Yan Xiaomeng even wanted to trick me, she was really a naïve guy, I smiled and said, how do you want me to be responsible, tell your parents, I want to marry you, I want to marry you, do you think that makes sense? Like it or like it, don't like it or don't like it, marriage is a ceremony of pretending, I'm a relatively low-key person, I don't like pretending, and I hate people who pretend to be coerc.

Yan Xiaomeng nodded and said with a smile and pulled my pants and said, let's go down, it's cold here, and you don't wear a coat, you will make my conscience go away.

I squatted on the ground and said with a smile, I didn't kiss you just now, I should repay the kiss, what do you think of this way?

Yan Xiaomeng smiled bitterly and said, why do you want to treat this kind of thing as a transaction, I was just joking, I didn't think about making you responsible, you just need to remember it, you don't care anyway, after all, there is no shortage of women around you, I know that there is something between you and Zhao Yun, and she looks very happy.

I put my hand on Yan Xiaomeng's shoulder, helped her pat the snow on her body, smiled and said, Do you want happiness too?

Yan Xiaomeng shook her head and said, I am not as open as Zhao Yun, and I don't think she is right to do so, I think it is because there are many people like her who don't know how to cherish their bodies, so many men become irresponsible, and they become a game of love, just to satisfy their short-term happiness, and they don't think about whether they should be responsible in the future.

I smiled disappreciatively and said, life is a game, you think you are free, but how have you ever been free, everyone is hurting each other, because they are afraid of being hurt, so they hurt others first, because they have been hurt by others, so when one day they can hurt others, they can hurt as much as they want, and this disgusting cycle has led to the current atmosphere.

I lit a cigarette and scratched my hair and said, in fact, you are very good, and I like you very much, but the two of us can only stay at this stage, if you take the initiative, maybe you will be very happy, but we can't get married, and we can't be together for a lifetime, have you thought about it, people and people are not one, so after all, it is impossible to be together all the time, the sea is dry and rotten, two people like each other like each other for a lifetime, this is unrealistic, when the mind is already dirty, how can the body be pure, you have loved Zhao Ming, and now you love me, I will love others in the future, and I have loved many people, but in fact, everyone is not pure, just pretending to be pure, and thinking of himself as a saint, in fact, we are all the same, people's thoughts are equal, but their actions depend on their lives.

Yan Xiaomeng stood up with a wry smile and said, Yang Fan, do you think I am not pure, I have liked Zhao Ming I admit it, but I didn't do anything with him, our relationship is very pure.

Looking at the anger on Yan Xiaomeng's little face, I felt for the first time that I was a little too much, I shouldn't have hit her, nor should I save her in this way, since she is willing to be with me and be used by me, then I can only find a way to suppress my good side and try to be a qualified villain.

If one day, she finds out that she has been deceived, even if she is in pain and uncomfortable, I am afraid she will accept it, after all, there is always someone who hurts you to teach you a lot of truths and let you take a step forward on the road of growth.

Yan Xiaomeng took off her coat and ran, she may have been really angry, I picked up the coat on the ground, patted it and climbed down from the rooftop.

Take the elevator directly to the first floor, the moment I stepped out of the elevator, I heard the lively music not far away, the bar is still so hot, the people here are like chicken blood, the body is writhing, with a smile on the face.

I didn't like this kind of environment before, but after a long time, I didn't drink in this kind of place for a while, but I started to miss it, so I walked to the front of the bar and said, "Bring me a beer, on the rocks."

The beautiful girl moved very neatly and brought me a glass of cold beer, I sat on the stool, carefully observed, all kinds of beauties in the bar, all young and beautiful, heavy makeup, one by one played crazy, the girl who danced pole dance here is very powerful, all kinds of difficult movements, I remembered that a long time ago, Da Mao also liked a pole dancer, but then slowly broke off the contact.

After a few beers at the bar, I fell asleep in the lounge, and when I woke up again, it was daytime, and the lounge was empty, and I was lying alone on the big bed, which made me very uncomfortable.

Usually there will be a lot of people lying on this bed, just when I was wondering, there was a knock on the door outside, I said please come in, and it was Xiao Lin and Zhang Baoqiang who pushed the door and walked in.

Zhang Baoqiang said with a smile, big brother, you woke up.

I leaned on the side of the bed and said, well, I drank too much yesterday, I was too lazy to go back so I came to the lounge to sleep, why is there no one here, where did the brothers go.

Zhang Baoqiang sat on the sofa and said, I think you like to rest in this place, so let them go to the hotel or go to the neighborhood next door to live, after all, this kind of place is always messing around, it is not good, these people are too crazy, it will definitely affect your rest.

Xiao Lin sat on the edge of the bed, put her hand on my forehead, and said softly, you drank last night, and now your head hurts, I'll help you rub it.

I shook my head and said, it's okay, I didn't drink much last night, I'm just a little tired, Baoqiang, you go and do your business first, I'll call you later.

Zhang Baoqiang looked at me, then at Xiao Lin, and nodded understandingly.

After Zhang Baoqiang left, I held Xiao Lin in my arms, and she blushed and said, Brother Fan, I miss you so much.

I smiled and said, I too, I drank too much yesterday, so I didn't have time to go back, you won't mind.

Xiao Lin smiled and said, I won't, I know you're busy, after all, you have so many things, it's hard to be a man, you're so hard, I will only be considerate of you, and I won't blame you.

These words are really comforting, really a considerate woman, I bowed my head and kissed her little mouth, she leaned on my arms very gently, I hugged her and planned to give her a little love, but she was a little nervous and pushed me and said, don't be here, I don't like this place, many women are here, I will feel that I am the same as them, Brother Fan is sorry, I don't want to be here, we can go to the hotel above, live upstairs to find a room, don't be here.

I sighed and said, forget it, I'm not interested, I'm a little hungry, I'll eat something first, let's talk about this kind of thing later.

I got out of bed, put on my shoes and left the room, I hate bargaining, in my eyes, Xiao Lin is no different from the girls in those bars, speaking of which the girls in those bars are more noble than her, at least those people don't ask for money, and she asks me for a house and a car.

If it weren't for Dong Qiushui talking to her on the side, I would never let her stay by my side, she bargained now, which means that she will do the same in the future, I can't get used to her.

Not long after I walked out of the lounge, I saw Zhang Baoqiang squatting on the sofa eating a boxed lunch, he raised his head and said, Big brother is not, you are done so quickly, this is not your style.

I glanced at Zhang Baoqiang and said, you think too much, I was going to exercise, but she told me that I didn't want to be in the lounge, I was not in the mood all of a sudden, forget it, let's hurry up and eat something, I'm hungry.

Zhang Baoqiang gave me the lunch box next to me, I opened the lunch box and ate it with disposable chopsticks, not to mention that this lunch box tastes good, I glanced at the sign and was very familiar, I seemed to have seen it somewhere.

Zhang Baoqiang said with a smile, this is sent by our upstairs restaurant, I am too lazy to go upstairs to eat, so I am used to eating here, Siyuan's sister-in-law left, she left a letter for you, and she asked me to hand it over to you.

Zhang Baoqiang took out a letter from his pocket and put it in my hand, I didn't open it in a hurry after I took the letter, for me, such a thing is not in a hurry, I put the letter on the table and said with a smile, don't talk about her business, let's talk about Zhou Hao, how are you inquiring, how is this guy.

Zhang Baoqiang said with a smile that if you use two words to describe him, you are scum.