Chapter 194: It's not interesting

"So what? If you forgive them so much, what is my position? ”

Moon turned his head to look at Jessica with a dissatisfied expression.

Jessica sneered, pushed his face away, fiddled with his large hands and bowed her head, "I'm just representing myself." It doesn't mean that Girlhood accepts anything. ”

Cui Siyuan frowned and looked at Wen Yanyou: "Enough is enough." SJ doesn't have much effect on the young days anymore. Isn't it funny for idol singers to fix variety shows and sacrifice their images to be funny? Really still popular, who wants to do that? ”

Wen Yanyou smiled and pointed at himself: "What are you doing?" Come to me today, all of them have this attitude, as if I am a bad person. It's like I'm bullying you. ”

Pointing at Lit, pointing at Cui Siyuan, Wen Yanyou sneered and shouted: "Two of you, aren't you a senior?" Don't say you're so pathetic, right? Standing on the stage when I was in the Black Sea, it was Girlhood who experienced everything and took on the pressure, and it was me. Have you ever had a chance to experience it once in your life, don't be so easy and say things that are in moderation. ”

Unable to make sense with Moon Yeong-woo, Choi Si-won looked at Jessica: "Xiu-yeon, he doesn't understand, you should know that we have no choice." What do you expect SJ to do at that time? ”

Pointing to Lit, who bowed his head and was silent, Cui Siyuan said loudly: "By the Black Sea, that S.M star weekend concert, it was Brother Tee who publicly told fans that we are a family, and let fans treat every member of S.M's with kindness." Brother Litter's identity is still capable, to achieve this degree is the maximum, what else is required? ”

Wen Yangyou was about to speak with a cold face, but it was Jessica's calm face that blocked Wen Yanyou and said to Cui Siyuan: "We can't choose the matter of fans." I never said I didn't understand you, but I'm the same now. ”

Holding Wen Yanyou's hand, Jessica looked at the two: "I only know when I am most helpless. It was this man who stood by my side. I only knew that on the stage where I was about to cry the only time I couldn't help singing, in the face of such a dark audience, the fear and helplessness that seemed to be swallowed up, he stood in front of me. ”

There's no emotion for a speech, and Jessica isn't a particularly talkative woman. At this time, he calmly told this, but he couldn't help but make Cui Siyuan's gaze a little evasive.

Jessica took a breath and looked at the two of them with a chuckle: "My career when I was young is my career." My sadness is also the sadness of my youth. I don't care what he's doing at this time today. It is so burdensome and incomprehensible to you, but I will stand by his side unconditionally and approve of all his decisions. If OPPA doesn't understand me and thinks I'm unkind, then I can only say that this is my choice and I don't need anyone to agree. ”

"Good! Well said!! ”

In such a depressing atmosphere, Wen Yanyou smiled. Clapping and shouting. Jessica covered her mouth and smiled at him, giving him a white look, pressing his hand to keep him from being funny.

Wen Yanyou hugged her, looking very hard: "Sure enough, I'm still the most Zzang!" Jessica Crispy Bone! Jessica is the best!! ”

Jessica curled the corners of her mouth and smiled cutely, tilting her head to look at Moon Yeong-woo. Wen Yanyou also smiled and looked at her. The hand touched her nose and was slapped away by Jessica.

"It's ......"

Cui Siyuan shook his head helplessly: "You don't have to show affection like this, right?" Do you have to use this? ”

Little, who had been silent, couldn't help but look up and smile at this time.

"Actually, I envy you for being able to experience the Black Sea."

Moon and Jessica's smiles froze. Cui Siyuan also looked at Litt in surprise: "Brother! ”

This statement is so ambiguous that at first glance it sounds sarcastic. And when you look back on it, it's still ironic. The Black Sea you are envious. Isn't it good to envy something else? It's not swearing, what are you? Feng Liang still said this, is it to see that there is no room for maneuver now, so just tear your face?

Seeing the strange eyes of several people, Little was not in a hurry to explain, but waved his hand and spoke. "I'm very envious of Ye-woo, I didn't think about it before. It's just that today, all of a sudden, I felt this way. ”

Several people didn't speak, so Little took a sip of red wine and said: "When I didn't debut, although the competition was fierce, the relationship between male and female trainees was very good. Because there is no competition. Male trainees can't make their debut in the women's group, and female trainees can't do idol in the men's group. It's a cruel trainee time, and when you can't complain to your parents at home, you can comfort each other's souls. ”

As Little's deep voice spoke, Jessica couldn't help but slowly lower her head and leaned next to Moon Yuyou silently. Cui Siyuan shook his wine glass and bowed his head in silence.

Litt smiled and clinked glasses with him, looking at Moon Yeong-woo with the same face, "I've heard about your close relationship with Sunny. There is no envy or jealousy, because everyone has this kind of feeling, and there will be such people. ”

Wen Yanyou nodded casually: "There is no comparison, say what you want to say." ”

Litt smiled disapprerovingly: "Yun'er is popular, and she is a young faΓ§ade." Cheerful personality, like a little boy. But before her debut, she always asked me, can she make a successful debut? And after her debut, she called me every night and cried for two hours, she was very hard and tired. ”

β€œoppa……”

Jessica subconsciously raised her head, but it was Wen Yanyou holding her hand, Jessica paused, bit her lip and lowered her head without speaking.

Little didn't care, just chuckled and said this: "I envy Yang You, after his debut, he not only gave a lot of help to his youth, but also brought them a lot of happiness." It's just that there are a lot of things, and I'm too weak to do anything. When she was bullied by TV drama investors, she stayed there helplessly at the entrance of the alley, and she could only bear it by herself, and in the end, it was Yang You's help to deal with haode. ”

Wen Yanyou frowned: "You know this?" ”

Little waved his hand and looked at him with a smile: "Some things have passed, and there is no way to get them back in a lifetime." After the Black Sea, Yuna and I were estranged, and I was sad not about the friendship I once had, the girl who always surrounded me and called oppa and played with me, and I finally became ordinary colleagues. I'm sad that the Black Sea can stand in front, and if I am given the opportunity, I am willing to use my thin body to stand in front of them, no matter what I go through. At least I don't regret it, and I will be more calm. ”

Looking at Wen Yanyou, Little chuckled: "Actually, you are not in pain, even if the Black Sea is aimed at you, you will not." Even if you have a sense of accomplishment, you can resist the most difficult experience for them alone, and Zuihou can use your own ability to help them take revenge on those who have hurt them. Every single one, even if it is tens of thousands, hundreds of thousands. In exchange, it was Sika and the juniors I used to be close to. Stand on your side unconditionally. ”

"It's not a deal."

Moon Hyun-woo corrected Little.

Litto said, "Of course not." But even if it's a transaction, I'm willing to do it if it's not equivalent. ”

Looking at Wen Yanyou, Little spoke: "I have passed the age of innocence, but sometimes, I will be envious, jealous and hateful. Not to others, but to yourself. ”

Patting Choi Si Won's shoulder, Litt smiled: "When our members debuted, they always used Si Yuan shampoo. His family is rich, and everyone knows it. ”

"Brother......

Choi Siwon pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled. But I always feel that my heart is a little sour and a little blocked.

Little sighed lightly, "I thought I had long since accepted the imbalance of not being born into a good family. ”

Looking directly at Wen You, Little said softly: "But I still envy You." Instead, he loathed his own incompetence. It's not that I don't have the ability to help young people, but I want to sacrifice myself to do something for them, and I don't even have the ability to fight for such an opportunity. ”

Jessica bit her lip tightly. Holding Wen Yangyou's hand, he was weak and white. Wen Yanyou also fell silent and didn't say anything cool.

Exhale. Little broke the silence: "But what else can be done? My father is also old, my mother doesn't care, my grandparents are paralyzed in bed, and my father is the only one to take care of. I want to work hard, I want to make money, and my family has to wait for me to help. ”

Looking at Wen Yanyou, Litt got up and saluted: "You blame me, blame SJ, blame the goblin, I understand this." ”

Wen Yanyou subconsciously bowed and returned the salute, pursed the corners of his mouth and did not speak.

Litt spoke: "I didn't ask you out today because you are richer and more shili than the Origin family. Because once when you went to s.m to smash the door, food and clothing were not stable, and there was no hope for your debut. I know that even if you have no power or power, you should get it back from SJ and the goblins, relying on your own ability and brain, you can and will not let go. ”

Looking at Wen Yanyou, Little spoke: "I only hope you can give an accurate time, and the number of times." I'm willing to wait as I did before my debut, and that's all I can ask for. ”

Little just stood there, not speaking again.

And Cui Siyuan took a sip of wine, dragged Litt to sit down, and looked at Wen Yangyou: "Do you think it's still interesting?" ”

Moon didn't speak, looking at Jessica. Jessica was also empty at this time, perhaps thinking of memories of joking with her seniors when she was a trainee.

Wen Yanyou was silent for a while, and shook his head with a helpless smile: "Am I really a bad person?" If that's it, what is the damage you suffered when you were young? I've worked so hard since my debut, and I've been innocent in adding a stain on the Black Sea in the history of development, who do I go to? ”

Cui Siyuan frowned and was about to say something, but Litt stopped him and looked at Wen Yanyou and said earnestly: "I can understand." The greater the damage, the more complex the cause. Blame the company, blame the fans, blame the idol, all should be, but none of them seem to be the main cause. The company launched us, we sucked rice, and rice because we only gave the Black Sea a small time. Without us, there would be no goblins. If the company doesn't push us, we won't make our debut. ”

As soon as he called, Wen Yanyou laughed: "Mo? Senior, this is still a disguised reminder of the auxiliary MC position of the talk show in "Strong Heart", right? ”

Little smiled and waved his hand: "No." There's got something straight to say to you. ”

Wen Yanyou pondered for a while, and several people seemed to be waiting for his decision.

After a while, Wen Yanyou suddenly looked at Jessica and asked softly, "What do you mean?" ”

Jessica bit her lip and shook her head slightly.

Wen Yanyou clapped his hands: "No way, Sika doesn't agree, then I still insist......"

"Yikes!"

Jessica tugged at his arm, "When did I say I didn't agree?" I don't know. ”

Wen Yang You looked at Jessica with a smile, and after a while, Cui Siyuan coughed lightly: "Yang You, your development is getting better and better, and "IRIS" is also very promising. It's not the same level as SJ anymore, you, who are across acting, variety shows, and songs, don't dwell on it anymore, SJ has also been punished. Let go of a mouth, and forget it. ”

Wen Yanyou shook his head: "Don't say it so nicely, you are all seniors, what is my identity?" ”

Little spoke: "This is the way this circle, age doesn't mean everything. Rain and I are a year apart, but we are international stars, and we are little idols. ”

After a pause, Little looked at Wen Yanyou suspiciously: "And there are some things you don't know yet, right?" ”

Wen Yanyou looked at him: "What? ”

Little stepped forward and spoke: "You can be the main MC and host the show with Brother Hudong." PD and screenwriters, the program team not only recognizes your popularity and ability, in fact, the positions of several major MCs are controlled by the seniors, and an important point is networking. This network is reflected in the invited guests. ”

Wen Xiyou was stunned for a moment, and his expression was surprised: "MC is responsible for inviting guests?" ”

Litto nodded: "Of course. There are three TV stations, and each has so many PDs and screenwriters, how can the agency know all of them. Invite guests to the show, newcomers can't be picked, but the main target is still artists whose debut time is not short, and there are some recognition. In their last show, what they watched was the reputation of MC and this show. And you and Brother Hu Dong are also MC, which is a manifestation of your ability to maintain your status and ability. The embodiment is not in the audience, but in the eyes of these PDs and screenwriters in the circle. ”

Moon Yeong-woo frowned: "It seems that Park Sang-hyuk PD and screenwriter Lee Young-ran didn't tell me this yesterday." And the guests of the first phase have been confirmed. ”

Litt waved his hand: "Invitation is a general word, because of your existence, you come to variety shows as a guest, and it is also considered your connections." At least everyone knows the relationship between Quan Zhilong and you. In the first issue, he must have come because of you. ”

Wen Yanyou's expression was weird: "You know a lot, even Brother Zhilong is here, you know it." It seems that it is not possible to let the seniors on the show. ”

Little laughed, not at all as deep as he had just looked. Wen Yanyou fell silent again, and several people also put away their smiles, looked at Wen Yanyou, and waited for his attitude.

Ability, sincerity, heartfelt words, and personality, Litt showed them to Wen Yanyou one by one. If it still doesn't work, at Little's age, his debut time is not short, and he will definitely not be entangled again. Instead, they will accept it all calmly, and then slowly endure it as they have ever been in any previous predicament, and then move on.

(The third watch is coming.) Thanks to the big tail wolf dog xi, [Xiaoyang is not well-behaved] xi and faelleaf.xi for the tips, thank you. Thank you to the people who voted for the Dream of Fighting Stars and clicked on the favorites. Bow in greeting. Sprinkle wolf black. zzang。 O(∩_∩)O)(To be continued......)