Chapter Eighty-Four: Capriciousness
"Little kite, you're back so soon. ”
As soon as Ling Yuan came back, he saw Ling Chuchu's smiling face, as if he was waiting for him, but Ling Yuan didn't understand why Ling Chuchu was so happy when he saw that he was with Bai Yi. Maybe Ling Yuan will never understand, at this time, Ling Chuchu felt in his heart, sat on the sofa and said, "I still think that it has been a long time." ”
Thinking of what Bai Yi had just done to herself, in fact, Ling Kite's heart was a little shy, after all, Ling Kite's heart was also a woman, even if she was tough on the surface, there were times when she was tender.
"Little kite, you can actually talk a little more, and you don't have to worry about me at all. ”
Ling Chuchu thought that he was here, so Ling Yuan was embarrassed, but he didn't expect that Ling Yuan just smiled.
"I don't seem to have anything to say to him!"
"Why, little kite, I feel that Bai Yi is very good to you!"
Although it was only the first time they met, Ling Chuchu always felt that Bai Yi was really good to Ling Kite. Just after seeing him once, Ling Chuchu had a feeling that he could hand over his sister to him, and even Ling Chuchu couldn't say where this trust came from.
"Okay, you can also consider it, after all, you are not young, and the other party is not young. ”
Ling Kite snorted, he didn't mean anything else, he just didn't want to listen to Ling Chuchu talk about how good Bai Yi was in this place. Bai Yi is good or not, Ling Yuan doesn't know, she is about to be driven crazy by Bai Yi today, and it is not easy to get rid of it, which is originally a gratifying thing.
She didn't have that kind of sarcasm, she just hoped that Ling Chuchu would not mention Bai Yi, that's all, apart from this, Ling Yuan didn't know what to say.
"Little kite, I didn't mean that, I mean you ......"
Bai Yi's intentions for Ling Yuan, as long as he is not blind, he can see it, let alone Ling Chuchu, Ling Chuchu really has no other meaning, he just wants Ling Yuan to think about it.
"After a busy day, are you tired? ”
Ling Yuan frowned slightly, her eyes fell on Ling Chuchu's body, Ling Yuan's expression was very indifferent, and she didn't know why. The whole house had a different feeling, and Ling Yuan knew that it was all due to Ling Chuchu.
"I'm not tired, I am very happy to see the little kite so happy. ”
Ling Chuchu smiled sweetly, then sat down beside Ling Yuan and whispered to Ling Yuan.
Happiness, is it that in Ling Chuchu's heart, happiness is such a simple thing? Why is it like a luxury here, from childhood to adulthood, she doesn't dare to believe anyone, because she knows that even if there is so-called belief, I am afraid that in the end, it will end in disappointment.
Thinking of this, Ling Kite's eyes dimmed a little, and she couldn't help the idea of sending Ling Chuchu back in her heart. Strange thing, in the morning, she also said that she wanted to buy a car, change houses, and want to give Ling Chuchu a better life, but after all, she still couldn't get over her own level.
She is used to being alone, and no one can change this.
"Little kite, what's wrong with you. ”
Ling Chuchu seemed to be a little worried, since dinner, Ling Yuan seemed to be thinking about something, although Ling Yuan didn't say anything, but it seemed that he was preoccupied.
Of course, Ling Chuchu wanted to know what happened to Ling Yuan, you must know that this kind of feeling is not new now, including the fact that Ling Yuan left herself here, it was always so casual, as if she didn't care at all.
Since she came back, Ling Chuchu didn't want to go anywhere, because her life was saved by Ling Yuan, and she just wanted to accompany Ling Yuan.
I don't know if Ling Yuan will understand, or if she is still thinking about it, what makes her a little unbelievable, anyway, Ling Yuan doesn't dare to say what she is like, this feeling is really uncomfortable.
"I'm fine, go to bed early, there's so much going on today. ”
Ling Yuan replied indifferently, seven days, it seems, this is about to pass a day. Soon they were going to return to the game, and for six days, they might be a little helpless, so helpless that Ling Yuan didn't know what he could do.
"Little kite, do you have something on your mind, say it, I'll help you solve it, don't hold it in your heart. ”
Although Ling Chuchu has a gentle personality, there is something about her sister, and she will not fail to see it. Although Ling Chuchu always knew that Ling Kite's personality was very indifferent and didn't like others to ask too much, Ling Chuchu still couldn't help it, just asking, it wouldn't be good, she always had to know first, what Ling Yuan was worried about.
"I'm thinking, when I'm gone, how to send you back, how to make them accept, the fact that you're back. ”
Some words can be said softly, caringly, and there are many other feelings, but when they come out of Ling Yuan's mouth, they are still so cold, and there is no emotion. Ling Yuan didn't know why, maybe at the beginning, she shouldn't have talked about any feelings.
"Little kite, I said I won't leave, I'll wait for you here when you're not there! Mom and Dad think I'm dead, that's fine, because if I go back now, I will definitely scare them." ”
Ling Chuchu may have just been unintentional, but the word "death" did sting Ling Yuan, that was something she had always wanted to forget, not only did she forget, but she didn't want anyone to think of it, how could her Ling Chuchu die, she also thought about it, she would accompany Ling Chuchu for a long time.
"Nonsense, don't say that dead word, you yourself know, you are a living person now, why do you have to bring up those things. ”
Ling Yuan felt that she had always avoided the things she didn't want to mention in her heart, those were her wounds, and they were things she couldn't forget for the rest of her life.
I don't know why Ling Chuchu was able to mention it so indifferently, but Ling Yuan never thought that he could accept it so indifferently! All of this was something that Ling Yuan couldn't afford at all. She didn't know what else she could do, what to say, and so many things flowed out so clearly.
"I'm sorry, little kite, I didn't mean to, I mean, even if I went back, my parents wouldn't be able to accept it, I just didn't want to frighten them. ”
Ling Chuchu was still explaining something, she would always be like a wounded child, that kind of Chu Chu was pitiful! This kind of look, Ling Yuan would never be able to learn, no matter what, she was still the cold-blooded and tough Ling Kite.
"That's your business, it has nothing to do with me. ”
The originally noisy TV was suddenly turned off by Ling Kite, and the whole room seemed quiet, only Ling Chuchu who was still scared in her heart, Ling Chuchu's appearance, it was really hard to say, she didn't know how she could stay by Ling Kite's side, or rather, Ling Kite's purpose at the beginning was not to keep herself.
Regardless of whether she was alive or dead, she didn't want to leave Ling Yuan alone. From childhood to adulthood, the Ling family is sorry for Ling Kite. Ling Kite was originally a sunny and lovely child, with Ling Kite's personality, he should be able to find a good family, but sometimes, he is willing to do it.
Ling Kite was ruined like this, it would be in her eyes, and now, she didn't know how to make up for Ling Kite It was so simple.
The room fell into darkness again, as if Ling Chuchu had never come, Ling Yuan had come to take a shower, wanting to wake up, what was she talking about, why did she say such things to Ling Chuchu. In fact, what Ling Yuan is most afraid of hurting is Ling Chuchu.
Ling Yuan squatted on the ground, the general pain in his heart twitched, perhaps, Ling Chuchu was really not suitable to stay by his side.
The fear of that kind of game, and the worry about whether he will be able to do it in the end, is about to torture Ling Yuan into a madman, maybe there is nothing now, from time to time, he always has to have a seizure and hurt the people around him.
For this, Ling Yuan also felt that she was very helpless.
It's been more than an hour, and Ling Yuan hasn't come out, Ling Chuchu can't help but be a little worried, there is no sound of water in the bathroom, it looks like Ling Yuan has been hiding from him all along.
So, Ling Chuchu plucked up her courage again, she knew that Ling Yuan was so annoying, anyone who broke into her world, she was just worried about Ling Yuan now.
However, when Ling Chuchu had just opened the bathroom door, through a thin shower curtain, Ling Kite's voice was very small: "Chuchu, I'm sorry! ”
Ling Chuchu's heart was completely relaxed. She also thought that the moment she entered, she would be exchanged for Ling Kite's hysteria. In fact, it's good that this is not the case, Ling Chuchu's mind was originally very simple, and he had no other ideas.
"Little kite, what are you talking about? I'm your sister, it's my duty to take care of you, come out quickly. ”
Ling Chuchu turned around, took a large bath towel, handed it to Ling Yuan, and asked Ling Yuan to dry the water on his body. Fortunately, Ling Yuan didn't think much about it, Ling Chuchu just wanted to stay.
"You're really not going back?"
Ling Yuan was just wrapped in a bath towel, and she didn't have the heart to change her clothes, and her wet hair was not dried, so she sat on the sofa a little embarrassed, crossed her legs, and kicked the scattered things on the table intentionally or unintentionally.
Originally, she was alone here, and Ling Chuchu was a woman, so Ling Yuan naturally didn't care.
However, Ling Chuchu was nervous, first turned on the air conditioner, and then took out a comb, wanting to help Ling Yuan straighten her hair. Ling Yuan turned sideways slightly, avoiding Ling Chuchu's approach.
"Little kite, how many times do I have to say it, you can understand my current mood, I won't go back, I just want to be by your side, can you not drive me away, even if I beg you!"