I stood up and was about to rush out, this place, I didn't want to stay for a moment.

I've seen, but I've never seen such!

Qin Jie said faintly: "So you understand. ”

I turned my head and didn't speak, waiting for her to say something next.

Qin Jie said again: "Every day, I see that you only know how to study, and you don't communicate with people very much, and I think you don't understand anything." ”

I said, "So you're going to use me as a Kaizi?" ”

I seemed to understand something, and I felt a tingling in my heart.

Qin Jie didn't reply to this, and said, "Help me pour a glass of water." ”

Somehow, I walked back and poured her a glass of water.

Qin Jie took out another box of medicine and put it on the table, and asked me, "Do you know what this is?" ”

Qin Jie continued: "This is what it is for. ”

Then I heard my heart break little by little. For me, who only knew how to study seriously, I didn't even know what the girl's period was, and as for that, it was a distant and unfamiliar word.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Qin Jie said faintly: "I don't want to go through this process alone, so I called you here." If you don't want to stay with me, then let's go. ”

I didn't speak, there were too many reasons for me to refuse this kind of thing, but I didn't.

After a long time, I said, "Why don't you ask the rat to accompany you?"

Qin Jie ignored me and smoked a cigarette by herself, I really figured it out, and my fists couldn't help clenching.

I said, "It's up to you to choose to be with him." ”

When I said this, I seemed extraordinarily calm, my voice did not tremble at all, and I didn't seem to care about Qin Jie's affairs. But only I know that if the rat were right in front of me now, I would dare to kill him.

Qin Jie said again: "I have been taking this medicine for two days. The doctor said that on the third day, that is, today, take the last pill and you will be able to come down. ”

The cigarette that Qin Jie smoked had gradually burned to the butt of the cigarette, and I suddenly reacted that after this cigarette was finished, Qin Jie was going to take medicine.

I panicked a little and said, "Otherwise, let's go to the hospital, the doctor will look at the ......."

"No, you don't." Qin Jie threw away the cigarette butt and said, "I asked a sister that the last time I took medicine, it would flow out within 2 or 3 hours." I'll go to the bathroom in a while, and you'll just stay outside, I just want to have someone outside, and I'm not so scared. ”

As she spoke, Qin Jie's tears flowed down. I suddenly felt extremely distressed, and I didn't know where I got the courage, so I walked over and hugged her.

Qin Jie didn't refuse, obediently lay in my arms, and said, "Do you think I'm dirty." ”

I didn't speak, and hugged Qin Jie tighter. Why are you so stupid, my beloved girl?

Qin Jie cried for a while, pushed me away, and said, "The water is almost cold." ”

Qin Jie grabbed the medicine in her hand, looked at the water cup for a while, touched her stomach again, put the medicine in her mouth, and swallowed the water.

I quickly asked, "How's it going?" ”

Qin Jie smiled bitterly: "How can it be so fast......"

I nodded, grabbed Qin Jie's hand, it was cold. Qin Jie said, "Tell me something funny...... After a while, my stomach started to hurt, and I went into the bathroom...... Don't tell anyone about these things. ”

I nodded, thinking hard about the jokes I usually watched, but at the critical moment, I couldn't remember any of them.

Qin Jie said: "Forget it, it's really embarrassing for you to tell jokes." ”

I clenched Qin Jie's hand, my brain was hot, and said, "Don't be with mice in the future, his kind of person is not worthy of you." ”

Qin Jie lay on my shoulder and said, "Now that I'm like this, are you still willing to marry me in ten years?" ”

I didn't speak, and looked at Qin Jie in a daze.

Qin Jie pulled her hand out of my hand, sneered and said, "I knew you would ...... like this."

I was anxious, grabbed her hand again and said, "No, no, you misunderstood me." I'm thinking about how good I have to be to have you. ”

Qin Jie smiled, put his hand on my face, touched it gently, and said, "Why didn't you say these words earlier......

I said, "It's not too late, I'm ......."

Suddenly, my lips touched a soft object, and Qin Jie kissed it.

So, my first kiss was gone.

The good news is that my first kiss was with a girl I've been in love with for a long, long time; The bad news is that she's on that, and the kid isn't mine.

I closed my eyes and sniffed Qin Jie's scent desperately, and I couldn't help it, and the two of us lay on the bed.

After kissing for a while, Qin Jie suddenly sat up, frowned slightly, and said, "My stomach hurts a little." ”

I hurriedly said, "Then you hurry into the bathroom, I will always be outside the guard, don't worry!" ”

Qin Jie seemed to suddenly remember something, but she didn't speak, she was in a hurry.

I asked, "What's wrong?" ”

Qin Jie said: "There will be a lot of blood in a while, but I forgot to bring a sanitary napkin!" ”

I immediately rushed out the door. I remember there was a small 24-hour supermarket right outside the hotel. So, at two o'clock in the morning, the supermarket clerk saw the strange sight of a child taking a pack of tampons and leaving.

I went back to the hotel room, but Qin Jie was not in bed. The bathroom door was closed, and I knocked lightly and said, "Qin Jie, are you inside?" ”

After a while, Qin Jie's faint voice sounded: "I'm here." Zhou Ming, you're outside, can you talk to me? ”

I said, "Okay, okay." I brought the tampon, do you want to hand it to you? ”

Qin Jie said: "No, don't come in, I'll ......"

I interrupted her and said, "Okay, don't worry, I'm right outside the door, I swear I won't go, I swear I won't let anyone hurt you again." ”

There was no speech inside, but there was a faint sob.

Listening to Qin Jie's cry, my heart was like a knife.

Qin Jie said again: "Zhou Ming, don't stop talking, you can talk well, you can say anything at will, just let me know that you are here." ”

"Hmm...... Hmmm......" I agreed, thinking about what to talk about: "I had a pigeon when I was a child, and he was very well-behaved and would go out every day to find food for himself......"

"I don't want to listen to this." Qin Jie said again: "You tell me something happy." ”

"I'm happy...... "I thought for a while, "I received the admission letter from the No. 1 Middle School in the city a few days ago, but I was so happy. Relatives at home came in waves, all praising my ......"

There was silence for a while before he said, "Zhou Ming, when you go to the No. 1 Middle School in the city, don't you like me anymore?" ”

I was anxious: "How can it be, you don't know how heavy your status is in my heart!" ”

"Hehe...... "Although Qin Jie is laughing, maybe I can hear a hint of bitterness. Qin Jie sighed and said, "There are so many beautiful girls in City No. 1 Middle School, if you go there, you will forget about me." ”

"Oh, you're worried." I tried my best to pretend to be relaxed, sat down against the bathroom door, and said, "You don't have to worry about this." It's not that you don't know my character, and there are no girls who will take the initiative to talk to me. After all these years, you are the first girl to talk to me, and you are so beautiful. ”

"Cut, I didn't see that you were so good at rhetoric, and you would make me happy!" Although Qin Jie said this, I could still feel a hint of happiness in her words.

I seemed to know what to say that Qin Jie would be happy, so I kept trying to say, "It's true." When I was in my first year of junior high school, you gave me a sticker, I don't know if you remember. That's why I like you. I still have that poster now......" As he spoke, he suddenly remembered that the poster had been torn up and burned by me, so he didn't dare to say any more.

"I don't remember what stickers." Qin Jie's voice was full of doubts, and it seemed that she really didn't remember.

I exhaled and said, "Of course you don't remember." But for me, it's a precious memory......" I closed my eyes, thought about that day, and said, "So, you are the protagonist of my life." However, it's just your supporting role. After saying that, I felt sour.