Chen Jiali couldn't help but be furious when she saw the closed door of the piano store again, and she slammed the door with all her strength. After a long time, Zhuo Xuewen rubbed his eyes with his messy hair and opened the door, "With such a strong force, you are neurotic!" ”

Chen Jiali glared at him, and hit him hard when she entered the door. Instruments covered in white dust cloths are unusually silent in the dim light. Chen Jiali forcefully opened the curtain on the side. Zhuo Xuewen narrowed his eyes, and he raised his hand to his forehead to cover the sudden light.

It took him a while to get used to the lighty space, and he went into the so-called bedroom with his slippers on, and sat down in front of the computer. picked up the cigarette case on the side, knocked the wrapping paper that had been torn up and down twice in his direction, opened his mouth to bite the filter of a cigarette, threw the cigarette case on the table, picked up the lighter on the side, and "snapped" the flame jumped up to illuminate his face. He squinted at one eye and skillfully lit a cigarette, took a deep breath and exhaled a large, round smoke ring, before staring at the computer screen in a daze. Chen Jiali, who was leaning against the door frame, couldn't help but step forward and pressed the cigarette in his mouth into the ashtray, and the strong smell of smoke made her cough a few times.

Zhuo Xuewen looked at her coldly, and the woman in front of him who had once cared for him felt strange at this time. Yes, strange, even though they saw each other every week, lived for two days in the piano shop that once filled him with dreams and ambitions, and had sex in this bed in front of him, he felt that they were slowly becoming strangers from the moment she moved out of here.

He always remembered the scene of their first meeting, a noisy lecture hall with people on stage speaking passionately, and people they didn't know talking to each other. He stood at the door of the classroom and frowned and couldn't help but curse, "It's too noisy! ”。 But a chubby but delicate girl in the corner quietly looked at the people on the stage with one hand on her cheek, and she seemed to listen attentively as if she were not disturbed. He was attracted to her and couldn't help but stride over and sit on the empty seat next to her. She looked up at him and gave him a smile. At that moment, he was really attracted to her.

Is the girl who sat quietly in her seat listening to this person?

Thinking, doubting, denying these seeds sprouted in his heart.

Yes, he constantly denies himself, denying the well-intentioned consolations of all those around him.

A few years ago, the grand opening ceremony was not exchanged for a prosperous business and a happy love, and he began to doubt himself. The more he doubted his abilities, the more he denied himself, and finally in the Cold War again, his beloved moved out of his residence, which made him feel like another straw had been broken.

Now his world is dark, and the only light is when they get along briefly every week, but this light is slowly extinguished in the quarrels, and his world completely collapses, so he indulges in online games and completely indulges himself.

Chen Jiali didn't know the changes in his inner world, she came to see him every weekend to clean up the messy residence, every time she was helpless accompanied by forbearance, and finally one day it completely exploded.

Zhuo Xuewen is sensitive, and when he first heard the clanging sound in the bathroom, he just gritted his teeth and continued his game. After a few minutes, he couldn't help but slap the keyboard hard with the sound of the clanging sound, and the jingle sound followed by a slight pause before the sound of the keyboard was heard again. Finally he stood up, the chair behind him fell to the ground after rubbing against the ground because of his sudden uprightness, and he yelled angrily at Chen Jiali who was washing clothes: "If you don't want to do it, get out, why make such a loud noise?" ”

Chen Jiali was stunned by his inexplicable words, she blinked, "I didn't make a big noise, you think too much!" ”

Zhuo Xuewen was like a mad lion, Chen Jiali's blinking action was a provocation in his eyes, he reached out and grabbed Chen Jiali's collar and dragged her out of the bathroom and then pushed her down on the bed. Chen Jiali staggered and fell on the bed, she didn't know why the other party was like this, she supported her body with her two arms and remembered, she didn't want Zhuo Xuewen to raise her legs and ride on her and smash her fist at her, she was frightened and looked at the man with red eyes on her body motionlessly.

The fist got closer and closer, and the moment she closed her eyes, two lines of clear tears slipped down her cheeks. The wind in my ears slammed into the bed and made a loud noise.

Zhuo Xuewen was awakened by her tears, and his hand fell on the mattress beside him with a fist. The silent man under him still had his eyes closed, he gritted his teeth and slowly kissed her forehead down, holding her in his arms.