Fang Jing, who appeared in front of Zhong Shan again, was wearing a sportswear of white cropped pants and a fruit green short-sleeved shirt, and her half-high-heeled leather shoes were also replaced by sneakers, and she was the energetic female college student back then.

The municipal party committee is three stations away from Jiangcheng University, which is not far and not close. Fang Jing said that there was no need to take a car, and Zhong Shan also agreed. The two walked side by side along the sidewalk of the main road, their heads covered by a plane tree shaped like a canopy, and they did not feel very hot. The cicadas in the trees were like boiling oil hitting droplets of water, and they exploded, but the two old lovers were silent. Soon, Zhong Shan didn't know how many times he had appeared in his dreams over the years, and the gate of Jiangcheng University had been presented in front of him, and the two walked into the school gate and came to the familiar Nanfangyuan restaurant.

18 years have passed, Nanfang Garden is still the same, simple layout, simple decoration. The two still chose a side seat and ordered two steamed buns and a bowl of tomato and egg soup. Fang Jing pierced the skin of the bun with the tip of the chopsticks, sucked the juice, ate the skin of the bun, and picked the meatballs into Zhong Shan's plate. Zhong Shan couldn't help but hold Fang Jing's slender jade hand and reciprocated two lines of tears.

After eating a meal, there is no longer the warmth and affection of the year, but a lot of thoughts.

Leaving Nanfangyuan, the sky has darkened, the sky is a wonderful dark blue, the old place, the old people, Zhongshan has a feeling of passing through. The two of them blended in with the students who were as old as them and came to the big playground on campus. At this time, the sky was already dark, and a bright moon rose in the eastern sky, as if it was specially designed to welcome this pair of people who had been reunited after a long absence.

The two walked round and round, and when it came to their current life and work, they all sighed one after another, like an out-of-body soul, and they didn't live at all what they wanted to be. Only when I recall the old events of 18 years ago can I feel as if my soul is attached to my body again, and my emotions become happy and cheerful again.

Zhong Shan said: "I proposed to break up with you that night, and you ran away angrily when you only heard that Lin Meihui was pregnant, why don't you listen to me explain a few more words?" ”

Fang Jing said: "Things have come to that point, what's the point of explaining? Besides, if I keep you, will you stay and never return to Qingshan? ”

"I was isolated and helpless, my brain was in a mess, and if you were on my side and pulled, I might have made up my mind to stay." Zhong Shan said.

"But isn't that too sorry for Lin Meihui?"

"Two people who don't love each other barely get together, which is the biggest sorry, sorry for others, and even more sorry for yourself. As practice has shown, she and I didn't make it to the end either. ”

"The two of us got along so well at the time, you didn't have any warning in advance, and suddenly proposed to break up with me, and for that kind of reason, it was a fatal blow to me, I was about to go crazy, how could I still stay by your side and not leave?" Fang Jing's resentment that had been suppressed in his heart for 18 years finally got a chance to vent, and continued: "Over the years, every time I recall the scene of that night, it seems like a nightmare. I no longer believe that there is any true love in this world, and all the good things died and were buried that night. ”

Zhong Shan said: "I know that it is pointless to say sorry, but I still have to solemnly say to you, I am really sorry." It was my indecision that ruined the happiness of both of us. ”

Fang Jing said: "It's not certain that the two of us are happy together, maybe you picked the white rose, and you will miss the red rose that was lost." ”

A new swimming pool was built by the playground, and the two sat down on the steps by the pool while talking about the car that they couldn't figure out the answer. At this time, the moon had risen in mid-air, and the same bright moon was reflected on the surface of the pool. Fang Jing sighed with emotion: "The moon in this water is much like our past. It's still the same thing, but you can't reach out to fish, and it will break as soon as you pick it up. ”