I sat in the car anxiously, still trying to call Mo Han, although I knew that what awaited me was suffocating despair, but I didn't want to accept the fact that she was gone, we had lunch together happily at noon, why would we never see each other again?

The repeated despair suddenly turned into anger, and before the car could stop, I went straight to the building where Shen Man lived.

I slapped my hand on the elevator button, and I felt like I had lost my mind, but what could I do if I knew the answer? Mo Han will not be coming back.

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I rang the doorbell with one hand three times a second, and the other slammed on the door, and I seemed to have the courage to destroy everything.

Shen Man opened the door in his pajamas, did not face me, only gave me a back and walked towards the sofa.

She sat on the couch, took a cigarette from the cigarette case on the coffee table and lit it, and then looked at me coldly........

I don't know why, when Shen Man looked at me like this, my anger was like a downpour.

"Let me ask you, what did you tell Guan Ying to go and talk to Mo Han?" My tone turned cold, but I couldn't hide the anger that still burned out.

"Don't talk to me in this tone~~!" Shen Man's tone was even colder than mine.

I laughed angrily: "Mo Han is gone, she is gone, you know? ”

Shen Man was stunned for a moment, then took another puff of cigarette, but didn't speak, I rushed to her with an arrow step, and grabbed the unextinguished cigarette in her hand fiercely in the palm of her hand, the palm of her hand emitted the smell of burnt skin, and the pain of drilling the heart came, but I looked at Shen Man regardless of it, coldly, and said: "Tell me, what did you let Guan Ying and Mo Han say, why did she leave?" ”

Shen Man broke my hand with his hand, and said in an anxious tone, "Are you crazy?" ”

"I'm not crazy, it's you who are crazy, it's been a year, I've been waiting for a year, and finally waiting for a woman I love willingly, why break us up?"

"I just asked Guan Ying to take you to Shanghai for development a few days ago, and I haven't talked to her about you and Mo Han."

"The ghost only believes your words, was that Guan Ying's head squeezed by the door, am I very familiar with her? If you didn't instruct her, why should she care about me and Mo Han's affairs. I lost control of my emotions and yelled at Shen Man.

.........

Shen Man bit his lip and looked at me, refusing to say a word for a long time, I said to her word by word, word by word: "From now on, whether I Zhang Yixi is dead or alive, good or bad, it has nothing to do with you Shen Man, I implore you to raise your noble hand, and I implore you to live your own life....... After speaking, I turned around and walked outside without looking back, Shen Man didn't send me a word of "bastard" There was a quiet behind me.......

Although Shen Man didn't give me an answer, I could already imagine that it must have been Guan Ying who asked Mo Han to persuade me to go to Shanghai, but Mo Han disagreed, so she said that Mo Han delayed my future, and I was not suitable for her.

I know that Shen Man's intentions are for my good, but she shouldn't interfere with my love, I don't regret saying anything about breaking with her, this may be the best outcome between us, at least the prince doesn't need to doubt our relationship, at least I won't let her be exhausted anymore, she will live better without me in her life.

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Maybe there is really a numerology in this world, I take care of it, this night, but I lost the two most important women in my life, until now I am still in a trance, I can't accept this fact for a while, but I feel the pain of fragmentation.

The wind and rain "crackled" on my window, I don't know where Mo Han was at this time, I used to be naïve to think that as long as I got her phone number, I wouldn't lose her again, but ......

Maybe our budding love is too weak and can't help it, and I am not used to losing her suddenly, I don't know whether to wait passively, or go all over the world to find her, or just die like this........

Hesitating, I suddenly remembered that there are still a bunch of things in the store that I need to deal with, I just won the underwear store next door, and I need a decoration fee and a distribution fee, originally Mo Han could help with this, but now that she is gone, what should I do?

My life has never stopped~~

In the darkness, I took out my mobile phone and sent a message to Mo Han: "I owe you a shop, you owe me a scarf, I want to clear up our relationship, please don't owe each other first........ Give me back my scarf. ”

I don't know if Mo Han will see this message, but I really miss her, I don't want her to leave me like this, even if she has to go, I have to do it without owing each other.

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The next day, I got up from bed as if I had lost my soul, brushed my teeth and washed my face mechanically, and even forgot to shout the slogan of "counterattack".

All morning, I looked at the elevator with some dementia, I longed that Mo Han would suddenly appear in front of me, if this desire can become a reality, then I must be the happiest man in the world, but desire is desire after all, if it is if after all, I can only look at the traces that Mo Han once left, leaving sadness in vain.

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At noon, the underwear store next door has begun to clear, I look at the already empty underwear store at a loss, at the moment I don't have the money to fill the expanded storefront, if it is so empty, the loss of rent every day is enough to make me feel distressed, and now I have hired a clerk, at the end of the month is to pay wages, if once the business declines, what money do I use to fill these holes.

Sky! ~What the hell did I do? What the hell am I doing? I cried out helplessly in my heart, and once again I felt like I was pushing myself to the edge of a cliff.

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I secretly swore in my heart, when I have passed this catastrophe, I will go to find Mo Han, no matter where she is, I will go to her, when I have this thought, I have the motivation in an instant, I have the courage to face difficulties, sometimes the power of love is really great, very lucky, I inadvertently used the power of love, I really want to see Mo Han again, tell her, how much I care about her.

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I sat in the empty shop next door all afternoon thinking about what to do, and now I definitely can't come up with the money to build another store, and the existing goods are simply not enough to fill this store, what is the solution to this problem?

Sitting for an hour, my brain is in chaos, I don't have good ideas, when you need money, you don't have money, even if you want to break your head, you can't solve the problem, is this time I still have the fate of borrowing money? Now I can still ask who borrowed money?

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In desperation, I walked into the bathroom of the store again, smoking one cigarette after another, I knew that this would not help, but the suppressed emotions in my heart needed to be released with the smoke, and I could not let too many negative emotions affect my thinking ability.

I told myself: "In fact, since the day we were born, we are not qualified to be sad or happy for love, all we can do is endless struggle, love is too luxurious for us, if you are depressed because of the grief of love, then you will overdraw the future food and clothing, and the reality will not reward you with a mouthful of food because you have no love." ”