CHAPTER XXXII 3

Time quietly passed through Chang'an, where the snow was early in November, and in December, Song Li felt that the weather was getting colder and colder.

It was the 15th, Song Li followed his mother to his grandmother's house during the day, as soon as it was dark, Chen Xi's car was parked in the family courtyard, his mother was standing on the balcony, her face was not very good-looking, Song Li hurriedly took her mobile phone and ran downstairs.

"Why are you here, don't you have something to do tonight?" Song Li wrapped his arms around his chest, trying to retain his body temperature under his thin clothes.

Chen Xi only said one sentence: "Follow me!" He pulled Song Li into the car.

"What are you doing!" Song Li was shocked, "My parents are still upstairs, and I said that I would eat dumplings at my grandmother's house in the evening!" I'll talk to you, Chen Xi! My bag, coat······ Also, and the scarf, my stuff is still upstairs! Where are you taking me? Can you let me know in advance next time you come over? My parents weren't very happy, you still ······ Yikes! Slow down! Where are you taking me? Chen Xi! Chen Xi! ”

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Chen Xi pulled Song Li and pushed the door open, and Song Li was stunned when he looked at the scene inside.

There was a small cake in the huge living room, Chen Xi walked over, knelt on the carpet, picked up the lighter, lit the candle on it, he got up again, turned off the light in the room, and pulled Song Li, who was blindfolded, to the cake.

"What are you doing?" Song Li was a little scared, "Whose birthday is it today?" ”

"Mine." Chen Xi said.

"It's not." Song Li would not be so stupid that he would even remember Chen Xi's birthday wrongly.

"But I want you to celebrate another birthday for me today." Chen Xi pressed Song Li's shoulder and asked her to sit opposite him.

"What do you want to do?"

"Happy birthday to me, Song Li."

"What the hell do you want to do?"

"Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me······" Chen Xi clapped his hands and sang the birthday song alone.

Song Li felt that the air in the room was condensed, and she was about to suffocate.

Chen Xi's singing stopped, and there was frightening silence in the room, he stretched out his hand and grabbed Song Li, who was trembling a little, and then a distorted smile hung on the corner of his mouth, "Song Li, I'm getting married." ”

At this moment, she seemed to understand everything, why she took her to Shanghai, and why she took her back to Chang'an. It turned out that it was all about hiding the "secret" that this person knew well. went around in a big circle, but the ending of the story still hasn't changed, he loves her, but he still wants to marry another her.

Song Li lowered his head, shed two lines of tears, hurriedly wiped away the tears with the back of his hand, raised his head, looked into his eyes, and asked him, "When did you get your certificate?" ”

"Today." At this time, he didn't want to lie to her anymore.

"Then why are you still looking for me? Want to see how your ex reacts when he hears that you're getting married? So let me ask you, are you satisfied with my current performance? ”

"People all over the world know my mind, only you pretend not to know, from beginning to end."

"Then what do you want me to do, accompany you to pretend to spend this so-called 'birthday', and then wish me a happy breakup, and watch you live a happy life with another person from now on? Or do I run to that woman now, splash her with water, threaten her with suicide, tear off tomorrow's wedding dress, and shamelessly lie to her that I am pregnant with your child, and kneel on the ground and beg her to give you to me? Chen Xi, I can't stand it anymore, things are not as simple as I thought, I am not as strong as I think, I am just an ordinary woman, all I ask for is a lifetime of one person and one heart, but all you can give me is a promise that I can't see hope, I'm 26, I don't want to regret it when I'm 36, and take ten years to torture each other······ Since I was sorry for you in the first place, then in the end I still chose to be the one who betrayed me, so that there will be more complaints between us and fewer regrets. ”

The candle flame jumped in each other's eyes, and the tears in her eyes were especially bright at the moment, reflected in his heart.

"Song Li, pretend that today is my birthday, can I beg you to give me a birthday gift, a gift that I can't regret if I give it." Chen Xi looked at her eyes, full of reluctance.

The two of them watched like this for a long, long time, until the candle was about to burn out, and Song Li asked softly, "What?" ”

Chen Xi, who was kneeling at his feet, suddenly straightened his body, he picked up Song Li's face across the cake, carefully skimmed through her hair, forehead, nose, and lips, and finally looked into her eyes, "I want you." He said.

His hot lips slammed into hers, her eyes were open and awake, her struggling hands fell from his chest and lost their strength, and he leaned over the coffee table with the cake and hugged her tightly into his arms. His fingers ran through her shoulder-length short hair, his body pressed against hers, his lips felt the saltiness of her tears, if this was hell, then he would rather sink into hell than never be reborn.