My head is getting heavier and heavier, but my consciousness is getting more and more sober, I thought of Qu Sen's words, and thought of Shen Lin asking me why I haven't been in love yet......

"Yu Hang, did you call while drunk?" Li Shi on the other end of the phone asked again.

I hid under the quilt, as if cut off from the world, and subconsciously felt that no one would see me, so I bragged unscrupulously: "I don't get drunk with a thousand glasses, and everyone who drinks with me has to lie under the table." ”

"I don't think you're planning to report on the progress of your work right now, so what are you trying to say about making this call?"

Li Shi's voice seemed to really appear beside me, so that I had a trace of warmth in the familiar feeling, I wrapped the quilt, found the support and said: "Talk about the feelings I have suppressed in the past few years, I want to find you to release it." ”

"I'm your boss, not your emotional mentor, and I don't want you to talk gibberish while drunk."

"You want me to emphasize a few times, I'm really not drunk, look at my calm appearance, do you want me to open a video to give you an enthusiastic radio gymnastics?"

"Pouting your ass steadily?"

"What nonsense, I'll tell you, we're just across the phone, if you're in front of me, I have to ......"

Before I finished speaking, the quilt was suddenly lifted, and I fell to the ground along the bed without relying on me, and then I saw Li Shi, who was obviously still talking to me before, panicked and didn't know why, but I didn't even have the strength to sit up......

"What do you have to do in front of you to give me an enthusiastic set of radio gymnastics?"

I replied in a whimpering cry of pain: "Why do you always see me in embarrassment and disgrace? ”

Li Shi: "......"

I finally sat up from the floor, and she looked at me without much emotion and asked, "Why do you drink so much and pout your ass when you know you still have work tomorrow?" ”

After a long silence, I spoke: "I didn't know that you would suddenly come to the scenic spot, don't worry, I promise I won't worry about tomorrow's work." ”

Li Shi didn't give an answer, but said: "You don't have to guarantee anything, you rest early, I have to go back to Xi'an!" ”

"It's the middle of the night now, can't you leave tomorrow?"

"It's okay, I'm used to wandering in the middle of the night anyway."

Li Shi's words reminded me that she seemed to have experienced a long wandering, so she wandered alone in the middle of the night, and these loneliness made her helpless and lonely, and I looked at her a little dumbfounded.

She reached out and motioned to pull me up from the ground, and I took her hand, and I felt the softness again, and my heart seemed to melt, and an idea came out of my head, and I asked her, "Don't you go?" Chat with me......"

My question surprised her a little, and it took a long time to answer, "You're drunk, I think it's better for you to rest early." ”

I patted myself on the forehead to sober myself up, then stood up with her hand and explained, "I'm really not drunk, why don't I give you a set of radio gymnastics?" ”

Li Shi shook his head and said, "Okay, I won't leave tonight, go find a room to rest, and you can go to bed early!" ”

"You didn't lie to me?"

"I never lie."

As she spoke, Li Shi arranged my quilt with her hand, then walked to the door of the room and turned off the ceiling lamp, leaving only a small wall lamp, and motioned to me: "Don't think about anything, let's talk after this busy time!" ”

I jumped on the bed and covered the quilt, and motioned: "This shameful night is as if nothing happened, I slept ......"

Li Shi closed the door and left gently, but my thoughts were messy this night, but no matter how clear my consciousness was, I couldn't resist the strength of the wine, and before I could figure out where my emotions came from, I fell into a deep sleep......

……

The next day, I woke up from a deep sleep, and saw that the time was already nine o'clock, which means that it had been nearly an hour and a half since the bus left, and clicked on the message that Li Shi sent me, and she told me that no one else called me, and she took my place of work and went with the bus as a tour guide.

I jumped out of the car with a dry mouth, scolded the drinking mistakes, washed up and went outside the hotel, thinking about finding something to do, the front desk boss found me, said that he picked up a casual customer, but he didn't have time to go to the reception, I hope I can do a favor, the pay is five or five cents.

After getting along for so many days, we are familiar with each other, and I didn't plan to ask him for money, so I agreed, and then asked for the other party's address, and drove the boss's Wuling Hongguang business car on the road.

After getting the number, I got in touch with the other party while driving, but I didn't expect the other party to be a young man who was hotter than me.

In my boredom, I asked, "You don't know the place well, why don't you sign up for a group?" ”

"My sister said that while you are young, you should think about what you dare not think, do what you dare not do, and poke a hole in the sky with full of blood, have you ever seen a hole in the tour group, and the tour guide will not throw me out when he sees me like this?"

"No, the tour guide is professional."

"Can I still contact you if I have professionalism?"

I almost laughed on the other end of the phone, but I didn't expect the other party to sigh again: "After many years, I have been to many places, met many people, seen many things, and never felt the passage of time, until I suddenly looked back many years later, and realized that I was no longer young." I decided to go to Huashan again, as the final end of my journey, and also to pay tribute to the dead youth......"

"In fact, no matter how many years you go to Huashan, you will ......"

I had just picked up his topic, but I didn't expect to be rudely interrupted by him: "Huh...... Sigh...... Sorry, can you let me finish that? ”

I cautiously entered the left-turn lane, almost half angry at him, and suppressed my emotions and said, "You continue." ”

"Where did I just go?"

"Your youth is dead!" I continued driving.

"Oh, yes, the first time I came to Huashan was the summer vacation of high school, this time before graduating from college, two ages, different hearts, different perceptions. I think I have to give an explanation to my youth. So, I hit the road......"

I continued driving in silence and did not respond to him.

"It's your turn to speak, why don't you speak?"

I now begin to doubt the credibility of the hotel owner's words, I really don't know if he is really busy or fake, no wonder he is so generous, he would rather be with me than come to answer this conversation.

……

I don't know what it's like to have my teeth stuffed when I drink cold water, but I know what it's like to burp when I'm hungry.

I thought I could receive customers before noon, but there was a traffic accident in front of me, the road was closed, the car was blocked at the highway, and it was difficult to move an inch on the highway, but the highway was not in front of the village and not in the store, after eating the last few peanuts in the car, I was even more hungry, yesterday the alcohol tossed in the stomach all night, did not eat breakfast, and was hungry until now......

After turning the car around, there were only a few cans of snow beer, and I couldn't drink anymore! Fortunately, in the travel industry, the ability to adapt to improvisation is still a little, I got out of the car and thought about finding some food to cushion the stomach, otherwise I have not received the customer, it is estimated that the person will be folded on the way.

Knocking on a few private cars, I thought about buying them something to satisfy my hunger, but the result was not ideal.

After thinking about it for a long time, most of the failures may be due to male car owners, thinking that they can eat, so I shifted the target to single women.

In order not to make myself look like a begging for food, I got my hair in the car, knocked on the glass with one hand on the window, the window opened quickly, I looked at the owner of the car and said, "Beauty, about?" ”

As soon as the words fell, I pumped my mouth and changed my words: "Beauty, do you have anything to eat?" ”

The beautiful car owner slowly brought me a box of Oreos, and I thanked me and looked for the next target.

"Beauty, do you have anything to eat?"

Another female car owner rolled down the window and looked at me, gave me a bottle of milk, and closed the window.

With the milk in hand, I knocked on the third window, and the owner looked at me with the same intriguing expression as the first two, and before I could speak, she smiled and said, "Twist it first, lick it again, and soak it." ”

The owner rolled up the window and left me alone with an Oreo and a bag of pure milk in the wind.

Back at the car, I put my belongings on the front of the car and wondered, when did human deception begin? When I was a child, I found that instant noodles were not as tempting as the pictures on the packaging bag, and now Oreo who eats milk finds that it is not as delicious as advertised on TV.

I sat on the front of the car, twisted it, broke the Oreo and licked the cream, and finally put it in the pure milk and soaked it, eating it with relish in front of everyone.

I hurriedly got into the car, only to find out that the chatterbox customer had already made more than two dozen calls to me.

I apologized and was about to speed up, but I saw a waving hike on the side of the road, there were many cars passing by, but I didn't stop, I thought about it, stopped the car and asked, "Where are you going?" ”

This man in his thirties was gentle and gentle, with indescribable tenderness in his eyes, and smiled: "Just send me to a nearby service station, how much?" ”

I looked at the navigation, there was a service station dozens of kilometers away, just along the way, only charged him fifty yuan, when he took out his wallet, I glanced at his photographer's card, looked at his thin back, and secretly guessed about him.

We didn't say a word all the way, he rarely took the initiative to speak, and the only few times he spoke was to answer my questions.

From occasional conversations, I learned that he was studying in the UK for graduate school and had been adrift abroad for 6 years.

The state of life is all about photography, reading and traveling, from east to west, from south to north, traveling alone, he lived the life I wanted.

The car sped all the way on the road, and outside the window was the endless loess slope. Suddenly, I saw a black mass on the road from a distance, motionless, and soon the car was getting closer and closer, and I was ready to skilfully avoid the obstacle and continue driving.

A photographer's voice came from the side, "Please stop." ”

I slowed down and watched from the car as he walked briskly towards the black mass, and it took me a long time to recognize that it was a dead dog, bloodless, lying in the driveway as if he were asleep.

The photographer picked it up and put it on the side of the road, came back and looked at it all and said, "Let's go." ”

After getting in the car, he took the camera while walking and shooting, but my mind was full of the pictures I had just seen, and I couldn't calm down for a long time, he was in awe of life.

In such a vast Loess Plateau, a life passed away like this, no one knew, like a small pebble thrown into the Dead Sea, without causing a single wave.