Chapter 45: Monologue Under the Moon
Zhao Lingshu smiled helplessly, but he couldn't refute it, so he could only agree with a smile.
When dinner was served, Mrs. Zhao desperately gave the big fish and meat to Zhao Lingshu, Zhao Lingshu looked at the bowl full of dishes, and did not dare to refuse, so he could only eat it obediently one bite at a time. Mrs. Zhao smiled with satisfaction.
After dinner, Zhao Lingshu returned to his room. The past two days have been physically and mentally exhausted, Zhao Lingshu wanted to rest earlier, so Qing'er came over to change her clothes.
Zhao Lingshu was lying on the bed with his eyes closed, but he couldn't fall asleep over and over. Zhao Lingqi simply got up from the bed in his clothes, opened the door and came to a pavilion in the courtyard alone.
Zhao Lingshu looked up at a full moon in the night sky, the moonlight was bright, but there was no trace of temperature. The mournful chirping of partridge birds in the distance makes the moonlight even more mournful.
The cold air soaked his bones, and Zhao Lingshu wrapped the clothes he was wearing tightly. In my previous life, how many times did I stand under such a sad and cold moonlight? With a feeling of hopelessness again and again, looking at the moon in the capital, there is no talented and beautiful woman to reunite with the family, only the family is ruined, and there is endless guilt.
In his previous life, he was naïve, and he was played around by Xiao Qiming and Chu Lanxi like a fool, and he didn't wake up until the last moment. I thought that I could only walk into the underworld with endless suffering, drink Meng Po soup, and let Xiao Qiming and Chu Lanxi, the adulterers and adulteresses, get away with it. I didn't expect God to open her eyes and let her live again.
Thinking of the things that were almost defiled by Chu Lanxi and Xiao Qiming's design yesterday, Zhao Lingshu was furious. Xiao Qisheng is right, her current strength is too weak, and if she falls into Xiao Qiming's hands, it will definitely be a dead end.
At present, Xiao Qiming is the most favored prince, Chu Lanxi is the queen's niece, and there is Cheng Sihou behind him, as soon as the two of them join forces, if they don't want to find a way, they will definitely solve it first.
And although he has woken up and can see through the ambitions of Xiao Qiming and Chu Lanxi, he is weak, not only must he always beware of being designed to fall into a trap, but he must always be wary of the Zhao family being designed.
The most important thing is that except for Xiao Qisheng, she has no one to turn to. I can't tell my family what I really think, even if they pamper themselves and believe in themselves, rebirth is still too fantastical.
And today's quarrel with Xiao Qisheng also shows that if she refuses to tell Xiao Qisheng the truth, with his careful thinking, I am afraid that she will not unite with herself again.
Now, I can only fight alone. Relying too much on others is still unreliable after all, and the only solution now is to make yourself strong as soon as possible, so that Chu Lanxi and Xiao Qiming don't dare to calculate on her head at will, let alone know that it is a trap, but they don't even have a chance to refuse.
The deeper the night, the colder the moonlight becomes. The husband rang the third watch, and Zhao Lingshu went back to the room to sleep.
By the time Xiao Qiming, who was knocked unconscious by Xiao Qisheng, woke up, it was already dark. He slowly sat up from the bed, and the back of his head hurt so much that he "hissed".
"What about people? Where have all the people gone? Xiao Qiming covered the back of his head with a dull pain, but when he saw that there was no one in the room, his mood became more and more irritable.
The attendant immediately pushed the door in and knelt in front of his bed.
"How long did I sleep?" Xiao Qiming asked with a frown.
"Your Highness, you have been asleep for a day and a night." One of the attendants replied boldly.