This night, Nian'an had insomnia.

Lying in bed, she tossed and turned and couldn't sleep.

When Ji Beichuan called her, she was already in bed.

Although the time is not yet ten o'clock.

But she didn't want to stay in the living room and be more mother-in-law, because her mother-in-law couldn't do without the child in three sentences.

So she went into the bedroom after dinner, took a shower and lay down on the bed.

The mother-in-law's room here is not big, and the old house in the eighties has poor sound insulation.

Therefore, when Nian An picked up Ji Beichuan's phone, his voice was very small.

"Are you going to sleep?" Ji Beichuan listened to her muffled voice and asked.

Nian An turned over with his mobile phone in his hand, and said in a low voice, "No." ”

"Are you tired?" He listened to her voice and always felt that something was wrong.

"Ah Chuan, I'm ......" Nian An suddenly spoke, but before she spoke, her words choked in her throat.

Ji Beichuan listened to her words that he wanted to say and stopped, and became a little nervous, "How can you be safe?" What happened? ”

"Achuan, I'...... I may be pregnant. Nian An hesitated for a while, and said with a whimper.

The words were a little frightened and helpless, like a lost child.

And Ji Beichuan listened to those words, the hand holding the mobile phone was also tight, his chest froze, and after a while, he spoke again: "Has it been confirmed?" ”

She said it was possible, so I still didn't know if I was sure.

"No, but...... But it's likely to be...... It's true. "That's it! And only that time.

"An An, don't panic first, just go and see tomorrow." Ji Beichuan comforted her, but he felt as uncomfortable as a big stone in his heart.

"I don't want to go."

I went to see it, and I ...... I never sent it again.

"But my mother-in-law will definitely take me there, what should I do, Achuan, I'm ...... I'm so scared ......."

"An An, don't panic, calm down first, if you really have it, it's nothing." Ji Beichuan covered his aching chest and said comfortingly.

Nian An seemed to be a little in pain when he heard Ah Chuan's words, so he came back to his senses and said nervously: "Ah Chuan, what's wrong with you?" Are you feeling sick again? ”

Nian An listened to him gasping slightly, it was not obvious, he must be there.

"I'm sorry, Ah Chuan...... "How could she open her mouth and tell him this, Ah Chuan must have felt very uncomfortable when she heard this, but she ...... But he only cares about his own feelings.

"An An, you don't have to say sorry to me, now you are willing to tell me that you are afraid in your heart, I am happy."

Although he knew more and more in his heart that she was getting farther and farther away from him, he was still happy to be able to talk to her once in a while, hear her voice, and know her situation.

"An An, why are you afraid of having a child?" Ji Beichuan leaned on the side of the bed, his body gradually relaxed, and he asked again.

"......" Nian'an couldn't answer for a while when he heard his words. She didn't know why, but her first reaction was resistance, nervousness, and fear.

"An An, do you remember what I told you in Tokyo before?"

"Ah Chuan, I'm sorry, I ......" How could she not remember, but she didn't know how to deal with the current situation, her marriage with Gu Junyan, her and Ah Chuan, all this entanglement seemed to be a dilemma that trapped her.

She has been running away, not knowing whether she should end her deformed marriage with Gu Junyan.

The word divorce will set off too much uproar. She was afraid to face her grandfather, her grandmother, her mother-in-law, the Shen family, Luo Minxia, the Xu family, and so on. There were too many, so she didn't dare to act rashly.

"An An, I said it all, don't tell me I'm sorry, you've never been sorry for me, no matter what choice you make now, as long as you can live well."

"Ah Chuan, do you know, every time I hear you say this, I can't stop feeling sad in the bottom of my heart." Ah Chuan thinks about all she wants, but she thinks about too many things, where do you put him?

"An An, haven't you noticed that you are no longer the kind of love you used to have no scruples for me, and you love me so much that you love a moth to a fire? An An, you are more distressed and sad for me now, aren't you? Although Ji Beichuan was very reluctant to admit this, he couldn't continue to deceive himself now.

Nian An was in it, and she could see through some things, but he could see it very clearly.

"Ah Chuan......" Nian An was stunned when he heard those words, and his chest was a little blocked for a while.

"An An, listen to me, you said that you were afraid that you were really pregnant, why are you afraid when you have a child? Afraid that your marriage with Gu Junyan will not last long? Are you afraid that your children will grow up without a father like you, or that they will never grow up in a complete family? ”

“……”

"An An, what you are really afraid of is because you are in love with Gu Junyan, but you are not sure if he really loves you."

"No, Achuan, you are talking nonsense! I didn't! Nian An listened to those words and subconsciously retorted.

She didn't.

She didn't fall in love with him!

"An An, do you think I'll be willing to see you fall in love with other men, but ......" But he had to face this reality.

Even if this reality is so cruel to him.

"An An, don't be in a hurry to deny it, think about it seriously, if you really love me as much as you did at the beginning, it's not that you can't bear him, I think no matter what you have to face, you will have no hesitation, not to mention that I will face those with you."

"Ah Chuan, I just don't know how to face grandpa, grandma, and mother-in-law...... "At least my mother-in-law is still very good to her after she marries into the Gu family, not to mention grandpa, she thinks that even if she wants to divorce, no matter how sad her grandfather is, he will understand and will not embarrass her, but because of this, she can't bear to hurt her grandfather's heart."

"An An, what you said may be the main problem in your opinion, but in fact, these are not, have you ever thought about what this marriage really makes you unable to let go?"

"Ah Chuan, don't say it, you're not what you said at all." Nian An was anxious. Her anxious tears were about to come out.

What does he mean, what she really can't give up is Gu Junyan?

No! No, it won't!

She has no relationship with him at all!

This is what she married him and was ingrained in her heart from the beginning.

"An An, okay, don't worry, your mother-in-law will take you to check tomorrow, just go, don't worry too much about anything, the child will be there, if Gu Junyan is sorry for you in the future, I don't want you and the child, it's better." For me, I wouldn't mind you with his children. Ji Beichuan said at the end, with a bit of banter in his words.

Nian An was stunned for a while listening to his words, "Ah Chuan, you ......"

When he heard this, in Nian'an's ears, there was this indescribable suffocation.

"An An, I'm serious, if Gu Junyan is really so unlucky, the cheap one is me." Ji Beichuan smiled.

He really hoped that Gu Junyan could be stupid once, but Ji Beichuan knew that it was very small. Only Nian An couldn't see through it, and felt that Gu Junyan might not have her in his heart.

Nian An listened to Ah Chuan's words, listening to his rare tone with a smile, she felt a little sad in her heart. I'm sorry he's so stupid.

"Ah Chuan, if I really have his child, I'm afraid it will be more difficult for me to ...... with him" divorce.

These two words, Nian An has never been able to say.

With a child, the Gu family will definitely not want it, and she will not leave her child behind.

"An An, this is not the main thing, don't think about it so much yet, let's go check it tomorrow." Ji Beichuan comforted her. But he knew in his heart that it would be difficult for him and Nian An to go back to the past and be together again.

This child may not come at the right time for him, but for Nian An and Gu Junyan, it may be just right.

If he selfishly took advantage of Nian'an's previous feelings for him, so that Nian'an forcibly brought her back to him before he really saw his heart, in the end, she would not be happy.

Even if she returned to him, he would be very happy, but if she did not have a good life, it would not be a kind of torture and punishment for him.

After Nian'an and Ji Beichuan ended the call, her heart was not as troubled as just now.

However, I felt that my chest was tight.

Does she like Gu Junyan?

No, she didn't.

In the past, when she liked Ah Chuan, she wanted to see him all the time and pester him, but she wouldn't treat Gu Junyan.

She doesn't think about him too often, and she doesn't want to pester him......

But if you really give up this marriage......

The phone rings again. interrupted Nian An's thoughts.

She looked down at her phone, it was Gu Junyan.

I was thinking about him just now, and now he is calling.

Nian An stared at the phone screen in a daze for a while before picking it up.

"Who were you talking to just now, and for so long?" He made two calls, both of which were busy.

Nian An listened to Gu Junyan's tone that seemed to be a little questioning, and his brows furrowed, "Who am I calling, do I have to report to you and get your approval from Mr. Gu?" ”

For some reason, Nian An listened to his tone, and his words were a little rushed unconsciously.

"I ...... I'll just casually ask, ...... What the hell are you doing? Gu Junyan was a little puzzled by her words, and he asked why.

"What? Who upset you? Gu Junyan heard that there seemed to be something wrong with her emotions.

"......" Nian'an was silent.

"An An ......"

"I ...... I may be pregnant. Nian An thought that he had listened to his mother-in-law, but now that he heard his tone, his mother-in-law should not have told him yet.

"What? Are you sure? When Gu Junyan heard Nian An's words, he was stunned for a moment, and then stood up straight in surprise.

"Yes! Still...... Not sure yet! Nian'an listened to his words, and his heart was very annoyed.

Speaking of which, it's all his fault, if he hadn't thrown away all her medicine that day and guarded her for a few days, it would have made this situation now!

"What does that mean?" Gu Junyan was a little confused by Nian An's words.

Pregnancy is such a thing, there is such a thing, what is the meaning of possibility!

Nian An told Gu Junyan about the dinner at night, and after listening to it, he thought for a moment and said, "I'll find out tomorrow when I go to check." ”

Although he really hoped that it was true, it was not completely certain now, which made him happy in vain.

But he always felt in his heart that it should probably be true.

Counting the time, after that time, it was almost a month and a half, and Nian'an's menstrual affair was just late.

"Gu Junyan, if you really have a child......

"It's just right, mom is looking forward to the child, grandpa also thinks, at your grandma's, doesn't she also ask you to come here, isn't this a great joy." Gu Junyan interrupted her.

Nian An listened to his broken thoughts, and secretly complained in his heart, what are you happy about!

"Nian'an, don't have any other thoughts with me." Gu Junyan warned with some unease.

"What can I think, I don't have to know!" Nian An listened to his words full of warnings, and became even more annoyed. It was as if he had seen through the thoughts in his heart.

"An An, yes, don't resist him and her, you think about me, I'm in my thirties, you are at the right age now, you will be born if you have it, whether it is a boy or a girl, grandpa will definitely be happy. Grandpa will be eighty-seven years old this year, An An, you have to believe that I will be a good father, and you will also be a good mother. ”

"......" Nian'an listened to his Gu Junyan's words, and couldn't say a word. If she wasn't, she wouldn't be a good mother.

This night, not only did Nian An not sleep well, but Gu Junyan was also in a bit of a trance all day.

He listened to Nian An's words in a kind of nervousness and happiness, if there is no gain, happy that they may have children, nervous that if not, wouldn't it be in vain to look forward to it.

For the first time, he felt that time passed so slowly, and he looked at his watch from time to time, counting the time difference.

It's morning in New York, and he has an important client to meet today, but when he talks to people, he is always distracted from time to time, and even his assistant on his side notices that he seems to be a little inattentive.

Until five or six o'clock in the afternoon New York time, and now the domestic time is exactly five o'clock in the morning, Nian'an should not have gotten up so early.

"Mr. Gu, are you a little uncomfortable?" Assistant Gu Junyan asked.

Gu Junyan listened to that, shook his head, and then glanced at the man, "You can let the lawyer review the contract again." ”

He was really in a bit of a bad shape today.

"Okay. Dinner ......"

"Bring me my room for dinner." Gu Junyan said that he was going to go back to the hotel room to take a shower, and estimated that there would be an hour or two before Nian An would get up.

Mom took her to the hospital for a check-up, and if it was fast, it would take an hour or two for the results to come out.

With that, Gu Junyan got in the car and prepared to go back to the hotel.

In Nian'an, in City C, I got up at six o'clock in the morning.

As soon as she woke up, she couldn't sleep, but she heard that her mother-in-law outside had gotten up and was telling Aunt Wang to make breakfast.

In the compound where my mother-in-law lives, there is also the sound of cars coming in and out from time to time.

Nian An got up and went to wash.

My mother-in-law's house here was divided into the previous father-in-law's unit, although it was a two-story small building, but there were only two toilets, one upstairs and one downstairs.

Several rooms upstairs are shared.

For this reason, Gu Junyan was not used to it every time, and persuaded his father-in-law and mother-in-law to move to a larger villa he bought in City C several times, and he was scolded by his father-in-law for this.

said that everyone lived in the compound, and he moved out to think about something.

When Nian'an went to wash, her mother-in-law came up from downstairs and watched her get up, and her mother-in-law smiled and said, "Don't be nervous." ”

The mother-in-law saw that her eyes were a little dark, and she knew that she must not have slept well last night.

"I know that you and Xiao Yan have not had children for many years, and it is inevitable that you will be nervous, but this thing, nervousness can't be nervous, relax your mind." The mother-in-law comforted her, as if she was afraid that she would feel guilty and uneasy when she checked that she was not pregnant for a while.

How can she know that she is nervous because she is afraid of getting pregnant.

"By the way, why didn't you see Dad?" Nian An reacted at this time, she hadn't seen her father-in-law yet.

She went back to her room early last night, but it seemed that her father-in-law didn't come back when she went to sleep.

"He's out for a meeting and won't be back for a few days." Her mother-in-law brought her soup from the kitchen.

"Mom, I'll do it myself." Nian An was a little embarrassed and ready to get up.

"Don't don't, sit down, be careful of getting burned." As she spoke, the mother-in-law put down the hot and brought her a porcelain spoon.

"Mom, I haven't done it yet, you're like this, it's what makes me nervous." Nian An was a little helpless when she saw her mother-in-law like that, and quipped.

"I don't know if that's any." My mother-in-law corrected me and went upstairs to get ready to change my clothes.

Nian An listened to those words, looked at the chicken soup in front of him, and was a little unappetizing.

However, she was afraid that her mother-in-law would come down to talk about her in a while, so Nian'an still drank the soup, but she couldn't eat the meat.

After Nian'an drank the soup, Aunt Wang let her eat corn and purple potatoes again, saying that the dumplings made at home were all filled with mutton and pork, and she was afraid that she would be sick to her stomach after eating them.

Nian An listened to that, but wanted to try it again.

That's really that sensitive.

After breakfast, her mother-in-law took her out to the hospital.

The driver drove them to the military hospital, not far from the compound.

I met many acquaintances along the way and greeted my mother-in-law warmly.

The mother-in-law smiled and greeted them one by one.

Those people said that the mother-in-law was wearing a particularly happy dress today.

Even Nian'an thinks. The plum blossom-colored imitation mink coat is worn to look both festive and extravagant.

And Nian An was already wearing a thick down jacket, still black.

The mother-in-law didn't say anything, knowing that she was afraid of the cold, so she wore such a thick one, and the mother-in-law thought it should be.

When she arrived at the obstetrics and gynecology department on the second floor, her mother-in-law first took her for some examinations.

When the results of the examination came out, he took her to a Chinese medicine stall on the first floor.

"Master Ji, it's just my daughter-in-law, she has always been not in good shape, please give her a pulse." The mother-in-law smiled and said to a teacher.

"I called so late last night, and I'm waiting for you early in the morning." Hearing this, Master Ji smiled and touched the white beard on his chin.

"It's not like I'm thinking that I finally came to C City to recuperate for her, look at this thin one." The mother-in-law said with a smile.

As he spoke, he pulled Nian An to sit down.

Nian An looked at the appearance and felt that her mother-in-law was really in a hurry, and she was in a hurry to check the results, and she would be able to come out in a while.

"Stick your wrist out." Master Ji was stunned when he saw Nian'an, and spoke.

Nian An came back to his senses and hurriedly stretched out his hand.

It's just that when the old master put his fingers on to check the pulse, Nian Anxin was inexplicably a little nervous.

The old master held her wrist and checked her pulse for a while, and looked up at her from time to time.

"How?" The mother-in-law looked at Master Ji with some expectation in her eyes.

When Master Ji saw his mother-in-law's appearance, he couldn't help but hook the corners of his mouth and smiled: "I mean Mrs. Gu called me so late last night, it turned out to be ...... Congratulations, there you have it. ”

"Really?" The mother-in-law couldn't stop laughing when she heard that.

"You still can't believe my pulse? Although the month is not very long, the pulse is not very clear......"

"Mom, let's wait for the results of the test to come out later." Nian'an listened to those words, her heart pounded, but she still didn't want to believe that she was really pregnant.

Even if it really has it, it stands to reason that it has only been more than a month, is this old Chinese medicine so accurate? She didn't believe it!

"Mrs. Gu, do you believe my old man's pulse?" Master Ji listened to Nian An's words, his brows immediately frowned, and he said with a displeased face.

Seeing this, the mother-in-law hurriedly said: "Master Ji, don't care, this little child's family, I believe you." ”

My mother-in-law has always believed in Chinese medicine, and she knows a lot of Chinese medicine masters.

However, Gu Junyan and Nian An still prefer Western medicine.

"Speaking of Ji Lao, is there anything to pay attention to? This child is not in good health, do you think he needs to take any medicine to recuperate? ”

"This medicine, don't take it indiscriminately for the time being, pay more attention to your diet, don't catch a cold, and pay attention to keeping warm. As for the rest, what vitamins are lacking or low progesterone or something, Western medicine will check it for you. Master Ji said indifferently.

Nian An sat there, still sitting in a dying struggle. I don't think this is accurate, she must believe it when the hospital examination results come out!

I don't want to be just when Nian'an was constantly convincing himself that this old Chinese medicine doctor was not credible, my mother-in-law received a phone call, as if the result came out over there.

Nian An was completely nervous at this time.

"Really? Are you sure? That's great, okay, I'll bring her up. ”

Listening to her mother-in-law's words, Nian'an's heart completely fell, as if she had fallen into the abyss all of a sudden.

"How's it going, girl, you didn't believe me just now?" Master Ji glanced at Nian'an, but when he saw Nian'an's stunned expression, it was a very bad look, and Master Ji couldn't help frowning.

And the mother-in-law was already happily pulling Nian An up and wanted to take her up to the inspection report.

Nian An was pulled by her mother-in-law, and the whole person was a little confused.

When I got the report on the second floor, my mother-in-law's heart finally fell to the ground, and her face was full of joy.

And Nian An also came back to his senses and looked at the results on the inspection report.

experienced the psychological preparation of last night and night, but at this moment, she couldn't say whether she was happy or sad in her heart.

However, fortunately, she had a night of mental preparation last night, and now she can still force herself to calm down and not panic in front of her mother-in-law.

"What's the matter?" On the way back, my mother-in-law saw that she hadn't spoken, and couldn't help but ask a little nervously.

Nian An just smiled and said, "I'm a little tired." ”

"I definitely didn't sleep well last night, I will go back and rest for a while, the doctor said that it has only been more than a month now, and it is the time of instability, so I need to rest."

Nian An nodded as he heard this.

And as soon as she got home, she entered the room when Gu Junyan called.