Chapter 879 Everything is in the wine
"Negligent, I didn't expect to be discovered by your little slippery head, but it doesn't matter, the grievances of the people in our area are almost over, the second dog did not take that road, it is also worth thanking, in fact, how much wealth there is, it doesn't matter, the last thing is people's attitude towards life, which I am quite aware."
Chen Blind Man smiled, that smile made people envy and worship, the once peerless king, now he is so down, he can face it safely, which shows that his realm is high, and the height is terrifying.
I'm different, I'm still in the kind of need to prove myself with life, I need to prove myself with power and money, I'm actually very tired and decadent, but I'm young and frivolous, I can't quit like Chen Blind.
If I am now thirty years old, it will be a different attitude, if I am now forty years old, I am afraid that I will give up everything in my hands, if I have nothing now, it is estimated that it is absolutely impossible to be as calm as Chen Blind, it took him so many years to get to where he is today, my cultivation is far from enough.
"Ergou, do you want to tell Ergou."
"Don't, the past is over, when will the wrongs be retribution, and besides, does Ergou have the ability to take revenge? He apparently didn't. ”
"But I have."
"You have that is your ability, I don't want the second dog to owe this love, live a peaceful and stable life, better than anything else, was empty in the end, and lost everything he owned, hard life is actually a blessing, I didn't understand before, now I have a deep understanding, I don't have to worry about others calculating me, I don't have to calculate others, I eat when I'm hungry, I can't eat to pretend to be stupid, such a day is very good, very down-to-earth, fame and fortune are only available to the living, if people die, there is nothing, I used to see myself as a human being and couldn't let go of anything, but now I see myself as a person who died twenty years ago, and I can see everything clearly, these eyes are blind by myself, because I am blind and look at the wrong person, and the Chen family is down, so I want to defeat these eyes, and these eyes are my enemies. ”
Chen is really bold, and he blinded his own eyes, which is not something that ordinary people can do. "Didn't you never think about revenge, your Chen family is so miserable, it's not fair at all."
I actually pity Chen Blind and Ergou too.
"If the two dogs grew up in that environment, they will not become like this now, all things are divided into yin and yang, there is a give-and-take, if it is not for us to be down-and-out, you will not be able to communicate with us in this life, so getting together is a fate, the day is not as good as people, after the Chen family is rich, the descendants of the Chen family have long passed the sin, the body is dead, and the sin is gone, the two dogs can survive, leave us the Chen family with incense, compared to which little bit of good we did at the beginning to accumulate virtue and do good, good and evil will eventually be rewarded, not that the time has not come, Good, good, good. ”
Blind Chen began to say this kind of abnormal words again, I didn't understand it before because I didn't understand, I always felt that Chen Blind was rubbing, but now it seems that Chen Blind said this because he saw the side that ordinary people can't see, and experienced the real warmth and coldness of the world.
"Come, fill me with this bowl of wine."
Chen Blind was full of interest, and the whole person was happy.
I poured a full bowl of wine for Blind Chen, and Blind Chen filled me with it, and the two of us drank a bowl of wine, which was very fragrant, sweet, and strong, and not on the top.
"This wine is boring, you can't taste life, you should drink spirits, because only those who have drunk spirits know the goodness of spirits."
Chen Blind took the wine jug and poured me his wine, I tasted it, and it felt very difficult to drink, but the bitter and sweet and sour that penetrated into the mouth, the taste, as if in the dark, made you feel that life is like this.
"It's really cracked, I've never tried it."
"It's dry."
Chen Blind didn't say a word, I also mustered up the courage to drink it in one go, the taste was very painful, especially after drinking, it felt like I was going to die, but after drinking, when the feeling gradually disappeared, another taste came to my heart.
"This liquor tells you that even if life is crying and astringent, as long as you want to drink it like this, your long time and the red wine is still delicious, it is just a floating cloud, passing by the clouds, floating like a dream, when you like to drink spirits, you will know how to give up, understand to let go, but I estimate that you don't have such a high consciousness, and you can't let go of those beautiful things for the time being."
I really don't like to drink spirits, because I drank a lot of alcohol just now, and now my head is a little dizzy and my whole body is uncomfortable, but my heart is getting clearer and clearer, and alcohol can numb the body, but not the heart.
I was lying on the ground, the sun was shining on me, and I smiled and said, "Grandpa Chen, tell me, will Siyuan come back?" She won't forgive me for the rest of her life. ”
"Silly child, if she loves you, she will come back to you, you miss her as you should, if she doesn't love you, she won't come back, and you will forget her slowly over time, so our brains are very wise, and it will make you forget the people you should forget, remember the people you must remember, will you come back, look at the providence of God, what I want to say, I have already said it just now, you will wake up when you remember it, now everything is in the wine, I will fill it for you now."
Between the words, Chen Blind Man poured me a full bottle of wine, and after I was poured a large bowl of wine by him, my face was hot, which felt good, I felt that my body was heating up, and the whole person was in a state of excitement, and I began to like this state.
I don't think about anything, there is no intrigue, I am cheating, there is only a simple me, and the blind Chen who looks down on everything, and the old dog who wags his tail.
The fiery sensation enveloped my whole body, making me feel as if I was in a flame, and the feeling burned me, and I was drunk and dreamed of death, as if all the unrealistic was burned by this flame.
When I opened my eyes again, it was already dusk, and the dappled light shone on my body, the light was a little weak, but it was very gentle, and the sunset was beautiful, even more beautiful than the morning light, because the sunset had gone through a day and had a story.
Blind Chen was lying on the shabby recliner, the cigarette pouch and pot were hanging next to him, the corners of his mouth were drooling, and he slept sweetly licking his lips.
I took down the cigarette pouch pot of Chen Blind, filled a bag of cigarettes for myself, I lit it and took a puff, I have to say, this fucking tobacco, really called a strong, more energetic than a cigar, I felt that Da Mao smoked cigars enough, I didn't expect that this small cigarette pouch pot has such a terrible power.
I was about to throw away the tobacco from the cigarette pouch pot, but the blind man Chen knocked on my head and said, "Fill it and smoke it, don't waste it, you little rabbit, secretly take my cigarettes." ”
"This cigarette is so spicy that I probably can't even speak after I finish smoking."
"It's good not to speak, the trouble comes from the mouth, an identity like you, you can't easily talk to people, in a cautious person, there are times when you leak your mouth, eyes and mouth, these two things, can make you, but also hurt you."
Blind Chen encouraged me to finish smoking, and the cigarette pouch and pot were not very filled, so I took a few puffs of cigarette and finished the tobacco inside.
"Child, hide the words we drank just now in my heart, just treat it as a dream, wake up from the dream, you have your life, I have my life, the two of us can't be compared, I didn't succeed, it can be said that I am incompetent, it is the will of God, but the will of God only determines everything for me, not everything for you, everything is possible."
I'm a little confused, this blind man drinks before drinking, during and after drinking, there are completely three ways of speaking, and I don't know which one to listen to.
"What the hell do I want to hear from you?"
"Isn't what I'm saying the same thing, silly boy, you still haven't understood, but it doesn't matter, you will understand in the future, you are also a child with a story, but I don't want you to tell stories to others in the future, because the people who tell stories to others are usually wasted people, and you have to be the person in that story."
Chen Blind sang a little song crazy, with a strong Yanjing accent, he sang a play, this is the strongest Yanjing dialect I have ever heard, I felt for the first time that the original opera is also so good, more flavorful than the popular songs.