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All today repeats yesterday, all tomorrow repeats today, and the days are superimposed on the past, is there any sadness in your heart?

I don't know.

What is too calm youth like? Like a shy bud silently opening the petals, giving time a surprise in an inadvertent moment? Like the petals of an angry flower, silently accept the fate that will eventually wither, and give yourself residual fragrance when recalling?

I don't know.

Can the youthful hands paint the charming scenery of their own soul with colored pens in silence?

I don't know.

yes, who knows?

Who can perceive which path is truly their own at the intersection of their lives? Who knows which one will make you have a better tomorrow? Who can tell the prophet?

It's better to close your eyes, let yourself spin a few more times, and then decide on your own feelings.

5

It's been more than a year since I entered the university, how long is more than a year? From an early autumn to a winter, through a spring, through a summer, and then to another autumn, and now it's late autumn,—— it's so long.

Leaving home and rushing here, Xue Ke also thought about the road ahead. But her mind was too simple, to put it another way, naïve, so she couldn't have imagined what would happen in the future. But her prediction to herself is quite accurate: the days are as ordinary as ever, and youth continues to walk in the world of words.

When she first entered the university, she also thought about making her youth vigorous and earth-shattering, or she was dancing in the wind and fire, and she had to fly freely in a chic way. However, she continued to think quietly and quietly, which was very different from her hopes.

In fact, it can't be said that there is any hope, judging from her character, it can only be an extravagant hope. When she first thought about it, she already knew that those thoughts were like ethereal dreams, separated from reality.

She knew that she would still be a girl who liked to be quiet and bathed in silence all the time, and that could not change.

Looking back on her college life over the past year or so, her brows are still not sad and sad. She didn't have this lock that didn't fit her.

6

Sheng Xia said: Our life is very much like air, where we think of it, we think that there will be a similar breath into the nose, but in fact, our life is still the same, there is no taste at all.

Sheng Xia said: Give youth a chance, let it go crazy desperately once, give yourself a chance, let yourself love stupidly once, give memories a chance, and let it be moved sweetly and sweetly.

Sheng Xia said: The days are too dull, time flies in a hurry, there is no nick in the annual ring of life, and it is inevitable that the heart will not be lonely. Looking at the long but shallow rut of time pressed in the years, the mood will suddenly transform into a boundless wasteland, and we are in it, trying our best to escape, but we can't escape.

Xue Ke felt that her words did indeed express the "illness" that both of them had. At the same time, she also feels that, in some things, All men are poets at heart.

However, after Shengxia said these words, he still did the same. She still walked with Xue Ke on the small street selling fruits under the shade of the trees, or mingled with the "leftover girls" in the dormitory, chatting about the boring things that could kill them for the day, or doing things that she thought were particularly meaningful but just boring, such as sleeping.

Xue Ke couldn't help but ask her: "Since you know that you are lonely, why do you still play with it instead of finding a boyfriend, change yourself a bright smile, and don't let yourself continue to be lonely?" ”

Sheng Xia said: "Have you ever heard the phrase 'don't pick green apples'? ”

"Yes. How? ”

"Do you know what it means?"

"Yes. It's just that green apples are very astringent, you can't eat them, and it's useless to pick them. ”

"Right, it's not mature yet. Wait until the time is ripe to pick it, and it will be sweet when you pick it, and it may still be fragrant. Sheng Xia looked expectant, "My requirements are particularly high, my boyfriend must have no expiration date and can be used for a long time." ”

Xue Ke understood, she was waiting. However, what Xue Ke doesn't understand is that she doesn't look serious all day long, she must look at people casually, and under normal circumstances, she always stays in the dormitory, like this, how can she turn hope into reality?

Their conversation was in the dormitory, where there was no third person except the two of them. There are six people in their dormitory, Xue Ke sleeps on the No. 4 bed on the right, which is the upper bunk, and Sheng Xia sleeps on the No. 1 bed on the left, which is the lower bunk. At this time, they were huddled together in a number four bed, whispering.

Xue Ke said: "Actually, I like the life I have now. It's been bland, it's been quiet, how nice! Every day, I sit alone in the library for a while, walk quietly on the road alone, only care about my own little sorrows and joys, and only think about the small problems that I care about although I am simple! - Isn't it? ”

"yes. I think so too. Sheng Xia said, "But every day like this, don't you feel very tired to live?" ”

"I don't think so. I'm used to it. ”

"I'm not you. You know my character, I'm a person who can't be idle. If you want me to live like yours, I promise you that in less than a month I will have to go to the morgue. ”

"It's not that serious, is it? I think my life is full. ”

"It's you, not me. Me, 'As the wind blows, you must set you sail', be a person who always chases for beauty. ”

"Wonderful? What kind of beauty are you chasing? “

"During college, I want to find someone I really love and love well." Sheng Xia said, "Youth without love, just like trees without green leaves, flowers without flowers, is an irreparable loss." ”

“Really?”

"yes, I think so."

“Exactly my thoughts。 However, I never wanted to be truly ...... Love it once. Xue Ke's cheeks were slightly red. This is the first time she has said love to others.

Sheng Xia didn't seem to notice the change in Xue Ke, she was immersed in her own fantasy.

This is the first time they have talked about love since they met, and Xue Ke at this time is just a girl who has not yet fallen in love.

In fact, they are all girls in fantasy. They still live in a world that belongs only to them, and their hearts are closed.