CHAPTER 10 7
Early the next morning, Song Li still had a high fever, and Han Xiaomo took Song Li to a nearby outpatient clinic and hung up the hanging bottle. At noon, Chen Xi arrived, and his eyes were full of bloodshots.
"What's going on? Okay, why did you have a fever, didn't you let you take a good look at her? In the corridor of the hospital, Chen Xi's voice was already very low.
Han Xiaomo replied, "Subei came last night, she was going to cook, and she drank two bowls of chicken soup, and I later found out that she put shiitake mushrooms in the chicken soup." ”
"What do you mean? Who is Subei? Chen Xi obviously didn't understand.
Han Xiaomo frowned and looked at Chen Xi in surprise, "Don't you know that she has stomach cramps when she eats shiitake mushrooms?!" ”
Chen Xi was stunned for a moment, and only stumbled back for a long time, "You, why didn't you take a good look at her!" You know she has stomach cramps and you let her eat shiitake mushrooms! ”
Han Xiaomo looked at Chen Xi and suddenly smiled, "Chen Xi, I don't think you can even catch up with that Subei!" ”
"Who is Subei! I ask you who is Subei! Chen Xi watched Han Xiaomo disdain him, and then walked away, but he couldn't do anything.
hung the bottle for two days, and on the day he was discharged from the hospital, Chen Xi came, he put down the rear window, and Song Li was stunned for a moment, it was Ran Changan and his mother.
didn't listen to Han Xiaomo's persuasion, she and Chen Xi drove to Nanzheng County in Hanzhong overnight. There every year in March and April, the mountains are full of rape flowers, Chang'an, born there, is the "home" in Chang'an's mouth.
When they arrived in Hanzhong, it was already the second half of the night, Chen Xi found a hotel in the city, rested for one night, and went to Nanzheng County tomorrow morning, Song Li rarely slept deeply.
When he arrived in Nanzheng County the next morning, Song Li couldn't see the sea of rape flowers in Ran Chang'an's mouth.
Chen Xi inquired at the entrance of the village, asked the address of Ran Changan's second aunt, and then walked into the village with Song Li.
The house can be seen to have been renovated in recent years, Song Li stood at the door with the ashes of two people, Chen Xi glanced at the barking dog, and politely followed the owner of the house to introduce Song Li's identity.
After listening to Chen Xi's words, the woman was stunned for a moment, and then went out to see Song Li, who was still standing at the door, and the two ashes in her arms, and finally couldn't control it. Everyone stood there, watching the woman hug Song Li and crying.
At noon, after having lunch with the second aunt, Song Li sat on the balcony on the second floor and looked into the rape field, there were no rape flowers this month, Song Li hugged Ran Changan, leaned his face against the cold urn, and said softly, "Chang'an, I didn't see the rape flowers you said, wait for next year, I will definitely come next year to see you and your aunt, and come to see the rape flowers you said." ”
In the afternoon, the wind rose in the village, the second aunt held the ashes of Ran Chang'an's mother, and Song Li carried Chang'an into the rape field together.
The breeze rises, and the old man goes.
If you should let go, if you can't catch it, you should let it go a long time ago.
Song Li raised her head and watched Chang'an quietly disperse in the wind, she still cried, she said, Chang'an, I love you, I love you so much. But Chang'an, in the future, I won't cry for you anymore.
Chang'an, Auntie, you're going home.
Chen Xi stood outside, didn't go down, he looked at Song Li and said goodbye to Chang'an, he knew that this day was still coming.
On the way back to Chang'an, Song Li didn't speak or cry, and at the moment when the car drove into Chang'an City, Song Li asked Chen Xi to stop the car.
"Chen Xi, Chang'an is dead, I will try to get used to life without him, I thank you very much, really, I have always thanked you."
"You're welcome." Chen Xi looked at the toll booth in front of him and replied sarcastically.
"I know you're complaining about me, but you know I'm not going to fall in love with you so soon, it's good for you and it's good for myself."
"So, should I thank you?"
"You don't have to, I know what you want, but I can't give it to you right now. I don't toss anymore, it doesn't mean that I have completely given up on Chang'an, he has always been here and has never left, whether he is alive or dead. Song Li pointed to his heart and said.
"So you're never going to marry anyone in your life? Hmph, that's fine. Chen Xi sneered, "Since you refuse to marry me, but you haven't married anyone else, as far as my personal selfishness is concerned, I can be regarded as having some comfort." ”
"Chen Xi, do you have to talk like this?"
"Song Li, I've comforted you enough, I'm not your chicken soup for the soul, drink two sips when you're uncomfortable, and when you're not uncomfortable, you'll be disgusted when you see me!"
"Chen Xi, what do you mean?!"
"What do I mean?! Don't you know what I mean?! Don't you know everything?! Well! A spark erupted in Chen Xi's eyes in an instant, "Song Li, I said, I love you more than you think!" You can't help but think about Ran Changan, and I can't help but love you! Just like you can't forget him, let me not love you, I can't do it! ”
"Chen Xi, let's not meet during this time." Song Li lowered his head, not daring to look at Chen Xi's eyes at all.
"Humph! Chen Xi, you're a fucking idiot! I knew it would be like this, but you still don't want to believe it! It's all fucking good now, it's all fucking good now! You're satisfied! I'm satisfied, too! Chen Xi angrily burst into foul language, the car restarted, and entered the toll booth with one foot on the accelerator.
Chen Xi drove the car to the door of Song Li's family courtyard, he didn't plan to go in, he didn't even plan to get out of the car.
Song Li quietly unbuckled his seat belt, opened the door, got out of the car, and closed the door.
Behind him, there was a sentence from Chen Xi, "I'm going abroad for a while, and the company's business is not over yet, so I ran back, and my brother is already very angry." Next time you come back, wait for me, okay? ”
Song Li turned his back to Chen Xi, just tilted his head slightly, and then nodded slightly, "Okay." ”