Cabbage is a handsome boy, and there are many girls chasing him, but he has never been in love, in addition to his heavy studies, and more importantly, he has had some bad experiences that have affected him.

When he graduated from elementary school and was about to enter junior high school, the family that should have been harmonious was blown apart by a divorce agreement. His parents divorced him because of emotional discord and left him.

He could only watch them arguing, his father's roars, his mother's scolding, and the shattered glass all over the floor, and he could only watch in fear from behind the door, unable to stop it.

"I must not fall in love in the future, so that I will not repeat the mistakes of the past, I don't want to live the kind of life that my parents did." He swore silently in his heart.

After his parents divorced, his father was devastated, and he began to smoke and drink, and his career collapsed. Cabbage lived with his father, and his father found a stepmother for him, and after having a stepmother, the depressed father would only listen to the teachings of this "new mother", beat and scolded the cabbage, and drove him out to live alone, but fortunately, his mother did not forget this son, and would give him money regularly, which allowed the cabbage to survive in this home without warmth.

After going out to college, he broke away from his father, away from the home that scarred him, and began to do odd jobs to earn living expenses, during which he had a very favorite girl, but affected by his parents' divorce, he had some negative views on love, he believes that beautiful love is only a moment, not eternal, when two people are just together, they see each other's best side, and after a long time of contact, the boring and cookie-cutter life will make love go up in smoke, and he doesn't like the ending that goes up in smoke, in order to avoid a sad ending refuses to start this beautiful paragraph. He learned to suppress his emotions and hide all his feelings in his heart, just like a flower hiding in the mud and rotting into the invisible.

Silly hair is what he met on the forum.,At first, I knew Silly Mao because of the League of Legends fanfiction she wrote.,He thinks this is a very talented person.,So he paid attention to Cheng Xiaoxiao's account.,Silly hair often posts on the forum.,He always goes to see the posts she writes.,Over time,He found that this person can also write game strategies.,It's a game god.,Because of her talent,He became half of her fan.。 So when he met her in the game, he didn't know why, and he especially wanted to get her attention, so he played the best hero and flew all the way to the king with her. He wanted to get close to her, and asked her to play with her, because he thought she was a very nice person, so he sent out an invitation to play with her the next day.

The cabbage was added to her QQ number, and she was one step closer, and her mood was mixed, he didn't know what this feeling was, and he couldn't describe it in words. It's like a fan finally seeing an idol, but through a layer of glass, he can't tell her that he actually admires her. It's like suddenly seeing a girl with a fragrance all over her body, excited and shy, wanting to go up and hug her, but you have to suppress your feelings. Because he didn't want to ruin the image in her mind. I don't want to destroy my heart. Although he knew how depressed his heart was, this state was the most comfortable for him.

If you keep yourself in a cage that you can't see with the naked eye, others can't get out, and you can't get out yourself. You can only breathe the air you once breathed in a cage, over and over again.

It won't hurt, but it won't be loved by anyone.