Chapter 19: A Girl's First Love and the Theory of Love
The two returned to the banquet hall, where Yun Shi found her coat and took out her phone. Sure enough, I saw more than a dozen missed calls, all from Bobo.
"Bobo~" She made a phone call.
"Where are you? The party is over! Bobo shouted.
"Balloons, flowers, chocolates. We have everything to confess, how can you not come! Xiaoying leaned up and shouted angrily into the phone.
"Let's hear me first." Yun Shi hurriedly explained: "I'm obviously on the 18th floor of Yongtai Commerce." β
"Which Yongtai are you in?" Bobo asked rhetorically: "There are two Yongtai traders, stupid!" β
"I have a text message, saying that in the newly opened house, on the side of Yongkang Road, ......"
Yun Shi hurriedly hung up the phone when she heard this, and turned around to look. Mu Kunlong didn't know when he left, and was in the center of the venue, surrounded by a group of guests chatting. She was too embarrassed to disturb him, so she quietly left.
At about half past ten, she came to Yongkang Road. From afar, I saw the LED light sign of Yongtai Commerce hanging on the top of the high-rise building.
"Uncle driver, just park the car at the door."
Yun Shi ran all the way to the 18th floor.
As soon as I got out of the elevator, I saw a human-shaped sign with Che Hao in front of me, and I saw that it read: Farewell Party For Asher, and she hurried into the venue according to the instructions. Bobo's sharp eyes spotted Yun Shi chasing after him, followed by Xiao Ying.
"Where did you buy the dress, it's so beautiful." Xiaoying was full of praise.
"I thought you wouldn't be able to make it." Bobo said.
'Where's it going?' Yun Shi panted.
"The cake is cut and the dance is over." Bobo looked around. "Che Hao went to the rooftop with a group of friends to set off fireworks."
"Hurry up, let's go up too." Xiao Ying pulled Yun Shi and said, "He is really super handsome today." If you don't go, you won't have a chance. β
When Yun Shi heard this, she hurriedly brushed her hair with her fingers, and then used her hands to cover the beads of sweat on her forehead. Seeing this, Xiaoying opened her small backpack and took out powder, eyeliner and lipstick.
"I have to endure the excitement for a while, the eyeliner is not waterproof." She scribbled and painted skillfully on her face, instructing. "When you cry, it's a drug addict."
"What should I do if my heart is beating so fast!" Yun Shi said nervously.
Bobo patted her on the shoulder. "You remember that the point is not to confess success, but to let him know that there is a girl who has been silently following him for so long, this is the intention, and it is also an explanation to yourself."
"That's right," Xiao Ying took her hand away to look at Yun Shidi's face and nodded with satisfaction. Echoed. "It's like his appearance brings you happiness, and your confession doesn't necessarily become a new motivation in his life!"
Yun Shi thinks about it, they are right, she may be rejected, so what? Her heart and affection do not necessarily turn into a great encouragement. When he is frustrated or sad. Maybe he will remember: there was once a girl who fell in love with him for so long, he is not uncared for and cared about, there must be people in this world who love him and need him waiting for him!
After drinking the chicken soup for the soul of the two friends, Yun Shi suddenly felt double her confidence.
The three of them held hands and went to the rooftop.
Cha Ho is setting off fireworks with a group of friends. Yun Shi was standing not far behind him. A red fireball rose and pierced the silent night sky, and then there was a roar, and the brilliant firelight seemed to bloom all around, waking up the students who were cowering in the cold wind of the autumn night, and everyone screamed and cheered together. Yun Shi looked at Che Hao's smiling face in the fireworks, which made her heart surging and excited more than the blooming flowers.
She counted down silently in her heart, and walked towards him step by step with firm steps.
"Che Hao~" Her voice was not loud enough, and she was drowned in the sound of cannons.
She plucked up her courage and reached out to pull his cuffs. "Car ......"
Classmates squeezed into her, and her body was slightly bumped. Suddenly, a female classmate came out of her seat, came to Che Haodi's side, picked up his face and kissed him.
The classmates surrounded them like an explosion, clapping and cheering together. Yun Shi was stunned in place, silently endured all kinds of collisions in her body, and looked sadly at the hero and heroine in front of her.
"Che Hao, I like you very, very much." The heroine said loudly: "I have wanted to be your girlfriend for a long time!" β
The surrounding classmates cheered in unison, shouting with their hands and clapping.
"Kiss! Come on! Kiss! Come on! Kiss! Come on! β
"Cha Hao! Promise her! Cha Hao! Promise her! Cha Hao! Promise her! β
Cha Ho approached the girl and kissed her very gently.
Yun Shi couldn't take it anymore and burst into tears. Leaving the crowd behind and fleeing.
Seeing this, Xiaoying wanted to chase after her, but was stopped by Bobo.
"She's so sad, let her be alone." She sighed heavily. looked at Che Hao and other girls in front of him.
"I didn't expect him to really like her."
"She blatantly chased him for so long, and he didn't say anything, how could he accept it today?" Xiao Ying said depressedly. "It's been so long that the rhyme has been amorous."
"Maybe men like girls with bold styles, alas......"
"I felt bored when I saw them dancing together just now." The more Xiao Ying thought about it, the more angry she became. "It's just designed."
Yun Shi cried as she walked down the road. She still had some sanity and walked in the direction of home. Unknowingly, she walked to the place where she used to live with Tang Wan.
The temperature of the night was only a dozen degrees, her face was wet with tears and dried by the west wind, then soaked and dried, she stood at the bottom of the apartment and looked at the dark glass for a while, and then turned stiffly and set off towards the Mu house.
Maybe she cried too badly and looked too embarrassed. Even the drunks on the road avoided her to make way for her. When she arrived at the door of Mu Mansion, she didn't know that she had been walking for more than an hour.
After walking for so long, but still unable to calm her heart, Yun Shi sat under the street lamp, burying her face in the hem of her skirt in pain.
If it is said that the separation of her mother from her is a bone-eating heartache, and this kind of watching the person you love be snatched away in front of her is a faint pain, and I feel that every corner of my body is crying pain. She regretted going to the wrong venue and delaying so much time. If she goes early, can she confess in advance? Would he have been impressed by her? Thinking of this, Yun Shi regretted it very much.
I've liked it for so long, but I haven't even had a chance to confess. She's so inconspicuous, so humble, so small. He didn't remember her after so many encounters.
Yun Shi is heartbroken and inferior. Unaware of the headlights sweeping over her body, she stopped not far away.
Mu Kunlong stepped out of the back seat, gently slammed the door, and said goodbye to the company driver before turning around and walking towards Yunshi.
He coughed softly, but Yun Shi didn't respond.
He leaned down and lifted Yunshi's shoulders. He was slightly stunned when he saw her face.
Under the dim street lamp, it is a little scary to see this ghostly makeup.
Yun Shi opened her red and swollen eyes to see the person in front of her, and for some reason her mouth was deflated, and her tears flowed more.
"Aren't you going to a classmate's party?" Mu Kunlong got up and looked at her embarrassed. "How did you make yourself like this?"
"I ...... too I don't want to ...... either. That's it. Yun Shi couldn't hold back her chokes. But people ...... Not...... There's no way. β
"Trouble again?" Mu Kunlong stood beside her and asked patiently. was beaten so hard by Mu Jianfeng, and I didn't see her crying so sadly.
"I'm ...... today I would have liked to ...... today Vindicate. Yun Shi took a breath and choked up, "Result...... As a result, it didn't work out...... Merit. Woohoo......"
Mu Kunlong said lightly after listening. "There's no need to cry, go back and rest."
He was about to leave.
Yun Shi shouted angrily because of his nonchalant tone.
"I liked him for four whole years, but I ...... There is no chance to confess. How would you understand? β
Mu Kunlong paused and replied coldly. "You are too naΓ―ve to talk about love, and you don't know how to love. It's better to focus on your studies and future planning. Most of the young love ends in nothing, so why do you want to report your fantasies and waste your time. β
"I don't care if he accepts me! I just want him to know what I think, what's wrong with that? β
"Not every love is beautiful, some love can make people feel depressed, it will be troublesome, and you can't give him practical help, maybe it's just a futile annoyance for him. Love doesn't have to be said to be felt by the other party. Andβ" He paused, his eyes glazed over. "Why does a person who is in an embarrassing situation think that he will give others good love?"
"Love is love, who would rationally calculate so much when loving someone? Maybe just a concerned look, a warm hug, will make people's hearts move and make people empowered, right? Yun Shi stood up and wiped away her tears and argued: "Even when people are most miserable and lonely, they have the instinct of love. Love will give them hope of survival, and it will make them realize the beauty of the world. You can laugh at my background, but you can't kill my yearning for love. β
"Good. Don't you want to fight for a chance to confess? He sneered. "Let's start with how to turn yourself into a good student instead of a third-rate inferior student."
When Yun Shi heard it, his shoulders couldn't help but shrink. She has been a third-rate poor student for a long, long time, and being a good student is something she never dares to expect. It's harder than climbing to the sky.
"Just now, I kept shouting that love is supreme. What's the matter, it's quitting? β
The rhyme can't stand the agitation method the most. She immediately puffed up her chest.
"Who said that!" She hurriedly spoke: "I will definitely prove it to you." How firm I am in the face of love! β
"Okay." Mu Kunlong nodded and said to her. "I've heard your mock exams are coming. Looking forward to your outstanding performance. β
No way...... Yun Shi complained in her heart, why is there no aristocratic high school where you can eat and drink like on TV, and every few days it is a big exam and a small exam. How can she live as an ace errand? Ahh