I smiled and nodded and said, okay, it seems that your final decision is still not to be with me, maybe I am too confident, forget what you want to do, anyway, you never believed me, in your eyes, I will always be that coward.

I really wanted to kill Zhang Haotian to prove my courage, but I saw the reluctance in Zhang Xuanxuan's eyes, maybe I still don't know her, maybe what she said is deceiving me, people are originally an animal that is difficult for outsiders to understand.

Even if we live together every day, it's not simple to really understand, everyone has something hidden in their own hearts, and they can't see or touch it, only he knows it, I don't want to face such a complicated thing, and it's a pleasure for me to escape.

I strode to the second floor, sat on the sofa in the room, lit a cigarette and looked at the blue sky and white clouds outside the window, I saw my hesitation for the first time, what a cowardly and terrible thing this is, I used to be very decisive, and I was able to make a quick decision on whether to kill or not to kill.

There is no problem with my judgment to kill Zhang Haotian, and those people outside will not really work for him, those who take the money and do things are absolutely unreliable, so I have an 80% chance of winning, but if I kill Zhang Haotian, I may lose Zhang Xuanxuan forever, so I actually don't kill Zhang Haotian, because I don't want to lose Zhang Xuanxuan forever, I love her, this is already an undeniable fact.

Falling in love with someone is really terrible, and the terrible self is a little unable to control himself, Zhang Xuanxuan should have lied to me, she didn't want to say it, she hated Zhang Haotian, Zhang Haotian didn't look like such a hated person, Zhang Haotian was a man for me, and he actually told Zhang Xuanxuan that men don't have a good thing, and there is still enough courage to say this.

It didn't take long for there to be a knock on the door outside, I said come in, the door was pushed open, and it was none other than Zhang Qi who was confused who walked in, he had no choice but to say more, Brother Qiang asked me to come over and ask, how to solve that guy.

I closed my eyes and said, I haven't thought about it yet, but I definitely can't let him go, there will be endless trouble after letting the tiger return to the mountain, you find a way to persuade Zhang Xuanxuan to kill him, but you must convince him, if there is no way to convince Zhang Xuanxuan, don't kill him for the time being.

Zhang Qi nodded and turned around and left, I was also swaying in my heart, what should I do to be right, I don't have an answer at all, now it depends on how Zhang Xuanxuan chooses.

I pressed the cigarette butt into the ashtray, stood up and walked to the table, opened the notes recorded in the books that Zhang Xuanxuan read, and now I can understand almost all the notes, they are in English, and almost all of them are recorded in my own thoughts.

I looked back from the front, and gradually found a conspiracy, a concealment that I was not aware of at all, during this time she was soft-hearted, she found out that she was in love with me, so she couldn't do anything to me, but then turned forward, I would be surprised to find that she wanted to plot against me, not only to kill me, but also to torture me mentally before killing me, so that I was worse than dead, what a terrible woman, I was completely deceived by her, but later, she was already in love with me, so this matter did not go on, so to say, From the beginning to the present, Zhang Xuanxuan didn't tell me the truth at all, she was completely lying to me, I was really stupid enough, I was deceived by a person like this, I didn't notice it at all, if I didn't go to look at Zhang Xuanxuan's diary today, I don't know at all, I'm afraid I won't know in this life.

At this moment, the footsteps outside stopped, I didn't turn my head, but smiled and said, I really can't imagine, I have always been played with as a fool, I thought that my most precious thing turned out to be nothing more than a hoax, it was ridiculous, I was not only ridiculous, but also pathetic.

Zhang Xuanxuan frowned and sighed and said, you have read it, right, in fact, I also want to confess, those things were originally going to be burned, but after thinking about it carefully, let's show you, it doesn't matter, you can think as much as you like, it was indeed me who was wrong at first, but I found that I couldn't control my emotions at all, I originally thought that I would not fall in love with you, but what I didn't expect was that I fell in love with you, and the body also includes the soul.

I turned around and looked at Zhang Xuanxuan and said with a smile, it was a scam from the beginning, when I was in China, you noticed that I had the intention of killing you, so you chose to make up stories a long time ago, a smart and beautiful woman's biggest ability is to lie, so a person who can lie is also a master of making up stories, Zhang Haotian's things are all made up by you.

Zhang Xuanxuan nodded, I smiled and said, you wanted to kill me at first, because you prepared a toothbrush, there were constantly toothbrushes and chopsticks, you hated me so you wanted to kill with one blow, but then you felt that a fatal blow was not enjoyable, and you couldn't satisfy the happiness in your heart, because you had killed too many people, just killed at once, and you felt that it was not enough at all, so you thought of using another method, you wanted to deceive my feelings, and then let me know the truth and then be in pain, kill me at this time, you feel enjoyable. Zhang Xuanxuan nodded, she admitted it, the reason why I saw the things recorded on the table also means that she is willing to tell me all the thoughts in my heart, as for what I will think, she doesn't know, absurd, it turns out that love is sometimes a scam, or even a conspiracy.

I smiled and nodded and said, very good, very good, this is the Brother Xuan I know, clever and ruthless, as beautiful as he is, as fierce as he is, as charming as he is, how terrible he is, admire, I really admire. I walked up to Zhang Xuanxuan, grabbed her hand, and pointed the gun in her hand at my head, I smiled and said, don't you want to kill me? Shoot me, shoot me.

Zhang Xuanxuan shook her head and said, don't do this, Yang Fan, stop it, something will happen like this.

While speaking, Zhang Xuanxuan broke free of my hand and threw the gun aside, I put my hand in her pocket, and soon touched the saber she was carrying, I put the knife in her hand and said with a smile, I think it is not enough to kill you directly to relieve hatred and not enough to enjoy it.

Between the words, I grabbed Zhang Xuanxuan's hand and stabbed it in my chest, when the knife entered the body, although it hurt but I felt very happy, and the anger in my heart seemed to have been resolved, I don't know why, shouldn't hating a person break her body into pieces? Why do I want to do this to myself, I don't know, but I just want Zhang Xuanxuan to kill me, so that I will feel relieved.

Zhang Xuanxuan cried and shook her head and said, Yang Fan is enough, don't be like this, I can't stand it, you let me treat you like this, don't you think it's cruel? You know I love you, I can't do it, I don't want to hurt you, I've been acting, but I've been acting, but I've been acting a lot, I've entered the role, I can't get out, I'm already in love with you, I'm just a woman, don't be so cruel to me, okay, I beg you, I know it's wrong.

Zhang Xuanxuan pulled out the saber that pierced my body, she cried and leaned against the wall, her body slowly fell along the wall, the crying look was very beautiful, even the blood-stained hands and knives made her particularly dazzling.

I unbuttoned my clothes, so that the wound was revealed, blood continued to flow out along the wound, Zhang Xuanxuan's tears also fell to the ground one by one, this cruel and fierce woman, crying like a tearful person, her appearance is very charming in my opinion.

I touched a trace of blood with my hand, felt the temperature, I walked to Zhang Xuanxuan's face, pulled Zhang Xuanxuan up, Zhang Xuanxuan covered my wound with her hand, the action was very beautiful, I couldn't help but bow my head and kiss her red lips, I was very useless, even if I knew that she was lying to me, but I still liked her very much, including the soul.

I was greedy, and she didn't hold back, she opened her little mouth and leaned against the wall, she didn't put up any resistance, she was exactly like a woman, and I finally understood why she didn't want to sleep with me before, because she didn't love me at all, and then she acted like a woman in bed, it was because she still didn't love me, but yesterday she was completely a woman, because she loved me.