Chapter 42: I can't go back to my home

"An An ......"

Youjia squatted to her side and hugged her helplessly.

Nian An threw herself into Youjia's arms and cried loudly.

Whenever this time, Nian'an is very helpless, she has no mother since she was a child, and her grandmother is also old, she can't tell her a lot of things (love), and she doesn't dare to talk to her.

As for others, this kind of thing (qingqing) is even more difficult for her to tell her sadness in her heart.

There is only Youjia, but fortunately there is Youjia.

In front of Youjia, Nian An didn't have to pretend to be strong, she hugged her and cried for a while before venting the indignation and shame in her heart.

And Youjia naturally understood that An An needed to vent at the moment, so she didn't persuade her and let her cry.

It's okay to cry out. It's much more comfortable to cry than to be sad in your heart.

I don't know how long it took, after Nian An vented, she gradually stopped her tears, she looked at Youjia and asked, "Why did you come?" ”

If it weren't for Youjia coming, she wouldn't know what she would have done today.

She definitely didn't dare to go out of the room like this, but here alone, she was really afraid that she would go crazy.

"Gu Junyan called me and asked me to come." Youjia didn't want to mention that man.

Although Gu Junyan didn't say anything very clearly when she called her, she just asked her to come and take a look at Nian'an, but as soon as she came, looking at this (qingqing) scene, how could she not know what was going on.

The marks on Nian'an's neck and body are so clearly visible, and his eyes are swollen like a panda......

After You Jia finished speaking, she looked at Nian An's god (Qing qing), and sure enough, as soon as she heard Gu Junyan's name, her face changed instantly, and she was as if she was going to kill!

"Where are the others?" Nian An looked out the window, it was already dark, and it stands to reason that he should also get off work.

"He didn't say anything, just let me come and see you." Yoga said and pulled her up from the ground.

"Don't sit here, let's go sit on the couch."

Youjia pulled Nian An to the sofa and asked her to sit down.

Then she went to the bathroom, got a towel, soaked it in warm water, and took it out.

"Wipe your face." Nian An watched Youjia busy coming and going, and there was some warmth in his heart.

"Thank you, Jiajia." Nian An's nose was a little blocked, and his voice was muffled.

Youjia sighed helplessly, "Why are you still talking to me about this." ”

She looked at Nian'an, she wanted to ask something, but she was a little afraid to ask her (qingqing) Xu was excited again.

Ji Beichuan is back.

In today's newspaper, she saw the news.

Last night, Ji Beichuan and Gu Junyan fought so fiercely for the (chest xiong) needle donated by Nian'an, and finally Nian'an came forward to mediate, although the newspaper was a harmonious faction and both parties were not offended. only said that Gu Junyan was generous, and Ji Beichuan admired Jingmei's design.

However, looking at the news, she could imagine how intense the gunpowder scene was last night, even if she was not at the scene.

Ji Beichuan came back, and there was an auction with Gu Junyan (Qingqing), she was worried and wanted to come to see Nian'an, but before she could think about whether to come, Gu Junyan called her and asked her to come to the house to see Nian'an.

At this time, Youjia naturally didn't dare to hesitate anymore, and immediately rushed over.

Looking at the situation now, Nian'an and Gu Junyan have been together for five years, and they should not have been husband and wife before, it must have been last night......

thought that Ji Beichuan, so, Gu Junyan ......

Thinking of this, Youjia also hated itchy.

This hateful Gu Junyan. He'll be the first to strike!

Isn't there no way out of Nian'an in this way?

"What do you think? Frowning so tightly? After crying bitterly, Nian An was a little calmer and more sensible, she turned her head to look at Youjia who was suddenly quiet on the side, and the girl didn't know what to think, and her brows were furrowed.

"An An, now...... What are you going to do now? Youjia came back to her senses and couldn't help asking.

I was also anxious for Nian'an.

Ji Beichuan finally came back, but Nian'an ...... Thinking of this, she couldn't help but want to scold that Gu Junyan again!

"What to do?" Nian An naturally understood the meaning of Youjia's words.

However, Youjia didn't understand.

Even if there is still nothing between her and Gu Junyan as before, nothing has happened......

It is also impossible for her to divorce him.

Five years of marriage, not to mention that this marriage was facilitated by her own hands, and now there are too many involvements between the Shen family and the Gu family.

What's more, now, whether it is grandma or grandfather, their (body) condition can no longer withstand the toss between her and Gu Junyan.

"An An, you know what I mean, he ...... He's back, don't you ......?"

In Youjia's eyes, no family interests are as important as her own happiness, she only hopes that An An can be happy, not with Gu Junyan who lives a life of no one and no ghost!

Her marriage to Gu Junyan is a cage in Youjia's eyes!

It's Nian'an's anger for a while, and the cage he forged for himself!

"Jiajia, it's long been impossible for me to talk to him."

From the moment he resolutely left and abandoned her, she was separated from him.

"An An, can you not lie to yourself, you obviously ......"

What Nian'an has become after so many years, anyone can see it clearly.

And why she became like this, all of them understand!

"Jiajia, don't mention him again."

"Why not? An An, you can't forget Ji Beichuan at all, why do you deceive yourself? ”

The previous Nian'an was never like this!

At that time, Nian'an chased Ji Beichuan and made a lot of trouble on campus. She didn't care at all, and in the end, Ji Beichuan was not chased by Nian'an!

Nian'an is by no means the kind of person who can't take her face and is embarrassed, what she likes, she will pursue it without hesitation!

But now, why do you deceive yourself like this!

"Jiajia, you don't understand...... There are some things that can't be turned back, not to mention that I gave him a chance, it's him who ......"

It was Ji Beichuan who chose not to want her.

Nian An looked down at his wrist, where the scar was visible.

It's not like she didn't give him a chance.

For her, she has done her best, poured everything in, and in the end......

Five years ago, he had already made his choice.

And so did she.

"An An ......"

With Nian'an's gaze, Youjia's nose was sore, and she couldn't help crying.

She opened her mouth to call her, not knowing what words she used to persuade her, and she didn't know what was best for Nian'an.

"Okay, I'm a little hungry, you go downstairs to help me get some food, and there will be something to get rid of you in a while."

"What's the matter?" Youjia listened to that and asked eagerly. She's an anxious (sexual) son. Hearing Nian An say that, he immediately felt a little uneasy.

"Let me have something to eat first, okay? Miss. Nian An glared at Youjia angrily.

Youjia saw that she could joke with her, although her heart was still depressed, but she immediately went downstairs and went to the kitchen to see if there was anything to eat.

Nian An saw Youjia go out of the room, so he got up and went to change into his home clothes first. Then I went to the bathroom and washed my face and took a shower.

Although Gu Junyan washed her last night, she ......

Thinking of last night, Nian An (chest xiong) still couldn't stop being a little angry.

She can't think about last night. As soon as she thought of those pictures last night, she couldn't wait to fight with Gu Junyan!

After Nian An came out of the bathroom after washing up, he saw that Youjia had already cut off the meal.

"Come and eat." Youjia was also a little hungry, so she brought herself a bowl of rice.

Nian An is really hungry.

I didn't eat anything at the banquet last night, and then so many things happened. When I woke up, it was already five or six o'clock in the afternoon.

"You haven't eaten in a few days, you're hungry like this." Seeing that Nian'an had eaten two bowls of rice, Youjia not only shook her head.

Gu Junyan should not be so excessive, he won't give Nian An a meal!

"I haven't had anything to eat since last night." Nian An felt a little supportive, relieved the dishes and chopsticks, and drank a few sips of soup.

"No wonder I'm hungry like this. Anyway, can you tell me what you want me to do for you? Youjia saw that she was full, and asked.

"It's nothing, it's just the medicine I bought for me at the pharmacy." Nian An rest assured that the bowl and chopsticks, God (Qingqing) is very plain.

Youjia was slightly stunned when she heard that, and thought for a while: "Is there any injury?" ”

"This Gu Junyan won't be so rude!"

You Jia's subconscious reaction was that Gu Junyan was too angry last night, so he must have hurt Nian An!

If that's the case, she won't let that bastard go!

"Birth control pills!" Nian An listened to Youjia's words, and her indignant appearance of jumping up, and her angry face turned red!

What's going on in this girl's head!

How do you think it is......

Nian An was speechless.

Although he is very rough, but ...... It's still not serious! Although she is really uncomfortable, it should be normal!

After all, the first time, it will hurt a little.

In fact, Nian'an is really ignorant of these things, she has no mother since she was a child, and her grandmother will not tell her about this kind of thing (qing), when she was with Ji Beichuan, although he also had ** for her, he has always been very restrained.

"Birth control pills? You...... Anyway, your mother-in-law is not ......" Youjia reacted at this time, and she thought about it.

But when it comes to birth control pills, Youjia is puzzled again.

If Nian'an decides to continue to be with Gu Junyan, then with a child, her position in the Gu family will be more stable.

After all, Grandpa Gu is old, if Grandpa is not there one day, and Nian'an has no children, then her status as a Gu family will be in jeopardy.

Especially outside, if that woman is pregnant with Gu Junyan's child first, then Nian Enke will ...... But I'm going to be dumb and eat Coptis chinensis!

Now she doesn't want children, but she refuses to divorce Gu Junyan, it's really ...... It's really hard to understand what she thinks in her head!

Does this girl know how to think about herself!

"Jiajia, you don't have to worry about me, I'm ...... For kids, I'm just not ready yet. ”

Nian'an has no parents since she was a child, even if her grandfather is very good to her, but unfortunately her grandfather is not a legitimate biological grandfather, and grandma is ......

Grandma is grandma after all, no matter how much she hurts, it is different from mom and dad.

For children, Nian Anxin is afraid.

She was afraid that she would not be able to be a mother, and she was even more afraid of the ...... between her and Gu Junyan

In the future, you can't give your child a complete home and a good environment for growth.

"Don't ask so much first, do as I say, it's not too early, you bought what you ordered and sent it over."

Nian An whispered to her in Youjia's ear.

Youjia sighed helplessly when she heard Nian'an's words, but she could only do it.

After Youjia left, Nian An took the phone and looked at it.

Above, Gu Junyan sent her a text message, saying that she was going on a business trip to other provinces. It may take a few days to get back.

Nian An looked at the text message and often breathed a sigh of relief. It's okay if you don't come back. lest she can't help but stab him with a knife first!

Of course, this is angry talk.

But when she saw him, she was really afraid that she would lose control and do something unexpected (qing)!

At this time, Gu Junyan did not travel at all, but was in a Shangzhuang in Kyoto.

In the spacious and bright box, he played cards with Mo Shaodong, Han Che and Zhang Qiyang.

"Anyway, Lao Gu, why are you so idle today, and you actually take the initiative to form a game to play cards?" Before he sat down, Han Che couldn't help but quip.

Anyway, this guy is busy and can't find a figure, and occasionally he is urged to play cards, and now the sun is playing in the west, and he will take the initiative to call them to play cards!

"Isn't the heart (emotion) bad? However, it doesn't look like you. ”

Zhang Qiyang, who was sitting opposite, looked at Gu Junyan and was also a little puzzled. This is an abnormality, there must be a demon!

Only Mo Shaodong is a cold (sexual) son, and he doesn't care much.

"Anyway, you usually honestly shout that I don't participate in brotherly activities, but I took the time to ask you to play, and there is so much nonsense!"

Gu Junyan listened to those words and replied angrily.

If he hadn't been able to go back to his home, he wouldn't have the leisure to play cards with a few of them.

He couldn't go back these days, so he had to hide outside.

has been married to Nian An for five years, although the relationship between the two has always been cold, but they seem to know each other very well.

Gu Junyan understands Nian'an's (sexual) son, with her current anger, he goes back, I am afraid that if he touches her again, she will be able to fight with him.

And he was afraid that he would be so resistant to see her for a while, and he would be uncontrollable for a while, and he would hurt her even more.

I can only wait for her to calm down, and he is going home.

As long as she calms down and her anger is gone, and when she goes back, it will be calm.

"I just think it's abnormal! Anyway, how are you doing with that little star, and Miss Yang called me that day......"

Han Che couldn't help but gossip again.

Recently, Lao Gu seems to have done this as if he has been good, not only protecting his little beautiful wife tightly, but also seems to want to cut off the relationship with those warblers and warblers outside, this is not like him!

"In the future, you don't care about her affairs." Gu Junyan listened to those words, frowned, and warned Han Che in a cold voice.

"How could I be the kind of nosy person, but it was yours before...... She came to me, and I couldn't...... Get rid of her! ”

Han Che said with an aggrieved face.

This guy is really ungrateful! When he was asked to help deal with Yang Yuwei's affairs in the circle before, it was not this attitude!

"You try to talk nonsense again." Gu Junyan glared at Han Che.

This guy just owes a mouth. So much more to play a card with!

I knew that I wouldn't have called him here.

Gu Junyan glanced at the time, and didn't know if Nian An slept at home.

It's really uncomfortable to have a home that you can't go back to.

He didn't feel anything if he didn't go home for months.

"Old Gu, how do I think you're a little mentally weak, do you want to find you a ......?"

Before Han Che's joking words could be finished, the door of the box was pushed open.

Han Che was sitting facing the door, and as soon as he raised his eyes, he saw Yang Yuwei walking in.

"Yo, don't look for it, I'm here!"

Listening to Han Che's words, Zhang Qiyang on the side couldn't help laughing.

"Ah Yan......" Yang Yuwei approached, looked at Gu Junyan, and called him softly.

Gu Junyan frowned slightly when he heard that.

I just feel awkward to hear.

Last night, he coaxed Nian'an's girl for a long time, and she didn't want to do it.

"Is there something wrong?" Gu Junyan turned his head and glanced at Yang Yuwei, who was standing on the side, and said with some annoyance in his heart.

Yang Yuwei looked at Gu Junyan, she didn't expect his attitude towards her to be cold like this all of a sudden.

She knew that she shouldn't come back to pester him, otherwise it would only make him even more annoying, but ...... If she hadn't come, wouldn't everything she had worked so hard for so many years be in vain!

Yang Yuwei looked at Gu Junyan and hesitated for a while before she spoke: "Is it okay now, I can't come to you, right?" ”

Yang Yuwei asked rhetorically.

And Gu Junyan's face was even more gloomy when he heard that.

Subsequently, Gu Junyan pushed the card in front of him, got up and went out.

Seeing this, Yang Yuwei immediately followed.

In the back garden of Shangzhuang.

Gu Junyan stood under an old locust tree and smoked a cigarette.

Yang Yuwei stood aside, both of them were silent, the night was thick, and the cold air in the villa was heavy with me.

Yang Yuwei was dressed lightly, and she only felt cold when she stood there.

"Ah Yan, you really ...... Do you really want to draw a line with me, and from now on ...... "From now on, cut in two?"

Obviously, he has feelings for her, but why did it become so sudden?

"Yuwei, I think I mean you know." Gu Junyan took a puff of cigarette and said lightly.

"Can you give me a reason? Do you like Shen Nian'an? Yang Yuwei asked bitterly.

She didn't know Shen Nian'an's ability. How many men used to like Nian'an, she didn't know.

She had expected such a day, but she didn't want to......

Nian'an and Gu Junyan have been married for five years, and both of them have been lukewarm, she thought that there would be nothing between Gu Junyan and her, but she didn't want so much to happen in such a quick time.

"Yu Wei, I admit that I had feelings for you five years ago, but at that time, I saw you so sad and did have the idea of marrying you desperately, but in the end, I ......"

In the end, it was all killed by his father and grandfather.

"Jun Yan, do you want to say that you don't feel any more for me now?" Yang Yuwei listened to those words, and her eyes instantly turned red!

Gu Junyan's feelings (affection) for her, she knows, originate from her childhood...... When he was a child, he had chickenpox, and she took care of him, but ......

But if he knew about some things, he would be ...... I'm afraid that there will be no more feelings for her!

"Yuwei, you should know what I have done to you all these years, and the relationship between me and you should have ended a long time ago." Gu Junyan threw away the cigarette in his hand and extinguished it with one foot.

Today's Yu Wei is no longer the Yu Wei he knows, and his feelings (affection) for her, Gu Junyan knows very well, and he has consumed much.

"Jun Yan......" Yang Yuwei grabbed him, and her tears couldn't help falling anymore.

"Yuwei, it's time to let go. You've gotten what you want over the years, and you're going on like this, but it's actually yours who are delayed. Gu Junyan said calmly.

For the relationship between him and Yang Yuwei, he has already thought very clearly.

His marriage to Nian An has been five years. As long as grandpa is still in the day, this marriage will be firmly trapped.

When he married Nian'an, he was actually destined to be impossible between him and Yang Yuwei.

It's just that she can't let go of all these years, and he ...... Muddleheaded.

Nian An was cold to him for five years, but a kiss completely broke the parallel line between them.

He asked for An An last night.

Then the marriage is even more unlikely to end.

After recognizing his heart, it was impossible for him to let Nian An go. As for Yang Yuwei, he felt that he had done his best.

After all, she can have today in the entertainment industry, and even her grandfather knows that he is behind it.

For her, he has embarrassed Nian An for five years.

"Gu Junyan, do you know what I really want?" Yang Yuwei listened to Gu Junyan's words, and her heart suddenly felt uncomfortable.

"Yuwei, what you want, you know best." Gu Junyan listened to those words, and the corners of his mouth curled slightly.

Don't tell him anything about feelings, (love ai) he wants to marry him.

If you want to marry him, it's not because of vanity and fame at all!

What has become of her over the years, Gu Junyan knows very well in his heart, she is no longer the simple girl he remembers.

What has become of her big dye vat in the entertainment industry over the years, he knows it very well in his heart. It's Nian'an......

Thinking of last night's Nian'an.

Nian'an's girl usually looks shrewd, smart, and even presumptuous, but she is very simple and immature in her bones.

"Jun Yan, are you really so unfeeling? Do you know what I was ridiculed in the circle after you let Sheng Shi change the lead actor of the show? ”

Yang Yuwei stared at Gu Junyan and asked loudly.

And Gu Junyan listened to those words, and the smile on the corner of her mouth became even worse, "Yu Wei, this is the real purpose of your coming to me tonight." ”

In the end, she still values her status in the circle. She was used to the feeling of being high and being sought after, and now that she was being ridiculed, how could she bear it.

"Gu Junyan, I can't control what you want to think of me, but I just want to ask you, are you really so ruthless, do you want to do this to me?"

Yang Yuwei wiped her tears and stared at him, and the whole person looked extremely embarrassed.

"Yuwei, I can help you borrow a better play in a high-profile manner, but ...... Your contract can no longer be in the prime of life. ”

In the face of Yang Yuwei's various entanglements, whether it was pitiful or aggressive, Gu Junyan's expression was very indifferent.

How to break off with her, he had already figured it out. What he Gu Junyan has decided (Qingqing) will not be easily changed.

Therefore, the choice now is still up to her.

Anyway, it is not difficult for him to unilaterally terminate her contract with Sheng Shi, but in that case, she is afraid that her face will be even more ugly.

Yang Yuwei is a smart person, she naturally knows how to choose.

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