Chapter 137: Torment
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Chapter 137: Torment
Chen Zhaojun didn't know how he came to Zzhou City People's Hospital, but at this moment, Chen Zhaoguang had already entered the emergency operating room, and the light on the door of the operating room was on.
Chen Zhaojun sat on a bench at the door of the operating room, buried his head in his knees in pain, his hands digging deep into his messy hair, and his whole body trembled slightly. He was very annoyed, if he didn't run to open the curtains, the second brother wouldn't have to be killed; If he insisted on not coming to Fujian, there would not be a chance for the two brothers and Fan Jian to collide, and the second brother would not have to be killed; If he hadn't interfered in the smuggling when he was in Yucheng, he wouldn't have been hated by Fan Jian, and the second brother would not have been killed because of this; If he hadn't been reborn, the second brother would definitely be alive and well now...... However, now the second brother is lying in the operating room, and he doesn't know if he can get through the dangerous period. In short, Chen Zhaojun blamed himself deeply, and he wished that the person who was shot was himself.
If Chen Zhaojun was given a choice, he would rather not be reborn! The purpose of his rebirth is to make up for some regrets in his previous life, in order to make his family live a better and happier life. To put it more bluntly, after Chen Zhaojun was reborn, he did not live for himself, but for his relatives and help his relatives to fulfill their wishes. Only in this way can everyone live happily together. And Chen Zhaojun has been working hard in this regard, and has always been able to achieve corresponding success. But this time, the accident happened too quickly, which made Chen Zhaojun stunned all of a sudden, making him repeatedly weigh the gains and losses of rebirth in his mind, and think about whether it was right or wrong to be reborn.
All that is happening so far is at least because of his rebirth. If Chen Zhaojun is not reborn, he will not drive Chen Zhaoping to study, and Chen Zhaoguang will not be depressed to join the industry that is studying hard. Without these, Chen Zhaoguang would not have become an intelligence agent at all. Chen Zhaojun remembers very well that before he was reborn, after graduating from university, Chen Zhaoguang was just an ordinary government worker. Although his life is not very rich, at least he is still alive and well, and there is no mental pressure, but now?
Chen Zhaojun knew that although Chen Zhaoguang didn't like to talk since he was a child, the relationship between their brothers was very deep. Chen Zhaojun believes that no matter who they are (including Chen Zhaojun himself), they will not hesitate to come out to block bullets for their brothers in the same environment, but who can accept this situation?
In this way, Chen Zhaojun waited at the door of the operating room for more than ten hours, anxious, restless, praying, angry, many things were burning together, he couldn't calm himself down, he kept pacing back and forth, every few seconds, he would look at the lamp that showed that the operation was in progress. He hoped that the lamp would go out soon, but he was afraid that it would go out, and no one knew what kind of news the surgical light would bring after it went out. During the whole process, he didn't eat, drink or sleep, just waited. He was accompanied by several comrades-in-arms who rushed to Chen Zhaoguang when they heard the news, as well as Yang Rongsong, mayor Li and others, the secretary of the municipal party committee of Zzhou City, and others. They knew that if bad news came, Chen Zhaojun's current situation would definitely not be able to hold on. But Chen Zhaojun couldn't listen to their persuasion at all, so he had to wait together in the end.
Finally, the lights in the operating room went out, the chief surgeon walked ahead, and Chen Zhaoguang was slowly pushed out. Chen Zhaojun hurriedly rushed forward, blocked in front of the doctor, looked at Chen Zhaoguang's hospital bed expectantly, and asked, "Doctor, how is my brother?" Is it dangerous? ”
"The operation was successful, but the injured are still not out of danger and need to continue to be observed!" The doctor in charge of the surgeon has been busy for so long, and he can't hold on anymore. Besides, he had to write a doctor's order, and he really didn't have the energy to say anything more. Of course, Chen Zhaojun was also very aware of this, and hurriedly thanked the doctor and let him go.
Chen Zhaojun hurriedly followed Chen Zhaoguang's cart, and when they arrived at the critical care unit, the nurse on duty stopped them. The environment in the ward needs to be kept sterile, so he can't be allowed to follow up, so Chen Zhaojun can only continue to wait at the door.
More than ten hours passed in a blink of an eye, except for the medical staff who came and went, only Chen Zhaojun did not eat, drink or sleep, completely guarding the door like a fool, watching the doctors and nurses busy at the door of the critical care ward.
Chen Zhaojun is in an extreme contradiction in this matter, he sometimes hopes that time can pass faster, and he hopes that time can pass slowly, and he doesn't know how many times he has to look at the watch in a minute. Because the doctor told him in the morning that if Chen Zhaoguang could survive tonight and tomorrow morning, then he should pass the dangerous period. Chen Zhaojun really wants to see Chen Zhaoguang alive again. But he was very worried that he wouldn't be able to survive tonight, so Chen Zhaojun's mood was very unstable, as if he was at the door of the operating room, tossing himself back and forth.
The accompanying personnel around have been replaced, and everyone felt unbearable when they saw Chen Zhaojun's appearance of not eating, drinking, or resting. But no matter how he persuaded him, Chen Zhaojun couldn't listen to it at all, only once or twice, because Chen Weixiong called the hospital, maybe because he heard Chen Weixiong's name, Chen Zhaojun had a reaction. However, as soon as he hung up the phone, Chen Zhaojun returned to his previous appearance, and sometimes he even forgot to hang up the phone.
In the wee hours of the morning, a full thirty hours had passed, and it was almost dawn, Chen Zhaojun's mood became more and more unstable, constantly walking back and forth, looking at his watch from time to time. The eyes are always taken away from the door of the ward. At this time, Zhang Jiamei came, and as soon as she received the news, she rushed to come. In order to be in a hurry, Li Bing drove Chen Zhaojun's Hongdu Subaru from Beijing overnight to FJ, and there was almost no rest except for refueling, and it took a whole day and a night to arrive at FJ.
"How is your second brother?" The corridor outside the ward was very quiet, Zhang Jiamei came to Chen Zhaojun's side, her tone was very calm, as if the patients in the ward were the patients she cared for, and asked Chen Zhaojun in a low voice.
At this time, Chen Zhaojun was looking at the door of the ward in a daze, not noticing that there was anyone next to him. Suddenly hearing Zhang Jiamei's voice, Chen Zhaojun's originally dull gaze instantly turned over. What came into his eyes was Zhang Jiamei's haggard and pale face, and the red eyes that he didn't know how many times he had cried. Under Zhang Jiamei's inquiring gaze, Chen Zhaojun suddenly felt the urge to cry. For thirty hours, no matter how many people persuaded him, he was indifferent, in fact, he also wanted to find a way to vent, but he didn't have this opportunity at all. He wanted to cry, but the environment and the characters here made him unable to cry at all, so he could only wait with the anxiety in his heart so forcefully. Only he knew how tired his heart was after more than thirty hours of nervous waiting, and how much he needed comfort after more than thirty hours of restlessness. Now, with his relatives here, the anxiety and pain that Chen Zhaojun had been suppressing finally found an outlet. Tears soon fell from his eyes. "Mom!" Chen Zhaojun didn't know what to say, and as tears fell. He sat down on a bench as if he had collapsed, unable to stand up again.
Chen Zhaojun never thought that he needed to hide his feelings in front of his family, so he replied softly while crying: "Mom, the second brother was yesterday...... Do ...... Surgery, not yet over the danger period......"
Infected by Chen Zhaojun, Zhang Jiamei's tears also fell, and she hurriedly stroked Chen Zhaojun's hair and said: "My old son, you have to be stronger, look at your current ......" Chen Zhaojun's current appearance is indeed terrifying, his messy hair is like yellowed dead grass, his haggard cheeks are bloodless, pale as if he is seriously ill, the color of his purple lips is in stark contrast to his snow-white teeth, and his bloodshot eyes are so red that people dare not look directly. This look, everyone who sees it thinks it is a sign of being terminally ill. Zhang Jiamei saw her second son coming, but the first thing he saw was the miserable old son, which made her even more worried.
"Mom!" Chen Zhaojun wiped away his tears, grabbed Zhang Jiamei's hand and stroked his hair and said, "Mom, it's all my fault, if it weren't for me, the second brother wouldn't have had an accident!" Hit me, punish me! As he spoke, Chen Zhaojun burst into tears and picked up Zhang Jiamei's hand and pumped it in his face. Chen Zhaojun was really remorseful in his heart, he thought that all this was his fault, and he now hoped that Chen Weixiong was by his side, maybe his father would blame him and beat and scold him. In fact, Chen Zhaojun has been anxious for a long time now, and his mind is a little unconscious, otherwise, with his understanding of Chen Weixiong, he would definitely not think so.
Zhang Jiamei grabbed Chen Zhaojun's hand tightly and said with tears: "My old son, I don't blame you for this, look away, don't blame yourself!" It's all my fault as a mother, I should have stopped your dad in the first place and didn't let you come to FJ. If you don't come to FJ, you won't be able to do anything like that. ”
"Mom! I regret it so much, I ......" Chen Zhaojun couldn't hold back any longer, threw himself into Zhang Jiamei's arms, sobbed softly, and choked up: "If it weren't for protecting me, the second brother would be fine." It's me who should be shot......" If this is not the door of the ward, I believe Chen Zhaojun would have cried bitterly at this time.
Li Bing's eyes were also red, and he patted Chen Zhaojun's back with tears, comforting him silently.
The leaders who were still accompanying them also quietly wiped their tears, after all, the scene in front of them was too touching.
The two mothers and sons didn't know how long they cried, but Chen Zhaojun's mood stabilized slightly, and they intermittently told Zhang Jiamei about the situation when Chen Zhaoguang was injured. After all, Zhang Jiamei used to be a nurse in a military hospital, and she may be able to analyze some of Chen Zhaoguang's injuries from it.
"Two steel balls hit the lungs, and one hit the spine near the spine...... Zhang Jiamei was stunned on the spot after repeating Chen Zhaojun's words. With Chen Zhaoguang's injury, especially the result of the steel ball close to the vertebrae, if it touches a nerve, it is very likely that even if it is treated, it will fall ill, and it is even very likely that the lower half of the body will be directly paralyzed and unable to move. However, when Zhang Jiamei saw Chen Zhaojun's haggard expression, she couldn't bear to tell the truth, so she comforted: "It's okay!" These injuries are not a big deal! When she said this, even she didn't believe it, and her tears fell uncontrollably.
Chen Zhaojun has experienced the afterlife, so how could he not know the consequences of this injury. However, he had been trying to deceive himself, telling himself that Chen Zhaoguang would definitely be fine, although he subconsciously knew that this was unlikely.
"Is it Comrade Zhang Jiamei?" A middle-aged man in armed police uniform walked up to the two and asked very politely.
Zhang Jiamei hurriedly wiped away her tears, stood up and said, "Yes, I am!" "Anyway, it's all people in military uniforms. Although the other party is wearing an armed police uniform.
The middle-aged man gave a military salute, and after Zhang Jiamei returned the salute, he said: "I am the head of the No. 1 Armed Police Detachment of Zzhou City, and the comrades of our detachment are mainly responsible for protecting the safety of Comrade Chen Zhaojun. After the detachment leader introduced himself, he said apologetically: "I really didn't expect this to happen, for this matter, our armed police detachment has a lot of responsibility, it is our soldiers who are negligent, we will be responsible for this matter!" "In the hospital, there has always been a large group of armed police protecting Chen Zhaojun, and the evacuation order from above has not come down, and now that such an incident has happened, they dare not leave even half a step.
"Oh!" Zhang Jiamei did not answer the specific content, but only answered, indicating that she heard it. At this time, she couldn't listen to anything.
"That's right, before coming to the hospital, our detachment found that Comrade Chen Zhaojun was carrying a matching gun, which we didn't know before. According to the normal procedure, it is necessary to check the license of the firearm. However, Comrade Chen Zhaojun was quite agitated at that time, and he did not show us his gun license, so we had to forcibly take the gun away by force. Later, we also made it clear that Comrade Chen Zhaojun was qualified to carry a gun. However, Comrade Chen Zhaojun's mood has been unstable in the past two days, and everyone is not very reassured, so we did not return the gun to him. You are the mother of Comrade Chen Zhaojun and a soldier. Therefore, I think it would be better to leave this gun with you for the time being! The detachment leader took out Chen Zhaojun's matching gun and handed it to Zhang Jiamei.
"Thank you!" Zhang Jiamei was worried about Chen Zhaoguang's matter, and didn't want to pay attention to anything, so she took the gun completely mechanically and replied mechanically.
Li Bing, who was standing on the side, saw this situation, and hurriedly took Chen Zhaojun's gun from Zhang Guimei's hand and put it in his bag. The detachment leader already knew Li Bing's identity, so he didn't say anything about it.
After seeing her appearance, the detachment commander thought that he needed to say something, so he comforted: "Comrade Zhang Guimei, don't worry, Comrade Xiao Chen is still so young, it is the most energetic time, there should be no problem." After speaking, he didn't care what Zhang Jiamei's answer was (in fact, he couldn't face this mother), and after making a military salute, he came to Chen Zhaojun again. This time, Chen Zhaojun finally stood up and faced him, so that he would not be unable to speak.
"Comrade Chen Zhaojun, we deeply regret what happened to Comrade Chen Zhaoguang. In any case, we, the armed police detachment, must be held accountable for this matter! We are also equally troubled by the situation of Comrade Chen Zhaoguang, who was injured in the line of duty! Please forgive me" After speaking, he gave Chen Zhaojun a military salute. As a result, Chen Zhaojun just glanced at him, and continued to stare at the door of the ward.
In fact, everyone knows that as a soldier, you must always be prepared to sacrifice for the country, but this is easy to say, if the matter really falls on your relatives, it is also difficult to face.
The detachment leader doesn't know how many times he has touched his nose in the past few days, but this time he can look at him, which is already an improvement. However, the detachment commander will not complain about anything, after all, this matter is indeed the responsibility of their detachment, and they should also bear the responsibility for this kind of thing if it happens within the scope of their detachment's responsibility. Moreover, if it were his brother who encountered this kind of thing, maybe he would be even more rude than Chen Zhaojun, and he would kick people directly with his feet.
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