Jiang Yu snorted, "Something's here." His eyes looked straight at Qian Lindong.

A person with such a hot personality doesn't look like an undercover agent no matter how you look at it. Jiang Yu trusts his own judgment, and if he is really a gloomy person, then there is no need for him to see a psychiatrist.

Qian Lindong walked in front of Jiang Yu, opened his clenched fist, and then clenched his fist again.

Jiang Yu asked, "Why are you here?" ”

Qian Lindong's complexion changed slightly, and gradually, a wry smile appeared on his face: "You still saw it." "I'm not going to be standing here now.

"Now that you've found out, there's no need for me to continue to hide it." The smile on Qian Lindong's face gradually became calm, as if he had finally let go of the heavy shackles.

Jiang Yu looked at Qian Lindong silently, it seemed that he was planning to tell his story.

"Find a place, you can't talk about it here." Qian Lindong's face became calmer and calmer. It was a kind of peace of relief.

Jiang Yu nodded, pointed to his car and said, "Let's go." ”

Qian Lindong got into the car and sat in the co-pilot's seat. Jiang Yu drove to the river. After a while, we arrived at the river.

The riverside is full of weeping willows, but it is also cool. Jiang Yu parked the car in the shade of a tree, turned off the engine, and looked at Qian Lindong.

Qian Lindong took a deep breath and said, "I have known Topaz since the New Year. It's just that at that time I didn't know that I already knew Topaz. Five months ago, I took on Topaz's case, and at that time I didn't recognize it from the photograph until the next day, when I interrogated Topaz for the second time, I realized that we had known each other five years ago. ”

Jiang Yu frowned suspiciously: "Listening to what you mean, it seems that you know her, but it seems that you don't know her at all, so do you know her or not?" ”

Qian Lindong said thoughtfully: "To me, she may just be a stranger. But for her, I could be an enemy of hers. ”

Jiang Yu felt that there was a lot of article in this, so he stopped interrupting Qian Lindong.

Qian Lindong continued: "Five years ago, when I was on a field trip, I had a car accident, and the police car fell off a cliff. ”

Speaking of the past, Qian Lindong choked up for a while, he took out his cigarette, took a puff, and suppressed the pain in his chest fiercely.

"It's in the mountains, and the mobile phone signal is not good. I had to climb a few miles to find the villagers to help. But it was really too remote, and I searched for a long time but couldn't find anyone. Just when I was disheartened, I saw several big men chasing a woman. ”

He raised his eyes to look at the sky, and slowly continued, "I walked up to them and asked them what was going on?" The woman cried and shouted and begged me to save her, but the men explained to me that this woman had to go back to her mother-in-law's house, and they couldn't persuade her, so they had to ask relatives and friends at home to help pull her back. ”

"I wanted to return to the police force as soon as possible, but I didn't check it until I saw Huang Yu again five months ago, and I realized that the big men who were pulling her at that time were actually a criminal gang that abducted and trafficked women and children. They're right in front of me!"

Qian Lindong thumped his legs in pain, "If I had asked a few more words at that time, it wouldn't be the current situation." But I didn't, I was thinking about myself, thinking that I could get out of that remote mountain village as soon as possible. Because of my selfishness, a woman's good future was ruined in vain. ”

Five months ago, when Qian Lindong interrogated Huang Yu, he learned that he had caused such a big mistake because of his own negligence.

When Topaz roared loudly, "If it weren't for you, I wouldn't be like this now!" The people who sold me into Fengshan back then were devils who ate people and didn't spit out bones. You're a police officer, but you've chosen to sit on the sidelines and ignore it. The hands that pushed me into the abyss were you! It's you! It's you! ”

The most desperate thing for people is not that they have not seen the dawn, but that they have seen the dawn but have flashed in their own lives.

This was the state of mind of Topaz at that time. She originally thought she was going to die, but she didn't expect to meet the police on the way to escape. She thought it was her own dawn, a life-saving straw. But what I didn't expect was that the life-saving straw didn't save me either.

If Qian Lindong hadn't appeared, Huang Yu would never hate such a person in his life. She will only hate the criminal gangs that sent her to Fengshan. But Qian Lindong appeared.

She remembered the policeman for four years and seven months. Five months ago, she didn't expect that she would fall into Qian Lindong's hands. Seeing the uniformed policeman again, she was only full of anger.

When she said everything, Qian Lindong, who no longer remembered the Fengshan incident, suddenly remembered that on the day of his car accident five years ago, he met a woman who escaped.

Everyone else said that she just had an awkward relationship with her husband's family and wanted to go home.

But the truth of the matter turned out to be like this......

Qian Lindong was remorseful, and he wanted to save it, but there was no way. Since Topaz told the truth, he has been haunted by nightmares every day, and he can't sleep well, so he has to find a psychiatrist to recuperate.

Five months of treatment did not let Qian Lindong let go. The psychiatrist said he needed to let go. But putting down two words, it is easy to say, but it is difficult to do.

On the day Topaz was released from prison, he personally went to see Topaz off and said to Topaz: "If you commit another crime, I will arrest you with my own hands." ”

Huang Yu smiled contemptuously: "Arrest me? Hum! I have not committed any crimes. Why are you arresting me? Even if I committed a crime, it was because of your indifference back then, and you drove me to a dead end. So even if I do something wrong, it's all your fault! ”

The word was pierced into Qian Lindong's chest like a needle.

"Topaz is right, if it weren't for me, she wouldn't have taken this path. If I had brought him back, she wouldn't know how happy she had been now. ”

Qian Lindong is a big man, he never sheds tears, his eyes are hooked with a layer of mist when he talks about it, he is annoyed, regretful, and angry, but these emotions are to no avail. The big mistake has been made, and it's too late to change.

"I said I was a people's policeman, but what kind of people's policeman am I? When the masses were in trouble, I ran away......"

"You didn't know at the time that those people were trafficking syndicates." Jiang Yu didn't want to excuse Qian Lindong, he really should have asked a few more questions about the situation at that time. But think about it, after a car accident, people's mental state is completely different from the mental state when they were awake. He was not at the scene, and he was not qualified to blame Qian Lindong.

But......

"Maybe Topaz is right, the tragedy of her fate is caused by you. But you are not the mastermind, and you did not personally send Huang Yu to the hands of the trafficking syndicate, nor did you twist her into the hands of the seller, and you should feel most ashamed of the seller and the people of the trafficking group. And not you, the policeman! ”

"But I'm a cop! Just like you, you're a doctor, right? In front of you, there is a person who is going to die, but as long as you reach out to save her, she will definitely come back to life. But if you didn't reach out to save her because of the influence of other people, can you feel at ease afterwards? ”

"I'm not going to be at ease." Jiang Yu said almost without hesitation, "But I won't always be immersed in regret." The next time this kind of thing happens, I will sum up my experience and go back and seriously check whether the other party is a hopeless patient. Because I know that this feeling of regret has been affecting me and has not helped me to heal and save people at all. ”

Speaking of this, Jiang Yu's face became even more serious: "Officer Qian, you are more than ten years older than me, and it stands to reason that I shouldn't tell you some truths." But if you keep yourself immersed in this state of self-blame, it won't help you, and it won't help the person you want to help. ”

"You said that you were selfish five years ago, but aren't you just as selfish now? Originally, the case could be investigated unimpeded, but because of your selfishness, you concealed the fact that Topaz had been abducted and trafficked, so that we had no way to find out that this Topaz actually had a child. ”

"What did you say?" Qian Lindong looked at Jiang Yu in shock, this topaz turned out to have a child.

"You heard me right." Jiang Yu looked at Qian Lindong, the intranet information was all connected to keywords, and after Qian Lindong blocked the keyword Fengshan, this child was naturally blocked.

Qian Lindong no longer knows what words to use to describe his mood. He said sneeringly, "I didn't know that this topaz had a child. At that time, when I was sorting out the information, I just wanted to block this information about Fengshan, so that no one would know about me dying or not being saved. But I didn't know that Topaz had a child. ”

"Officer Qian, everyone will have a time when they do something wrong, the key is the courage to admit it, you don't want to live in torment for the rest of your life, right?"

"Dean Jiang, I understand what you mean, after this case is over, I will be responsible for my actions. Not only was I negligent five years ago, but now I am withholding important information. I'll take care of it. ”

After speaking, Qian Lindong breathed a sigh of relief.

"It's better to talk to Dean Jiang than to talk to a psychiatrist for an afternoon. It seems that Dean Jiang is not only very good at treating diseases and saving people, but also quite accomplished in psychology. ”

Qian Lindong's words were sincere. It's not that the psychiatrist can't get home, this can say that Jiang Yu's words hit the nail on the head, and it poked Qian Lindong's heart at once.

Jiang Yu said with a smile: "I studied Chinese medicine, and the holistic nature of Chinese medicine means that it is necessary to treat patients' diseases not only from the physical aspect, but also from the psychological aspect. I don't dare to say that I am quite accomplished in psychology, but I can only say that I know a little bit about it. ”