After more than half a month in the hospital after the operation, the doctor asked them to be discharged from the hospital next Monday after seeing the new film.

That night, Jiang Yao watched the child fall asleep, staying alone in the ward, looking at the mobile phone screen in a daze. Since he was seriously ill, Chen Hao has come to the hospital less and less, at first he tried to come at night, and then he made do with spending the night in the ward, and then Jiang Yao was also distressed when he saw it, so he put down the matter of his company and urged Chen Hao to go home and sleep at night. Later, Chen Hao came even less, but when he couldn't come, he would make a phone call a day, and then I heard Jiang Yao say that the doctor said that he was recovering very well now, and the phone calls gradually came less, and then later, it was a phone call every three or four days. Jiang Yao can't remember how long he hasn't seen him, but his parents can't see Chen Hao every time they come to the hospital, although they don't say it, but their faces are getting uglier and uglier every time, especially when relatives and friends come to visit the hospital, they will ask their father when they chat, Jiang Yao always hides in the toilet or pantry, waiting for them to disperse before daring to go back to the ward.

Today, the doctor came to inform him to be discharged from the hospital next Monday, and before going home, his mother whispered to Jiang Yao with an ugly face that Chen Hao would not come next Monday, and he would not come over in the future. Dad pulled Mom a hand, and only then did he stifle the ugly words in the back.

The time displayed on the mobile phone was past nine o'clock in the evening, and Jiang Yao called Chen Hao at seven o'clock, Chen Hao said that he was busy here, and he would give her back later.

Jiang Yao hates himself a little now, all principles will fall apart as soon as he meets Chen Hao, and in the end, his temper will turn into patience, and love will become dependence, and he will find out at that time, ah! It turns out that I have long lost my original appearance, and what is even more sad is that I have forgotten what I used to be when I look back.

The door of the ward suddenly opened, Jiang Yao was stunned for a moment, Chen Hao untied his scarf, took off his coat, and stood next to Diandian and looked, "What did the doctor say?" ”

Jiang Yao got up and said, "Will you be discharged from the hospital next Monday, can you come over?" ”

"Huh?" Chen Hao paused, "Oh, there may be a meeting next Monday to determine the amount of compensation, the Chinese New Year is coming soon, hurry up and finish the matter here, and the construction site will start quickly, I don't necessarily have time, let's see when the time comes, you just drive over." ”

Jiang Yao turned around silently and told himself over and over again to endure, to endure! After a while, she bit her lip, turned around and frowned, "Chen Hao, let's talk." ”

Chen Hao's hand holding the water cup stopped, looking at Jiang Yao's expression not like a joke, then put down the cup and turned around and walked out of the ward.

In the stairwell, Chen Hao lit a cigarette and stood in front of the window without speaking.

Jiang Yao wrapped his coat tightly and went downstairs to stand behind him, "Chen Hao, do you think I'm making trouble unreasonably." ”

Chen Hao turned his head and looked at Jiang Yao with some innocence, "Huh? What's wrong with you, is something wrong? ”

Jiang Yao just looked at Chen Hao and didn't speak.

"Are you too tired lately, wait for the child to be discharged from the hospital, you can rest and rest, I'll find an aunt to take care of it, you can take care of the company's affairs next year, and I can help you at that time." Chen Hao said.

"Chen Hao, I want to ask you, what do you think about the two of us, and what will you do in the future?" Jiang Yao asked to himself.

Chen Hao looked at Jiang Yao silently, and only said after a while, "What's wrong with you, what's wrong." ”

"I didn't say much, Chen Hao, these words, maybe I'm asking too late now, it should be a few years earlier, before Dian Dian was born, or, when we decided to be together."

"Did your parents say something?" Chen Hao snuffed out the cigarette butt on the trash can in the stairwell, he took a few steps and walked up to Jiang Yao, "Are they dissatisfied with me, they say you, or what's wrong, you talk." ”

"I didn't say anything, I can't ask you if I didn't say anything? Also, even if my parents said it, are they wrong?! Chen Hao, after so many years, don't you think you owe us anything? ”

"These things again, aren't they? Is! I knew it! Chen Hao endured his temper, walked to the window, and lit a cigarette again, "I'll go and say, I'll tell my parents, isn't it just to go out to meet your relatives during the New Year's holiday, what a big deal!" I don't want the construction site, I don't want the market, the fucking money has already earned enough! Don't fucking it, don't fucking it! Jiang Yao, don't mess with me, okay? Chen Hao's eyes were full of bloodshots, Jiang Yao knew that he didn't sleep well, and she knew it. But she didn't want to force him! It's just that for so many years, it's all because of my reluctance that I am in today's dilemma. She lowered her head, trying to suppress her temper and make herself more rational to talk to him.

"Chen Hao, we have been together for ten years, counting this year, we have been together for ten years. I was with you at the beginning, not for your money, I Jiang Yao has money! With a little bit, you said that you can't marry me, I put up with it, watching you marry another woman, I'm not for money, it's fucking I love you! I, Jiang Yao, love you! You kneel down for my parents, I feel distressed when I look at it, I feel sorry for you, I feel sorry for my parents, they are right, but it is because of me, because I am a third party in the eyes of others, and I have to let others poke my backbone and scold the high-achieving daughter they raised for being shameless! Chen Hao, I've been putting up with it for so many years, and I know you're the same, so I've never made you embarrassed. You said that you were going to accompany her parents for the New Year's holiday, and I let you go, and I know it's not easy for you. You said that you usually come to see something when you are free, and I am always happy to let my children meet you, even if my parents are not happy, I have never said a word in front of you. Jiang Yao paused, turned his back to wipe away his tears, and waited for the people who came upstairs to pass by them, before turning around and continuing, "I have never told you these words before, because I don't think it's necessary, because I think you understand." But this time something happened, Chen Hao, really, all the strength of a woman is pretending to be strong, and it really touched her bottom line, in fact, she is more vulnerable than anyone else. Chen Hao, I am also a woman, I will also be powerless, I am tired and want to sleep, I want to find someone to cry when I am hurt, and I want to find someone to be coquettish when I like it, but Chen Hao, where are you all these times? ”

"You, is there anyone?" Chen Hao's eyes were a little frightened, he looked at Jiang Yao, his voice was full of tremors.

"Someone do I have? Chen Hao, only you are sorry for me in this life, and I, Jiang Yao, will never be sorry for you. She took a deep breath and continued, "I'm really tired now, but I can't even sleep when I close my eyes. I gave you time, but you didn't give me an answer. Chen Hao, I have given you ten years, and I regret it. ”

Chen Hao's hand trembled and he picked up the cigarette butt and put it to his mouth and took a sharp puff, looking at the glass window full of fog, he asked softly, "What the fuck do you mean?" ”

"I ······" Jiang Yao looked at Chen Hao's back and felt distressed, she hesitated, but some words were still not as easy to say as she imagined.

"What do you mean?!" Chen Hao suddenly shouted, "I've fucking said it, I don't care about money at all!" I don't want it, I don't want it all! Jiang Yao, we said okay, you can't go back. ”

"Chen Hao, don't be like this, can I listen to me······" Jiang Yao painfully wanted to calm Chen Hao down, but was interrupted by him again.

"Forget it," he walked past Jiang Yao with his head down, and whispered to the people around him, "You've been too tired lately, go back and rest today, order here, I'll keep watch." On Monday, I came to pick him up and he was discharged from the hospital. ”

"Chen Hao!" Jiang Yao still couldn't stand crying, she turned around and called the person who wanted to escape, grabbed the handrail of the stairs, her body slowly slumped, she squatted on the stairs, looked at the man in front of her who had promised her love for a lifetime, and finally said that sentence, her eyes were full of reluctance, "Chen Hao, I'm not waiting for you, let's break up." ”

The cigarette butt burned his fingers, time came to an abrupt end in his breathing, some things you can't go back to the past, we all know it, we just don't want to believe it.

The sound of the heartbeat in the empty stairwell was infinitely amplified, time passed inexorably through a square, and she loved him and became the past.