surname Shen, but she is still a good Miss Shen family, outside, even if others will criticize her behind her back, but she is still polite on the face. At least she is still alive and beautiful, at least her grandmother still really loves her, and her uncle still really cares for her.

She understands all these truths.

How could she not understand what Xu Lifeng said, but why was she still very uncomfortable in her heart, and she still couldn't cross that hurdle.

In the final analysis, from the moment she was born, she couldn't love her like a normal child, and her parents were by her side.

"After knowing you, I tried my best to move my business to the capital, just thinking that I could have more time in the capital every year, and I could have more time to sneak a look at you. When you were eight years old, you were so cute and beautiful at such a young age. Every time I sneak to Shen's house, hide in your grandmother's study, and listen to you play the piano, at such a young age, but the piano is really good, better than any Yifang and Yifei, after I have listened to it a few times, I can hear it as soon as I hear it, it is the ...... you played."

Nian An listened to Xu Lifeng's words, and tears couldn't help but roll in his eyes.

"I remember every time I go to the Shen family, your grandma shows me your award certificate, your exam list, every time I look at those, I can't stop feeling sorry in my heart, thinking that this child is really my child, how can he be so good and so powerful. Maybe it's the same, your grandma likes you very much, every time I want to recognize you, or have something to take you away, your grandma will poke my sore spot fiercely, saying that I don't deserve to recognize you. ”

"When you were nine years old, you won the first prize in the calligraphy competition, when you were ten years old, you played the piano to the eighth grade, when you were eleven years old, the painting talent has been revealed, the paintings you painted, so many of them made me marvel at it, when you won the grand prize of the Mekar competition at the age of fifteen, I was excited all night and didn't sleep that day, I want to tell the world, see if this is my Xu Lifeng's daughter, how powerful, how good ......"

"Don't talk about it." Nian An interrupted him, his words a little choked.

It turns out that her growth, every step of her growth, he knows it, and he silently pays attention to accompanying this, but ...... But she didn't know it. She never knew that there was such a person who had been ...... in the shadows has been silently watching her grow up.

"An An, I'm sorry, if I was given another chance, I think I would definitely be braver and more resolute, I shouldn't ...... I shouldn't have been without you for so many years. ”

If he is given another chance, he should decisively end this wrong and entangled marriage with Luo Minxia, then there is nothing. He should be decisive!

"What's the use of talking about this now, what's the use!" Nian An finally couldn't help but throw herself into his arms and cried bitterly.

Seeing this, Xu Lifeng's heart trembled. He reached out and gently stroked her back, An An was so big, this was the first time he had hugged her so closely.

Anyway, he didn't even hug her.

"An An, I'm sorry, don't cry......" Xu Lifeng comforted her.

His heart trembled. was crying by her, and she also took the initiative to pounce on him and hug him, which made him a little surprised.

Obviously, the last time they met, she saw him like a beast in a flood when she saw him. So hated his proximity.

"Don't tell me I'm sorry!" She hated those three words. Why did they all say sorry to her?

But what's the use of being sorry, these are the three most useless words!

"Okay, I won't say it." Xu Lifeng responded again and again.

“……”

"An An ......"

Xu Lifeng kept holding her back with his hand, she was so thin. Over the years, she has been very tired, for the sake of the Shen family and for Jing Mei, she is obviously in her early twenties and should be carefree, Yi Fei and Nian An are not much younger, but now she still looks like she has not grown up, thinking about where to play, where to eat, what to buy, what to pack and what clothes, and Nian An thinks about Jing Mei's performance all day long, in the face of those entertainment in the business circle, she obviously hates it so much, but she forces herself to do no worse than anyone else.

"Tell me why you've been dragging your feet and refusing to operate." Nian An raised his head, looked at Xu Lifeng, and asked with a serious expression.

Facing Nian An's interrogating eyes, Xu Lifeng opened her eyes a little evasively, her eyes missed Fang Fei too much.

He was drunk many times, and when he suddenly saw Nian'an, he thought it was Fang Fei coming back.

How many times in a dream, how many times he couldn't catch her.

"An An, this ...... It's a bit complicated to say, Lifeng is now ......"

"You know, I don't care about those, I don't believe that you keep dragging it out because you want to give me Lifeng." There must be some other reason!

She has a hunch, and not just because of Li Feng.

"An An, I know you don't care, but...... But I have to think about it for you later. Luo Minxia hated Nian. Hate it to the bone.

She didn't do anything over the years, just because of him and the Gu family.

"You think I can't protect myself? Am I so useless in your eyes? No matter how powerful she Luo Minxia is, in the capital, I won't be afraid of her. Nian An said excitedly.

She didn't want to see her so useless in his eyes anymore!

"An An, I naturally know that in fact, I have my own selfishness, I ...... I've been wanting a divorce all these years, and I've always felt that only when I'm divorced can I really recognize you and I can ...... Have the face to go underground to see your mother, but ...... But for so many years, I haven't been able to divorce this marriage, and it makes Luo Minxia hate you so much in her heart......"

In Luo Minxia's eyes, she felt that the reason why he was so firm and couldn't dispel the idea of divorce for so many years was because of Nian'an's existence.

Because of Nian'an's existence, he is so determined to divorce her for so many years.

is indeed the case, if he hadn't known about Nian'an's existence, he wouldn't have wanted to end this wrong marriage with Luo Minxia so much.

"I'm afraid that I got off the operating table and something happened, so that I didn't end this ridiculous marriage until I died, and if that was the case, I was afraid that I would see my mother ...... when I went underground."

Xu Lifeng was very frank.

He had a lot of concerns. There are also a lot of things, and they have been dragging on and on...... So, it dragged on to the current situation.

Nian An listened to Xu Lifeng's words, but he was speechless for a while.

She never imagined that he would ...... I would have such a thought.

He is a highly educated person, and he will have this kind of next life, after going underground......

"An An, I know I said this, you may feel very superstitious, so what is the next life, what will you see again, but ...... I'd rather be superstitious. "He is already a person with half of his body in the loess, and he just hopes that he can walk cleanly and thoroughly.

I really don't want to be entangled with Luo Minxia in this loveless marriage.

She ...... What are the conditions for Ken's divorce? Nian An thought for a while and asked.

Xu Lifeng just shook his head when he heard this, "No matter what the conditions, she won't will." ”

For so many years, he has exhausted all kinds of methods, but the woman ...... If you start to be ruthless, you can deny the six relatives.

If it weren't for his father and mother, Xu Lifeng really wouldn't have been able to get rid of that woman for so many years.

"Whether she wants it or not, let's have surgery first, the doctor said, your body can't be dragged any longer. I don't want to...... Don't want to be a real orphan. ”

Nian An lowered his head and said in a deep voice.

Xu Lifeng was stunned when he heard Nian An's words, and after a while, he looked at Nian An, smiled and said, "Okay, I'll listen to you." ”

The meaning of An'an's words is...... Do you want him to recognize him as a father?

Xu Lifeng looked at Nian An, looking a little excited.

He didn't think she would recognize him, after all, her character is so stubborn.

"An An, I won't ...... I won't let you be an orphan. Xu Lifeng took Nian'an's hand and clenched it tightly.

Nian An looked at his hand, every time she saw Youjia's father come to pick her up and hold her hand since she was a child, Nian An thought, why didn't she have a father to hold her hand.

Those hands were what she had always longed for, but they never appeared until she grew up, and now, his hands are a little old......

"I hope you'll be the talker." Nian An raised her head and glanced at Xu Lifeng, and at this moment, she realized that many things are so small and insignificant in the face of life and death.