Flowers blooming in the dust

All she wants is someone to warm herself up and that's it.

He saw her get up from the cubicle, rub her brow with her hand, and walk in his direction. So he hurriedly got up from his office chair, picked up the coat on the hanger and went out.

Fine, still working overtime so late? He walked towards her.

Kindness. Didn't the manager just go home? She smiled and looked at the handsome man in front of her.

How many times have you said that you want to call me the end? He pulled the corners of his mouth helplessly and continued. I'll send you home. He said it in a very affirmative tone, and he didn't want to be rejected.

Good. She smiled softly. She feels that she has become accustomed to treating her colleagues in the company with such an attitude, which is also a way for her to protect herself. Her love has not been smooth, her friends persuaded her to wait, and after a long time, she finally let go of her heart and waited for such a person to appear.

Are you hungry? Let's go get something to eat first. He saw her face in the rearview mirror of the car, the woman was not pretty, but it caught his eye.

He remembered her jerky expression when she first arrived at the company, and she didn't seem to interact with people very often. When he went to the pantry to make coffee, he heard her talking on the phone with someone else, but he knew that the conversation was not pleasant, and she was criticized by the team leader for being away from her post for a long time, but she didn't say a word, so he began to think about her.

He parked the car in a parking space on the side of the road and led her through the long alley. There is a noodle restaurant here, the sign is not big, but the taste is very authentic, and he only discovered it occasionally. They were fellow villagers, and he was sure she would love it.

What to eat? The oily noodles here are very authentic. He flipped through the menu and explained for her.

I want to eat egg noodles with tomatoes. After being away from home for so long, I actually miss the noodles my mother made.

Your mother's craft seems to be very good, and you are so concerned. After eavesdropping on a phone call between her, he took the opportunity to tell her that they were fellow villagers, thus bringing them closer together. Working in a network company, there are a lot of trivial things to deal with, and she does after-sales.

He often saw her gentle smile, but in reality, it was not a job that could be done with a gentle attitude. There are always people who will be entangled in some problems, so he appreciates her work attitude.

A year ago, she fell in love with a man and struggled with it. They know each other because of online games. A friend once told her that people who play online games are lonely and can't get relief, so they indulge in it. And she was obsessed with this loneliness.

To be precise, she fell in love with his loneliness and loneliness. This man called Ann has an indescribable charm, like a poppy, and when she meets him, she knows that she will be addicted.

Late at night, when she returned to her rented apartment, she snuggled up under the covers and chatted with him on the Internet with her laptop. For more than a year, it seems to have become a habit for two people to argue, then apologize, reconcile, and then continue. She felt that one day she would get tired of this life, and she needed someone by her side to take care of her and give her the warmth she needed.

Sometimes she felt that she was out of control of his life, and even though he would call her every day, she still felt that he was far away from her. Ann is a man with a heart of flowers.

He was entangled with many women, and seemed to take pleasure in it. She thought she could be the Terminator. It's not the first to be the last, but she seems to think highly of herself. Ann didn't fall in love with her, and she fell in love with him. In this game, she lost the initiative.

How about I take you to the playground? When I woke up in the morning, the last call came as scheduled. She held her phone, sat up and rubbed her hair. Yesterday, she finally made the decision that she was going to leave Ann and start a new life.

Okay, you wait for me a moment.

Can you open the door and let me in first?

Surprised, she got out of the bed and ran to open the door, where she saw him standing outside the door with breakfast in his hand.

Fine, how are you doing with him? He went to the kitchen to make breakfast, brought it out and put it on the table, pulled up a chair and sat down, and watched as he walked around the room.

I decided to leave him. She packed up, pulled up a chair, sat down, and had breakfast. The last thing she bought was quite her appetite.

So how about I take care of you?

No way. I want you to be my best friend for life.

She finished her breakfast quickly, but she became frustrated because of her refusal.

She plans to adjust her state and make herself more perfect, in order to use her best state to welcome new love. When she told her friend this, her friend told her that she was actually waiting for peace. She hesitated and didn't deny it.

When I was returning home from the amusement park, my car broke down. They had to take a taxi back.

Fine, I like you, why can't you accept me?

She leaned on his shoulder and pretended to be asleep, and Moe angrily dragged her face up with her hand to make her look at him. The driver turned his head to look at them, and was glared back.

I haven't forgotten him, so I can't love you. Her eyes suddenly became moist, she was alone in the field, she tried very hard to make herself strong enough not to cry. Don't be afraid to live alone. But at this moment, in the face of this man's angry expression, she began to cry.

Thinking that she had pinched it, she let go of her hand and carefully observed the place where she was pinched, took her into her arms, and gently patted her back.

Fine, there is me, there is me. He makes you miserable like that, will you give him up? At the end, he spoke in a pleading tone, very seriously. Shrinking into Sue's arms, she longs for such warmth, but she can't be sure if she can forget Ann and fall in love with Sue with all her heart.

She took off her shoes and walked barefoot on the floor, the cold feeling running straight from the soles of her feet to the bottom of her heart. She refused Mo's request to take her upstairs, pushed open the door and stepped into the dark world. There is no light in her world, and she once thought that Ann could be the light that showed her the way, but unfortunately she still hesitated in this darkness.

A sentence flashed in her mind, a woman has to fall in love with a bad man for the rest of her life, and then she will wholeheartedly accept the ordinary and get happiness. Ann may be a bad man, but could it be the man who can give her warmth?

She began to dodge Sue, trying to avoid him as much as she could. He knew all this, and only occasionally stared at her figure when he met her in the pantry. He thought he was really in love with her.

A few months later, he saw her resignation letter on his desk. He stood in front of the glass window of his office and looked at her outside. They are separated by this glass, but they are like separated by thousands of rivers and mountains. In the end, she still wants to leave him, but she can't forget An.

Fine, where are you going?

Want to go out for a walk. And if I come back, will you take me in?

Yes. I'll take you in as long as you want.

Because of the last words, she had a slight hesitation. She hoped that she could completely forget An, and then accept the end with a new attitude, so that it would be fair. She can't love others because she gets rid of loneliness. Her friends told her that if she just wanted to get rid of her loneliness, she would not get the love she hoped for, and she would only be hurt more.

She went to Xi'an. She had lived here for three years, and at first she couldn't adapt to the environment. Xi'an is cold, and you need to wear heavy clothes in winter, and you need to stay in a heated house. She went to the Wuyi Hotel, where there were a lot of snacks, and she was originally a glutton.

There is a small shop behind the alley of the Wuyi Hotel, which sells ceramic kittens, she pushed open the glass door and was attracted by a pair of kitten pendants, a thought flashed, she wanted to buy them, one of them will be given to the end.

She went to the cinema alone to watch a movie, unable to take accurate steps in the dim light. When she bought a movie ticket, she looked at the scrolling screen, and finally picked Confucius, which she didn't like very much but didn't hate either. When she used to go to school, there would be movies at school, but she never went to the cinema to watch a movie.

This time, she just remembered this sentence. The world may be able to understand your pain, but it cannot understand the state of your suffering. Confucius wept because of Nanzi's words, so she remembered them.

Living alone in a hotel, she felt a little depressed. In fact, she is very afraid of a person's life, and she is alone. She leaned on the bed to watch the happy camp, this issue invited Jackie Chan to promote his new film, she looked at it and occasionally had a trace of joy in her heart, just a very happy level. She felt like she was missing the end a little.

She couldn't sleep all the time, the movie channel was broadcasting beautiful women, simple love attracted her, and she suddenly felt that there should be real love in this world.

Finally, I couldn't sleep.

She picked up her phone and sent a text message, and the pendant she had hung up when she was in the car in the afternoon dangled.

Carefully, if a person is not happy, come back.

Finally, I miss you a little. She told the end about the pendant she bought in the afternoon.

Finely, don't you think you already have me in your heart? Come back.

She held her phone and smiled, her consciousness drifting into a trance little by little. She hasn't slept well these days, and often stares at the TV in the middle of the night.

Finely, my grandmother passed away.

The room she stayed in was very well lit. In the early morning, the sun shone in through the curtains, she opened her eyes and picked up her phone, pressed the call button and heard Ann's voice. She felt as if time had come to a moment's standstill.

After she met Ann, she also slowly learned about Ann's life. Ann's childhood was not happy, and he lived with his grandmother. She couldn't imagine how difficult Ande's childhood was.

And now, Grandma Ander has passed away. She heard Ann start crying on the other end of the phone, this man really has his vulnerable side sometimes.

After getting off the plane, she took a car to Yongzhou again. She found Ann's home at the address Ann had left her before. She had never had the courage to come to see him, and he had never had the motivation to see her.

Ann, I've come to see you.

She looked at the man in front of her, who was now so real in front of her, but she felt that the distance between them was getting farther and farther away.

Fine, you're as beautiful as in the photos.

She smiled and changed into plain clothes early, and it seemed appropriate to come to the funeral.

Fine, this is my mother.

Ann introduced her to her family, but she felt that he didn't seem willing to do so. She knew Ann didn't like her mother. Ann was once an abandoned child.

Carefully, I have already thought about it, I am reluctant to you, I have written a resignation letter, and I plan to go to you for development.

Ann took her hand and knelt on the futon and kowtowed respectfully, and a trace of rejection rose in her heart, because she thought of the end.

Ann, I just came to see you.

Ann went to see her off, and she left a letter with Ann. She had not been sure of her place in Anxin, and she didn't know her place in his heart until Ann told her that he was going to quit his job and go to her, but she also knew that there was no place for him in her heart.

Ann is a greedy man who has always wanted love from her, but in fact he is still entangled with other women. She couldn't get warmth from him, and even if he told her he loved her, he still needed her to give first.

When she came to pick her up at the airport, she was filled with joy when she saw him. Mo gave her a hug, she sniffed him greedily in his arms, this man may really be a harbor that can let her stay, can bring her ordinary but infinite warm happiness.