Chapter 120: Gu Junyan, you bastard! You go away—

When Gu Junyan took Xiaobei and those little guys to the river, the sun had already come out and was a little sunburned.

He stretched out his hand and led Xiao Beidao: "You hold me tight, and when you reach the deep water, you will lie on my back, and I will swim to take you over." And a few of you, wait here first, and then come over to see you over one by one after I send Xiaobei over. ”

Xiaobei and the little guys nodded when they heard this.

Originally, Gu Junyan just wanted to send Xiaobei away first, but when the other three little guys heard it, they couldn't help but cross the river in the end.

Gu Junyan thought about sending them over, lest there be a few of them, and he couldn't explain it to Nian An or ......

After all, it is quite shameless to admit your mistakes and apologize in front of a group of little children!

"Thank you." Xiaobei said politely to Gu Junyan.

Just when he heard what Gu Junyan said in the yard, he knew that his grandmother must be in a hurry, and he had to go back to see his grandmother.

Seeing this, Gu Junyan just touched his head, and quickly took Xiaobei to the other side of the river, and sent those children over one by one in the past, although his physical strength was good after all, but he was a little tired after swimming so many times, and the clothes on his body made him very uncomfortable, and he just wanted to go back to Nian'an to take a bath as soon as possible.

"Okay, you guys go back quickly, I guess the family is also worried about the breakdown." But in fact, these children, either there are only the elderly at home, or they don't take it seriously at home, otherwise they won't stay in Nian'an all the time, and no adults come to look for them.

When Gu Junyan finished speaking and was about to go back, Xiaobei shouted to him, "Wait a minute......"

Gu Junyan paused, then turned his head and glanced at Xiaobei.

"I don't know your name yet." Xiaobei's dark eyes looked at Gu Junyan and asked.

He looked at Gu Junyan with a hesitant expression, obviously wanting to thank him but worrying about what he would do to Nian An when he went back.

"My surname is Gu, you call me ......" Gu Junyan paused, obviously it is more appropriate to call him uncle, he is not so bold to let a five or six-year-old child call him brother, but when he came in the morning, he obviously heard that they called Ji Beichuan and called him brother, so didn't he call him uncle and look much older than Ji Beichuan's man!

"Thank you, Mr. Gu, although I am very grateful to you for sending me over, but ...... But I hope you don't make Teacher An An angry, she is ...... now It's not time to get angry these days. Xiaobei said in the tone of a little adult.

Gu Junyan could see that this little guy was very mature and very clever and sensible.

"Don't worry, I won't make her angry, I'm here to ......" to give her happiness? But can he still give her happiness?

Gu Junyan was also unsure, but he knew that he couldn't help but come.

"Xiaobei, let me ask you, is An An happy to be here during this time?" Gu Junyan suddenly changed his words.

Listening to that, Xiaobei frowned and thought for a while, then shook his head, "Teacher An An, I feel that I have always had something on my mind, and I smile faintly at us, but I often sit in a daze." ”

Xiaobei is a careful and sensitive child, although he doesn't know what Nian'an is thinking, but he knows that Nian'an's state is not really happy.

"And do you want her to be happy?" Gu Junyan took a few steps forward and squatted down, looked at him and asked.

Xiao Bei nodded immediately when he heard that, "Of course!" ”

"Then let me try." Gu Junyan said and got up and prepared to cross the river again.

And Xiaobei and a few other children stood there stunned for a while, until they saw Gu Junyan passing over and the figure disappeared unhappily, Xiaohui pulled Xiaobei and said, "What did he mean by what he said just now?" ”

Xiaobei came back to his senses, looked down at Xiaohui on the side, and just said, "Go back quickly, your clothes are wet, go back and change your clothes, don't catch a cold." ”

Even though it's June, I'm getting wet all the time, and I'm prone to catching a cold.

Saying that, Xiaobei took a few of them to the house.

After Gu Junyan returned to the courtyard, he tried to push the door with his clothes.

When he saw that the door was unlocked, he pushed it open and entered the house.

There was a bathroom downstairs, and he took his clothes and went to the bathroom to take a shower.

I can finally take a shower and wash off the mud.

After taking a bath, Gu Junyan instantly felt much more comfortable.

He took a towel and wiped his hair as he looked at the room.

It's a very warm room in the room.

The utensils at home are also complete, except for the transportation is a little inconvenient, plus some public facilities are too easy to destroy, the rest is quite good.

After Gu Junyan wiped his hair dry for seven or eight minutes, he went upstairs softly.

When he came upstairs, he saw that only one of the rooms had the door closed, and he didn't have to think about it to know that it must be Nian'an's room.

Gu Junyan reached out and twisted the doorknob, and to his surprise, the door was locked.

"An An, don't stuff yourself in the room, open the door to breathe, okay?" Gu Junyan stood at the door and opened his mouth to persuade.

Nian An, who was sitting in the house, sat on the sofa, staring at the door, and his whole face was gloomy!

The whole skinless, faceless, shameless man!

"An An, I know you're angry with me, if you have anything to say, open the door, let's talk to your face?" Gu Junyan saw that she was silent, and continued to coax.

"I don't have anything to say to you, you get out of here!"

Nian An, who was sitting there, listened to his broken thoughts, and finally couldn't help but lose his temper and grabbed a pillow and threw it towards the door.

Although there was not much movement when the pillow smashed on the door, Gu Junyan still felt the door shook.

"An An, don't be angry......" Gu Junyan was afraid that she would be too excited and affect the child in her belly, so she couldn't help but be a little nervous.

"Okay, okay, I'll go." Gu Junyan sighed, his words full of lost words.

So saying, he went downstairs without slowing down, opened the door downstairs, and closed it again......

Nian An listened to his words, stood up and walked to the window.

Watching him walk out of the gate of the courtyard and keep walking out until his figure disappeared on the path in front of him, Nian An stared at the road, pursing his lips as if he was a little lost.

She took a deep breath and tilted her head back for a moment before she lowered her head again and looked at her stomach.

"Do you think I'm a cruel mother?" She stood there and muttered to herself to the child in her belly.

And her words naturally didn't get any response.

"But, it's your father who doesn't want you first, so it's better not to see him, isn't it?" Nian An touched the bulging belly, and suddenly his stomach hurt, and he was kicked by the little guy.

Nian An frowned, and said angrily: "It's useless to kick me, he's already gone." ”

With that, Nian An turned around and opened the door and went downstairs.

Downstairs, Nian An looked at the room, he didn't move anything, but the bathroom was a mess by him.

The dirty clothes covered with mud dare to throw them into her dirty laundry basket!

The things on the washstand are ...... too

Is this man a bandit?

I went to the yard with peace of mind, wanting to go out and breathe. I just felt a panic in my chest.

It's just that she came out of the courtyard and went down the steps, and after a few steps, Gu Junyan suddenly came in from the gate again.

"You...... You didn't go?! Nian An saw his sudden appearance, and instantly reacted that he had been fooled!

is also what kind of character he Gu Junyan has, and she doesn't know it.

He swore not to give up until he reached his goal, how could he be angry and murdered by her for a few words, and he really left!

Her IQ is really ...... Pregnant and stupid!

Nian An turned her head angrily and was about to go to the house, but this time Gu Junyan naturally wouldn't give her another chance to dodge.

He took a few quick steps forward and put his arms around her from behind.

Although she didn't dare to push too hard, her arms were tightly wrapped around her and she didn't let go.

For so many days, how many times I couldn't touch her in my dreams, and now I finally held her in my arms again, at this moment, Gu Junyan's excited chest was a little hot.

"Silly girl, I'm really willing to go." Gu Junyan hugged her and said softly.

He knows Nian'an's temper and personality too well, and he doesn't know how stubborn this girl's temper is.

If he hadn't pretended to leave, making her think that he was really gone, she wouldn't have come out so easily.

And the consumption of one room and the other outside is a kind of torture for each other.

"Gu Junyan, what are you doing! You let go of me! ”

Nian An heard his words, but he didn't care about it at all, and wanted to break free of his arm.

Who did he think he was, she and he were going to divorce!

In his eyes, she is the kind of woman who wants to send her away, and if she wants her to go back, she will coax a few words?

Nian An couldn't help but feel a little aggrieved, she suppressed and hid many grievances in her heart, and at this moment, she couldn't help but burst out.

"Gu Junyan, you let me go! Get out of here! I'm going to divorce you, and I won't let you touch me again! ”

Nian An was a little excited and grabbed his arm in front of her, Gu Junyan saw that she was too emotional, and she really didn't dare to let go of it again.

"An An, don't worry...... Listen to me......"

Gu Junyan let go of his hand, stepped in front of her, and said to her.

It's just that before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by her, "I don't listen, I don't listen!" I don't want to hear anything! ”

"An An, I know what you are minding, Yang Yuwei is not pregnant with my child, she lied to you!" Gu Junyan said quickly and excitedly.

Isn't it because she's so sensitive and disgusted with his touch now!

Gu Junyan had never felt that he knew Nian'an much before, but now, he felt that he knew her no less than Ji Beichuan.

She was so excited just now that she didn't want him to touch her, just because as soon as he touched her, she would think of what Yang Yuwei told her in her heart, so she would be extremely resistant in her heart!

"What evidence is there? What proof do you have that she lied to me and not that you lied to me? Nian An listened to Gu Junyan's sudden words, and was stunned for a moment, and after a moment she stared at him and asked with a look of disbelief.

"Evidence? Of course I have! If you don't believe it, we will go back to the capital now, and I will bring Yang Yuwei to you to see if she is pregnant, even if she is ...... Even if she suddenly gets pregnant, I can guarantee that she is definitely not pregnant with my baby! ”

"Why should I go back with you?" Nian An subconsciously argued.

"That'...... In that case, I asked Zhang Dong to bring Yang Yuwei and a doctor by the way, if you can't trust the doctor I found, you ask Xu Lifeng to find one to come over......"

"I don't want to see that woman! If you dare to get that woman, you try! Hearing this, Nian An glared at Gu Junyan and said with gritted teeth.

Gu Junyan was aggrieved by Nian An's words.

But he was not discouraged, thought about it and said: "Then let Xu Lifeng verify it, Xu Lifeng will not lie to you, right?" Or let Youjia go, Youjia won't lie to you, right? ”

Gu Junyan felt that he was still quite smart.

Nian An listened to his words, and finally couldn't say anything to refute.

But the way she stared at him was still not good.

"Okay, even if it...... Even if Yang Yuwei deceived me, then ...... You took her back to Biqi Garden that night, did you do it on purpose? The purpose is to force me out, right? Don't tell me anything about getting drunk, so you will accidentally let her send you back, I have been married to you for so many years, you have come back drunk a lot of times, I haven't seen you Gu Si rarely have this kind of carelessness? Nian An stared at him with a questioning expression.

“……”

Gu Junyan heard this and knew that there were some things that could not be escaped.

Seeing that he was silent, the corners of his mouth hooked up with mockery, "I can't explain it, I can't explain it, I can't explain it, I can't explain it, right?" ”

"I've come to this day with you, not just ......"

"An An, am I tempted by you, can't you feel it?" Gu Junyan suddenly interrupted her words.

He took her hand and pressed it against his chest.

But Nian An subconsciously pulled it back.

She turned her head away from him.

"What if you feel it or not, maybe you have been moved by me, but are you still less concerned with women, which one am I in your heart?"

"Nope!" Gu Junyan subconsciously denied it, there is no An An, only you, do you know.

Gu Junyan frowned, and turned her head to the side, "An An, listen to me, I like it...... You're the only one you've ever liked. ”

"Do you dare to say that? You're a fool to me. Nian An sneered, only to think that what he said was like a joke.

"Why don't I dare to say, there are some things that are not what you imagined at all, but you have to sentence me, what can I do, and you refuse to listen to my explanation." Gu Junyan listened to her words, and his tone was a little helpless.

Seeing that he looked aggrieved, Nian An couldn't help but be speechless.

"Okay, then you explain? If you're stopping me now, I can't run away, so if you want to explain, explain it quickly. Nian An had a helpless and disgusted tone.

Seeing this, Gu Junyan didn't know where to explain for a while.

Can't you give him a good face?

"Where's the explanation?"

"You keep shouting to explain, why are you explaining it to you now, and you don't know how to explain it?" Nian An gave him a roll of the eye. I just think this man's cheeks are really scary!

Is it possible that in his place, the white can tell the black, and the black can be washed white?

"I'm not...... Didn't you make it...... My head is not clear, so let's start with the one you just asked, I ...... that night I did it on purpose, and I did want to force you to go, but ...... But the reason is by no means what you think, I just used Yang Yuwei, because...... Because I feel like you're probably going to be ...... by my side It's going to be bad, you still think in your heart...... Thinking about the man, so ...... That's why I chose to let you go ......."

"Gu Junyan, what you said, do you think I will reply? Will you Gu Junyan take the initiative to let go because I am happy because I consider my feelings? What a domineering man, what a possessive man, you don't need me to remind yourself, do you? Nian An listened to Gu Junyan's explanation, and only felt extremely ridiculous.

If she were someone else, she might have replied, but if she was Gu Junyan, she couldn't believe it at all! She has been married to this man for more than five years, almost six years, and she knows too well what kind of person he is!

What he said was simply inconsistent, first saying that he only liked her alone, and then saying that he did everything because he wanted her to be happy, so he ......

With Gu Junyan's character, if he really likes anyone, he will be tied to someone! How can you still take the initiative to let go!

"I knew you wouldn't believe it!"

In fact, even he couldn't believe that he would do such a thing.

found out that he was in love with her, and let go of his hand to push her to someone else.

Don't say that Nian An doesn't believe it, even all his friends and relatives who know him well don't believe that he can do this.

But he just ...... That's when he did it!

"You go and ask Han Che, look at the buddy who grew up with you, believe it or not." Nian An glanced at him coldly.

"I know he doesn't believe it, you don't believe it, all of you don't believe it, but ...... But that's the truth, think about it yourself, before in Canada, years before my mother's place, I ...... to you What about you, my attitude towards you suddenly changed is the first day of the Lunar New Year, I remember very clearly that day I hid outside for a day, and fooled around with people in the hotel at night, no matter how much wine I can't get drunk on myself, I didn't dare to come back until I hid until the early hours of the morning, but do you know why? Because I heard that phone call you made to Ji Beichuan, Shen Nian'an, I was injured, I was frustrated! Do you understand? ”

Gu Junyan looked at her and said with some excitement.

"Since I was a child, I have never been so depressed, I was born to be the pride of the sky, what do you want not to get? Even you, when I found out that I was moved by your heart and affection, I was confident! I believe that I will get your heart, but when I love you with all my heart and care for you, and leave my job to accompany you to Canada, I think I have done well enough, but what about you, what you think in your heart is still ...... It's still not me. I was frustrated, I was really frustrated at that moment, I felt like I would never be able to walk into your heart in my life. ”

Gu Junyan said a little with tears, and his eyes blurred.

The wound in his heart is something he hides and never wants to show.

After all, he was used to pride. After all, he had never been so frustrated and embarrassed.

Or because of a woman. Speaking of which, he himself thinks he is still Gu Junyan!

"You ......" Nian'an's eyes were a little red when she said what he said, and she stared at him with a shocked and incredulous expression.

His head was blank and chaotic, as if he had been covered with a layer of paste.

This...... How could this be Gu Junyan!

"Ke An'an, at that moment, I don't actually blame you, really, I don't blame you, I just think I'm late, I didn't enter your heart earlier, the only reason tells me that love can't be forced, I know that you went to Japan, when I knew, I was angry, I was nervous, I was going crazy with jealousy, but when you came back, I was ...... At that time, I thought it would be good for you to come back, so I pretended that nothing had happened and continued...... I want to continue to live a self-deceptive life with you as if anything happens, what I really thought at that time was that as long as you stayed by my side, it would be fine, and on the first day of junior high school, I seemed to suddenly wake up, and I woke up to it, the reason why you continue to stay in the Gu family and be my wife is not that you love me much, but that you ...... There is too much helplessness, whether it is because of the Shen family, or because of grandpa, or grandma......"

"Those helplessness, those dilemmas, make it impossible for you to withdraw easily, so ...... Therefore, I thought at the time that it would be better to let you go, let me resist the grievances and reproaches of those elders, let you go with peace of mind, and let you go without concern and guilt. ”

Such long words, hidden in his heart for so long, he finally said them all in one breath.

After saying that, Gu Junyan let out a long sigh, and instantly felt much lighter in his chest.

It's just that when he came back to his senses, Nian An, who found that his expression was on his face, suddenly bent over and covered his head with his head down......

"An An, what's wrong with you?" Gu Junyan subconsciously supported her, and her face turned pale with fright.

Nian An was powerless to push him away, and for a moment she only felt that the world was spinning, her head hurt badly, her chest was also blocked, and it was difficult to breathe......

Gu Junyan picked her up, carried her into the house, and put her on the sofa.

"An An, what's wrong with you? Don't scare me. Gu Junyan was anxious and didn't know what to do.

This...... Is there a doctor here?

The problem is that the river bridge is broken!

Gu Junyan sweated anxiously.

But just when he was anxious and didn't know what to do, Nian An, who was sitting on the sofa next to him, covered his face and cried.

In fact, she couldn't help but cry in the yard, so she lowered her head and covered her eyes, but soon became a little dizzy and tightened......

Now sitting on the couch, she just wants to cry.

She didn't know what to cry about, but she couldn't stop crying.

"An An, what's wrong...... Don't cry. Gu Junyan saw that she suddenly cried, and she was even more at a loss.

He hadn't seen her cry like this yet.

Nian An cried in front of him before, mostly forbearance and silence.

It's rare to cry like this, like a child, and cry out loud.

"An'an, don't ...... Don't cry, it's all my fault, you...... You hit me, if you get angry, you can hit me. ”

Gu Junyan stepped forward and tried to pull down her hands that were covering her face.

But Nian'an waved his hand away.

"Gu Junyan, you bastard! You go away—"

Nian An roared at him hoarsely.

But in fact, although she was very emotional, her words were also a little weak.

"Yes, yes, I'm a bastard, I'm a bastard, okay? Ann...... Don't cry. Gu Junyan came up again, sat down beside her, and stretched out his hand to hug her.

Nian An was taken into his arms, and after a while, he threw himself into his arms and cried loudly.