Chapter 121: Try to Accept Me
Lan Xi suddenly raised her head to look at him. Choked up. "Sa, don't you really like me at all?"
She tentatively took Xu Sa's hand and held it tightly in her cold hand. She said sincerely. "Maybe you don't have me in your heart right now, but why can't we try?"
"We now have a baby, and his arrival was a surprise, but it was also a joy. I really can't bear to kill him, I want to give birth to him, I have to give him a complete home first. ”
"Sa, promise me, okay? Try to understand me, try to accept me, and I promise, I will definitely give you the happiest home. ”
Lan Xi's moving confession and excited emotions seemed to be about to turn her heart up. Xu Sa looked at Lan Xi and let her catch it, but after a long time, he couldn't say a word.
"Lan Xi, don't you do this?" Pulling a tissue aside from the side, she gently wiped his tears for him. and gently reassured. "I know, you're a very good girl. It's just that...... I've always only thought of you as a sister. ”
"It's just a family relationship, I really can't treat you as a ...... girlfriend to look at. If I accept you, it is not only against my wishes, you are acting irresponsibly to you. Do you wish your husband didn't love you? ”
Although cruel, Xu Sa still expressed the thoughts in his heart. He was also confused about how to deal with it. He could only follow his heart's desires on instinct.
"Sa, no, maybe you won't love me now, but when we get married and have children, you will definitely fall in love with me gradually. I promise, I will love you with everything I have. I'm going to make you happy. ”
Lan Xi's eyes were full of determination. also moved Xu Sa, but it was just such a touch, but you can't convert it into love after all.
"Lan Xi ......"
"Sa!" Lan Xi also called him the same, and there was a little more pleading in his tone. There is even more helplessness.
With tears rolling down her eyes, she spoke up again: "The doctor said that my constitution is very bad, and if I don't want this child, it will be difficult to conceive again in the future." Sa, I really don't want to lose him. ”
Lan Xi's words had already come to this, but Xu Sa still didn't let go. Lan Xi's eyes showed despair, more heartache. She stood up and said resolutely. "Xu Sa, whether you can accept this child or not, I must give birth to it. He's my child, and even if you don't want it, I want it. ”
Lan Xi wiped the tears from her eyes, looked at Xu Sa, and ran out in despair. Xu Sa was about to follow, but was stopped by the waiter. After paying the money and coming out, Lan Xi's figure had long since disappeared.
He felt as if the entire sky was covered in a thick black fog. For the responsibility of the child and the reluctance of Su Tong, how should he choose?
was originally determined to save Su Tong's heart, but because of this accident, his heart was as cold as an ice cellar.
Tongtong, I miss you so much......
The heart of the thought is trembling, and the whole person is in a trance when he thinks about it. How I wish she could be by his side at this moment. Even if he doesn't say anything, just a hug, he will be satisfied.
I still remember when he followed the professor to participate in the first case. At that time, because their movements were a step slower, they watched the murderer cut off the head of a little boy who was five years old.
At the time, he was so uncomfortable. Because not long ago, he had a conversation with the little boy. Tell him, "Don't be afraid, with my brother here, I will definitely protect you." ”
However, after only a few hours, he lost his words. When the boy's cold body lay in front of his eyes, he felt that the sky was falling, and he wished to cut like the murderer who had been killed.
But even so, the little boy will not survive. He locked himself up alone in the student council office. It was Su Tong who found him, she didn't say anything, just hugged him and sat on the ground with him all night.
Fortunately, with her company, he spent the most uncomfortable night. There, he has a kind of dependence. When he is afraid, afraid, and in pain, he likes to hold her and feel the breath on his body. As if she was able to soothe her heart.
But now, it seems that he is really going to lose her, and he can't get her back......
All night, Xu Sa's heart had not calmed down, and it seemed that he had not recovered from the shocking news that Lan Xi was pregnant with his child.
And early in the morning, he received a call from Lan Xi's mother, and her anxious voice came from the other end of the phone.
"Xu Sa, Lan Xi is gone."
Xu Sa immediately sat up from the bed, didn't care about the leg injury, dragged his bumpy feet, and hurriedly went out. While contacting the police station, locate Lan Xi's mobile phone.
It turned out that Lan Xi's mobile phone was left at home. Xu Sa was very worried that something would happen to her, and asked someone from the Ministry of Transportation to help call up the surveillance. Use the fastest speed to determine the location of Lan Xi.
Soon there were results, and Lan Xi went to Jiuhua Mountain. Although he didn't know why Lan Xi wanted to go there, he didn't delay in the slightest, and immediately called a car and rushed to Jiuhua Mountain.
Jiuhua Mountain is more than 2,000 meters above sea level, and on weekends, there will be many people who love mountaineering to come here to climb the mountain. The scenery on the mountain is very good, and many people even go camping with tents on their backs, looking at the stars in the sky, which is very beautiful.
Xu Sa's foot was injured, and there was no way to climb up at all. can only call the video surveillance around Jiuhua Mountain, and finally determine that Lan Xi is indeed up the mountain.
Xu Sa remembered Lan Xi's heartbroken appearance yesterday and was worried that something would happen to her. So he hurried up the mountain, but the pain in his knee forced him to call two people to carry him up.
Frightened and uneasy in his heart, he kept urging the person who carried him and recalled the footsteps. After more than two hours, Xu Sa finally reached the top of the mountain.
He quickly inspected the surroundings, hoping to find such a thin figure. The top of the mountain was not very wide, and it didn't take long for Lan Xi to be seen on a large rock near the edge of the cliff.
She wore a long white dress, and the morning breeze blew the hem of her skirt. It looks soft, but the coolness it brings makes Lan Xi shrink tightly.
It was as if my whole body was trembling. Xu Sa Alliance walked over and shouted. "Lan Xi."
Lan Xi turned his head to look at Xu Sa and scolded loudly. "You don't want to come here." There was a tearing pain in his voice.
Xu Sa could only stop, looked at Lan Xi, and said comfortingly: "Lan Xi, don't be impulsive, what's the matter, let's discuss it well?" ”
Lan Xi still shook his head, and muttered in his mouth: "Sa...... I'm really sad, I miss the old days. ”