Although the river in front of the hostel is only five or six meters wide and is in the dry season, the depth and cold are still not to be underestimated, and there may be masonry and rubble at the bottom of the river, causing great physical damage.

The sound of falling into the water did not attract the attention of tourists, Shen Lin's scream, and then her painful whimper, I was in a panic, crazy downstairs, and didn't care about any observation, jumped directly into the water, the cold that seeped into the bones instantly made me a spirit, and then my body trembled and numb, I tried my best to pull Shen Lin up, and then with the help of the clerk who heard the sound, Shen Lin was pulled ashore.

I didn't care about my scratched arm, I looked at Shen Lin who was holding my ankle in pain, and immediately realized that she must have injured her foot when jumping into the river, Gu didn't think about it, I immediately squatted on the ground, lifted her trouser legs, and saw that the ankle was red and swollen, her pain was so real, I felt distressed and blamed: "Crazy you, don't die!" ”

Shen Lin closed her eyes, the river water mixed with tears fell like a broken thread, but she bit her lip tightly to prevent herself from crying, she was still as stubborn as before, and she didn't even let herself cry.

I cared about her injury, didn't care about what she said, and didn't care about my own wounds, so I hurriedly beckoned the clerk to find a simple wooden plank, squatted down, grabbed her hands, and after a force, hugged her onto the plank, and then ran towards the courtyard of the hostel.

Maybe it was because my posture was not in place, Shen Lin in pain pinched me fiercely with her sharp nails, and in a burst of pain, the wound seemed to be torn......

"You don't struggle anymore, it's useless to strangle me, is it fun to practice yourself like this? Do you know how many people like you will be sad with you? ”

The reprimand had an effect, Shen Lin finally stopped struggling, I seemed to poke her sore spot again, she couldn't control it anymore, and cried out of her heart.

In the guest room, I quickly brought a blanket and spread it on the bed, and then slowly moved Shen Lin to the bed and asked her if there was any pain in addition to the injury on her foot.

Shen Lin turned his head sideways, then closed his eyes and asked me in a low voice, "Why did you save me." ”

"Don't interrupt, I'll ask you where it hurts now."

In my harsh reprimand, Shen Lin's face was full of heart-rending pain, and she choked in front of me again: "Mental arithmetic? ”

The air seemed to have condensed into a solid particle at this moment, and I felt suffocated, and in the midst of the suffocation, I asked, "Why did you quarrel with Qu Sen and come to this point?" ”

"He killed my child."

I gasped violently, my heart was already unable to withstand the emotional fluctuations, and it was a long, long time before I finally gathered the strength to ask her: "He loves you like that, and wants to have a child with you more than once...... Why, why did he do this, is there any misunderstanding in between. ”

Shen Lin was even more painful, as if she remembered an unbearable experience, she covered her face with her hands and whimpered, finally raised her head, looked at my body, and asked: "Please stop saying that he loves me, you will never know how devilish he is, he only wants boys, and after finding out that it was a girl, he actually designed to let me have a miscarriage, if you know his dirty things, you will feel that you have made a friend who is not as good as a pig and a dog over the years!" ”

"What did he do to you?"

"It's too much, I don't want to talk about it......"

I swallowed my saliva in pain, and tried to ask the truth several times, but each time I was forcibly suppressed by Shen Lin's sobs, dispelling my thoughts, and I had no ability to unlock the karmic barrier between the past and the future!

Shen Lin looked at me and smiled, she seemed to be no longer in pain, and said to me who was silent: "This is just the beginning of my tragedy, but I will not leave, I will fight this devil to the end." ”

"I tried so hard to match you, but I didn't expect to hand you over to the devil......"

Shen Lin finally wiped away her tears with the back of her hand, but she didn't have the ability to pretend to smile, she just pushed me away and said: "I have gradually accepted my fate, I will not say those unrealistic words anymore, and I will only make myself miserable if I say it, and I will not leave Qu Sen at this time, yes, I once liked you so much, and even fantasized about some things, but some emotions can only be put in my heart after all." ”

"You know you can't force ...... this kind of thing"

"No need to force it, on the contrary, I will bless you, just with everything you have experienced, it is destined that I will never forget you in my life, but this kind of not forgetting, just the face, just the words that have been said together, the things that have been done, it has nothing to do with love, what I remember is only the youth that we have been crazy together, and after all these years, you and I should have realized how real the regrets and flaws in life are, so, I plan to find a place where the soul can breathe, and no longer live so depressed!"

"I don't care what you do, you can't think about it like you do today, it's not worth it for some people."

Shen Lin closed her eyes and choked, then nodded, I finally happened to pass by when her world was in a panic, but I didn't do anything, just piggyback on some courage, and this courage will eventually need to be smelted by herself and cast into indestructible steel to resist the pain and right and wrong of life.

The sound of an ambulance sounded outside the house, and I wiped the water marks from her forehead with my hand, and said softly: "Let the female doctor change your clothes, the clothes are our work clothes, and if you don't look good, you have to wear them, okay?" ”

"The clothes are just used to cover up, I never care about beauty and ugliness, I only have one request, I will go to the hospital alone later, please don't follow."

"You can't handle it alone."

"I just don't want you to get involved in my life anymore, this kind of small favor will only make it more uncomfortable."

I swallowed my saliva in pain, gritted my teeth, nodded, opened the door and brought the medical staff into the house, and then watched Shen Lin grit her teeth and get into the ambulance, and continue to walk towards the lights that seemed to have no end in sight, I didn't dare to think deeply about everything Shen Lin said to me now, because after we mislooked at the scenery, we really didn't experience a trace of laughter and laughter.

In the world, some of the oaths to eternity, the throbbing and unwilling silent expectations, and the self-pity hidden behind selflessness have become the shackles implied in giving, if the value of life lies in experience, then I have earned a lot of money. And for those young people who are on the road, looking ahead, full of anticipation, and with a light in their eyes, I give a piece of advice: only if we are less obsessed with love, will we be closer to the essence of "love".

……

Time continued to move forward for half a month, and I kept trying to contact Qu Sen for half a month, but he hung up the phone repeatedly, and it seemed that he already knew very well what I was doing.

And since Shen Lin was admitted to the hostel that night, she has not been discharged, and I think the hospital may have given her a temporary sense of security, and it is a place where she can breathe her depressed soul......

This evening, I was going to Xi'an to take a look and send some pictures to Li Shi's account, but before I left the periphery of the city, I received a call from Lin Ke, he said that Amy had returned to China and wanted to talk to me, I wanted to politely refuse, and he told me that it was a very important thing, thinking of the relationship between Amy and Li Shi, I didn't hesitate anymore, and immediately turned the car back.

Ten minutes later, I came to the teahouse agreed with Lin Ke, at this time, Amy was already sitting in the box waiting for me, I parked the car, led by the waiter to the door of the box, directly opened the door and sat in the house, and said to her, "Did you bring me some news back?" ”

My eagerness didn't make Amy say anything, she cut straight to the point, and asked, "I heard that you are going to England to find Li Shi, but for what good reason?" ”

This is a question that makes me feel embarrassed, but the stakes are very high, and it is not the time to take care of face, so I asked with a solemn face: "I don't want this face for the time being, what, do you know where she is?" ”

Amy lit a cigarette and took a hard puff before saying, "Of course I know, she's been having a pretty bad time lately......"