Lin Han recalled the dream when he got up in the early morning, and couldn't help but shake his head and smile bitterly.

This incident has too much impact on me, and even my dreams are full of daytime thoughts, the so-called ants are still greedy for life, and I must be crazy to live, so I will have these strange and bizarre dreams.

However, when the dream passed away and the cruel reality came into view again, Lin Han still sighed heavily and hung his head weakly.

Boundless fear and unwilling resentment spread like a tide, and his mood completely dropped to freezing.

After a simple wash, Lin Han didn't even eat breakfast, he chose to go home. I returned to my home on Heung Kong Street.

The phone was turned off, and it had been nearly 48 hours since I cut off contact with everyone. Given that the state of mind when I left was an objective fact, I believe that all people must be crazy now.

Shi Jia, Wu Zhiyu, Chen Lang, Song Ruoqing, Ji Xiaoting, etc., must still be looking for themselves everywhere, and they have not given up. They have already called the police and mobilized more people to join the search team.

Lin Han still barely realized that death is death, and he could no longer let these friends who cared about him be fearful and running around. This is too unfair to others, and no one owes him anything to Lin Han. He wants to make an explanation to the people around him.

In the taxi back, Lin Han turned on his mobile phone, and in an instant, countless short messages squeezed out like snowflakes. After careful checking, he received about 400 text messages, all from friends he knew.

It is worth mentioning that Ji Xiaoting alone sent a full hundred! Lin Han looked at them one by one, and his eyes moistened.

"Lin Han, you can't just walk away like this!"

"Lin Han, I believe you will get better, come back to us!"

"Lin Han, you are a coward, a coward who does not dare to face reality, and an irresponsible fake man!"

"Lin Han, I'm waiting for you, the sky is old and the sea is dry, I have to wait until you come back to see me!"

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Ji Xiaoting's text messages, from the beginning of the anxious worry, to the later love words, many of the words that this thin-skinned girl is usually ashamed to say, were all knocked on the mobile phone by her Qianqianyu hand, the words are affectionate, the sentences are kind, revealing pure love and fire-like enthusiasm.

Lin Han closed his eyes, tears falling silently.

The girl with deep affection, Ji Xiaoting, can't help it! The more rare a superb woman like you, the more I Lin Han can't let you bear any burden for me. There is no fate, this kind of heartache helplessness is really like an awl piercing into the heart, dripping with blood and tearing pain.

The taxi driver cast a surprised look in the rearview mirror, and couldn't understand what was sad about this young man who was crying secretly.

Lin Han wiped his tears with his cuffs, cleared his turbid throat, and continued to look through other text messages.

Chen Lang also has a lot of text messages, at the beginning it was a persuasion of understanding and emotion; In the end, it turned into a thunderous invective.

Even Wang Yunming, Xu Zhan, Ji Xiaofeng, as well as Shen Yanzi and Jiang Junjie, all sent text messages, although the tone was different, but they all had one thing in common, persuading themselves to want to open and come back to meet everyone as soon as possible.

Liao Xue sent the least text message, she only sent one, and the text was very simple: Lin Han, whether you are dead or alive, you have to come back to see me.

Lin Han put down the phone, looked up to the sky and sighed, and closed his eyes again.

I left hopefully, thinking that the teacher could help relieve the stubborn illness in my body. However, Gu Yunxuan was also at a loss for this, except for a historical record and a poem, Lin Han did not get anything substantial.

Now that he is waiting to die, his spirit is exhausted, and he returns to the original starting point and reality, Lin Han has completely given up and is completely desperate. I even vaguely thought about what I could do when I came back? In addition to bringing endless grief to friends and sad crying to Ji Xiaoting, what else can be done?

Let everyone take care of themselves, and then lie in the hospital bed, day by day, waiting for death to come...... No! Never!

Lin Han suddenly realized that this kind of thing must not happen to him! Even if he dies, he must choose another way and another place, and he must not die like this! There is no reason, I don't know why, Lin Han extremely rejects this situation close to death from the bottom of his heart.

Almost at the same time, he quickly turned off his phone again. Faced with the threat of death and struggle, Lin Han was in turmoil, and once again overturned the plan he had just preset in his heart.

When he got out of the car, Lin Han raised his collar, deliberately lowered his head, and entered a small restaurant.

From the restaurant's window, you can easily see your rented house across the street, shining in the sun and the lush vegetation in the garden.

It was just after 10 o'clock in the morning, and the restaurant had not yet welcomed customers for lunch. The shopkeeper saw Lin Han sitting in the corner of the window with a sullen expression, and he couldn't figure out whether this gentleman was going to eat breakfast or lunch.

Saying hello tentatively, Lin Han picked up the menu expressionlessly, ordered two stir-fried dishes, a bottle of high-grade soju, and said no more.

The shopkeeper was suspicious, and he didn't want to ask too much, and he was also a little depressed by Lin Han's cold and gloomy breath, so he hurriedly went to the back kitchen to place an order.

Soon the wine and food were on the table, Lin Han picked up the chopsticks, just took a bite of it, opened the soju, and poured himself a drink.

The weather outside the window had changed, and in the afternoon dark clouds were falling, the wind was blowing, and a storm was imminent. Looking at the anxious pedestrians rushing outside the window, as well as the speeding passing vehicles, Lin Han was always expressionless, drinking one sip after another.

Drinking such wine, obviously there is no need for Lin Han to use his abilities anymore, he just wants to get drunk.

The high soju enters the mouth, passes through the throat into the esophagus and then enters the stomach, and the hot feeling is like a knife blade. The wine was surging, and Lin Han, who was rushing, was hot from head to toe, feeling like an active volcano, which could erupt at any time.

This meal of wine was drunk by Lin Han to the highest level in his life, it was getting dark, or it was going to rain, it was getting dark earlier, and he couldn't tell what time it was, he had already drunk a bottle of soju.

Lin Han was drunk and hazy, and with a big tongue, he came to the boss and said that he wanted another bottle.

The boss hesitated and looked at Lin Han, but his feet did not move. Lin Han saw his worry, smiled slightly, took out a few hundred-yuan bills and put them on the table, and said, "Don't worry, I only drink alcohol myself, I will never make trouble, and I will not give you a cent less for the meal." ”

The boss hesitated for a long time, and finally stomped his foot to the bar, gave him a small bottle of soju, and persuaded: "Little brother, I know that you just want to drink and not make trouble, but I still advise you to drink less." If there is something you can't think of, you can't use alcohol to kill your sorrows, not only can't solve the problem, but also endangers your body, don't you say? ”

Lin Han took the wine bottle and said with a smile: "Don't worry, rest assured!" What can't I think of? No, not at all! Just happy, happy...... It's always okay to have some drinks, right? ”

The boss saw that he was really drunk, and he didn't dare to dwell on it anymore, so he stuck out his tongue and turned around and walked away.

Lin Han looked at the boss's back and laughed, as if he was going to have wine, and finally won a big battle, he was very happy, he reached out to twist the bottle cap, he didn't want to make too much strength, and he accidentally crushed the bottle mouth directly.

The broken wine bottle plunged into the flesh, and Lin Han's hand burst into blood in an instant.

The boss didn't walk a few steps and heard the sound wrong, looked back and was startled, picked up the tissue box on the table and hurried over, complaining: "Look at it, look at it, persuade you to drink less You are disobedient, right?" What can I do if I open a wine bottle and prick my hand? Come and rub it. He turned to the kitchen and shouted, "Bring some alcohol swabs!" Hurry up! ”

Lin Han laughed, pulled out the broken glass that had been pierced into the flesh, stuffed the injured thumb into his mouth and sucked it, and said vaguely: "What kind of alcohol swab do you want, take it away!" What is this little injury, a big fuss! ”

The boss was stunned, and when he saw Lin Han sucking his fingers into his mouth, the corners of his mouth were dripping with blood, his red eyes were fierce, and his expression of laughter was cruel and ruthless, he couldn't help beating the drum in his heart, knowing that he had met a "big thorn" today, and if he didn't do it, he was going to make an accident, so he finally didn't dare to squeak anymore, turned his head and left silently, and kept thinking about countermeasures in his heart.

There were two loud "clicks" and "clicks", and a rapid thunderclap rang out, and the light flew through the dim sky like lightning, and the ground illuminated in an instant was as bright as day. The raindrops the size of beans finally fell, from sparse to dense, and gradually like a scoop.

The rain was so heavy that in the blink of an eye, the streets were soaked, reflecting the distorted and colorful signboard light of the outlets, followed by the rumbling of thunder, the rain curtain tilting continuously, and the road was soon unable to see, covered with wet fog.

The sky is unpredictable, since the beginning of summer, Chaoping has encountered the first heavy rainstorm today, many diners did not have time to leave, gathered at the door to look at the rain helpless and boring conversation, feeling that this rain is bizarre and domineering.

Lin Han is still drinking by himself, God is presumptuous, and now in his eyes, he is not a fart, in the face of life and death, what is not a passing eye? Thunderstorms are not as good as a glass of soju in front of you.

The rain was really amazing, it rained for two hours, but it didn't mean to recede at all, and it was still raining violently. There is so much water on the streets that the limited drainage network can't handle such a massive rapids. When someone had to cross the road, everyone saw that the water in the middle of the road was deepest and that they had already lost their knees.

Lin Han finally staggered to his feet, walked to the door and was about to break out.

Seeing this, the boss grabbed him and persuaded him: "Brother, you have drunk so much wine, and it is still raining heavily outside, what is the important thing to leave now?" If you're not in a hurry, you can take a break to sober up and drink, and it's not too late to leave when the rain is light. ”

Lin Han waved his hand and only said, "The food money was thrown on the table, don't worry about me." No matter how much the boss persuaded him, he didn't listen to him at all, and when he opened the door, he plunged into the pouring rain.