Wake up
Back at school, I was alone in bed. I suddenly felt a little empty in my heart, and remembered that Ding Yuxin and I were separated and united. Why do you think this is so mysterious, isn't it only TV series or novels that can have this kind of separation and integration?
Thinking about it like this, I decided to go out for a walk and relax. Unconsciously came to the library, looked at the familiar place, and couldn't help but think of the bits and pieces of the past with Ding Yuxin here.
I was so happy at the time, but I felt very tired at this time. Sitting in the shade of the library, I leaned on a familiar chair, thinking about the time when I was chatting with Ding Yuxin on this chair, and suddenly I found that I still liked Ding Yuxin.
I think I should be nice to Ding Yuxin.
However, I hesitated, so in the evening, my roommates all went back to the dormitory and turned off the lights. I asked my roommates if I should be nicer to Ding Yuxin. The roommates are positive at this time.
Roommate Zhong Jie said: "You finally found out with your conscience, we can't see your usual indifference to Ding Yuxin, after all, Ding Yuxin is your girlfriend."
I couldn't help but reflect on myself, was it really my fault? But what was wrong with me? I asked Zhong Jie suspiciously, and Zhong Jie said: You should take the initiative to find Ding Yuxin to ease the relationship. I thought about it and maybe I could give it a try.
Subsequently, roommate Lin Lei also agreed with Zhong Jie's statement. And make an appointment with me that you will try it for a week, and if you can change the status quo, you will continue to persevere.
I listened to my roommate's instigation, and suddenly I felt that face or something was not very important. In order to get back your old love, you can give it a try. As a result, a set of dream-seeking plans took shape in my heart.
I'm a person who says and does, and it's better to choose a day than to hit the day. I immediately got out of bed, picked up my mobile phone and went to the balcony to call Ding Yuxin. Get ready for a phone call to care about the offensive.
Sure enough, the effect is still good. Ding Yuxin on the other end of the phone felt quite happy. I don't know what to talk about, so I just care about things like that.
The next day, I also took the initiative to sit next to Ding Yuxin. Although we both felt a little uncomfortable, the reason why we were uncomfortable was because we hadn't sat down together for a long time.
I was also embarrassed to take the initiative to find some topics to talk about, and she also answered all questions. I feel like I'm always taking the initiative, and I'm a little embarrassed. So there was silence.
Ding Yuxin was also in this silent atmosphere, playing with her mobile phone aimlessly. She looks at QQ for a while, and then looks at talking, or enters her own space. Although I am very able to understand this behavior. But I'm still a little unhappy because I don't think I'm as important as my phone.
And so the first class ended in this silence. At the beginning of the second class, Ding Yuxin suddenly handed over her mobile phone and asked me to look at the photos. Show me pictures of her in high school and her best friends. I'm actually interested in seeing more or commenting on it.
However, it may be the innate Leo personality, I glanced at the photos a few times so-so, and then took the phone to Ding Yuxin again. The mouth also said wrongly: It's almost class, and your high school photos are still pretty good.
Then there was no follow-up, and I didn't realize Ding Yuxin's intention of showing me her high school photos and introducing her high school friends. Later, I realized that she was trying to let me know about her past. But by the time you realize it, it's too late.
In order to follow the dream plan, I will call Ding Yuxin tomorrow night as planned, but the topic will be repeated back and forth. I don't know what to say.
At the end of the day, I called tomorrow night as if I had completed my mission, which made me feel very tired, and Ding Yuxin might have been upset to listen to it. After all, a phone call every day is indeed an ordeal.
Winter has come unconsciously, and the cold weather has also reduced my enthusiasm, and I complained to my good friend Lin Lei more than once, and my heart was very tired.
The deadline agreed between Lin Lei and me has also been extended again and again.
In order to change this, I knew I had to do something about it, or I would have to go back to the Cold War. So, on a sunny Saturday, I called Ding Yuxin early in the morning and asked her to go out.
We first went to the forest park, where we walked hand in hand on the uninhabited steps. The breeze is gentle, and the winter sun is exceptionally warm.
At the same time, it also warmed the hearts of Ding Yuxin and me, and we felt that the cold barrier disappeared at this moment, and I also felt extremely relaxed. The mood was also very happy, so I suddenly carried Ding Yuxin on my back and climbed to the top of the mountain.
Ding Yuxin lay quietly on my back, and we didn't speak, just quietly enjoying this moment of comfort.
Step by step, I made my way to the tower at the top of the mountain. After about three minutes of memorization, I feel a little considerate and consumed, but I have a good face, how can I say that I am tired! Men, you can't say no.
We reached the bottom of the tower at the top of the mountain, and I was sweating profusely and panting. I looked at the scenery below the tower, pines, maples and other unknown trees were dense and stretched endlessly.
Ding Yuxin was also very happy, she pulled me around the tower to take pictures. Looking at her smile, I couldn't help but sigh. Isn't falling in love just about being happy with each other?
Looking at Ding Yuxin's smile, my heart was once again fascinated by her sunny smile.
In the past, because of her smile, she tried her best to pursue it, but now because of her smile, the wood is dead.
However, life is not about what you want to do. The future is not something that can be achieved after it is planned. The same is true of feelings, which are also full of unknowns and changes. Especially the minds of girls are full of uncertainty.
I haven't figured out Ding Yuxin's thoughts until now, I really responded to that sentence, a woman's heart is a needle. Unfathomable, unguessable.
Originally, according to my thinking, after a happy moment with Ding Yuxin in the forest park, our relationship should have heated up sharply. But the subsequent development was helpless for me.
I invited Ding Yuxin to go out again, or go to the playground for a walk, she always shirked because of the occasion, I don't know if she really has something. But after two consecutive rejections, I was also a little embarrassed and disheartened.
I'm a principled person, and I've never done more than three things. I thought that Ding Yuxin's two refusals made me feel quite depressed and sad. I will share what happened with my good friend Lin Lei and ask him to give some advice. But he was also helpless, there was no way, I had to call my good friend for more than ten years, and Zhou Zhiqiang, who was also a classmate in elementary school, junior high school, and high school.
Zhou Zhiqiang and I have a very strong relationship, we have faced the oppression of school bullies together in junior high school, and we have also fought together, and we are comrades-in-arms.
I told him about my two rejections of my girlfriend and asked him to give me ideas.
He was silent for a long time and gave an answer: Zhou Zhiqiang said, your situation will make you unhappy, and playing friends is originally to be happy, since you are unhappy, why are you still together? And I can predict that if you continue like this, you may be within a month of breaking up.
And Zhou Zhiqiang also proposed: You ask her one last time, if she still doesn't come, break up decisively.
I listened to Zhou Zhiqiang's opinion, thought about it, what he said made sense, it was better to choose a day than to hit the day, just do it, so I immediately called Ding Yuxin, ready to ask her for the third time, and I was also ready to be rejected in my heart.
Pressed Ding Yuxin's dial button and connected the phone smoothly.
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