Unfortunately, when the accompaniment sounded, I didn't hear what the song was, and Lin Ke next to me took a puff of cigarette and said lightly: "It is estimated that few people present know about this niche song." Then he turned to me and said, "You don't know, do you?" ”

I nodded, indicating that I didn't know.

"This song is called 'Goat', and she's probably singing herself!"

"The sun scorched me and swayed, the endless stream of dust was flying, holding my breath and trapping myself, seeing the lonely wandering goat on the side of the road, the silent goat became panicked, like a lost child who lost his wings, I said goat, come home with me, it bleated a little song to polish the horns, looking for and seeking, beautiful goat, singing where you are going while walking, rushing, yearning, fleeting to leave this piece of withered yellow, I don't know how frivolous, stubborn goat, what fascinates my eyes is not ideal, looking at it from afar, tossing and turning, Let fate dictate this moment......"

I haven't heard the original version of this song, but I can probably guess that it is a folk song through the lyrics, but when Shen Lin sang it, it was more rock, she didn't tell it softly, but with a kind of confusion and expectation, so some songs were almost sung by shouting.

This song was changed quite successfully by her, I am more and more optimistic about her music level, and Shen Lin did not accept everyone's applause after the song ended, she turned her back, her body trembled slightly, thinking of Qu Sen's vicious words just now, I felt an inexplicable feeling in my heart, and then subconsciously took out a cigarette from my pocket and lit it.

I don't like the atmosphere at all because it's a departure from what I've always been looking for......

……

The wind outside the window blew the wind chimes in the corner of the house continuously, and Shen Lin had been silent for a long time with such an awkward attitude, but everyone regarded this behavior as a kind of art and applauded more enthusiastically.

Li Shi and Jiang Laiyue in the distance were sitting face to face, they were not familiar with each other, so there were very few topics, and I didn't dare to stimulate Jiang Laiyue's emotions at this time, so I took the guitar from Shen Lin's hand on stage.

She looked at me, biting her lip but not showing any emotion, I held my guitar, closed my eyes, and thought in my brain what kind of song I wanted to sing to catch the emotions expressed in her previous songs.

After thinking about it, I finally chose the song "Prosperous Place".

I took a deep breath and plucked the strings of my guitar, and soon the familiar melody echoed through the bar, and everyone's attention was on me.

I finally opened my mouth, just the first sentence, the emotions were completely immersed in the lyrics, Li Shi held her chin and looked at me affectionately, and I also remembered every fragment I had spent with Li Shi since I met, and then looked for myself in these fragments.

"Like an elk breaking into a garden, I am an animal stepping into your eyes, twinkling in the warmth and delicacy, wandering in the trembling valleys, falling in and out of the branches, whispering like a sparrow, and I just want to hold you close......"

Singing, singing, I suddenly saw Shen Lin get up and leave, before going out, she looked back at me again, and this scene was completely captured by me, this kind of staring made me forget the melody and lyrics, a few sentences even out of tune, and I was like a thief, for fear that anyone would find out, so I quickly restrained my emotions and sang the whole song with my eyes closed.

The applause resounded in this small bar, I finally opened my eyes, the original blurred outlines, gradually became clear, and then I saw Li Shi with tears in her eyes, even if she had heard me sing live many times, she would still be moved by me.

I put down my guitar and walked over to Li Shi, who was silent, as if she hadn't had time to finish her emotional excess, just stared at me.

Jiang Laiyue hummed a song as if no one was around, her fingers kept tapping on the table, and before I could speak, she suddenly asked, "Yu Hang, can you lend me your bicycle for a while?" ”

"Do you know how to ride? Riding with your legs? ”

I had just passed my addiction, Jiang Laiyue kicked me and pushed me, and I didn't care about grinning, and said to myself: "How do you know if you don't try it, you just say borrow it or not!" ”

"Do you experience life or do you do performance art?"

"You can think whatever you like, you have to agree, I'll go over and get it tonight!"

Just a bicycle, how embarrassed I was to refute her face, I immediately agreed, and Jiang Laiyue drank the last sip of beer with satisfaction, and shouted: "Go home, I, Jiang Laiyue, will officially set sail tomorrow." ”

……

Because some people were gone, the bar was not so crowded at this time, and there were only a few people waiting for Lin Ke to sing, and Lin Ke and I were focused on waiting.

I sat down next to Li Shi, and she asked me, "Will Niange come tonight?" ”

"I'm afraid I won't come at such a late hour."

Li Shi nodded, and didn't ask what we said, maybe she already knew the result of our communication, and I didn't say anything, for us, Nian Ge has become an old friend we have missed for a long time......

"Yu Hang, I'll rest for a while."

I nodded, and fell into a long silence.

Li Shi grabbed my arm and leaned into my arms, I hugged her, feeling the softness of her hair, but I was even more dazed, and I couldn't help but worry that Nian Ge at this time had come out of the emotional predicament, I hope she will return sooner, and I hope she can go to more places, because of the fatigue of travel, don't let her face the cruel reality too much.

Li Shi has fallen asleep in my arms, I gazed at her sleeping again, in my arms she is such a bird, but in the cruel life, she still faces life with the strongest side......

This night, I didn't wait for Song Niange to return, and after settling the half-asleep Li Shi, it was already the second half of the night, and I braved the cold wind to stand on the roof of the hostel, wanting to see through my life at the moment with a posture of climbing high and looking into the distance.

The river in front of the door is still flowing north with the wind, and the lights reflected on the river surface are a little shaky, and I am in a trance, unable to imagine the river in front of me as a happy river, because Shen Lin once buried all his resentment into this cold river with his body......

In a trance, I suddenly found that Jiang Laiyue also didn't sleep with me, she didn't have the daily opportunities in her mouth, but put on work clothes, swept the snow in front of the door, and wiped the glass of the hotel in the cold winter.

I don't know what happened in between, but I wondered if she could be reduced to riding a bicycle without compromise, what was it in her weak body that supported her faith and determination? Is everything she has or lost now a burden to her? If it's a burden, why can't you calmly unload it and live some ordinary life?

I looked down at Jiang Laiyue in the cold wind, and then dialed the number......