The beginning of all love is not for nothing. Afterwards, Shen Qing once wondered why he didn't pass by the door of the library one step earlier or one step later, and happened to bump into Huang Xiaoju who rushed out from inside, and saw her with tears on her face?

That day, he happened to be holding a basketball and wanted to play. The setting sun fell on him, making this science and engineering boy look even more handsome. When Huang Xiaoju bumped into him, he only saw a pink shadow pounce on him.

Sometimes, the spring heart sprouts in a moment. In the three years of college, Shen Qing was in a daze like a small tree that did not sprout, but this collision, he enlightened, and at that moment, he finally believed: there is such a thing as love at first sight.

He cautiously asked, are you alright?

She stammered a little and explained that she had just read a novel, and the love in it moved her to tears.

Sometimes, encounters are just as wonderful. The next day, Shen Qing appeared in front of Huang Xiaoju's dormitory, holding a few brightly colored balloons, and the two of them stammered about the weather. Only then did Shen Qing know that sometimes stuttering and stuttering are entirely due to love.

Shen Qing invited Huang Xiaoju to eat ice cream. It was early spring, Huang Xiaoju ate 5, her mouth was purple from the cold, and her speech stuttered even more. Looking at this girl in a small blue floral dress, Shen Qing fell in love and wanted to be with her, even if it was just to take a look, even if he didn't say anything.

Huang Xiaoju is not outstanding at all, she has a bit of buckteeth, wears glasses, her hair is thin, and she has freckles on her face, but Shen Qing just likes her. Even though he was the number one prince charming in the computer department, in the words of his roommate, the sixth brother, it was like a small tree stuck in cow dung. Shen Qing is not polite, he just can't live without cow dung, he still has to grow strongly.

The two began to go in and out together, living the life that lovers should have - going to the cafeteria, watching night movies, and eating Malatang. On campus, he held her hand, the sky was blue, and the brilliant sun seemed to shine for love. The two of them often sit on the swing rack in the garden, swinging around. Huang Xiaoju didn't have to move, Shen Qing flew with her, Huang Xiaoju's voice was very sharp across the sky, her hair was flying in the wind, everything was so beautiful.

Sometimes, they sit quietly on a swing and memorize English words. Shen Qing wants to go abroad, one of his classmates is in the Netherlands, and he can earn 1,000 euros a week by working, which is more than 10,000 yuan. It's not that he is unimpressed, but that classmate is a woman, and he understands what the female classmate means. The female classmate is better looking than Huang Xiaoju, but she is very snobbish.

Huang Xiaoju said, if you break up with me in the future, I will definitely cry to death.

He hugged her from behind and said, no, I don't want you to cry to death.

Shen Qing took Huang Xiaoju back to the town, first, to let his parents meet Huang Xiaoju, and secondly, to attend the high school reunion.

Shen's mother was not enthusiastic when she saw Huang Xiaoju, which made Huang Xiaoju a little embarrassed. Shen Qing pulled his mother aside, and his mother's eyes were full of doubts, where is Huang Xiaoju worthy of you, her height is only 1. 57 meters, and it looks average, by the way, you don't go to the Netherlands?

It turned out that the mother was also a snob.

At the class reunion, he heard several boys laughing at him behind his back: The girlfriend Shen Qing brought back was really ugly, so many girls pursued him before, how could he choose such a girl, he couldn't figure it out. There were also a few girls who covered their mouths and laughed, whispering about Huang Xiaoju's ugly hairstyle.

Shen Qing felt very sad in his heart, he always thought that he didn't care. Later, he pulled Huang Xiaoju to dance, and he actually felt that she was really short, like a dwarf in the forest. Later, the others stopped jumping, and only him and her continued to dance. She said she wouldn't jump, and he awkwardly insisted on jumping, which became a bit stubborn and domineering. Later, he heard laughter, as if his classmates were laughing at him and her. Finally, she shook him off and ran away. He didn't chase it, he knew, between him and her, it was over.

The feeling of that moment, such a shame, made him remember it for the rest of his life.

Back at school, neither of them looked for each other again, and he often went to sit on the swing frame alone. Ye Dai, who was far away in the Netherlands, sent him a letter, saying that she could vouch for him. He wrote back to her, and he said, I'll go.

When he left, he went to find Huang Xiaoju and invited her to ice cream. She still looks so serious about eating ice cream.

They sat on the swing rack until midnight that day, and there was always a distance of 10 centimeters between them. In the end, she suddenly cried and begged in a low voice, can you hug me one last time?

He hugged her, but he felt something precious missing, from the fingers of youth.

He remembered the moon that night, the half moon, slowly setting and setting.

Not long after arriving in the Netherlands, Shen Qing and Ye Dai got married, but he was not happy.

Many nights, he dreamed of the swing frame on the college campus, which belonged to him and Huang Xiaoju. Later, he simply made a swing rack in his yard.

On the swing frame, he carved a name that would not be recognizable if he was not careful. At the moment, his hands trembled a little, he always thought that he had forgotten her, it turned out that she was still in his heart - the woman who was not good-looking, the woman who was attached to him, the woman who would burst into tears when reading a novel.

He decided to go back to China to see her.

The swing frame is still there, old, decayed. He stroked it, and suddenly choked. On the swing frame, Huang Xiaoju carved a string of names, all of which were his!

He inquired about her, and she also went abroad, went to New Zealand, and got married.

He thought, could it be, that she had also thought of him in the dreams of her youth? It should be, the people and things you loved in your youth must be tattoos for a lifetime, how can you easily forget them.

When the class president called, he was about to leave the campus. The class leader said, you see how luxurious this spring is, the old classmates are all back, I am the east, everyone reminisces together, and if you want to hug your head and cry, you can hug your head and cry, don't be embarrassed. He laughed on the phone, hiding the emptiness in his heart.

Huang Xiaoju actually came back, what a coincidence. He went late that day, and as soon as he entered the door, he saw her dressed in white, but it didn't seem to be her. She's taller, thinner, darker, but she has a lot of temperament. Her buckteeth are gone, and she doesn't wear glasses anymore.

Shen Qing didn't expect that he was nervous.

It was she who walked over generously, shook his hand, and asked him how old the child was and how he was doing in the Netherlands. He wanted to say yes, but his mouth was open, but he didn't make a sound.

Thinking of "Red Rose and White Rose", when the former lovers met, it was the man who cried. Now, he was deliberately drunk and lay on the table and cried loudly. Huang Xiaoju patted him on the shoulder and said it's all over, it's all over.

Yes, it's all gone. Instead of telling her to see the swing frame on campus, he pulled her for a dance. The name of that dance song is so good - "As long as you live better than me".

He looked into her eyes, and she smiled and said, "This sentence has always been what I wanted to say to you." He closed his eyes and felt something fall from his eyes, slamming heavily on the surface of his feet.