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Song Li felt that he hadn't been to Qu Ran's house for a long, long time, and it was Qu Ran's aunt who opened the door, and Song Li saw Qu Ran's mother at a glance from the crack in the door.

"Song Li, Auntie hasn't seen you in a few days." Qu Ran's mother took Song Li's hand and looked it up and down, and her teddy hid behind Qu Ran's mother and called symbolically twice.

"Don't scream!" Qu Ran came down from the second floor and said to the dog, and then took Song Li's hand, "Mom, I still have something to say to Song Li, go upstairs first." ”

"Well, go ahead, Song Li, stay and eat at night, Auntie will make you something to eat." Qu Ran's mother said with a smile.

Song Li didn't have time to say a few words to his aunt, so he followed Qu Ran upstairs.

"What are you doing, I'm fine, what's wrong with saying a few words to my aunt." As soon as Song Li entered the house, he ran to the windowsill to see the flesh raised by Qu Ran.

"Come here, let me take a good look at you!" Qu Ran twisted Song Li's body, and then looked up and down carefully.

Song Li unconsciously retreated backwards, looking at her with disgust, "What are you doing, you." ”

The more Song Li retreated, the more Qu Ran leaned forward, she fiddled with a very enjoyable look and smelled the smell of her body, Song Li really felt disgusted, holding Qu Ran's head and knocking it on his head, Qu Ran let go of her in pain.

"Ahh Qu Ran covered his forehead in protest, "You're sick, you!" ”

"You're sick! You're not your teddy, you smell me when you see me, you smell something, as if you can really smell something! Song Li sat on the bay window and broke an orange to eat.

"Hey, I really smell it, the smell of men, the smell of other men, and this man seems to know Miss Ben ······" Qu Ran pretended to be mysterious.

"Cut!" Song Li glanced at him, "I haven't seen you for a few days, you have learned to tell fortunes!" Chen Xi's mouth, I never counted on it. ”

Qu Ran pouted, "You're so boring." ”

"You're energetic!" Song Li returned his mouth, "When did you see him?" ”

"Two days ago, Chen Xi and his father invited a guest, saying that it was for us to pick up the wind."

"Chen Xi told his dad too?" Song Li asked cautiously.

"Then I don't know, I came out to ask him, and he told me." Qu Ran explained.

"Oh," Song Li nodded, "What about the wedding photos, let me see, I can see what the difference can be in foreign photos." ”

Qu Ran lowered her head and didn't move for a long time, Song Li still saw her reluctance, she walked over and sat beside her, "You still don't love him?" ”

Qu Ran put his hand on his stomach and said after a long, long time, "I'm pregnant." ”

Song Li felt that many, many words were stuck in her throat, she couldn't swallow it, and she couldn't say it, she took the shortest time to accept this joke that was not like a joke, and then slowly squatted in front of her. Song Li put his hand on hers, raised his head, and looked into her eyes seriously, "Are you voluntary, or is he ······?"

"It's my willing," Qu Ran didn't want to hear those words, although he was reluctant to mention the situation that day again, but if he didn't say these words to Song Li, maybe no one would be willing to listen to them again in his life, "I'm afraid······ I'm afraid I'll regret it. ”

"You still can't break it, don't you?" Song Li frowned, looking at Qu Ran's pain, she was still heartbroken.

Qu Ran shook his head, trying not to let himself cry, "Song Li, I thought it was easy, it would be easy to leave, the longer it passed, the easier it would be, but later I found out that it was really difficult to ······" She still cried uncontrollably, "I love her, that is, I love her all my life, I can't say I don't love, because I can't even fool myself······"

Song Wei got up and hugged the woman in pain, "I know, I know it, but since we can't get it, we can't die, we have to live and choose a way to live." Qu Ran, don't do this to yourself, don't do this to your children, we are all right, don't punish yourself like this. ”

Qu Ran buried his head in Song Li's body, cried for a long time, Xu was tired, Song Li felt that the person in his arms was no longer trembling, "Does he love you?" Song Li felt that he had to ask this question.

Qu Ran was stunned for a moment, his red and swollen eyes from crying then drooped, and then he shook his head slightly.

"Do you not know, or do you ······" Song Li asked cautiously.

"I don't know. In England he was very nice to me, and, before we were together, he asked me if I had given myself to him willingly, and he said that he did not want to force me to do anything I did not want. Qu Ran said softly.

Song Li breathed a sigh of relief, then squatted in front of her again, held her face, and said seriously, "Qu Ran, sometimes, the person you love the most is not necessarily the person who can accompany you to the end, Ran Changan is, and so is Han Xiaomo." If you really can't forget, then don't forget, the heart is our own, and others can't control it. But you have to be good, or everything you're doing now will be meaningless, you know? ”

Qu Ran didn't understand what Song Li meant, but she knew that Song Li must want her to be good, so she nodded vigorously.

"Okay, wipe your face, don't let your parents see it later." Song left the bathroom and took a clean towel and handed it to her.

Qu Ran wiped away the dryness on his face, and suddenly grabbed Song Li's hand, "Is it okay to stay and eat at night, my dad hasn't been home much recently, and such a big house is just me and my mother, and the dog." ”

Song Li smiled and tapped her head, "That's not enough, look at what your mother makes delicious." ”

After dinner, I chatted with Qu Ran's mother a few words, and the aunt at home kept eating and drinking in front of Song Li, Song Li felt that he would not be able to leave if he didn't leave, so he gave Qu Ran a look, Qu Ran went up and pulled away his mother, saying that it was dark, and Song Li would have to go to work tomorrow morning.

When she went out, Qu Ran picked up the thin cardigan on the sofa, but as soon as the door opened, the wind came in, and she shivered from the cold, "You wait for me, I'll go up and get a coat." ”

Song Li was embarrassed, "Don't take it, there's nothing to give, it's not the first time I've come to ······"

Qu Ran jumped upstairs without listening to Song Li's words, and Qu Ran's mother was so frightened that she hurriedly asked her aunt to follow behind.

Seeing that there was no one at the door suddenly, Qu Ran's mother took Song Li's hand and said, "Song Li, if you have nothing to do, if you have time, come over to play with Qu Ran and chat, if you think the family is boring, you can take her out for a walk," said Qu Ran's mother paused, and then pulled Song Li's eyes full of distress and said, "She's not happy, she's not happy at all." ”

Song Li looked at Qu Ran's mother and suddenly wanted to cry, but Qu Ran ran downstairs at this time, she didn't say anything more, just nodded vigorously at Qu Ran's mother.

followed Song Li to the corner of the street, Song Li saw that she didn't mean to go back, so he asked, "What are you doing, isn't it that the wedding hasn't started yet, you want to be a runaway bride." ”

Qu Ran smiled, "If I were a junior high or high school student, you could deceive me like this, I'm this age, if I don't know how to get a license before I get a wedding, then I'm really stupid, I really don't know how I was deceived by those idol dramas before, I got all the certificates, and I ran a yarn at the wedding." ”

"You can watch the TV series how it goes, or you can play it!" Song Li said with a smile.

"I don't have to do anything without getting a certificate, and I'm not afraid of being arrested by the police!"

"The police are idle, take care of this!"

Qu Ran said, Song Li smiled, the two of them laughed heartily without impurities in the sub-zero Chang'an night, and after a while, Song Li gently hugged her, "Call me if you are upset, I am now an unemployed older youth, waiting to be raised!" ”

Qu Ran put it on Song Li's shoulder, with a faint smile on his lips, "You want to come, you must come to my wedding." ”

"Hmm." Song Li had never nodded so firmly.