At the age of 25, I will experience several loves, but I have not been spared, and I still laugh when I recall these various love experiences to this day.

The breakup with my girlfriend made me embarrassed, that day we were nong, I was passionate, irregular screams, and the "creak" of the bed, she shouted hysterically: "I want a house......"

The next day, she proposed to break up, and then there was no then, this is a woman who went crazy for the house, and I don't know who was ironic about the final breakup, but after all, it was a breakup, as for whose sorrow it was, don't mention it.

Because of the foreshadowing of girlfriend one, the breakup with girlfriend two at least seemed very peaceful on the scene, and she said to me without any emotion: "Zhang Yixi, I really want to live with you for the rest of my life, but we can't live in a rental house for the rest of our lives, so let's break up." ”

I replied numbly, "Oh. "Turn around and leave, this is a woman who has touched my heart, so I don't want to cry and cry when I break up, make her feel guilty, and pretend to let out a free and easy "oh" is my last gift to her!

The breakup with my girlfriend San made me laugh, she said to me: "Xixi, we break up temporarily, and when you have a house and a car, you will marry me again, okay, I promise to wait for you obediently!" ”

House, house, house! That's right, I don't have a house, so I can't give girlfriend one, girlfriend two, girlfriend three...... Stable life, so they are also reluctant to give me love, I don't resent them, on the contrary, I thank them, they let the stubborn me, distinguish between fantasy and reality!

After many nights of struggling back and forth, I still persistently longed to find a love that had nothing to do with material things in this real world.

It was only after a long time that I realized that I was "very stupid and naïve", and I waited hard, except for the harvest of "loneliness and bitterness", and I had no expectations for the pure love as crystal!

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I work in a car 4S shop in Nantong, as a marketing specialist, the salary is not high, it is enough to live alone, but since I lost the expectation of love, I lost the motivation to struggle, and when I have spare money, I went to the bar to enjoy the splendor of life.

My friends sighed at my depravity, but I ignored it, and over time, my friends despaired and agreed that I needed to be saved, but who was the one who saved me? When will it appear? I don't know, or I don't know it at all, I can only fall in hesitation and enjoy in pain.

This morning, the rain was dripping, I didn't have the patience to wait for the bus, so I took a taxi to go to work, just sat down, I felt my butt was choked, I stood up slightly and looked, the seat was a small red women's leather bag.

I don't have a good life, but I also know that a gentleman loves money and takes it in a good way, and I didn't plan to keep this purse for myself, but driven by curiosity, I still opened it.

It is occupied by bits and pieces of feminine products, and there is a white iphone5 lying at the bottom, and I picked it up and looked at it, but it turned off, it is estimated that there is no electricity, and I opened the zipper of the mezzanine and looked at it, and there was nothing, even if it was an ID card, that is, I didn't know anything about the owner of the bag.

I really want to return the bag to the owner, maybe it's a beauty, what a beautiful word, just these two words are enough to make 90% of men flock to it.

I don't mind if it's not a beauty, as for the reason, I should promote the traditional virtue of collecting gold.

When I arrived at the company, my colleague and I borrowed a charger, charged it, turned on our mobile phone, and waited for the call from the owner.

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If there are activities at the headquarters, or trivial matters such as advertising, I will act as a transmitter, and directly hand over the instructions of the headquarters to the advertising company to execute, the work content is very simple, so most of the time in the work, I can leisurely drink tea in the office, browse the Internet, and browse the news.

I looked at the white iphone 5 from time to time, but it was lying quietly next to my teacup all morning, but I became more and more curious about its owner, this thing is not cheap, I really don't believe she lost it like such a big cabbage.

"I think I can live alone, I think I can pretend that I haven't loved, let the tears warm me in the cold night, I think I can get used to living alone, erase your promise in my memory, love is a dream, and I overslept......" The mobile phone, which had been low-key for a long time, finally came out with the ringtone made with the chorus part of Lin Fan's "Living Alone".

I didn't answer the phone immediately, in fact, I was quite touched by this song, once in the dead of night, I also smoked, sat on the rooftop and listened to this song quietly, listening, listening to a little angina.

I answered the phone, and the voice on the phone was a little surprised: "Hello, did you pick up my purse?" ”

"Make an appointment to meet, and I'll give it back to you!" I'm very blunt.

"Hmm!" After a pause, she said, "You can decide the location." ”

"At eight o'clock in the evening, see you at XX Coffee in the city center."

The mood is a little low, indescribably depressed, perhaps because "Living Alone" evokes my memories, 25 years old, but living alone, the hidden pain will be understood by anyone who has experienced it.

Oh, yes! I'm 25 years old, an age when I should start a family, but I still have cigarettes and alcohol, and a few memories with scars.

In the middle of nothing, I got off work, the sky was slightly dark, but the rain did not spare the whole day, the rain accumulated on the road surface under the flickering street lamps, it turned out to be like the sea illuminated by the sun, sparkling, I would be happy to immerse myself in the world of fantasy, such as imagining the stagnant water as the sea blown by the wind, which seems boring, but a person's life, even this unreliable fantasy, is enough to make myself happy.

At half past seven, I came to the island coffee in the city center, asked for a cup of black tea, and waited for the arrival of women, I am a person who does not like to be late, girlfriend one, once said, this is one of my few advantages, whether this is an advantage or not, I have continued, or maybe go to the appointment in advance, because I am too looking forward to this meeting, her voice on the phone is very delicate, I think the voice corresponding to such a voice should be an angel's face.

I was drinking tea while boring browsing the news on my mobile phone, and at eight o'clock, I looked up and saw that everyone was eating according to the order, and there was no one as I imagined.

It doesn't matter, I'll keep waiting, now that being late has become a woman's privilege, and if a man can't tolerate that privilege, then he'll be labeled as impolite.

At this time, I am very calm, and my calmness stems from the fact that I often boast that I am a very personable man!

At half past eight, I looked up again, there were fewer people in the coffee shop, and there were not many people willing to stay outside in such weather, so I put my phone back in my pocket, and my fingers tapped the table rhythmically, until this time I was still very graceful, and I could feel my brow still stretching.

At nine o'clock, the coffee shop was already very deserted, I picked up the phone and looked at it, it was quieter than in the morning, until this time the woman did not even make a phone call to inform why she was late, or canceled the meeting.