Chapter Twenty-Nine: To Hell Together
"You live steadily all day long, and I toss and turn in the middle of the night, and you say, how can I make you better than me."
Huo Shaoqing was like a messenger of hell, and he said fiercely: "I know that you face me every day, and you are very tormented. ”
His hand stretched out, took Su Baiduo's hand, and chuckled: "Look, you are so nervous that you are trembling, so, before I am bad, let's go to hell together." ”
"It's not what you imagined, ...... back then" Su Baiduo wanted to refute, but stopped halfway.
She had no more reason to explain, it was true that she left him back then, and it was a cruel thing to leave at his most difficult time, which she couldn't deny.
"Back then, don't mention it to me, no one is qualified." Huo Shaoqing's scarlet eyes stared at her who wanted to explain.
Su Baiduo felt that she could disagree with Huo Shaoqing's words, but at this time, she was quite touched by Huo Shaoqing's words.
Things in the world, a slap can't be slapped, in that poorly managed marriage, whether it is her or Huo Shaoqing, they are wrong, and they are not qualified to pour all the responsibility on the opposite person at will.
It would be unfair to either of the two people.
"Sit down." Huo Shaoqing pointed to the empty seat opposite, "After eating, you have to go to work." ”
Su Baiduo was helpless, if this was regarded as Huo Shaoqing understanding her, then she couldn't keep up with Huo Shaoqing's emotional changes.
She sat down obediently, not for anything else, not because she didn't know how to resist, but because she really didn't have enough to eat.
Huo Shaoqing's phone rang, and he didn't know who called, he answered the phone, impatient: "Something?" ”
The voice on the other end of the phone was half-clearly heard by Su Baiduo, who was quite close, that kind of soft voice, she was too familiar with it, her marriage was destroyed by this woman.
Xi Wei, call Huo Shaoqing, heh, Huo Shaoqing answered Xi Wei's call in front of her, and there was no intention of dodging at all.
Huo Shaoqing shouldn't say anything, nodded sideways, blocked the phone, and didn't let her hear it, could this be a sign that he didn't do anything bad and wasn't afraid of ghosts knocking on the door.
However, Huo Shaoqing and Xi Wei have nothing to do with each other, who believes it.
She bore the brunt of the disease and would not have chosen to believe it.
"Alright, I'll dine now, so be it." Huo Shaoqing hung up the phone as he spoke.
Putting aside Xi Wei for the time being, Su Baiduo felt that Huo Shaoqing was quite ruthless.
Xi Wei, Su Baiduo thought of this person, she had no appetite, she didn't like to be an enemy of others, but she really never hated a person so much: "I'm full, you go back." ”
"I haven't eaten well yet, so I ordered so much, I don't feel sorry for wasting it." Huo Shaoqing knew that Su Baiduo had heard who was calling him, "I'm sorry." ”
Su Baiduo, who heard the word waste and had to eat some more snacks, didn't know why: "Huh? ”
"I didn't know she was going to call."
Su Baiduo was stunned, Huo Shaoqing was thinking about her explanation, and apologize, because Xi Wei called?
"Nothing." The tone sounded indifferent, but the crab roe bun under Su Baiduo's chopsticks was punctured by the chopsticks, leaking out the delicious soup.
Her calmness and indifference, in Huo Shaoqing's eyes, still made people angry.
"It's not that you don't like her." After a while, Huo Shaoqing said, "I thought you would be unhappy." ”
It turned out that it was just his self-inflicted affection, Su Baiduo didn't care anymore, she didn't care if he had Xi Wei or not, but he cared a lot about whether she had Jiang Shaobin or not.
This is the difference between the two people, 'nothing', Su Baiduo looked at Huo Shaoqing in front of her, and smiled suddenly.
It was not the first time she had seen this man smile, however, it was the first time she had seen this man smile bitterly.
Huo Shaoqing smiled bitterly because of what, in other words, what is worthy of this man's bitter smile.
"I used to, but now I'm downplayed, so I don't care." Su Baiduo thought for a while and said.
If it was four years ago, she would have felt painful, but now, she still remembers the way Xi Wei provoked herself with a pregnancy test.
If you take care of many things, they will make her angry to death, in Huo Shaoqing's words, the other party is alive and well, why should she be angry with her, the victim.
She has to ignore it even more, and live for others to see and live for herself.
"I don't care." Huo Shaoqing said to himself, and suddenly, the chopsticks slapped on the table.
Su Baiduo was frightened by his sudden emotions, what was wrong with that sentence, if she didn't care, she didn't care, did she want to think about the fact that Xi Wei was with him all day long, and then her heart ached.
No, she doesn't want to, and she doesn't want to.
She has a little Coke, and with the current life, she wants to live happily and steadily.
Huo Shaoqing called outside: "Old Zheng...... Lao Zheng. ”
shouted several times, but the driver did not respond, Huo Shaoqing simply controlled the wheelchair by himself and wanted to get out of the box.
After a while, Huo Shaoqing didn't understand the essentials, Su Baiduo mustered up the courage to step forward and said, "I'll come." ”
Huo Shaoqing hates her inconvenient legs and feet, in the past four years, she has been suffering from this inconvenient legs and feet all the time, didn't she say that she didn't care, who is the kindness of her kindness now?
He indifferently brushed her hand away: "No. ”
Lao Zheng was confused outside for a long time, and always felt that the people inside were really calling themselves, and finally thought about it and went up to knock on the door, but before he started, Huo Shaoqing opened the box door and pushed it vigorously, almost knocking him.
Seeing this dangerous scene, Huo Shaoqing sighed and eased his attitude: "Lao Zheng, what are you doing, fortunately I didn't hit the bridge of your nose." ”
Lao Zheng touched the back of his head, smiled innocently, waved his hand and said it was okay, then turned to the back of the wheelchair and pushed Huo Shaoqing to leave.
After walking a few steps, Lao Zheng stopped.
Huo Shaoqing turned his head and asked, "What's wrong, let's go." ”
"Miss Su...... "Lao Zheng usually doesn't talk much, he is honest, thinking about taking people so far away to eat, and it is not convenient to take a taxi to the magazine.
Huo Shaoqing then shifted his gaze to Su Baiduo, who was still standing in the box, and called at her: "Don't follow up yet, do you want to walk back with your two legs?" ”
To be honest, if Huo Shaoqing didn't keep quiet, Su Baiduo felt that he really didn't dare to follow him, so he wanted to help him, he was so indifferent, who would dare to get into his car.
Speeding up, Su Baiduo caught up with Huo Shaoqing, and soon, he arrived at the door of the magazine.
Huo Shaoqing's inexplicable anger almost dissipated, and Su Baiduo opened the car door to get out of the car.
"Remember to be on time at night, it's better to be early, I don't want to go hungry."
Su Baiduo looked at him, Huo Shaoqing and Xiao Coke at this moment have too many similarities, just like Xiao Coke is afraid that she will come home late from work, she greets her in advance, and her tone of grievances for many years is the same, which makes people unable to refuse.
"Got it." After Su Baiduo got out of the car, she didn't dare to look back, she felt that the eyes behind her had been watching her, as if she was going to dialyze all her cells.
She clenched her fists secretly, walked through the door of the magazine, and plunged into the hall, and only around the corner did the gaze completely disappear from her back.