Chapter 800: It's just self-deception

Xi Mei was almost blinded by Qin Yiyang's question.

What's going on? Ask her if she'd like to be a stand-in?

She...... Whose stand-in to be?

Wait, didn't you say that Qin Yiyang's favorite is the previous Lin Xi? And now to talk about stand-ins? Could it be that there are other people besides Liu Pingqi?

But he is clearly so close to Liu Pingyan......

Ximei didn't understand what Qin Yiyang was thinking very well, in fact, what she wanted to ask more was that Qin Yiyang said that she was like an old man, who was she like?

Seeing that Xi Mei didn't react for a long time, Qin Yiyang also knew that he was abrupt, so he couldn't help but rub his forehead with some annoyance, and said to Xi Mei apologetically: "I'm sorry, I didn't think about that question just now, you didn't say anything to me, you are you, you are the only one in the world." ”

Xi Mei pursed her lips and looked at Qin Yiyang with a slight frown, her expression was very entangled.

She really doesn't understand very well, is Qin Yiyang really confused?

It may be really uncomfortable, Qin Yiyang felt a little tired after just saying those two words, so he closed his eyes, and his voice became a little more hoarse: "I'll rest for a while, you don't have to guard me here, I'm fine, my own body knows by myself." ”

But I feel that he is clearly burned and the whole person looks bad, especially when he seems to be trembling.

When people have a fever, they feel cold, Ximei looked at it, her eyes fell on the big closet on the side, she walked over and opened it.

Qin Yiyang moved his lips, but he still didn't stop her after all.

There are Qin Yiyang's clothes hanging inside, most of them are military uniforms, there are a few suits and casual clothes, there is a faint fragrance, it may be that there is a fragrance in the cabinet.

There was a quilt on the top, Ximei took the chair in the room and stepped on it, hugged the quilt down, and then covered Qin Yiyang with it.

She is really very careful, this kind of carefulness is exercised by years of life, not made at a certain moment, for example, the flowers in the greenhouse like Liu Pingyan, when she sees him cold, she may think of going to bed to hug him, rather than taking a quilt to him.

They all care about him, but in a different way.

Ximei was very close to him when she covered him with a quilt, and her expression was cold, as if she was angry.

"You didn't say that just now." Qin Yiyang spoke again, "I'm really sorry if I make you feel unhappy." ”

Ximei shook her head, then smiled slightly, indicating that she didn't have anything to do with it.

Qin Yiyang's bottle was lost bit by bit, and Ximei changed it to another bottle for him.

The light in the room was a little dim, and Ximei walked to the window and opened the curtains.

Today's weather was very clear, and the sun was shining in all of a sudden.

Qin Yiyang's bedroom was not facing the center, but the courtyard wall. There was still a long distance between the house and the courtyard wall, and it was a not very small garden, with a gravel path and wooden tables and chairs.

Now in this season, the flowers are in full bloom, and even through the glass, Ximei seems to be able to smell the rich fragrance outside.

Qin Yiyang wanted to chat with Ximei, but he was really tired, so he still closed his eyes and recuperated.

In fact, this scene is a bit shocking for Ximei.

Because when I was in the Lin family, the furnishings in a park near them were very similar. Although the types of flowers are different, the furnishings such as chairs and tables are really the same.

She used to go there with Qin Yiyang often, even if she just chatted there when she had nothing to do, sometimes she sat there all day.

She doesn't like to go home, and Qin Yiyang doesn't like it either.

She doesn't like going to school, and neither does Qin Yiyang.

So that park was the longest time the two of them spent alone.

Now there is such a place here, but there are no more of them.

They would play together, laugh together, and make trouble together, but now here, there is no anger like they were at the beginning.

Although Qin Yiyang is remembering the beginning in this way, after all, it is still much, much worse.

She knew that Qin Yiyang liked herself, but now, a few years have passed, and each of them has grown a lot, even the way they think about problems is no longer the same as it was at the beginning.

At the beginning, she also had a huge Lin family as a backer, and no one in the Qin family looked down on her, not to mention that now, she has nothing.

And now, they have all passed the age of being so ignorant and full of longing, and they no longer feel that as long as they like someone, they want to be with him, true love is infinite, and love is supreme. What is considered now, the feelings of each of them are based on a lot of objective foundations, and even love is no longer a matter between two people, we must consider the family, we must consider the career, and we must consider the future.

Qin Yiyang did a lot for her at the beginning, but now, she can't let him do this anymore.

Even if she told him that she was Lin Xi, even if Qin Yiyang believed it, others might not believe this ridiculous thing, and she really couldn't bear to let Qin Yiyang be her enemy of the other Qin family members.

In fact, Liu Pingyan is very good, and he is very compatible with Qin Yiyang in all aspects.

The most important thing is that she likes him and will definitely take good care of him.

Qin Yiyang needs a good wife and mother very much, maybe Liu Pingyan is not his love, but there is no doubt that he is a very suitable person to live.

Ximei leaned against the window and thought a lot.

It seems that after seeing Qin Yiyang, she always likes to be cranky.

Originally, Qin Yiyang was still staring at her side, but after seeing it, it was probably because the temperature around her body had warmed up, and she was much more comfortable, so she fell asleep again.

This girl is actually very temperamental, this is what Qin Yiyang thought before he fell asleep.

It is the kind of innate and indescribable indifference and elegance, which is the temperament that can not be worn out after several years of mountain life, and is revealed from the bones.

A small slit opened in the window to let in air, and the breeze blew in through the crack in the window, raising the hair on the side of Ximei's face, and she suddenly came back to her senses.

Looking at Qin Yiyang again, he was asleep.

Ximei walked over and touched his forehead, it was still so hot.

So Ximei wet the towel with alcohol and wiped his face.

People who are sick always sleep soundly, and Qin Yiyang still didn't wake up with Ximei's not light action.

After wiping the face, then the neck.

Qin Yiyang was wearing a pajamas, loose sleepy, buttoned, and it was easy to unbutton it.

In fact, when unbuttoning those buttons, Ximei was very hesitant.

She didn't think it was a good fit.

Lonely Men and Widows......

Although Qin Yiyang was often injured in fights in the past, she often drugged him, and she didn't know how many times she had her chest and back, but now, she ...... I was a little embarrassed.

Ximei thought about it, but went outside to call Li Da, planning to let Li Da come.

But unfortunately, Li Da didn't know where he went, and now the living room was empty.

Somewhat frustrated, Ximei returned to the bedroom, and as if she had made up her mind, she unbuttoned his shirt.

The moment the towel was put on, Qin Yiyang was obviously trembling.

Ximei's hand froze, not because she was frightened by Qin Yiyang's trembling, but because she ......

Qin Yiyang held her hand......

It's so tight that she can't pull it out if she wants to.

His brow was locked, as if he had some bad dream.

"Lin Xi ......"

Two words spilled out of his lips gently, but Xi Mei still heard them clearly.

I don't know why, as soon as these two words came out, Ximei's nose was sore, and her eyes became wet all of a sudden.

After all, these are the names she once had, and they are also the two words that touch her heart the most.

Especially when he called out the name so unconsciously, it was really ...... Poke her in the heart.

Ximei's other hand lifted, touched his face, and then stroked his brow.

Qin Yiyang's closed eyes didn't open, but he smiled lightly.

"Are you back?"

Ximei blinked, and the tears fell directly and fell on the quilt without making any sound.

She didn't dare to cry out loud, not even to suck her nose.

was afraid of being heard by Qin Yiyang, if he really heard it, Ximei didn't know how to explain it.

"Sure enough, you're back."

Qin Yiyang held her hand, very tight, as if he was going to crush her bones.

Ximei's whole person cried uncontrollably, she didn't know what was wrong with her, probably Qin Yiyang's state, it really made people feel distressed and distressed.

Illness is often the most vulnerable and helpless moment for a person, so people generally think of people who are crazy about themselves at this time, after such a long time, the name Lin Xi is still Qin Yiyang's heart, and it is best to treasure something.

He had never forgotten her.

Ximei just felt very sad, really, if it was still the beginning, how good.

But now, everything that should have changed has changed, and they can no longer face each other with the same mentality as before, which is probably the saddest thing that runs through them.

Xi Mei slammed her hand out of Qin Yiyang's hand as soon as she used her strength, and then fled directly from the house like a deserter.

Qin Yiyang slowly opened his eyes, and the scene in the room was in front of him, from blurry to clear.

He looked at his empty hand, which he had just ...... Did you catch anyone?

After all, he didn't burn up, so he thought of the only other person left in the room before he fell asleep.

In fact, he wasn't dreaming just now, he had already woken up.

He woke up from the time she wiped his face.

This is the first time in a long time that he has taken the initiative to hold someone's hand.

Because really...... Much like ......

Although the face is not different at all, the eyes, the feeling, are really too similar.

The moment she stood by the window, the breeze blew in and lifted her hair, blocking half of her face, he really thought that she was back.

So he wanted to take her hand, even if it was just ......

It's just self-deception.