I looked at Shen Man standing in the corner a little stupidly, although I had been mentally prepared in advance, but when I saw her again after half a year, my heart was still fluttering, half a year in Japan, it seemed to make her more quiet, but more mature and bright.

The prince was drinking alone with his back to Shen Man, and I pushed him and motioned him to look back.

"Drink...... the prince ignored me, but raised his glass again and drank it all.

Shen Man's steps approached us a little heavily, and she came behind the prince and gently took the cup from the prince's hand.

The prince, who was already drunk, shouted dissatisfiedly: "Who? It's .....not easy to drink a drink," the prince turned his head with anger.....

He just stared at Shen Man, and time seemed to freeze at this moment.

The prince was almost unstable, I don't know if he was drunk or excited, he lost his temper, he hugged Shen Man's waist like a child, he couldn't cry himself, the suppressed emotions were finally released at this moment, but he couldn't care about the unpleasantness of the past.

Looking at the crying hysterical prince, I seemed to see my former self, and I also hugged Mo Han like this and cried like a child, this is a fear of being abandoned, but also with grievances and heavy love, this feeling of ecstasy in pain cannot be described in words.

Shen Man stroked the prince's hair, tilted his head, and was already in tears......

.......

I don't know how long it took for the prince to recover from his gaffe, Shen Man let go of the prince and sat down beside him, and finally after half a year, the three of us had the opportunity to sit together again.

"Senior sister, welcome back, let's have a drink together." I raised my glass as I spoke.

Shen Man and the prince raised their glasses, and we drank them all at the same time, and at this moment I hope that we forget about the unhappy three years after graduation, and everything drifts back to the scene when we first met.

"Senior sister, you won't leave again when you come back this time, right?" I asked Shen Man.

Shen Man said helplessly: "I changed jobs again and again, and I left suddenly again and again, who in the industry would dare to use me?" I can't go back to Japan! ”

The prince and I showed joy on our faces at the same time, and I nodded and said: "Then don't go back, our Chinese peonies and daffodils are much more atmospheric than the cherry blossoms in little Japan, great China, we need a great senior sister, stay in the country and work together to build a modern socialist country!" ”

Shen Man smiled and took another sip of wine, and the prince barely stopped drinking, at this moment his complex emotions needed to be dissolved in the wine.

.......

This night prince was drunk and messy, Shen Man and I sent him to his residence, I stood on the balcony and watched the night, while Shen Man stayed in the room to take care of him, if the prince was awake at this moment, he must be the happiest person in the world.

After a while, I heard the soft sound of the door closing, and Shen Man walked very lightly to the balcony, and we stood side by side.

I lit a cigarette, and Shen Man took a cigarette from my cigarette case and lit it, and in this somewhat awkward atmosphere, we all needed cigarettes to relieve it.

When I was about to finish smoking a cigarette, I finally opened my mouth and said to Shen Man: "Senior sister, I'm getting married, and Anqi." ”

Shen Man didn't look at me, just took a puff of cigarette and spit it out gently, she smiled and said, "What should I say besides congratulations?" ”

"That's enough!" I said it sincerely.

Shen Man nodded and turned to look at me, straightening his wind-blown hair, but he was silent for a long time.

The wind was cold and biting this night, but Shen Man and I stubbornly pursued the sobriety in the cold.

Shen Man snuffed out the cigarette butt in his hand, lit another one, took a puff and said, "Actually, we have been making mistakes all these years, and I always think that holding you tightly in the palm of my hand is to take care of you...... In fact, it couldn't be more wrong....... I always think that as long as I am for your good, then everything I do is with good intentions, although you are eager to break free, I stubbornly hold you tighter......." Speaking of this, Shen Man's voice was already choked.

"I love you, but I have never given you the love of a lover, I can't give you sweet, simple happiness, in fact, from the beginning I lost and hurt you, sometimes I also think: if we have never met each other, then what kind of state are we living in now? ...... But fate is so tricky, it never allows our world to have ifs...... But I still want to ...... If I could choose again, I would definitely be the woman who understands you best and gives you the most freedom! ”

I have a thousand words in my heart, but I can't say a word, and I don't feel the same for Shen Man, I want to protect her and care for her, but I hurt her again and again....... At this moment, I really want to ask, what makes us can't wait to put on a protective coat for the other party, but again and again with a sharp blade, the other party is stabbed to the skin?

.......

The wind cuts our faces, it really hurts, it hurts, but we don't move, we seem to live in an illusory, blurred world, although we try very hard to live a good life, but we are lost in the criss-crossing road again and again.

"When are you going to get married?" Shen Man finally asked me.

"It's coming soon, after the year."

Shen Man nodded: "There is still a month." ”

"yes."

After another extremely long silence, Shen Man stared and asked, "Tell me, why is the final choice Anqi?" ”

After pondering for a long time, I shook my head and said, "I don't know, maybe it's a feeling." ”

"I see...... Then I wish you happiness, I hope she is really the woman who can accompany you to the end. ”

I smiled: "Don't talk about me, let's talk about you....... Is it possible to forgive the prince? ”

"Is it so important not to forgive at this time?"

"I mean, can you go back to the old days...... Either way, I always hope you can be happy. ”

"Happiness is really not that important in my life anymore, everything is going to be natural, why bother to ask for cause and effect so much?"

.......

Saying goodbye to Shen Man, I didn't want to go back to the cage-like hotel, I sat in the taxi, wandering aimlessly in this familiar city, the car didn't drive fast at all, so that I had enough time to see every scenery outside the window.

Maybe it was a coincidence, or maybe it was a deliberate arrangement from God, the driver actually took me to the ancient bridge.

When I saw the Taoist chief sitting under the tree on the bank of the river, drowsy with the cold wind, I believed that this was a deliberate arrangement by God, otherwise on this cold night, it was already ten o'clock, why hadn't the Taoist left yet?

"Master, stop." I shouted to the driver.

The driver was a little puzzled: "Young man, the hundred yuan hasn't run yet, let's talk in advance, I won't give you the rest of the money!" ”

"Stop the car, I've met the old man." I nodded.

.......

After getting out of the car, I walked towards the sleepy Dao Chief, looking at him who was almost frozen and shrunk into a ball, there was no fairy wind Dao bone, I don't know if he is still the Dao Master who can see through all the heavenly secrets?

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I really want to write a book with one fight scene and be able to describe two or three chapters of the novel.