Chapter 26 In this game, she still lost

At this moment, she tried her best to regain her momentum, and her forbearance red eyes were like a little beast full of suppressed anger, "Tell me the facts, let me tell you the facts, okay." ”

"When my mother was bitterly pregnant with me and was criticized by everyone, where was your father? When my mother gave birth to me and left, where did you, the father, follow that woman to love? When I, Shen Nian'an, was called a wild child because I didn't have a father, where was your father? ”

Tell her the truth?

No one knows these two words better and more deeply than her.

Nian An's eyes were completely red.

He couldn't help but shout at the man.

"Since I was born, Shen Nian'an, adults told me that I don't have a father, and everyone around me knows that I Shen Nian'an doesn't have a father, whether it's a wild seed or a jump out of a crack in the stone, anyway, there is no father, this is the truth-"

The tears were uncontrollable.

Like a flood bursting the embankment, she tensed the strings and finally broke.

Reason can't control her tears anymore, and Shen Nian'an, who never cries easily in front of people, can't control her crying anymore at this moment.

In this game, she still lost. Lost to emotion. Lost to the deepest desire of the heart.

She hadn't imagined this scene, she had simulated it many times in her head, and she thought she could fight back at him coldly and haughtily, but in the end, she ......

No one knows how long she waited for this moment.

Maybe in Xu Lifeng's view, it's just this short year, but for her......

It's twenty years.

From the age of five to twenty-five, she waited for this man for twenty years.

It turned out that in a flash, twenty years had passed.

Those long twenty years were completely buried by endless waiting. Corrupted into the deepest wound engraved in the bottom of my heart.

No one knows what she desires for her parents. The death of her mother is a fact, and she cannot change it. It's just that since she was five years old, she overheard the quarrel between her aunt and uncle, and she knew that she had a father, but her father didn't want her and her mother anymore.

She once hid in the house and cried, but after crying, she was still looking forward to the day when her father would come to see her, and would carry her on his shoulders like Youjia's father, lift her high to pick grapes on the grape trellis, and be like Junshan's father, who was full of proud smiles at every parent-teacher meeting, obviously her grades and her all aspects were better than Junshan, but she did not have her father's praise.

She Shen Nianan can win the first place in the whole grade, the first place in the calligraphy competition, the first prize in the literary performance, and the world's most famous design award at the age of fifteen, but she can't have a wide embrace for her to be coquettish, but she can't get the praise of a person who is synonymous with her father, and there will still be people who look at her with strange and mocking eyes.

Just because she was born with an unknown biological father.

Over the years, she can work hard enough to become the best, but she can't wait for her father.

No one knows why she works so hard no matter what she does, not only to get more love from her grandmother, but also because once upon a time, she was naïve and naïve and thought that if she did well enough and was good enough, her father would come back.

But it wasn't until she grew up that she realized that no matter how hard you try, some people will never come back.

The rain outside the window was still pouring down, knocking on the transparent floor-to-ceiling window behind him, ping-pong, as if it was beating on his heart. Looking at Nian on the other side and wiping the tears on his face, Xu Lifeng's heart couldn't stop aching.