Good days are always short-lived, and the days of harmony with Fan Meiqi also have an end. And Ding Yuxin gradually faded from my life, and I thought that Ding Yuxin would eventually become a dusty memory, leaving some traces of the past.

However, people are human beings after all, and it is not said that they can be let go if they can be put down. When you see your ex-girlfriend being intimate with other men, no matter how calm and indifferent your heart is, you will be very angry!

Although I know that I am not a good person, maybe a little mean, because I don't want to be a good person card for women to show off. Although the appearance of Fan Meiqi made me no longer sleepless and depressed about Ding Yuxin, the new relationship also successfully covered the old love. I thought I was relieved, and nothing about Ding Yuxin would affect me anymore.

However, I found myself wrong.

Seeing Ding Yuxin walking with other boys, my heart had an indescribable feeling. Seeing the two of them walking side by side, talking, laughing, and intimate, my heart was a little angry. Seeing that Ding Yuxin's figure and the unknown boy were about to leave my sight, I tried my best to restrain myself from following.

However, my feet involuntarily followed, far away. Watching them fight from time to time, my heart suddenly felt betrayed, but thinking about what I had done, I was much more balanced, and at the same time, some of the guilt for Ding Yuxin because of Fan Meiqi also dissipated invisibly.

Following behind Ding Yuxin and the unknown man, I hid from their sight in order to truly understand the old feelings for Ding Yuxin in my heart, without being discovered by Ding Yuxin. I suddenly felt that one day I would have a time to stalk others, and I was still self-taught, and I didn't let Ding Yuxin find out.

Seeing Ding Yuxin and the unknown boy walking in the shade of the library, they sat on the stone chairs in the shade of the tree, and continued to talk and laugh, but I was too far away to hear what they were saying, I looked around them and saw that they were very close to the window of the library.

So I took a detour to the library and came to the window closest to them, I secretly looked at Ding Yuxin and them through the window, but unfortunately I still couldn't hear what they said, but looking at their happy appearance, I also had no feelings for Ding Yuxin at all.

I looked at the boy who was laughing with Ding Yuxin from a distance, and found that he was not very handsome and not very connotative. found out how Ding Yuxin's vision could be so bad, which simply lowered my quality as Ding Yuxin's ex-boyfriend.

After looking at Ding Yuxin and the unknown man for a while, my heart was completely cold and indifferent to Ding Yuxin. The last trace of tenderness for Ding Yuxin was completely cut off when she saw her being intimate with other boys.

My heart is extremely ashamed, although Ding Yuxin is no longer my girlfriend, but, TMD is too shameless, it's only been a few days since we broke up, so I talked and laughed with other boys, had a tryst alone, and TMD was in the place where I used to have a tryst. My heart was extremely angry and ashamed, angry at Ding Yuxin's actions, ashamed of the feeling of being betrayed, although Ding Yuxin was already free at this time.

But there are some Leos who still can't let go of this behavior. I know that this kind of thinking is extremely unfair to Ding Yuxin, but Ding Yuxin, you are a girl after all, can you be the same as us boys? Under this extreme thought, I went back to the dormitory completely dead, and suddenly felt that everything in the world was boring.

I suddenly felt that something was missing in my heart, and later I realized that it was a severance of Hongchen. When I returned to the dormitory, I couldn't calm down, and I couldn't tell Lin Lei and them everything I saw, because I didn't want my fragile self to have nowhere to escape.

So I wanted to calm myself up, and I thought of listening to songs, turning on the music, listening to the songs casually, and finding that most of the songs were about love and love. The music made me even more irritable.

So I bored the Internet on Baidu and asked Du Niang what to do if she was upset? Du Niang told me, "Listen to some Buddhist songs or music."

So I went online and downloaded some Buddhist music and songs. One of the Buddhist songs, "I Ask the Buddha," touched me deeply.

"I Ask the Buddha"

I asked the Buddha, "Why don't you give all the women a shy face?"

The Buddha said, "It was just a flash in the pan, used to blind the eyes of the world,

There is no beauty that can withstand a pure and loving heart,

I gave it to every woman, but someone covered her with ashes.

I asked the Buddha, "Why are there so many regrets in the world?"

The Buddha said: This is a world of whirlwind, and it is regretful,

There are no regrets, and no matter how much happiness you give, you will not experience happiness.

I asked the Buddha, "How do you stop making people's hearts feel lonely?"

The Buddha said: Every heart is born lonely and crippled,

Most of them spend their lives with this kind of incompleteness,

Just because when you meet the other half who can make it complete,

Either you have missed it by negligence or you have lost the right to own it.

I asked the Buddha, "What if you meet someone you can love, but you are afraid that you can't grasp it?"

The Buddha said: How much love is left in the world, and a thousand changes in the floating world are welcomed;

and lovers, doing happy things,

Don't ask if it's a catastrophe or fate.

I asked the Buddha, "How can I be as wise as you?"

The Buddha said: The Buddha is the person who has come over, and the person is the Buddha of the future.

I was as naïve as you were.

I asked the Buddha why it always snows when I'm sad

The Buddha said: Winter is about to pass, leave some memories

I asked the Buddha why every time it snowed was a night I didn't care about

The Buddha said: When people are not careful, they always miss out on a lot of true beauty

I asked the Buddha, "It won't snow for a few days."

The Buddha said: Don't just stare at this season, miss this winter, and only know how to cherish it next year

I asked the Buddha, "How old are you?"

The Buddha said, "Even if I am one year old, I am still a Buddha, and even if you are 100 years old, if you stick to your heart, you are still a human being."

I asked the Buddha, "What does it mean that things are impermanent?"

The Buddha said: Impermanence is impermanence, ignorance is fearlessness

I asked the Buddha: My feelings always go up and down

The Buddha said: All self-knowledge, all the mind, the moon has a surplus and a deficiency, and the tide has ups and downs, ups and downs, and it is peaceful

The Buddha said: Attachment is like an abyss, and it is a line that gradually leads to death

The Buddha said: Attachment is like dust, and it is a futile return in vain

The Buddha said: Attachment is like tears, it is the brokenness that drips into the heart, broken and scattered

The Buddha said: Don't ask for another 500 years, enter my empty door, and you will already be beyond Nirvana

I was speechless, and I fell, and fell into hell

The Buddha said: The fate is ice, and I embrace Bingbing in my arms;

When the ice melted, I realized that the fate was gone

I believe in fate, not in Buddhism

I believe in Buddhism, but I don't believe in me

The Buddha divided all things in the world into ten worlds: Buddha, Bodhisattva, Shravaka, Yuanjue, Heaven, Asura, Human, Animal, Hungry Ghost, and Hell;

Heaven, asura, man, beast, hungry ghost, hell. for the six realms of beings;

Sentient beings in the six realms have to go through the cycle of cause and effect, from which they experience suffering.

In the process of experiencing suffering, only by understanding the true meaning of life can we attain eternal life.

Phoenix, Nirvana

The Buddha said that there are eight sufferings in life: birth, old age, sickness, death, love and separation, long-term resentment, and can't ask for it.

The Buddha said: Life is created by oneself, the phase is born from the heart, everything in the world is the phase, the heart does not move, everything does not move, the heart does not change, everything does not change.

The Buddha said: Sitting is also Zen, walking is also Zen, a flower is a world, a leaf is like coming, spring flowers are green, autumn leaves are drifting, infinite like the heart is at ease, and the silent movement is natural.

The Buddha said: All laws are born, all are fate, accidental encounters, twilight retrospective, destined to each other's lives, just for the moment when the eyes meet.

Dependent origin is extinguished, and dependent birth is empty.