Jiang Laiyue temporarily stopped communicating with me, walked to the wine shelf, opened a bottle of red wine, poured it, handed me one of the glasses, drank it all in silence, put down the glass, and looked at the rain outside the window through the glass window......

I held the cup, but I didn't take a sip, and my original nervousness was gradually replaced by calmness, and I guessed in my heart the purpose of Jiang Laiyue's stay with me.

Jiang Laiyue didn't bother me, just poured himself a drink, continued to drink the remaining red wine in the glass, and then turned the empty goblet, as if he was also thinking about something, or it didn't matter what he was thinking, because everyone always has their own hidden emotions, which cannot be shared.

After a long time, Jiang Laiyue finally came back to his senses and said to me: "I may not be able to fulfill my promise, you have to leave the company for a while." ”

"Mr. Jiang, you know what I want to get through the company, I am not qualified to judge your decision, but you are very discouraged by doing this."

This was the first time I had said the word "deflated" in front of Jiang Laiyue in an angry tone, so much so that she looked at me in amazement......

She pondered for a long time and said: "That person just now is the fiancé arranged for me by the family, and I care very much about my "Lai Yue", so I can't disobey his will now, he asked me to fire you, I can only fire you; He wants me to get engaged next month, and I can only get engaged to him next month...... For the first time in my life, I was coerced, and I can't help it, so you still need to fulfill your dreams......"

I smiled bitterly, nodded, and said, "Thank you for your hospitality today, your words are very blunt to me, but as an employee, I obey the company's decision, but there are some things that I need some time to figure out...... I stayed in the company or was fired just to take a job, and Mr. Jiang should not lose his life because of temporary gains and losses. ”

No matter how strong Jiang Laiyue was in the past, but she was a woman after all, she pounded the table, but in the end, her strength became weaker and weaker, and in the end she only had the strength to breathe, and then looked at me like she had lost her soul.

My heart seemed to be choked by an invisible thing, and in a dull suffocation, I said to her: "Mr. Jiang, I wish everything can be as you wish, goodbye!" ”

After I finished speaking, Jiang Laiyue glanced at me, her mouth moved, as if she wanted to say something, but finally did not say it.

My heart tingled, I couldn't control my emotions anymore, and I sneered and wanted to be sarcastic, but I couldn't bear to say it when I remembered the pain she had just seen when she was drinking. After hesitating for a moment, I opened the door and rushed into the rain.

"Yu Hang, bring an umbrella!"

Jiang Laiyue stood at the door and shouted at me, I ignored her, and walked forward by myself, the rain fell from the top of my head, and the depression in the room seemed to wash away on my body.

In fact, the reason why I made such a drastic action is that I hope to remind Jiang Laiyue that she should follow her heart, instead of losing her own happiness, judging from getting along these days, she is not less lonely than me.

I'm thinking, if we always use loss to measure whether we succeed or fail, then everything is based on the material foundation, once the material foundation collapses, that is, when our catastrophe comes, because at that time we will lose all our values, but I can't judge Jiang Laiyue's right or wrong from the perspective of a bystander, because I am not qualified to guide other people's lives.

I felt a wave of loss in my heart, walking on a road full of water, and the world wet by the rain was all desolate.

I couldn't open my eyes when I was fascinated by the rain, but I didn't run, and after a shiver, I walked forward in the rain, and I followed the world like this rain. Originally, I thought about taking Jiang Laiyue's car back to the city together, but at the moment I didn't know where I should go, it was raining everywhere, and I couldn't tell the direction at all.

In a daze, he suddenly heard the sound of a car driving behind him. I thought it was Jiang Laiyue, so I didn't look back, the car stopped behind me, and then I heard the sound of a car door and a familiar voice calling my name.

"Yu Hang, get in the car!" Her voice reached my ears in the sound of the rushing rain.

My body was shocked, and I couldn't help but look back at Jiang Lishi: "Why haven't you left yet?" ”

"It's hard to come out for a walk, the surrounding scenery is good, so I'll take a turn, and wait for you to go back by the way."

Li Shi stood in the rain and her figure was a little thin, and the rain drenched her head, but it made her look indescribably gentle.

We looked at each other from afar, and between us were walls of rain.

A cold wind blew, I shivered a little cold, she walked up to me with a light blue umbrella, and said, "Get in the car!" ”

I looked at the water that kept falling around the umbrella, and then at her, who was also wet from the rain, and suddenly smiled, and then nodded.

……

After the car drove for a while, I turned on the hot air, and Li Shi sighed: "This rainy day is really good!" ”

"Yes, but I guess I am disgusted by the rain after putting on makeup."

Li Shi smiled helplessly, and she didn't argue with me because she was indifferent, and said, "I don't have any concerns. ”

"What does this rain look like, you haven't spent your makeup yet, you must be using big names, right?"

Li Shi's expression suddenly became ugly, and then she looked at me without saying a word.

I was a little hairy by her eyes, so I hurriedly changed the subject and asked, "Could it be that I said something wrong?" ”

Li Shi looked at me and smiled, obviously deliberately pretending to be serious to tease me, she looked in the mirror, pinned her sideburns messed up by the wind and rain behind her ears, and smiled indifferently: "I rarely wear makeup, basically like today." ”

"Look at you, you're in a good mood, huh?"

"I said that the surrounding scenery is very good, is it possible that there are still people who are scattered and scattered?"

I know that Li Shi probably doesn't want me to have too much psychological burden when she says this, she doesn't want me to feel that it is because she has only stayed so long for me, looking at her casual appearance, she doesn't ask me what I've been through, she doesn't ask me about my future and tomorrow, she just tries her best to take care of my current feelings. At a traffic light intersection, I couldn't help but look at her, and when the uninhibited and indifferent blended together, the picture was shocking.

"Li Shi, can I go back to the hostel for a few days? When I find a new job, I leave, and I promise nothing to think about it. ”

"Good!"

She didn't even ask anything, so she agreed?

In the silence, many thoughts and questions brewed in my mind, and I finally asked her, "You should always ask why, right?" ”

"Why ask, you always have your decision, don't you?"

I was shocked by her answer, and I looked at her for a long time, using all my thoughts, to finally decipher the meaning of the sentence: she never saw the decision I made, not even respected.

……

Back at the hostel, Li Shi asked the front desk to give me the room card for the room I used to live in, and she went back to the house to change clothes.

Walking into the familiar room, the furnishings have hardly changed, the empty room is filled with silence and loneliness, the room is cleaned very clean, including the bed and table have been tied, you don't have to think about it, you know, it must be Li Shi who asked people to clean.

This made me feel even more at a loss, and an inexplicable sense of guilt arose, whether it was to the hostel or anyone who helped me, even Lao Gou, I suddenly felt a little tired of my previous life, and blindly forcibly retained me to hide in a secret base that I couldn't understand and couldn't explain, and suspicion made me more sensitive, but in the end I found nothing.

I walked down the stairs to the roof with an umbrella, and there were a few more osmanthus trees in the yard, all of which were still trying to grow. I leaned on the railing and looked at the layout of the whole yard, everything was in order, or more elaborate than before, and many of the decorations were no longer as random as before, but there was more of a pattern flavor.

In addition to the sound of the rain lapping, the sound of breathing could be heard quietly, and the yard did not know when a faint layer of fog had formed, so it added a little more flavor to this rainy evening.

"Yu Hang, you come down and go out with me, I have something I want to explain to you."

Before she could respond to Li Shi, she had already picked up her handbag and left this place where we had been full of disputes, so it seemed that I was the only one left in this endless scenic spot in front of me. Seeing that Li Shi was walking farther and farther with an umbrella, I hurriedly went downstairs to follow her......