Chapter 46: The Unspeakable Secret

Ai Jinming was a little late when he returned to school, he bought a few plates of appetizers and a bottle of wine, changed his clothes, walked to the door of Teacher Chu's bedroom and knocked on the door. Teacher Chu was lying on the bed looking at his mobile phone, he pretended not to hear the knock on the door, and deliberately turned sideways and turned inward to ignore Ai Jinming.

"How many drinks together?" Ai Jinming pushed open the door and asked.

Teacher Chu dropped his mobile phone and turned over to get out of bed and walked straight to the dining table. The two were relatively speechless, Ai Jinming didn't know how to speak, and Teacher Chu didn't know how to ask. During the day, he went to see Mu Yang, maybe Ai Jinming said that he was not worried about his students, but the person sitting opposite him was already a "fan of the authorities" at this time.

After a few glasses of wine, Mr. Chu finally asked, "Brother, what do you think?" ”

"I didn't think much of it!" Ai Jinming put down the wine glass in his hand, and his eyes were a little confused. Yes, he was contradictory at this time, on the one hand, he felt that his feelings for Qin Lu had changed from his love at the beginning to powerlessness at this time: the two would always quarrel over trivial matters, and sometimes he was late; Sometimes she felt that he never reached out to her; Sometimes it's a phone call, a text message from a female colleague of a female student. These things are not a big deal at all in his opinion, he went to see Qin Lu at the usual time, and she didn't explain the reason, so she felt that it was too late; When he finally had time to contact her after a busy day's work, she felt that he didn't love her and wouldn't contact her all day, which was clearly not to put her down; An ordinary greeting message or a blessing message from a female colleague or student can be infinitely expanded into a quarrel and a cold war.

He thought that maybe the feelings were like this, and after the initial love, it slowly became ordinary and bland. He was really tired of this kind of endless quarrel, but he was stubborn and felt that two people with different family backgrounds, growth environments, and different personalities always had a run-in period together, and it would be fine after this period, based on this idea, he never thought of giving up.

On the other hand, he does appreciate Mu Yang, from the shyness when she first met to her self-reliance and strength after family changes, and her diligence in learning; Later, after getting acquainted with her, I saw her kindness and gentleness for the sake of others everywhere. Unconsciously, his initial pity for Mu Yang turned into pity. If it weren't for Mr. Chu's sharp debunking today, he wouldn't dare to think or believe that his feelings for students even exceeded his genuine girlfriend. Because someone once said: love is also a kind of love!

The funny thing is that at this time, the time he recalled in his mind that the time he spent with Qin Lu was all quarrels, and there were very few happy times together, which was a depressing and dull feeling. He knew that he was sorry for Qin Lu, and the person he pretended to be in his heart was no longer her, but another girl who brought him positive sunshine and beauty.

Teacher Chu squinted his eyes and looked down in contemplation Ai Jinming, he put his arm on the corner of the table and leaned forward and asked, "What do you think?" ”

"Nothing." Ai Jinming picked up the wine glass and drank it all, he couldn't help coughing all the way down, and it took him a long time to stop coughing, raised his hand to wipe the corners of his mouth and said self-deprecatingly: "I haven't drunk for a long time, I can't stand it with a glass of fierce wine!" ”

Teacher Chu looked at him for a long time before saying, "I heard that your application for teaching has been approved?" ”

Putting down the wine glass, Ai Jinming took the chopsticks and added a mouthful of food, then put down the chopsticks and said: "The application has been applied for more than a year, and it has finally been approved." ”

"When to go? Where to? ”

"I don't know where I'm going next summer." Ai Jinming said while pouring wine for the two of them.

"I can't figure out why you have to teach?" Teacher Chu asked with one foot on the stool in a half-squatting and half-sitting state.

"I really want to know?" Ai Jinming raised his eyes and looked at Teacher Chu and asked.

"Isn't this nonsense, don't you want to know what I'm asking?" Teacher Chu leaned back in his chair and said.

"I have the idea of volunteering, and you know that I have been an assistant in the office for more than three years, which is not my original desire to come to the school." Ai Jinming's chopsticks propped up on the plate, looked at Teacher Chu's puzzled expression, and continued: "I want to take advantage of this time to teach and get rid of this position!" ”

"No, brother, isn't the assistant to the chief of office bad?" Teacher Chu put down his feet on the stool, sat up straight, and asked, "Then what is your wish?" ”

"My wish is very simple," Ai Jinming put down his chopsticks and shook his head gently, curled the corners of his mouth, and said, "Just teach!" ”

"That's what you want!" Teacher Chu asked puzzled.

"Well, that's what I want!" Ai Jinming folded his hands on the table and replied.

"It's okay," Teacher Chu nodded and said, "Take advantage of the fact that you are far away from Mu Yang, and you can also sort out the relationship between the two of you." After saying that, after thinking about it, Teacher Chu looked up at Ai Jinming and asked, "Does Qin Lu agree with you to teach?" ”

"We communicated in the early stage, and I also told her my thoughts!"

"That's good! Don't catch fire in the backyard because of volunteer teaching! Teacher Chu pursed his lips and looked at Ai Jinming's words, and he didn't know how to mention it for a while.

Hearing Ai Jinming's words, "If you have something to say, just say it!" Teacher Chu leaned forward and asked in a low voice, "Do you really ...... Mu Yang?"

"Really? It's fake, don't think about it! Ai Jinming stretched out his hand and pushed Teacher Chu's forehead and said seriously.

After the past few days, Ai Jinming knew that Teacher Chu had guessed his feelings for Mu Yang, but he couldn't admit it. It's not just because of Qin Lu, it's more for Mu Yang, it's impossible for the two of them to be together, so how can they cause her senseless troubles!