Looking back

I soaked in the hot springs, went shopping again, and bought a lot of things, but they were all bought and given away.

I returned to Suzuki's house around ten o'clock, and learned that the Naka family and Shiro's mother had left, and the students had also left, and the huge home became deserted.

Zhou Fan returned to the original room, the mattress had been made, and the room was very warm, but there was no one but himself.

The original woman didn't know where to go either? I still don't feel comfortable sleeping alone, and when I wake up in the middle of the night and I'm alone, I think I'm alone, and I'm scared.

Qing Yiye held the quilt and came to the room where Zhou Fan slept and said, "I'm afraid to sleep alone, let's chat together"

Zhou Fan sat and looked at her with a complicated mood, she wouldn't want to do anything to herself! Don't wait for herself to fall asleep, she lunged at her again.

Qing Yiye saw her concerns, and said with a smile, "I won't do anything to you, your uncle and Hong Yu are sleeping next door, and they are playing chess with my father now."

It's good to have them, separated by a wall, my uncle will protect him, and Hong Yu is also there.

Zhou Fan smiled slightly, nodded, and agreed that she would sleep in the same room as himself, so he lay down first.

After laying out the futon, Qing Yiye put down his long hair, his hair was black and shiny, and he looked much softer than when he pulled it up and coiled it on top of his head.

Lie a little far away from Zhou Fan, in a flat lying position, with your back facing up.

"I don't snore when I sleep at night, sometimes I talk in my sleep, but it's rare to do this, you can't practice judo when you sleep at night, use me as a punching bag!"

Zhou Fan imagined her heroic posture when she practiced judo, and her small body was not enough for her to fall, and she felt terrible when she thought about it.

Qing Yiye replied to her with a smile, "No, I will snore at most, and I will never use you as a sandbag, don't worry"

Zhou Fan patted his chest, took a deep breath, and chatted with her.

"What about your son? Why didn't you see it? ”

"There's a kyudo tournament these days, I'm going to watch him play, I just talked to his father on the phone, and he'll send him back tomorrow morning" Aoichaba put his arm under his head as a pillow.

"Bow and arrow competition? I also want to check it out, I haven't touched a bow and arrow in a long time, I don't know if I can hit the bull's-eye? ”

"You know how to bow and arrow?" Qing Yiye turned his head to look at Zhou Fan, seeing that she looked weak, can she pull the bow?

"I knew it when I was very young, and there were a lot of kids there who could ride horses, archery, wrestle, play from childhood to adulthood, and I didn't know anything about wrestling."

Zhou Fan turned sideways to her and chatted with her face-to-face, which was still acceptable, after all, she was also a woman.

"I heard Naka say, your parents have passed away and you have been living with your uncle, how old were you when they died?"

"At the age of ten, I didn't live with my uncle all the time, I was fostered in someone else's house, and I didn't live with my uncle until I was eighteen years old, he had to go to school, he was looking for a job, and I had to go to school, not in the same place"

Zhou Fan said, lying on the mattress, she prefers to sleep on her stomach like this, which is more comfortable than lying down.

"It's hard to imagine, it's so pitiful, isn't it hard to live without parents?" Qing Yiye has no way of knowing what it feels like, his parents are alive and well, and they are all healthy.

"Fortunately, it's the New Year's holiday, I feel uncomfortable, Teacher Huyan takes care of me very much, often brings me delicious food, and my uncle often writes back"

No one can understand their helplessness at that time, being bullied, being thrown with snowballs, laughing at themselves as wild children without parents, they often hide and scare themselves, especially when they study at night, on the way home at night, they are all alone, and no one wants to go all the way with them.

They also often put wood in the middle of the road, causing themselves to fall, and the corn stalks piled on both sides of the road were rustled by the north wind, which frightened them into singing and emboldening themselves.

The snow is very heavy, the shoes I wear are stepped on, the snow reaches the knees, and when I arrive at school, my pants and shoes are frozen, there is a stove in the classroom, my pants will melt, my shoes are full of water, my feet and legs are frostbitten, and I sleep at night and itch to death.

Fortunately, Huyan's father feels sorry for himself, and always puts a lot of milk lumps in his schoolbag, which is high in calories and resistant to cold.

Looking back, I was lucky to meet Teacher Huyan's family, otherwise I would really become a wild child who no one cared about, and I might starve to death and freeze to death, and I would never have the current Zhou Fan alive in the world.

"You can't imagine that kind of loneliness, like a wolf, tearing your heart, others treat you as an outlier, laughing at you, sarcastically mocking you, classmates look down on you, teachers despise you, can you imagine the feeling of being outdoors at more than ten degrees below zero, running to a small clinic alone, and asking people to help me get the kind of needles that I can't breathe? I was suffering from bronchitis at the time, I couldn't exercise vigorously, I couldn't run long distances, I couldn't sleep with a cough at night, I dozed off in class, I was carried out of the classroom by the teacher, and I stood in the windy corridor, and the goose feathers and snow were falling outside, and I could freeze to death.

I had a thought in my heart, that I had to get out of there, out of the place that drove me mad, even though I loved everything there, I was afraid of the weather, I was terrified, the wind blew like a wolf roaring at night, and I had to hide under the covers to fall asleep.

Teacher Huyan's husband is very opposed to me living in his house, their house is very close to the school, Teacher Huyan quarrels with him very fiercely, I know that all this is because of me. Saying that, Zhou Fan burst into tears, couldn't cry, and lay on the pillow, he had never told anyone what he said, and he completely poured it out today.

Zhou Fang and Hong Yu were lying next door to their room, Zhou Fang's tears were falling down, clutching his chest tightly, and he was so uncomfortable that he could die.

Hong Yu smoked a cigarette, sat on the ground, and listened to her talk about her past, feeling very uncomfortable.

Knowing that she had a hard time and was very difficult, I didn't expect that the memories of her childhood made her more painful and tragic.

The blow of the car accident to her was enough to make her sad, and the one in front was bigger and more sad.

This will not happen again, and Hong Yu is determined to help her start over and let her live a happy life.

"Everyone else is still sleeping, I get up to feed the cows, feed the sheep, sweep the yard, shovel the cow and sheep dung, pull it outside with a flatbed car, drink a bowl of sheep soup to go to school, eat a piece of milk bumps when the happiest, maybe the milk bumps eat too much, in the second year of junior high school, my height has been up until the highest in the class, the teacher said that I just grow tall, not brains, damn, at that time I wanted to kick him, chemistry, physics I don't know anything, how to learn?"

Qing Yiye chuckled and said, "An over-the-shoulder fall knocked him to the ground, look at him and he's still arrogant, isn't it math or something?" I'm the same as you, it knows me, I don't know it, chemistry is the last, and so is physics."

"I'm not the first, I'm the second, sometimes it's the third, there are many, many people in the class who are the same as me, back to the exam, standing in a row in front, holding the test paper, holding both hands high, it's funny to death"

Zhou Fan wiped his tears, stood up from the quilt, took the pillow as a test paper, stood on the edge of the wall, lowered his head, and his expression was extremely rich.

Qing Yiye also got up from the ground, took his pillow, stood side by side with Zhou Fan, also lowered his head, and raised the pillow high.

Both laughed, beat each other with pillows, chased around the room, laughed, and rolled together.

Zhou Fang really couldn't listen to it anymore, so he opened the door and came over to the two of them.

grabbed Zhou Fan's collar from Qing Yiye and picked her up, put her arm between her, and took her to his room, and gently put her on top of the mattress.

Zhou Fan hadn't recovered from the excitement just now, he was still smiling happily, looking up at the two of them, their faces were dark, and they didn't know what they were doing?

"Lost? It's okay, let's go on tomorrow, you guys rest, I'll go to sleep"

Zhou Fan still wanted to go to the pillow battle with Qing Yiye, got up from the mattress, and turned around to leave.

"Fanfan, I thought about it for a while, and I think you and Hong Yu are very suitable, you can try to date"

"Uncle, are you stupid to soak in the hot springs? I said I don't like him, how can I get along? I'm going to play."

With that, Zhou Fan left the room with his legs raised, picked up the pillow on the ground, and 'fought' with Qing Yiye again.

Hong Yu put his hand into his hair and grabbed his scalp, what did he think of this week? actually let Zhou Fan have a relationship with him, didn't he disagree?

Zhou Fang frowned, watching Qing Yiye and Fan Fan 'fight' together, he was very afraid, this child would not be affected and became gay! Instead of watching her and Qing Yiye get mixed up, it is better to let her and Hong Yu try it as soon as possible, find it early, correct it early, and don't fall too deep and can't extricate herself.