"Yingxue, I just took a look at the wardrobe, you don't have any clothes at all, you close the store early in the afternoon and I'll accompany you to buy more clothes and shoes, and I see that you usually like to surf the Internet, by the way, I will help you go to the computer city to choose a computer", Du Junxiu said when eating breakfast.

"But I made an appointment with Yinghan and Yingxin in the afternoon...".

"Didn't you just meet yesterday, let's push it first, I don't have time to spend with you every day."

"I didn't let you accompany me", Su Yingxue muttered in her heart, eating breakfast silently, sometimes even she admired her endurance.

When buying clothes, Su Yingxue realized how fortunate it was to stand aside and pick out a dress last time, just like today she can't pick this one, it's too vulgar to pick that one, Su Yingxue likes to wear loose and comfortable clothes, he likes to see her wear sexy and charming skirts, several times Su Yingxue really wanted to turn her face and leave, his clothes selection conditions and her usual clothes didn't make sense at all, she really couldn't figure out why she didn't meet his beauty selection conditions, why she let herself marry him.

He basically wants a woman who behaves and dresses up according to his wishes, and she is not a person who is swayed by others, and on the way home, she feels more and more that the two of them are really inappropriate, but Du Junxiu is still happy because of her compromise.

The two lived like this for a month, and the understanding of him in a month was far less than what they knew about him in ten years, for example, Du Junxiu was a person who didn't even bother to take chopsticks when he ate, and the clothes he changed and the socks he took off were thrown everywhere. At night, he often has to be tortured by him until the middle of the night, sometimes he has to come several times in the morning, he is exhausted every day, and even the opportunity to go out to play at night is stopped by his domineering masculinity, these Su Yingxue endured it all, but several times when she was so tired that she couldn't even stand up from her waist, he swaggered and lay on the sofa watching TV, Manlan really wanted to get angry, but she endured it, and after eating, he threw away his chopsticks and went back to the room to play on the computer.

All the shortcomings and contradictions are all in front of Su Yingxue, sometimes Su Yingxue has not mentioned the issue of inviting a maid, but Du Junxiu said that there are too many people at home who will disturb the two-person world of the two.

Reality made Su Yingxue gradually discover that two people are not only a problem of growing up in two worlds, but more importantly, a man has never understood the hard work of a woman, which is the most important problem.

Su Yingxue is a stuffy jar, she can't tell her sister or her mother, but Mo Ningxi saw that she was a lot haggard, and only after asking Su Yingxue did she tell her bitterness.

As soon as Mo Ningxi heard this, she scolded Du Junxiu, "Even if Yifan was bad before, at least he was considerate to me, what is he like this, he is simply treating you...", she suddenly fell silent and looked at Su Yingxue apologetically.

"It's okay, I know what you want to say", Su Yingxue stirred the coffee in front of the table, "Originally, I still wanted to take revenge on him, but after being with him, I didn't know how to retaliate, and it seemed that I had become myself who suffered, I really felt very tired."

"Then what are you going to do, not to get married?" Mo Ningxi asked, "But I heard that the Shangguan family is already preparing for marriage."

"No, my dad bought my sister a house for her in the United States, and I want to live there for a while," Su Yingxue said tiredly.

"Does Junxiu know, and does your mother agree?"

"My mother has Yinghan and Yingxin to take care of, I haven't told him yet, he will definitely not agree, so I can only go secretly", after Su Yingxue finished speaking, Mo Ningxi did not stop her, but told her to be careful, after the two separated, Su Yingxue began to leave, she was not actually going to the United States, she deliberately deceived Mo Ningxi, because she knew that Du Junxiu would definitely go to find Mo Ningxi, and it was very likely that she would chase after the United States, she was planning to secretly leave for a while to go around the world to see, if she thought it was good, may settle over there, not necessarily living in City A.

But on the day she made up her mind to leave, Su Yingxue discovered a terrible problem, she was pregnant.

In the past few days, she often feels unwell, thinking that she is sick, and when she went to the hospital, she found out that she was almost two months pregnant, and the child was conceived when she was taken home by Du Junxiu to cook, and that time she was holding the idea of wanting to conceive his child and did not take the contraceptive, and then saw that there was no reaction, so she didn't care, as for the next few times she was careful to do a good job of contraception, but she didn't expect the child to be planted at that time.

It was undoubtedly a blow to Su Yingxue who decided to leave, at this moment, she didn't want to give birth to a child for Du Junxiu at all, she even had the idea of asking the doctor to kill the child, but when she arrived at the door of the obstetrics and gynecology clinic, when she heard a patient in front of her tell the doctor about the sequelae after her abortion, Su Yingxue had the heart to retreat.

She returned home absent-mindedly, Du Junxiu came back very early this day, not only that, but also seemed very happy, Su Yingxue didn't think too much, until he said that he went out to eat tonight, the reason was that the two hadn't gone out on a date for too long, Su Yingxue was not in the mood, it was useless to refuse, so she went with him, this time she chose a century-old bone broth shop, Du Junxiu said that the old brand shop tasted very positive, and the dishes on this day were very light, Su Yingxue ate a few more bites, and after normal dinner, Du Junxiu looked like she was trying to please her, Bright eyes seemed to be expecting something, Su Yingxue flashed a suspicion but didn't think about it.

It wasn't until she returned home that Su Yingxue said that she was tired and lay down in bed, and her handsome face collapsed after a night.

"Yingxue, don't you have anything to say to me today?" Du Junxiu eagerly helped her up and asked.

"I thank you for taking me out to dinner today, but I'm really tired today and don't want to do anything", Su Yingxue pushed him away in disgust, slept sideways, and didn't see his distorted and lost handsome face again.

Su Yingxue thought about it for two days, but she still decided to beat the child, she didn't tell anyone about it, she went to the hospital to pay for it, she made an order in the morning, rested for a few hours at noon, and had an abortion in the afternoon.

The doctor told her not to eat before the operation, Su Yingxue sat in the hospital in a daze all afternoon, she lived thirty years old to have her first child, not without hesitation and struggle, but she always wanted to pay the money, there was no way out.

The doctor who did the abortion for her was a female doctor in her forties, who seemed to be used to seeing this kind of thing, and was serious without any expression, and pushed her into the abortion room according to the rules, the doctor took out the anesthetic, Su Yingxue closed her eyes, and the door of the abortion room was suddenly kicked open like a storm.

"Who allowed you to hit my child?!!" The furious Du Junxiu snatched the syringe from the doctor's hand and slammed it on the ground viciously, grabbed Su Yingxue's arm and grabbed it, and roared: "Su Yingxue, you ruthless woman, I am so good to you, why do you want to beat the child out?!! ”

A slap with a cold wind stopped an inch of her face, and Su Yingxue could sense that he wanted to hit it down, but his red-hot eyes were trying their best to hold back.

"I already knew that you were pregnant, and I have been waiting for you to tell me in person, I have given you many chances, but I never thought that I would kill the child, what is your heart made of, you say!!" , he roared, tears of disappointment welling up in his eyes.

Su Yingxue's arm was painfully scratched by him, her head shook dizzy, she gritted her teeth and sneered, "Don't you understand, I don't want to give birth to a child for you at all!" ”

"What did you say?" Du Junxiu's face became extremely ugly.

"I said I don't want to have a baby for you, I hate you so much, don't you understand?!" Su Yingxue said her heart quite calmly, "The period of living with you is the most painful period of time, you don't know how difficult you are to serve, self-righteous, arrogant, only allow me to obey your orders, I can't do what you don't like, I have to wait for you to come home like a servant, wait to cook for you, wait to sleep with you, wear clothes you like, eat what you like, I can't even go out with friends, you must see me when you get home, Even if I don't want to sleep with you, you never care about my feelings, even if I'm not feeling well, you won't care, you, a selfish person, won't understand how painful my life with you is! ”

These are the words in her heart, say it in one breath, Su Yingxue saw Du Junxiu's pale face that was deeply shocked, she suddenly felt a burst of happiness, but she didn't feel relieved, and even felt that the shackles on her body were getting heavier and heavier, and she could feel the urge to strangle her after he was stunned and angry.

This is undoubtedly a fatal blow to him who is proud, the first time he is disgusted, and it is also the disgust that the person he likes is deeply disgusted, his heart seems to have a knife cutting one by one, "So you want to beat our child, Yingxue, when did you become so ruthless, it was your flesh and blood, even I would be heartbroken."