Chapter 12 It seems to be an old man
The night is as cool as water.
I couldn't sleep well in Uncle Chu's guest room, so I decided to get up and walk around and sit in the garden. A crescent moon hung in the sky, and the cold light shone on me through the flowers and trees, adding a touch of melancholy to the air.
Today, I brought Chu Houyi No.2 back to meet Uncle Chu's family, at the beginning I was ignorant and fearless, I always felt that everything could be reversed, and I thought that I could bring comfort to Uncle Chu and my aunt. But since I saw Aunt Chu's hidden tears, I suddenly realized: I was wrong.
Perhaps I'm overconfident in the power of technology and ignoring that humans are emotional creatures. Too many things in my life are filled with labs and computers and don't really understand the complexity and diversity of human emotions. All along, I always thought that science was the light that could illuminate everything in the darkness, but now I am mired in tangled self-denial.
Jacob silently draped a jacket over me, he sat beside me, grabbed my cold hands, and held them gently, but his eyes looked at me deeply, as if he had seen through everything: "What are you worried about?" Don't be afraid, you've got me. ”
The phrase "You have me" almost brought me to tears.
"Jacob, you say, am I being too stubborn?"
"No, you're the smartest person I've ever met. You just think that you have done it to many people, even in front of this era, and there is no one around you to be a companion, so you suddenly feel lonely and scared. ”
"I'm so scared...... I'm afraid I won't be able to bear some of the consequences. "Historically, those who stood too far at the forefront were always unable to be understood and accepted by the era in which they lived, and often ended up miserable. This may be the fate of the so-called "genius".
"No matter what happens, I'll be there for you."
Tonight, Jacob finally returned to his previous state as a team player. Although there is a long way to go, having allies always gives people confidence.
The sun was rising, and I was woken up by a commotion downstairs after a barely sleepless night.
"Auntie, be careful, this soy milk is very hot." After a burst of laughter like a silver bell, I could remember the slender figure when I closed my eyes. Opened the curtain and looked at the small courtyard downstairs, and sure enough, a tall beauty in a light blue dress was wearing flowers and willows.
"Oh, isn't this Song Yuan? Long time no see! "It's just that I was brushing my teeth and washing my face, and this beautiful woman in blue actually grabbed Chu Houyi No.2 and stood in front of me, greeting me like a hostess.
"Is this your friend?" Jacob paced up to me like a ghost, put his arm on my shoulder as if he was used to it, and asked with a hippie smile.
My eyes looked hesitantly at Chu Houyi's No.2 arm that was calmly being held, while trying to break free from Jacob's "claws": "Well, this is Gao Yun."
But this guy's strength is a little big, and he doesn't mean to let go at all: "Hello, Gao Yun beauty!" I'm Song Yuan's boyfriend, Jacob. ”
I was about to cry, and I turned my head to look at Jacob, eager to eat him raw.
"The little girl has grown up! I have a boyfriend. Gao Yun smiled and looked up at Chu Houyi No.2, "Hurry up and go downstairs to taste the breakfast I brought, and specially made your favorite fritters." ”
"You guys got me wrong, he's not my boyfriend! It's just a colleague. ”
"Don't be embarrassed, they're all big girls, so why are you afraid." Gao Yun pulled Chu Houyi No.2 to turn around and walk downstairs, and this Chu Houyi didn't know if there was something wrong with the system, so he obediently followed her.
"Jacob, take your arm away. Let's see if there is a bug in our system? What's wrong with this Chu Houyi? "How can I not be in a hurry in this situation.
Instead of letting go of his embrace, Jacob pulled my arm up and grabbed him, and put his mouth in my ear and said, "I don't think it's a system problem. What you need more now is me – at least not losers. ”