Chapter 12: She's Really Sick
Since I was a child, I saw similar pictures on Xiaolan before I was twelve or thirteen years old, but I didn't feel it at the time, but now it's different.
I saw that after Sister Long took off her coat, she actually reached behind her back to take off her pink underwear. My heart was beating faster, as if it was about to jump to my throat.
But just when I was looking forward to the picture of Sister Long taking off her underwear, she didn't take off her underwear for a long time.
It made me so anxious that I wanted to go around her back and help her, but in the end reason prevailed over desire. Because I was already a little jealous of Sister Long, I was a little scared when I thought of Sister Long's usual cold appearance. So I decided to wait for her to take it off herself, after all, I didn't take it off, and even if she wanted to blame me tomorrow, I couldn't find an excuse.
It's a pity that Sister Long didn't take it off for a while, but she threw herself on the bed and fell asleep......
Looking at Sister Long's white back as snow, I really wanted to help her unbutton her underwear that she hadn't unbuttoned for a long time.
Later, I stared at Sister Long's back for at least half an hour, and I stretched out my hand several times, but finally I didn't dare to unbutton her underwear. I think it's too much of a beast, I've regretted it before, and I don't want to make the same mistake again.
In the end, I covered Sister Long with a quilt that night, got dressed and went to sleep on the sofa in the living room for the night.
What I didn't expect was that Sister Long still blamed me for what happened last night the next day.
The next morning, I was asleep on the sofa in the living room when I was suddenly awakened by the screams of a woman.
"Ah......h
The scream came from my room, and I rushed into the room, only to see Sister Long sitting on my bed with the quilt and screaming.
As soon as she saw me, she yelled at me, "Qin Yun, what did you do to me!" ”
Sister Long's words were very loud, looking at her eyes that wanted to kill, I was terrified.
I trembled and explained to her: "Dragon, Sister Long, don't get me wrong. Last night you drank too much and went into the wrong room, and I saw you fall asleep on my bed, so I went to sleep in the living room outside. "Of course I don't dare say anything about her undressing in front of me.
As soon as I finished speaking, Sister Long picked up a pair of jeans and a short-sleeved T-shirt and smashed them on me, "Then is it necessary for you to take off my clothes and pants, don't you know that I am your elder?" According to my relationship with your aunt, you should call me aunt, don't you understand? ”
Damn, she took her pants off again after I went out last night.
Looking at the jeans and short-sleeved T-shirt that Sister Long threw in front of me, I still had a little regret in my heart, and I thought shamelessly: Why didn't I come in last night to cover her with a quilt or something......
At this moment, Sister Long stared at me again and said coldly: "Do you want to say that I took off all my clothes and pants by myself?" ”
I nodded, not daring to say anything.
Immediately afterwards, Sister Long gritted her teeth and took out a set of pink underwear from under the pillow and shook it at me: "Then how do you explain this, is it that I ran to your bed and stripped myself naked by running to your bed?" ”
"Ah......h
Nima, when did she take off all her underwear......
I was thinking about it, and before I could explain, Sister Long put the quilt on her head and cried loudly.
I wasn't in the mood to think about it anymore, and when I saw Sister Long crying under the covers, I felt aggrieved and uncomfortable.
Although Sister Long is usually very serious in front of me, she is really a good person and is very good to me. I don't think even my own sister will necessarily be so good to me.
She is a woman who is very good at enjoyment, but she only makes money with her own hands. She works hard, working at a bar at night and seems to have another serious job during the day. Although she worked two jobs, she was willing to spend money on herself and me.
She only buys designer clothes. When she brought me to live in the city, she threw away all the clothes I thought were good. On the first day I came, she took me to buy me clothes for thousands of dollars, all of them from head to toe.
In the face of such an elder who loves me, although I was a little aggrieved by her, I still can't bear to see her crying under the quilt all the time.
So I went over to coax her, and I explained it to her again from beginning to end. At first, she still didn't believe me and ignored me, but then she suddenly poked her head out and asked me, "What time is it?" ”
I looked at my phone and said, "It's half past nine......"
"It's over, it's over, it's going to be late again, it's all your fault......" Sister Long jumped out of bed wrapped in a sheet after speaking, and hurriedly ran towards her bedroom.
After a while, Sister Long came out wearing a professional women's dress. Underneath is a black trouser with white high heels, a white shirt with a lace stand-up collar on top, and the hair that was originally messy like a chicken nest is also coiled high. The snow-white jade neck and bumpy figure made me swallow my saliva. At this time, she is full of the intellectual beauty of a mature woman, which is much more charming than the casual dress when she worked in a bar.
In the next half month, Sister Long ignored me, didn't say a word to me, and didn't even look at me. However, she may also be aware of the dangers of drinking too much, and she came back awake every night for half a month, and she didn't drink too much once.
Sadly, the more sober she became, the more indifferent she became towards me. I'd rather she think I did it and beat me up and scold me than see her so cold to me.
During that time, I was very depressed, and for the first time I felt that it was really uncomfortable to be under the fence. Every time I saw Sister Long's cold face, I felt as if she was saying to me in her heart, "Get out", but she still took care of her relationship with my aunt and never said it.
I know that after all, she is only my aunt's sworn sister, not a sister, how can she love me and tolerate me as much as my aunt......
It wasn't until the day of the first year of high school that Sister Long finally spoke to me, but she only said one word.
When she went to work in the morning, she put a wad of money on the coffee table and said, "This is your tuition, the school has arranged it for you, you can just go to the 18th middle school to register." After saying that, Sister Long went to work.
I knew that since I was admitted to high school not in the city, Sister Long must have spent money to send me to the eighteenth middle school.
When I went to school, I took all my clothes with me, and before leaving, I put the key to Sister Long's house on her coffee table. Because I counted the money that Sister Long gave me, in addition to the tuition fee, Sister Long also gave me more than 1,000 yuan, which means nothing more than saying, you will live in school in the future, don't come back!
The moment I came out of Sister Long's house, I was really miserable in my heart. Although I wasn't kicked out by her, that kind of silent disgust was more heart-wrenching than just opening my mouth to drive me away.
In fact, even if Sister Long doesn't drive me away in this way, I don't plan to live in her house anymore. I didn't want to send anyone to the fence in the first place. I obviously didn't do anything to be sorry for her, but she blamed me for the events of that day, and this feeling of being wronged will not be understood by people who have not experienced it firsthand.
After I went to school to register for my name that day, Sister Long gave me more than 1,000 yuan more than 1,000 yuan for my tuition, and I felt that my temporary life was not a problem, so I decided not to go to Sister Long for a month.
For more than a week, I didn't go back to school. I didn't call Sister Long, and she didn't call me.
But on the day of the end of the military training, Sister Long suddenly called me and asked me to go back.
At first, I was angry and said that I wouldn't go back, but then she said that I would go back because she was looking for me.
What I didn't expect was that when I came to the door of Sister Long's house and knocked on the door, I saw a person I never dreamed of.
"Sister Xiaolan...... "As soon as I saw her, my eyes almost fell to the ground.
At this time, Xiaolan has changed a lot, she looks better than before, and seems to have grown a lot taller. With a tall figure, big eyes, a pointed chin, and a very fashionable dress, she is full of the atmosphere of a modern urban woman.
But her expression hasn't changed, and she will always look like she is bitter and hateful. I was glad to see her, but she seemed very upset when she saw me, and her eyes were looking at me horizontally.
After I called her "Sister Xiaolan", the first thing she said back to me was: "Qin Yun, why haven't you died, it's been so long, why haven't you let me go?" ”
When I heard Xiaolan say that, I was stunned, I never thought that after so many years, why did she still hate me so much.
In my opinion, the grudge between us should be written off by the time she leaves. When my aunt returned the diary to her, she should have seen the passage I left for her. And my aunt is also disfigured because of her, does she still hold a grudge against us?
After I was stunned for a while, I immediately asked her, "Sister Xiaolan, what do you mean by this, why didn't I let you go?" ”
"Hmph...... Don't pretend anymore, I don't know ...... you yet" Xiaolan sneered: "You dare to say that you didn't ask Sister Long to get me over." ”
"You misunderstood, I didn't know about this at all, I never mentioned you to Sister Long." I hurriedly explained: "Sister Xiaolan, I'm sorry, I know you must still hate me in your heart now. I was really ignorant before, and I did a lot of things to be sorry for you. In fact, since you left, I have always regretted it, and I have long wanted to apologize to you in person, but unfortunately I have never had the opportunity to ......"
"Okay, okay, don't pretend, I want to ......vomit when I look at it," Xiaolan interrupted me and turned into one of the rooms.
At this moment, Sister Long came out of the room.
As soon as I saw her, I immediately walked over and whispered to her, "Sister Long, why is Sister Xiaolan here with you?" ”
Sister Long glanced at me expressionlessly: "It was your aunt who asked me to find her before she died, saying that I should take care of her too." I think she seems to have a big opinion of you, what's going on? ”
Hearing Sister Long say that, I slowly shook my head: "I used to be ignorant when I was a child, and I did a lot of things to be sorry for her. ”
"I see." Sister Long nodded. Obviously, she didn't know about the grievances between me and Xiaolan.
"Hmm." I nodded, and then asked casually, "Sister Long, how did you find her?" ”。
"In prison......"
"What, prison?" I was dumbfounded.
"Hmm......" Sister Long suddenly showed a sympathetic look. Immediately after that, she told me all about Xiaolan.
After listening to her words, I couldn't calm down for a long time.
It turned out that Xiaolan was imprisoned a year and a half ago, and the reason for being imprisoned was intentional injury, and the victim was actually Huang Dajun. It is said that Huang Dajun was almost not rescued in the hospital, otherwise Xiaolan would have been sentenced to death for intentional homicide.
The most important thing is that Sister Long told me about the time of Huang Dajun's accident, and when I looked back, it happened to be not long after Huang Xiaoya transferred to the school. It was also at this time that I realized that Huang Dajun's accident was done by Xiaolan.
Obviously, Xiaolan dealt with Huang Dajun in order to avenge Qin's mother, which shows that although she is a little indifferent and ruthless on the surface, she is actually a loving and righteous person.
Later, Sister Long briefly told me about Xiaolan's general experience of leaving the development corridor.
It turned out that after Xiaolan was picked up by her mother, her life was not satisfactory at all, and she might not be as good as living in Qin's mother's hair salon. Because her stepfather was a beast, she tried to scare Xiaolan several times when her mother was not at home, and once Xiaolan was in a hurry and stabbed her stepfather with scissors and ran out, and never dared to go back after that.
Later, she went back to where we used to live and found Huang Dajun, and found an opportunity to stab Huang Dajun a few times, almost stabbing Huang Dajun to death, but was soon arrested by the police and imprisoned. She was originally sentenced to four years, and it is estimated that there are more than two years to sit, and Sister Long spent some money to find a relationship to help Xiaolan get a fake medical record report, so that Xiaolan changed her sentence to a suspended sentence.
Sister Long also told me that in fact, Xiaolan came out a hundred or twenty days ago.
After Xiaolan came out, Sister Long helped her find a job, and she worked in a real estate company, that is, the company where Sister Long worked during the day.
However, Sister Long said that although Xiaolan is a very obedient child, it is a pity that she is a little violent and especially hates men.
She started very well at that real estate company, but once because a male customer accidentally touched her hand, she slashed someone else's hand and almost killed her. Because the knife Xiaolan used was a utility knife, it was very sharp, and she cut the major artery in other people's hands with one knife.
When I heard Sister Long say this, my heart felt uncomfortable.
I can imagine that a large part of the reason why Xiaolan became like this is probably because of me, and part of the reason is probably because of her stepfather.
Such a good-looking beauty, but now she has mental illness, and I feel even more guilty.
Later, Sister Long asked me not to worry too much, she said that she had a way to make Xiaolan better.
I asked her excitedly what the solution was, and she said to me very seriously: "Xiaoyun, you still have to tie the bell to the bell." If I'm not mistaken, Xiaolan's mental illness must have been caused by the fact that you did a lot of things to be sorry for her when you were a child. I think it's time for you to pay off your debts in order to cure her. From now on, we have to offer Xiaolan like a bodhisattva, especially you, you will do whatever she tells you to do, understand? Only in this way can her mental illness be cured. ”
"Is this really going to work?" I don't believe in authenticity.
"Of course, you're listening to me. As long as you let her vent a little more, I promise she'll be fine soon. After Sister Long finished speaking, she asked me again: "Do you agree, if you agree, I will go and talk to Xiaolan, and enlighten her by the way." ”
"That's fine!" I nodded stupidly.
Immediately after, Sister Long went to Xiaolan's room. I don't know what Sister Long and Xiaolan said in the room, anyway, when Xiaolan came out again, her face looked a lot better, and her eyes when she looked at me were not as poisonous as before.
Next, I lived a "good" life with two beautiful women.
This kind of life can really be described as painful and happy.
It wasn't until I started getting along with Xiaolan that I realized that Xiaolan now does not have a "little" violent tendency, but a very serious violent tendency.
Every day when I came back from school, she would come up with all sorts of weird reasons and excuses to beat me up. And every time she beat me, she still said very arrogantly, Sister Long said that if you are disobedient, I can beat you, and you can beat you as much as you want.
At first, I always thought that Xiaolan was torturing me not because she had any mental illness, but because she was pretending to be sick to get revenge on me. Because usually in my opinion, she is very normal, more normal than anyone else, and she looks like she is sick.
But since that happened, I finally knew that she was indeed sick.
On this day, after Sister Long went to work, Xiaolan also went out to play. I had nothing to do alone, so I secretly ran to Sister Long's room and used her computer to download some adult movies to watch.
I was watching it with relish when Xiaolan suddenly returned. At the time, I thought that Xiaolan would not come back so soon, so I turned it up a little louder. I didn't even hear Xiaolan enter the house, and I was still watching it in front of the computer.
It wasn't until Xiaolan called Sister Long at the door of Sister Long's room that I reacted.
"Hey, Sister Long, someone is watching adult movies on the computer in your room, come back and watch it quickly!" Xiao Lan smiled smugly after speaking.
I know it's going to die. So I quickly started deleting the movies I had just made. As a result, Xiaolan suddenly rushed over and pushed me to the side, and she sat on the computer chair: "Hmph, don't you want to destroy the evidence!" Otherwise, Sister Long is back, and she thinks I'm wronging you! ”
After Xiaolan finished speaking, she clicked on the movie and watched it herself: "Lust-ghost, I don't understand what is so good about this......"
I know very well in my heart that Xiaolan is not easy to mess with, but I know that Sister Long is even more difficult to mess with. So I hurriedly said good things to Xiaolan and begged her to let me delete those movies. I really can't imagine how I would face Sister Long if she came back and saw those movies.
As a result, I said a lot of good things, but Xiaolan still didn't eat oil and salt, and didn't say a word. I don't know if she doesn't want to talk to me, or if she's already obsessed. I saw her eyes staring straight at the computer, as if her saliva was about to come out......
Just after she watched it for more than ten minutes, she suddenly picked up her mobile phone and made a call to Sister Long and said, "Sister Long, have you come back?" Oh, you don't have to come back, I was just kidding you. ”
After chatting with Sister Long for a few words, as soon as she hung up the phone, she walked over to me and sat down with a smile on her face.
She is much more charming now than she was when she was seventeen or eighteen years old. The pointed melon seed face, the front-convex back-warped figure, except that it is a little thin and not as plump as Sister Long looks, is also a fight with Sister Long in other aspects.
Especially when she laughs, there is a beautiful dimple, I am a little stunned to see.
Just when I looked at her smile and was a little fascinated, she suddenly said, "Didn't you like to touch me very much before, come on......"
"Sister Xiaolan, you, don't ...... like this," I said with sincere fear.
"No! Don't forget what Sister Long said, what I told you to do, what you have to do! Xiaolan's voice suddenly became very cold.
At this moment, I finally understood that she was really sick.
Later, I was still a little worried that she was deliberately manipulating me, so I didn't dare to do it. It wasn't until she finally pinched me and was about to beat me that I finally reached for her.
Somewhat surprisingly, she didn't resist and seemed to be enjoying herself......