Chapter 158: The Absurd Life of Big Dreams
When Li Shi said the words to let me go, I had a very strange feeling in my heart, but I still said with a lucky smile: "All this is a misunderstanding, give me some time and I will explain it clearly." ”
"I'll let someone arrange for the resignation procedures, it's not suitable for you anymore, let's go!"
Lao Gou cleared his throat, stood up and was just about to speak, but was glared at by Jiang Laiyue's sharp eyes, he instantly chose to admit and shut up, and then sat back on the sofa.
My struggle was finally frozen by Li Shi's silence, and it took a long time to force a smile and say: "You are angry, I won't explain much first, but I am definitely not a person who betrayed information to trap you in injustice, I will find out the ins and outs of the matter." ”
Li Shi sighed softly, turned the office chair around, waved at me, and motioned for me to go out.
Jiang Laiyue took my hand and walked out directly, seeing Li Shi's appearance, I knew that the longer I stood here, the more embarrassing it would be, after all, Jiang Laiyue was still here, so I let go of Jiang Laiyue's hand and walked out of the office first.
Colleagues in the office area have whispered, and now I am clinging to Jiang Laiyue, and the name of being a little white face and leaking company secrets is solid.
Under the gaze of everyone, Jiang Laiyue once again held my hand fearlessly.
Lao Gou followed, whispered to Zhang Manli for a while, and then disappeared from my sight, I completely reacted, and hurriedly broke free of Jiang Laiyue's hand, I took a step back, my face was still burning, I pursed my mouth and didn't know what to say, and then hurriedly walked out of the company.
In the elevator, Jiang Laiyue looked at me with a kind of forgiveness gaze, stalemate for a while, in order to break the silence, I had to pretend to be casual and say: "Don't look at me with this kind of gaze, it's fatal!" ”
After leaving Youtu Travel Agency, I dragged my tired body down the soulless streets, thinking about what I should do tonight, how sad Li Shi would be in such a sad and desperate situation, and if we had met at the hostel, she would have said a few words lukewarmly to me like she had when we first met, and even kicked me out without saying a word.
Jiang Laiyue followed behind me without saying a word, and when I went into the supermarket to buy a few bottles of beer and came out, I found that her eyes were slightly red when she was standing outside the store, but she didn't cry, she pulled away her short hair that was blown by the wind, and looked at me lonely.
I sat on the side of the road bus stop, smoked two cigarettes, drank a can of beer, and continued to swing.
When I walked to the next intersection, I suddenly found that as long as I crossed another street, Youtu Company would no longer be visible, so I quickly turned around and looked at the business building a few times, it was still so lonely, so in need of comfort, and I also realized that more lonely than the house, in fact, was the people in the house.
Shoving another cigarette into my mouth, I walked on, and then boredly walked around to the edge of the flowerbed opposite, and sat silently.
Jiang Laiyue looked at me, her eyes were full of sympathy, I avoided the wind and lit a cigarette for myself, but I saw Li Shi's figure in the smoke, she shook her shoulders slightly, and her heart seemed to be much paler in an instant......
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In the depression, Jiang Laiyue sat beside me and pulled my arm, firmly imprisoned the hand I still wanted to struggle, she looked at me frankly again, and said, "Do you hate me very much, appearing at such a time, making you speechless?" ”
I raised my head and took a deep breath, and finally smiled and said to her: "I can't talk about hating you, I just hate myself, the more I live, the more like a pendulum, I can't help shaking myself." ”
"Yu Hang, forgive me for my impulsiveness......"
"Lao Gou asked you to come, right?"
"Yes, I know that all this was arranged by them, but I don't want to be controlled, and I don't want you to take the blame for me, if this matter can make you get out of Youtu, I don't think it's a bad result."
"Don't talk about it."
"I don't think there's anything wrong with protecting your friends, not to mention that Youtu Company doesn't explicitly prohibit people from falling in love, if you can't swallow this breath, I can help you thoroughly find out the person who spreads photos and rumors, if you want to give yourself an explanation, you can also blame these on internal competition, and made this series of slanders, I personally don't plan to pursue it, I hope this matter ends here!"
"Don't say it so high-sounding, I don't know about you Jiang Laiyue, if it weren't for your nod, I would have been able to command you with Lao Gou's flicker? Honestly, does this matter have anything to do with you? ”
As soon as my words fell, Jiang Laiyue suddenly stepped forward and got closer to me, with a playfulness on her face that I couldn't understand, and said, "Are you suspicious of me?" ”
I hurriedly stepped back a little more, and immediately said, "Don't do this again, I always feel that there are many things to be with you." ”
Unexpectedly, Jiang Laiyue's stubborn temper was committed again, she stood up, took a step forward again, leaned down, her face was closer to my face, stared at my eyes and said in a very delicate tone: "Why do you think I just said that I chased you?" ”
A layer of fine sweat appeared in my palms, Jiang Laiyue leaned forward, suppressing me, I unconsciously moved my body, but I was imprisoned in place by the plants behind me, so I had to lean back slightly, trying to stay away from her face.
After doing all this, I tried to calm myself and said, "Don't come with me, don't think I can't remember what day tomorrow is, expect me to be your boyfriend to go to some bullshit wedding, no doors, less tricks on me." ”
After I finished speaking, my two hands were hanging in the air, trying to keep a distance from her through the distance between my arms, Jiang Laiyue didn't move in a position for a long time, and I didn't dare to move, for fear that my hands would touch places that shouldn't be touched.
I raised my eyes, but accidentally made contact with hers, an inexplicable smile on her face, the corners of her mouth twitched, and it took a long time to say, "You guess again." ”
I widened my eyes in surprise, looked at her suspiciously, and finally pushed her away, regardless of what I touched, but the soft touch made me realize that I had pushed where I shouldn't have touched.
Of course, Jiang Laiyue responded with an unceremonious kick that happened to hit my injured leg.
The heart-rending pain did not annoy me, but felt a little more comfortable, I endured the pain in my feet and stood firmly, and said calmly: "You are not a good person, what is my ability to calculate, don't follow me anymore." ”
After being pushed away by me, the smile on Jiang Laiyue's face disappeared, and she stomped her feet with some annoyance: "Since no one wants you anymore, I won't let you leave, and you don't want to run back to Youtu." ”
I was so overwhelmed by her astonishing words that I patiently said, "I don't want to talk to you about this." ”
However, Jiang Laiyue said even more eloquently: "Okay, okay, don't talk about it, my car is parked in front, you hurry back to the hostel to pack your things, don't bump into Li Shi again, make her even more uncomfortable." ”
Jiang Laiyue's words completely dragged me back from the clouds, and I panicked and actually agreed with her statement.
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Sitting in Jiang Laiyue's Porsche 911, I looked absentmindedly at the scenery outside the car window, and Jiang Laiyue was also very interested, and even played music, so that I completely enjoyed the loneliness and silence.
When I passed by the coffee shop, I suddenly saw a pair of long-lost red high heels on the display cabinet in front of the door, which is a habit of Song Niange, as long as she is in the store, she will put high heels at the door.
I motioned for Jiang Laiyue to stop, and then trotted to the coffee shop.
opened the familiar wooden door, Song Niange still had the same attitude, holding a paddle in her hand, a cup of coffee beside her, and quietly singing her favorite songs.
In just over half a month, except for the wind and sun, the skin is slightly darker, nothing else has changed, especially her fascinating temperament, which has become a few more layers......
Every time I walked in, all the passers-by would become a reason for me to be happy or sad, I drank their cup of coffee with warmth and reunion, mailed them a letter, and then experienced a different story in a drowsy like the absurdity before waking up from a big dream......
Maybe my fate has really taken root here, after a dream, I will come back after all, and what the future will look like, I have no way of knowing, only that in this life that has left me with a lot of holes, I can also find some traces of comfort.