Chapter 9: Painful Pleading
"Xiaoyue, I was wrong, I was wrong......" Gu Xiayang clamped her hard, apologized over and over again in a hoarse voice, he put his chin against Cheng Xiaoyue's neck, greedy for the fragrance of her hair: "I shouldn't be swaying, I've thought a lot these days, whatever they say, I just want you." Xiaoyue, come back to me, okay? ”
The three words "good or not" were tantamount to a spell, and tears rolled down Cheng Xiaoyue's face at once, and they fell silently into the soil under their feet with the drizzle.
She waited for Gu Xiayang's words for more than 20 days and nights, and the string in her heart seemed to be broken in an instant.
Gu Xiayang hugged her fiercely, eager to use all his strength to melt her into his own blood: "Xiaoyue, they say that you are with Lin Yichen because you love vanity, but I know that you are not such a person, I don't care what they say, I just want to be with you well."
He put his lips on Cheng Xiaoyue's ear bones, and whispered softly to his heart: "Xiaoyue, I love you."
Gu Xiayang has never been a person who is willing to expose his feelings, so such a confession is even more rare.
Cheng Xiaoyue's heart seemed to be filled with intoxicating aged honey, and her cheeks were gradually dyed with a moving color.
But love is one thing, reality is another, and when the fanatical love gradually fades, the reality will be bloody.
Cheng Xiaoyue had to think about something less warm at such a warm moment, she turned around and raised her eyes to look at Gu Xiayang deeply: "So, can you accept what happened in my Lin family that night?"
Gu Xiayang was stunned for a moment, his eyes flashed, his lips moved weakly, and he didn't know how to answer for a while.
"Heh," Cheng Xiaoyue laughed sadly, "You can't, Xia Yang, all you love from beginning to end is your own dignity." ”
"But Xiao Yue ......"
"Okay Xia Yang," Cheng Xiaoyue interrupted him, and sighed faintly: "I don't expect your acceptance, maybe it's just that the fate between us has not arrived."
She gently withdrew her hand from Gu Xiayang's palm, didn't say anything, turned around, and left quietly.
"Xiaoyue......" He also held Cheng Xiaoyue's warm palm, which was tight, tight and loose, and his heart hurt as if he had been cut by a knife.
Seeing that Cheng Xiaoyue's back was getting heavier and farther away, Gu Xiayang clenched his hands into fists, and couldn't tell if it was out of unwillingness or for other reasons, he suddenly shouted: "Xiaoyue, I can accept it, accept everything from you!"
Cheng Xiaoyue paused, and tears fell uncontrollably.
"Xiaoyue, I can accept it, come back, come back to me." Gu Xiayang looked at her violently shaking shoulders and said.
Cheng Xiaoyue seemed to be nailed to the spot, with mixed feelings in her heart, turning over the river and the sea.
"Xiaoyue, I know you can't let go of me or our feelings, but you also have to believe in my love for you, as long as you can stay by my side, I can give up everything." Gu Xiayang strode towards her, "Xiaoyue, I will definitely give you happiness." ”
Cheng Xiaoyue could almost hear her violently beating heartbeat, and she was shaken.
Gu Xiayang walked behind her in a blink of an eye and hugged her, Cheng Xiaoyue trembled lightly, and raised her eyes to look at him: "Xiayang, you ......"
Before the words could be spoken, Gu Xiayang's kiss fell overwhelmingly, and Cheng Xiaoyue's eyelashes trembled violently, without pushing them away or responding.
One last time, try one last time.
She said to herself in her heart.
……
Life has finally returned to its previous calm state, Cheng Xiaoyue thought that she was on a bus that was about to lead to happiness, but what awaited her at the end was nightmares and betrayals.
There is a decadent atmosphere in the old-fashioned alley, and Lin Weiwei, who just got out of the taxi, instinctively frowned as soon as she walked in.
She had never come to Xiaoyue's house before, but she didn't expect the environment of her home to be so simple.
After walking up the stairs for a long time, Lin Weiwei gasped for breath and finally survived in front of the old-fashioned wooden door.
After checking the house number several times, she finally raised her hand and carefully knocked on the dirty door.
"Knock knock."
There was no answer in the room.
She resisted her nausea and knocked again, "Is anyone there?" Xiaoyue, are you at home? ”
This time, the door was suddenly opened from the inside, and a pair of dead wood-like veterans pulled Lin Weiwei into the room.
"Ahh
"Don't scream, it's me." Cheng Wei said as he roamed around Lin Weiwei's young body with his hands.
"How...... How are you? It happened suddenly, and the light in front of her was too dim, Lin Weiwei's voice couldn't help but tremble slightly when she spoke, "What about Xiaoyue?" ”
"She? She should be at work at this time, or fooling around with her little boyfriend surnamed Gu. ”
"Didn't you tell me she was too?" Lin Weiwei, who was deceived, was suddenly a little angry.
Cheng Wei's face slowly leaned behind her ear and kissed her neck, he had a heavy smell of smoke and disgusting alcohol, "If I don't say that, will you come out obediently?" He smiled dirtyly: "Did you bring the money?"
"Brought." Lin Weiwei turned her head disgustingly, and said angrily: "It's okay to give you money, but you can't touch me again."
"Is it up to you?" Chen Wei smiled lewdly, picked up Lin Weiwei horizontally, threw her on the old-fashioned leather sofa, and pressed down after herself.
"Didn't you say that I would give you the 100,000 yuan in the end, and you would completely let me go? You liar! Lin Weiwei screamed loudly and struggled wildly, and vaguely, she accidentally cut the back of Cheng Wei's hand with her sharp nails, leaving a trail of blood on his arm.
"Sss Cheng Wei gasped, and his face became hideous and fierce in an instant.
Lin Weiwei swept all the wine bottles that could reach the tentacles to the ground, and shouted at the top of her voice: "If you dare to touch me today, I won't let you get a penny!"
A domineering force grabbed Lin Weiwei's thick seaweed-like long hair, Cheng Wei raised his other hand and slapped Lin Weiwei hard: "Stink*, don't give face, don't give me money, if you don't give me money, I will tell the police about your murder, see what else you do to Miss Lin Jia!"
After Cheng Wei finished speaking viciously, he rudely ripped off the pure white sweater on Lin Weiwei's body, and ravaged her young round body without hesitation.
A huge humiliation filled Lin Weiwei's body, she bit her lower lip and threatened in a choked voice: "Cheng Wei, do you know that you are breaking the law?" If you touch me again today, I'll send you to jail!" ”
Cheng Wei paused, leaned down, and leaned into Lin Weiwei's ear and sneered: "Isn't it illegal to kill someone?" You killed my wife, and I asked you to vent my desires, it shouldn't be too much, right? Want to send me to jail? Don't forget, I'll always tell you about your murder. ”
Cheng Wei said as he stroked Lin Weiwei's body with his big withered hands, and then continued to slide down the curve of her body: "Besides, we have all done it more than once, you shouldn't want everyone to see your beautiful body and fiery performance, right?"
Lin Weiwei reacted to the meaning of his words, and frowned fiercely: "You made a video?"
Cheng Wei didn't say a word, and rudely ripped Lin Weiwei's pants open.
Lin Weiwei gave up struggling, staring blankly at the position of the ceiling.
Pain, numbness.
She clutched at the leather on the sofa beneath her, her knuckles pinched white, and the pain and hatred in her heart spread all over her limbs.
She hated her weakness, hated her stupidity, and hated Cheng Xiaoyue, who indirectly led to her miserable life - she naturally blamed all her misfortunes on Cheng Xiaoyue.
If it weren't for Cheng Xiaoyue's appearance, maybe the person who was with Gu Xiayang now would be her, she was still the pure, clean, dusty and towering Miss Lin family!
It's all to blame on Cheng Xiaoyue! It's all her fault!
The leather under his body had been torn to pieces, and tears of humiliation slowly flowed down the corners of his eyes to the sofa, gathering into a small river.
I don't know how long it took, Cheng Wei finally finished venting his desires, took the thick wad of banknotes from Lin Weiwei's bag, and left the small room.
Lin Weiwei was like a tattered rag doll abandoned on the sofa, she picked up valuable clothes from the ground, and then put them on one by one, cleaning up the traces of her own violations.
When she wrapped her clothes tightly and pushed the door out, she didn't expect to bump into Cheng Xiaoyue, who was about to open the door with the key.
She was stunned for a moment, Cheng Xiaoyue was also stunned for a moment, and finally Cheng Xiaoyue opened her mouth with some embarrassment: "Weiwei? How did you find here? ”
Lin Weiwei adjusted her breathing, and she didn't know how much strength it took to smile at Cheng Xiaoyue: "I listened to what my godfather said, so I want to see if you are okay."
Cheng Xiaoyue seemed a little embarrassed: "It's too simple here, and the old house was mortgaged by my father......"
Lin Weiwei didn't have time to listen to what she said, so she hurriedly dropped the sentence "I'm sorry, I still have something" and hurriedly ran out down the stairs.
Cheng Xiaoyue was surprised by the tears in the corners of her eyes and the strange emotions, and she didn't understand until she pushed the door into the room, turned on the light, and saw the portrait of her mother on the table.
It turned out that Weiwei's feelings for her mother were so deep, Cheng Xiaoyue exhaled and looked deeply at her mother's loving smiling face in the black and white photo.
She stared blankly at the portrait of her mother, and all the bits and pieces she was with her came to her, and there was no one here, and she couldn't help crying.
His mother died unexpectedly, and his father Cheng Wei did not have any sad emotions, he still eats, drinks, prostitutes, and gambles every day, and may never remember this woman who contributed his youth to him.